I'm born again, and so are they

Chapter 223 The past · Qin Keqing · Confidant's self-awareness

I can't sleep, can't sleep.

Sleepiness did not dare to entangle me, sleepiness avoided me, my brain was clear and bright, staring at this dark night, like a warrior bravely facing the battlefield.

How can a warrior on the battlefield be sleepy? Thinking about you makes me more excited and sleepless than going to the battlefield.

what are you doing?
Bubbles bubbled from the inverted bucket of the water dispenser, and the clothes hanging on the balcony left lonely shadows on the wall. The amphora vase you and I made in pottery class was placed on the table, with the two of us in the vase. Flowers raised together.

You are not here, where did you hide?
This afternoon my sister said that she was going to find you, she smiled happily, she hugged a large bunch of flowers, and said that she had prepared a summer for you, but it was a pity that you were not in Haizhu today, so this summer fell into nothingness.

My sister passed away coldly when she was a child, and she didn't understand love. She said that she felt so sad that she couldn't give you flowers. My sister asked me, can I be happy in the summer without you.

I asked her, what is spring, autumn and winter without rising.

My sister thought about it, took a look at me, and said in a small voice beside me, that's called dead.

Su Qi, do you think she is funny?

I don't actually care about summer.

By the way, I comforted my sister well and gave her a hair tie for you. I hope you don't blame me. After all, you liked her, I know.

If you insist on blaming me, I will be wronged.

If you feel aggrieved, your confidante will also feel aggrieved.

If you really want to blame me, then blame me for being too fond of making my own decisions for you.

Qin Keqing crossed her arms and sat on the head of his bed.

This is Su Qi's room, Qin Keqing has the key to their house, Su Qi secretly gave it to Qin Keqing, not even Qin Muzhi.

Su Qi's room is naturally full of his smell, every item here has his shadow.

The sweeping robot is silently flashing blue light in the corner and charging, the small alarm clock on the bedside is monotonously sliding the second hand under the moonlight, his Aunt An's sleep mask is left on the table, and the flowers in the vase with two ears Hang down and drop half a petal.

I heard that your sister brought a classmate to help you update the new service module of the sweeping robot today. That classmate of Su Luo—whose name seems to be Li Xiangjun—talked to us and said that there is a science fiction story about Qi Malan. The protagonist in the story It is a domestic service robot.

Hey, what are you thinking, are you wondering if I can understand robots and service modules?
Yes, Qin Keqing is not a science student, so she doesn't understand these terms, but don't you know how to tell Qin Keqing?

You haven't told me the story of Qima Lan! Su Luo said that you watched this anime with her, but you didn't watch it with me!
I am angry!

Qin Keqing wore a thin white silk pajamas. It was three o'clock in the morning. She was sitting alone on Su Qi's bed, holding the man's pillow tightly in her arms, feeling angry alone.

So annoying, so annoying, so annoying.

It was more annoying than when Su Luo asked Qin Keqing to go back to his home and not stay in Su Qi's house an hour ago.

Why bother?

Because Qin Keqing was thinking about Su Qi, but couldn't see him!

Qin Keqing is Su Qi's confidante, and Qin Keqing told Su Luo that she has the right to stay in Su Qi's bedroom.

It's just that the confidante is only a confidante up to now, but Su Qi and Qin Keqing are no longer as close as they were in that spring.

So Qin Keqing couldn't give an answer to the question of what Su Qi was doing now.

Of course Qin Keqing doesn't know what he is doing now. Su Qi is not in Haizhu now. He is over in Harbin. They are separated by more than thousands of kilometers. It is a hundred miles of Gobi desert, a ten-mile green mountain corridor, and a night that cannot be crossed in an instant. Lang Qingshou.

He said that distance is not a problem, and love has never learned geography.

Qin Keqing's liberal arts student's geography is pretty good, otherwise she wouldn't have been able to accurately pick Su Qi out of Changsha's tube building across two provinces.

But even so, Qin Keqing is not an exception to him, and she has no romantic relationship with him.

It's just, it's just that the first person Su Qi will turn to when encountering trivial matters and sufferings in life is Qin Keqing.

When encountering something new, such as occasionally meeting a stretching orange cat at a corner of the street, I will share it with Qin Keqing immediately.

Even if I eat too much noodles at night, the first person I think of, apart from Aunt An or Su Luo at home, will only be Qin Keqing.

