I'm born again, and so are they

Chapter 192
It was another summer, and he was restless.

It's the feeling of forgetting something and just can't remember it. There is a thorn stuck in the throat so abruptly that it makes people toss and turn, and they have to think about it all the time.

The mood is extremely bad and irritable. The last rainstorm in the summer of 2021 in the weather forecast is falling outside the window. Today's rain is frighteningly heavy, and God is just pouring water outside.

There was no customer in the bar today, and only Su Qi was on duty at the bar. The heavy rain covered the entire commercial complex, and the raindrops hit the windows and aisles indiscriminately. The white noise formed made the bar feel more empty.

In fact, Su Qi really likes rainstorm weather. He likes all undisguised scenes, such as sunny days with no cover, such as the current heavy rainstorm, which can bring him a carefree and undisturbed feeling. Gloomy weather with no rain and no sun and no wind makes him very irritable.

But the current heavy rain still didn't bring him a good mood. Su Qi's condition and fortune are not very good recently. After breaking up with Jiang Chuyao, he felt that he had been in a low ebb all the time, and the job he had originally applied for was temporarily dismissed from him. The contract and the resumes that were sent out were one after another. It is reasonable to say that his resume is hard enough to not find a job, but now it is almost three months after graduation, and he is still staying in Lu Xian's bar. work inside.

So why is it so annoying today, feeling like something is about to happen, Su Qi sat back on the chair in the bar counter, looked at the weather outside the window, no matter how hard it rained, no guests would come to the door, Su Qi asked Lu Xian on his mobile phone, but he didn't get a response. After thinking about it, he simply closed the door of this tavern. Lu Xian basically gave him half the right to be the store manager. He can still decide on such trivial matters. went straight home.

Su Qi feels that he will not work in this bar for too long. The relationship between him and Lu Xian has almost come to a showdown. Su Qi is not ready to accept a new relationship for the time being. It brought too deep pain, but these days Lu Xian pushed him harder and harder, and there was a tendency for the two of them to either become lovers or become strangers from now on.

When I got home, my inexplicable irritability continued. No, I must find something to distract my attention. Let’s read some novels. Yes, read some novels. Recently, the new writer Mr. Wei wrote quite good ones.

Ah, let me see, recently Luo Er bought a physical book of his in the bookstore, it seems that it is still in my place.

Su Qi looked through the bookshelf, and found it as he wished.

"Life is a mass of ups and downs of desires. If desires are not satisfied, they will be painful, and if they are satisfied, they will be boring. Life will fluctuate between pain and boredom."

What the hell is this? Su Qi closed the book angrily. Luoer, this girl, couldn't help but look at this kind of literary and youthful thing. Literary and artistic young people are really annoying.

Su Qi hesitated for a while, how could Luo Er read this kind of book that moaned without illness? Could it be that he paid less attention to her these days?Will it relapse again?A few days ago, I and Lu Xian bought a few sets of clothes for her. Isn't she in a good mood?

Wait who is it with?

Oh oh oh, I went to buy it with Lu Xian. The two of them had a lot of fun that day, eating, drinking and having fun.

Speaking of which, I went to the aquarium with Lu Xian at that time, saying it was to relieve his mood, but now when I am really in a bad mood, I don't have a chance to play together, it's a pity.

Lu Xian followed him too closely, especially in the past three months after he and Jiang Chuyao broke up, they were almost inseparable. Can't they wait for him to recover? Under the circumstances, to develop feelings for others.

Su Qi recalled the relevant memories again, once when he was making dessert with Lu Xian, he seemed to read a very literary saying, what was it called?
What people call love is nothing more than a chemical reaction that promotes reproduction, which suddenly heats up and then fades away, leading you to the inescapable, inescapable, failed, marriage.

Inexplicably, Su Qi read it out word for word.Is my memory so good? It was several years ago, right?Su Qi was also a little surprised.

However, Lu Xian seemed to have said something when he heard this sentence, but he didn't remember clearly, anyway, it was quite quiet.

What did she say?Oh oh oh, remember, she said that her love will never disappear, it is very reliable, she is willing to use time to prove it.

