I'm born again, and so are they

Chapter 250: Past Events · Li Yuxi · Memory

In November 2021, the streets are lively and bustling, and the lights of the world are scattered randomly at night, shining dimly on the shadows through the heat of the street food stalls.

Jiang Chuyao held Su Qi's arm in front and walked away. Su Qi lowered his head and spoke with a smile. Li Yuxi followed suit step by step, following Su Qi's shadow.

The building is very tall, and the sky is full of artificial light sources looking up, and the radiance is like a dream.

The avenue is full of cars and horses, the taillights are extremely long, drawing a gorgeous night, the world is getting better and better.

On the street, there are children playing and passing through the crowd, and their adults follow behind them leisurely, doing chores with relatives and friends around them.

The doors of the large shopping malls on the side of the street are open, and the air-conditioning leaks out like running water. When people pass by, the coolness climbs up to the ankles, bringing a little bit of coolness.

There are small stalls yelling on the side of the road, and the beautiful and exquisite small stones are placed, most of which are ordinary crystals and quartz, with some unusual colors.

The small stones were carefully soaked in the water by the vendors, and under the light of the headlights, they have a transparent color like glass, which is also pretty.

Su Qi stopped and picked at the hawker stall.

Jiang Chuyao was by his side, quietly checking through Su Qi's side. Li Yuxi also came over curiously, stretched out her hand and poked at these beautiful gadgets.

The peddler was a woman in her 30s. She seemed a little surprised by the conspicuous temperament of the man and his accompanying female companion, but she didn't greet her very warmly.

Su Qile's purity, these pebbles are actually not rare things, they are all man-made handicrafts, but they are exquisite and beautiful.

It was a brown stone that attracted my attention when I just passed by. This color reminded me deeply, and I was attracted to it all at once.

It is a brown quartz with a little white luster. Su Qi likes it very much, and Boss Lu must also like it very much.

But with a girl by his side, he definitely couldn't just buy one piece, so Su Qi carefully picked out a transparent yellow crystal, which matched the eye color of his girlfriend, and gently stuffed it into her palm.

Jiang Chuyao pursed his lips slightly, then put on a happy smile, lightly caressing the smooth and cold appearance of the crystal, Jiang Chuyao gently leaned against Su Qi, as if cuddling and lingering.

"That's it. How much is it, boss." Su Qi asked the price with a smile.

A certain childhood sweetheart on the side stared in disbelief, his eyes full of hurt feelings.

Su Qi didn't help Li Yuxi choose.

But think about it, they are a young couple going out on a date, and I have to put on the embarrassing eye-catching bag. What right do I have to ask other people's boyfriends to help pick out rocks.

The proprietress was also a little surprised, she glanced at Li Yuxi who was next to her, but she still quoted the price honestly without talking too much.

Su Qi paid the money casually, and hurriedly dragged Jiang Chuyao away, Jiang Chuyao was also a little surprised, isn't Li Yuxi Su Qi's childhood sweetheart, why now?

But as Su Qi's girlfriend, Jiang Chuyao of course likes Su Qi to draw a line with other girls, so he just opened his mouth and didn't say anything.

A little sad, Li Yuxi looked at the two figures blankly, feeling a little sour and bitter.

As if the lights were dimming, Li Yuxi followed Su Qi aggrievedly.

Su Qi's shadow was very long under the lamp, and Li Yuxi stepped on it step by step.

Li Yuxi has always been an optimistic and generous girl, but no matter how confident and confident a girl is, she can be selfish and sad. You see, your treasure is being held in the hands of others, but you can only watch helplessly.

Su Qi asked the boss for a red rope, and tied the stone to Jiang Chuyao's wrist.

Jiang Chuyao lowered her head, and Li Yuxi couldn't see if she was smiling. He could only see that the roots of her ears were red.

The stars were really not bright tonight, and the happiness she got after coming back to see him disappeared so quickly. Li Yuxi held her hand to prevent herself from running over and disturbing them at this time.

The hair was specially kept long for him at the back, and it was much harder to take care of than imagined, and I even went to An Qianmei and Su Luo to ask how to take care of it and take care of it.
I just thought that he would be so happy when he saw me, that he would touch his hair and smile softly, and that his eyes would be a little more gentle.

Give yourself a little more, just a little.

I am not the whole of Su Qi, Li Yuxi has long understood this deeply, it's just that he smiled so happily when we first met, and it happened that it was so simple and easy to occupy all the hearts.