Thinking of this, Qin Keqing's anger disappeared again.

Su Qi, do you know what happened in Haizhu today?
Well, Su Qi, actually nothing happened here in Haizhu.The dogs are waiting to get out, the ice cream is waiting to be picked up from the freezer, the kids are waiting for school...everyone is waiting for cooler weather.And I'm just waiting for you.

Qin Keqing shook her head, she was determined not to be able to say such a thing, she was too stupid, too hypocritical!

So, do you know that your confidante actually loves you?

It sounds a bit contradictory, but Qin Keqing likes this statement very much.

I think you know it, I think you understand it, but you are absolutely unwilling to accept it.

I will only become gentle in front of you. I don't want to show any pretense for you. I don't know how to play hard to get, and I don't know how to refuse or welcome. I stand in front of you and take off everything, revealing my most primitive love. I love you very much, I want to be with you, and I plan for this every day.

You want to ask me what I'm planning? Does it count to say good night to you every day?

By the way, Su Qi, you haven't said good night to Qin Keqing today.

Just use this as an excuse to stay up late!

What are you doing up late?Miss you!

I can't sleep, I can't sleep, hey Su Qi, do you know that I have been secretly in love with you for a long time!
In fact, it might have been called a secret love in the past, but not anymore. Just being able to sit on your bed and hold your pillow openly brings joy to my heart. I want to travel more than 1000 kilometers across the country. Looking for you!

Shameless, Qin Keqing felt that she was really shameless.

It's early morning, but I already want to call you.

Because there is no dignity left when I like you. It’s all a fake thing that I hold on to. I quit my job for you, clean your house for you, and help you deal with your emotional mess. Why? For the sake of the soft-eyed girl? I’m telling you, look, I’m easy to use. I’m a first-class confidante. You can rely on me.

I ask myself, how much do I like you.I can’t say it. I only know that whatever I experience, the first thing that comes to my mind is to tell you that when I walk on the road, I feel like everyone I meet looks like you. I will read the previous chat records over and over again at night. You have posted I will keep listening to the voice, and finally hear it myself.I'm also curious about how much I like you.

You haven't seen me in the shower, because you sent me a message, I wiped my hands and replied in seconds; you haven't seen me still insist on telling you when I am sleepy, I will wait until you sleep The way I sleep; You haven’t seen me trying to change because you don’t like something; You haven’t seen the way I hold my phone every day when I have nothing to do, waiting for your message; You haven’t seen it, so you don’t Tell me, I don't blame you, but you know now, right?
If you know, be responsible!I order you Su Qi to call me now!
The cell phone by the bed was silent, and no bells rang in the room.

The curtains were not blown by the wind, the teacup in the kitchen did not fall suddenly, the toilet in the bathroom did not start suddenly, and the real world is not a movie, nor a horror movie or a science fiction movie.

It turns out that Su Qi, the possibility of you calling me now is about the same as the possibility of a horror sci-fi movie suddenly being staged.

Qin Keqing shook his head and lay down on his bed.

A confidante must have the awareness of a confidante. I will not be Qin Muzhi, nor will I be Lu Xian and Jiang Chuyao.

Su Qi, one day has passed, and I don't want to be your confidante anymore.

I hate summer, I hate you.
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Su Luo knocked on the door again, this morning.

Qin Keqing rubbed her eyes and opened the door, watching the little girl sullenly enter the room and smell everywhere.

Su Luo was very satisfied that he didn't smell any strange smell. Qin Keqing was indeed not that kind of two-faced person. Unlike some people who appeared to be mysophobic, she did use the most tissues in private.

"Why did you stay in Su Qi's room? He is obviously not in Haizhu anymore." Su Luo asked Qin Keqing.

"In my hometown, an 80-year-old grandma lived alone in a mud-brick house in her hometown. Her children built a house in the town, and no one could help her. The grandma thought it was very comfortable to live there, but she was already 80. I don’t know how to clean, and I can’t do anything to repair the house, but it’s just such a mud-and-tiled house. There was nothing wrong with my grandma for so many years, but as soon as grandma left, the house collapsed within a year.”

Su Luo thought about it. "Why?"

Qin Keqing turned off the hot water from the water dispenser, opened the curtains, and made the bed.