Su Qi was taken aback for a moment, he suddenly remembered the last time he went to the aquarium with Lu Xian, after he sent Lu Xian home, the girl seemed to say something in a low voice.

What, what, can't remember.

How about asking her?Is it okay anyway?Su Qi suddenly had an idea.

It was raining heavily, Lu Xian's house was far away from Su Qi's house, it could be said to be on the other side of the city.

The taxi was very quiet, and the heavy rain was frightening. Even the driver brother was abnormally unwilling to talk, probably because of the rain.

It seems that Lu Xian dismissed the people around her a few days ago, and she lived alone during this time?I don't know if she is not afraid of such a heavy rain.

So what?what is itSu Qi was still trying to recall. He really didn't remember it clearly. Lu Xian's voice was so low when he said those words, it was like subconscious babble.

There was thunder, and it was so huge that it was about to split.

Lightning pulled extremely far light in the sky, illuminating the surrounding night sky faintly blue.

Like her very short gaze at that time.

she said at the time.

She said, you should also look at me around you.

But Su Qi never went to see her, and has been avoiding him all these years.

At the end of summer, the rain is very heavy, and the big one will wash away all the temperature.

Su Qi suddenly understood why he was suddenly irritable for no reason today.

Lu Xian has been out of contact for two days.
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uncomfortable.The girl got up in a daze, and at some point, some fine cold sweat broke out on her body, and she couldn't stop the chills all over her body.

Did it rain so much?The woman squinted her eyes and looked out of the window. The high-end apartment she lived in was on a bird's-eye view floor with an excellent view, and she could see most of Haizhu City.

He took a cup of hot water with difficulty and stood in front of the window. Some temperature slowly seeped into the palm of his hand from the wall of the cup, but it didn't help, and his body still felt cold and sore.

The rain curtain is thick and white, and when looking down from upstairs, you can only see the yellowish-brown lights of vehicles passing by the rain curtain, which is a bit warm in the bustling and civilized world.

Most of the people in the car are busy going home. With such a heavy rain, it must be more at ease to stay with family members.Lu Xian drank water in small sips, either because she didn't want to drink more in one go, or because she simply didn't have the strength to swallow.

There was no one around, and the entire Daping floor was extremely quiet. Lu Xian stood in front of the window, dazed.

The entire Haizhu City was covered with a thick layer of fog, like so many mosquito nets stacked on top of each other, and only a blur of yellow and white light could be seen on the tall buildings.

What is Su Qi doing?He hasn't finished work yet, so he should still be busy. He is so busy day and night, and he doesn't know how to pay attention to the time. Now that it's raining so heavily, the temperature outside has probably dropped a lot. I don't know if he has He didn't turn up the air conditioner in the bar a little bit, in case he was too busy to burn his body later, it's not easy for him to feel sorry for him.

After all, it's not her turn to take care of Su Qi anyway, with Su Luo and An Qianmei around, they will be more distressed and anxious than herself.

Hehe, yes, when is it his turn to take care of him? Even if Jiang Chuyao leaves him, he still has a lot of people to choose from. How could it be her turn? Even though she forced him like that, he still doesn't want to face her.

The girl mumbled resentfully, although she was a little confused, she still remembered things about him firmly.

Although she is still jealous here, the girl has already started to complain about her body these days, why she got sick for no reason, and thought that she could go to him to chat again. After visiting the aquarium, I feel uncomfortable until now.

There is nothing serious about the bar right now. He probably closed the door and went home due to the heavy rain. He still has a younger sister and Aunt An to take care of at home, so he wouldn't think of himself.

So why did it come around to him again?The girl rubbed her eyes imperceptibly, really, how can she be so emotional when she thinks of him?
No, my head hurts again. It's raining heavily now and I can't get anyone to send medicine over. I'd better just endure it for a while.

He pulled the blanket randomly to cover his body, which made his body feel less lonely, but it was still surprisingly cold.

Alas, I am so uncomfortable that I can't sleep anymore.Lu Xian sighed. She originally thought that she could let him come to accompany her when she was sick, but she couldn't bear him to come here in the heavy rain. Anyway, a small cold can't kill you, and her physique is still good, so she just resisted it for a while. Yes.