But the two of them were too familiar, and there would be no spark of love without a brief separation. It was Li Yuxi who left Su Qi, and who could Li Yuxi go to reason with.

I want to have a good relationship with him again, I want to smile carefree in front of him, I want to see his natural expression when he is holding me.

Thinking, thinking, Li Yuxi accidentally bumped into the person who stopped in front.

The man turned his head, with a bit of the coldness and wind unique to summer.

"Why are you distracted again, Li Yuxi?"

"Su Qi." Li Yuxi lowered her head, not daring to show him her red eye circles.

Someone patted Li Yuxi on the head, and the mountainous sea breeze howled from the distant autumn night, surrounding Li Yuxi.

He gently handed Li Yuxi a blue necklace with a grass-colored rope.

The water-colored bead in the middle of the necklace is clear, like her eyes.

"Don't be unhappy, I picked it out for you early in the morning."

He is still smiling.

"Who is unhappy? You see, I managed to trick you into a gift again." She raised her head and looked at the man proudly.

Li Yuxi was not in a hurry anymore. How could Jiang Chuyao and Jiang Moyao surpass the long-lasting love between her and Su Qi?

From 2011 to 2021, Li Yuxi and Su Qi spent their first ten years.
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There are a lot of people, he has a lot of friends, everyone in kTV is watching him, Su Qi is always the center of the crowd, not to mention that this is his friend group.

Li Yuxi carefully held the sleeve of the man next to her, her behavior weak and gentle.

The man reacted immediately and grabbed Li Yuxi's hand. He knocked his head, but it didn't hurt.

The little temptation failed, but Li Yuxi was still very happy.

This is 2024, this is the third year after graduation, and today is the 2024th meeting with him in 168.

Li Yuxi remembered clearly that she had the habit of keeping a diary. She would neatly and clearly record everything that happened today in her small notebook every day.

Li Yuxi knew that she didn't have a high sense of presence around Su Qi, but she didn't really dislike this situation too much. After pushing him away, Li Yuxi gradually got used to the separation from him over the years.

I don’t know when I started keeping a diary, but I just thought that if I didn’t write down what happened every day, how would I understand myself who missed him in the past.

So I started to keep a diary and write notes. Words are really great things, and they can express deep feelings very simply.

Sometimes there isn't much going on, just a few lines, and other times it lasts for several pages.

But no matter how short the diary is, it will be about him.

I don’t know when it started to be a habit, but when I came back to my senses, I realized that I had already written several pages full of text related to him, and I couldn’t believe it. I flipped through the previous records, huh?Why do I seem to write a lot about this person every day?

Li Yuxi remembers that one day, it seemed to be a rainy day, but also seemed to be a cloudy day?Li Yuxi couldn't remember clearly, so she was going to look through her diary. Anyway, the weather was very heavy that day, and the sky was so low that it reached the top of the building.

Li Yuxi had just returned from Peiping. She was a little tired and hungry. It happened to be the afternoon and she saw someone sitting on the sofa at home in a daze.

It was a place that was easily overlooked. Li Yuxi usually liked to sit there, watching Su Qi and Su Luoan Qianmei noisy at home. That position easily gave Li Yuxi a way to relax and blend into the environment. feel.

Since when did Su Qi also like to sit in that kind of secluded place?
After saying hello and looking for something to eat from the kitchen, Li Yuxi sat over cautiously.

"Millet porridge with diced radish? It's so light." Su Qi picked up a diced radish and chewed it.

After finishing the porridge, Li Yuxi stood up and was about to leave. He probably wouldn't stay by himself, he was so busy with so many things.

"Ah, are you leaving? I'll come too." He stood up and followed Li Yuxi to help wash the dishes.

Obviously he didn't speak, but Li Yuxi's heartbeat was beating very fast.

"Su Qi? What are you going to do?" Li Yuxi asked in a low voice, not quite sure what this person thought.

"No, did I disturb you?" He answered with his head down.

"Don't bother, don't bother, I'm not that busy." Li Yuxi's busy reply made the conversation go smoothly.

Strange, how can I talk to him without stopping?Li Yuxi pursed her lips, not quite understanding her physical condition.

It may be that the communication with him became less and less after university. After graduating from university, Su Qi disappeared for two years

"Have a cup of tea together, do you have time?" Su Qi invited politely.

How could Li Yuxi refuse? She was so happy that she nodded carefully.