"A house, even if it is an earthen house, will not grow grass when people come in and out, and will not hide snakes and insects if people live in it and make noise. You see, those earthen houses that have fallen down have a lot of weeds, and there are many weeds. It is easy to get wet, and once it gets wet, the foundation will be unstable, and there are many weeds, and there are many snakes and insects, and the snakes and insects will make holes, and the house will collapse after a long time."

Su Luo narrowed his eyes, "But there will never be weeds or snakes in Su Qi's house."

"But people will understand." Qin Keqing raised her head, and the sun fell on the hair of this girl who had been the most beautiful among her peers since she was a child.

"If you don't see the lights in his room, you will think that he is lonely. If you don't have someone to clean up the house for him, you will think that there is an opportunity. After a long time, all cats and dogs dare to say that they love him. How can this be possible."

Su Luo sneered, "Do you think we are weeds and snakes?"

"No, I just want some people to see that if you don't have the confidence to love him as much as I do, don't come here to be sentimental, such as the secretaries in his company, his school girls, and... "Qin Keqing looked at Su Luo and remembered that the eyes of Su Luo's classmate Li Xiangjun were so similar to her former self, the eyes of a secret admirer.

"Then who do you think are qualified to love him?" Su Luo asked again. She had heard Su Qi tell a lot about Qin Keqing, and she also knew that Qin Keqing was among the people Su Qi trusted the most, but she didn't expect that this man named Qin Keqing's woman actually helped Su Qi think of this step.

"Anyway, sister Su Luo is definitely in the top three." Qin Keqing smiled.

Su Luo nodded, without denying it, she looked at Qin Keqing several times, and suddenly smiled.

"No.1, let that Qin Muzhi be the one."

"Muzhi..." Qin Keqing fell into silence. The relationship between Qin Muzhi and Su Qi was the last thing Qin Keqing wanted to think about.

Su Luo looked at Qin Keqing who suddenly became quiet, and thought that what he thought was right, Qin Keqing would never want her sister to be with the person she likes.

The reason why Qin Muzhi's name was suddenly mentioned was because Su Qi was talking about Mu Zhimu's me, Mu Zhi, every day.

"Qin Keqing, if you really want to rob your sister, I will stand by your side." Su Luo smiled, she was not afraid of big things, anyway, she would never be able to in this life.

"Aren't you standing on the side with the highest winning rate?" Qin Keqing gave this person a blank look. In fact, she and Su Luo had always been at odds, and it was obvious at a glance that this person had no good intentions.

"Scared, you found out?" Su Luo blinked, not embarrassed at all.

"Well, why don't you come to me so early in the morning?" Qin Keqing made the bed, looked at Su Luo who was checking his cell phone, and knocked on the table. "If nothing happens, I'll go to Suqi Company."

Su Luo waved her hand, signaling Qin Keqing to leave quickly. She was unhappy that another woman had been staying in Su Qi's room.

Finally, someone’s cell phone ringtone came belatedly.

Qin Keqing glanced at Su Luo and connected the video call.

The man is lying on the bed, bleary-eyed.

"Does Qing miss me? Huh? Why are you in my room?"

"I missed you, and I wasn't in your room just because of you." Qin Keqing shook her head and looked carefully at him on the phone to see if he had slept well and whether she wanted to suggest that he continue to sleep for a while.

"Qin Keqing, let me tell you... Didn't I just not tell your sister that I was on a business trip yesterday, but your sister didn't answer my calls!"

I hope you will call me and have a video call so that you can talk more about the things between us, but I am afraid that you will not call me and make a video call, because there are still things left to talk about between the two of us. Running out.

"My sister is relatively young, so you have to remember to coax her." Qin Keqing lowered her eyes, covering her eyes with her thick, slightly raised eyelashes.

"Qin Keqing, do you want to coax you?" Su Qi and Qin Keqing chatted very casually. The two of them had seen each other's most embarrassing moments, so they could say whatever they wanted to each other.

"I don't have to." Qin Keqing smiled and shook his head.

"OK." Su Di nodded, and he sat up from the bed, "When I go back, I will take you to eat crayfish. In summer, I promised you last time."

Qin Keqing put down her phone and said to Su Luo.

"Su Luo, I found that I really like summer."

"If you like it, you like it. Why does it look like you're going to cry?" Su Luo felt strange, and pointed at Qin Keqing's face.

Qin Keqing didn't speak. She was just thinking that if there was another life, she would not save Su Qi. She would be saved by Su Qi and let Su Qi love him.

(End of this chapter)