My head is very dizzy, and I can't think about it anymore, but when I get bored, modern people will always touch their mobile phones habitually when they are bored. Lu Xian also took out his mobile phone to check Moments.

The wallpaper was a photo taken with him a few days ago. The two of them were smiling silly in front of the camera. They felt like good friends. Su Qi's eyes were so clean that just looking at them made him feel easy to bully.

I really want to bully him, let him accompany me well, have a good relationship with myself, lose my temper with him and then ask him to coax me in a low voice, in fact, I will bear it first when I see him lowering his eyes to be angry. Can't help but feel bad.

But now I really hate him, but I want to see him so much. In fact, if I send him a message now, he will definitely come to pick me up in the heavy rain. His home is so far away from here, so don’t bother him. .

But I still miss him so much, these days I took medicine and lay in bed groggy, thinking of him inexplicably in my mind, shaking my head angrily trying to forget him, and then thinking of him again within a minute.

But what's the use of thinking about it?From that summer to this summer, how many years have I thought about it?
But just thinking about it, the girl pursed her mouth in aggrieved way, and tears fell down.

What do you want me to do?Forget you but can't forget, hate you but don't want to part with you, watched you for three whole years, and made yourself into what you are now.

It's very strange, why do I like you so much?
My head hurts, my body is so cold, and I feel so uncomfortable.

Can you come and see me, I'm really uncomfortable right now.

You come to me, you should have only me as your choice now, with me, your work and all the problems you will encounter in your life will be solved easily.

She mustered up her courage, gritted her teeth, and dialed the phone number she cared about most.

After getting through, it seems that it is raining more heavily on his side, with mixed voices.

Before Lu Xian could say a word, the phone screen suddenly went black and turned off.

Only then did the girl remember that she hadn't charged her phone for a long time.

Someone laughed suddenly, threw the mobile phone under the bed, and buried his head in the bed.

She curled up, trembling all over.

Bite the back of his hand hard to resist.

The collapse and sadness that came like a tidal wave.

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The door was opened. It seemed that apart from her, he was the only one who had the key to his house, but he would not come in such a heavy rain.

I guess I had a fever and hallucinations.

Without any physical strength, Lu Xian still straightened up vigorously, wanting to see who was coming.

The person who came was dressed in black and was drenched all over. He rushed over in a hurry and even fell on the ground, but he didn't care about so many people running over.

His black hair was drenched and stuck to his forehead vaguely, his usually quiet eyes were bloodshot, his lips were white and trembling, and he looked so cold.

Hey, I'm dreaming.

She tremblingly touched the man's face, but the man grabbed her hand, and the man's hand was very cold.

"You have a fever." His voice was low and frightening.

"None of your business." She wanted to pull back and not look at this annoying guy.

"Why didn't you call me earlier?" Su Qi looked at this girl who was as pale as himself, his eyes were surprisingly cold.

"It's none of your business, who the hell are you?" She hardly had the energy to go hysterical, so she could only grit her teeth and stare into his eyes.

He couldn't stare at him, he watched his eyes fog up bit by bit, but it seemed like he was looking at an enemy.

Lu Xian never glared at him, but still begged for mercy carefully, "Is it just a minor illness? I'll get over it. You don't care about me anyway."

As Lu Xian said this, she started dropping little pearls.

"Small illness, you are a minor illness. I said how restless you have been these few days, and you still have to stay at home and endure it. What's the matter, Lu Xian, you are very good, aren't you? You can get rid of it without taking medicine or seeing a doctor. Is it cured? Are you here to be a hero? Awesome, you are awesome, just toss yourself like this, and tell me to pay attention to rest. I will stay at home on heavy rainy days without even bringing an umbrella to you It looks like you lay on the bed for half your life, and then you told me that you survived?" The man held her hand and read each word, his tone became more and more fierce. "You think you can make me subdue by playing hard like this?"

"Do you really want to be with me?" He held her hand and his voice was hoarse.

He pressed it close, and carefully touched the corners of her eyes with his cold lips, her tears were warm and slightly salty.

"You win, let me be with you."

Lu Xian was held in his arms and laughed softly. He finally got it.

(End of this chapter)