Su Qi's hands are beautiful, and they have a beautiful and comfortable aesthetic feeling when making tea.

It's jasmine tea, it's the fragrance of jasmine.

It seems that Li Yuxi started to like jasmine from that day on, was it because of the tea?Or is it because of the tea maker?
Su Qi sat quietly across from him. Although he didn't say a word, Li Yuxi could feel his attention.

"Are you happy working in Peking?" he asked.

You must answer happily at this time, right?My family, he will be worried about him, he must say nice things.

"It seems that I'm not as happy as I thought." Uncontrollably, the mouth has already expressed what is in his heart.

He pulled himself together, and seemed to have gotten a slightly unexpected answer. He turned around and pushed a stack of small cookies in front of the two of them, "Can you tell me?"

What are you doing?I also deliberately went to get cookies out, as if I was a three-year-old child.

It turns out that you and I are still very familiar, but you haven’t chatted with me for a long time.

Then the diary of those few days was always recorded until late at night, and I wrote a lot of words related to him, and wrote a lot of lyrical fragments that I can’t understand now. Every time I read Li Yuxi, I can’t wait to catch myself Come out and shark off.

It's too shameful, how could I be like that at that time.

Whenever Li Yuxi opens the diary of that month again, she will always cry and laugh at the same time. Li Yuxi is not sure about other things, but it is this little bit of love that has supported Li Yuxi through the long years.

Li Yuxi put away the distant memories of those days, and quietly leaned against Su Qi's shoulder, there were so many people here, no one would notice her.

When I saw the message he sent, I rushed over without stopping. I didn't have any intentions at first, and I didn't think that I could get in and talk to him. There are so many people, and he has so many friends, so it's not my turn. .

As soon as he entered the door, he saw all the men and women talking around him, and he felt even more uneasy, but the longing for him still prevailed.

Su Qi happened to see Li Yuxi enter the door, his right hand was empty, Li Yuxi happily led it over, eh.Su Qi also held her hand naturally.

Li Yuxi was even happier. Sure enough, although he hadn't seen Su Qi for several months, he still had an extraordinary tacit understanding with Su Qi!

The party started, Su Qi arranged himself next to him, and then carefully gave himself a hug, Li Yuxi didn't speak, just nodded.

Hu Ao's singing seems pretty good, Su Luo and Li Xiangjun's singing is also good, and An Qianmei's singing is also great.

But Li Yuxi still prefers Su Qi's song, nothing else, just like it.

Li Yuxi can actually sing, but she doesn't sing much, mostly just humming.

Su Luo has been watching Su Qi for a long time, Li Yuxi pouted, the person Su Qi is hugging now is me, I will not let go easily.

"Let me sing a song of faith for everyone." Su Luo took the microphone and watched Su Qi sing.

Ah, I can sing too.

Li Yuxi continued to sing in a low voice.

I love you, how brave you are, how firm your faith is.

Su Luo sang loudly and affectionately in front.

Everyone knew what Su Luo meant, and they all smiled in silence, but Su Qi lowered his eyes, not very happy.

Li Yuxi sang along with the chorus in a low voice.

Yes, I am a hidden person who is not so eye-catching, my existence is thin and fragile, I am the childhood sweetheart who lost you, and I am the family member who can no longer have fate with you.

But I love you exactly.

Su Qi turned his head as if feeling something, and saw the girl's smiling face.

"What are you doing? Su Luo is still looking at you?" Li Yuxi pointed with a smile.

"Then why are you crying?"

"She sings so well."

Su Di nodded, it sounded really good.

He turned his head and gently pulled his hand away from Li Yuxi.

Li Yuxi knew what he meant, he could accept his childhood and his intimacy, but he couldn't accept his childhood sweetheart's thoughts on him.

Su Qi is a person who will never look back. He treats every relationship with concentration, but will never look back.

In the summer of 2018, Li Yuxi and Su Qi parted ways on the platform. Li Yuxi thought that the relationship would not deteriorate, and Li Yuxi thought that love could transcend geography.

When Su Luo and An Qianmei were sick, Su Qi was very busy and met Lu Xian and Jiang Chuyao.

When Su Qi needed her the most, Li Yuxi was not by his side.

This is 2024, and Li Yuxi is used to watching from the sidelines, and getting warmth from small relationships.

If there is an afterlife, if there is an afterlife, Su Qi, let me hold you tightly.

(End of this chapter)