I'm born again, and so are they

Chapter 291 Choice
There will always come a time in life when it stands still, waiting for you to make an important choice.

Su Qi stood at this fork in the road. In front of him were two diametrically opposed roads.

Li Yuxi's voice echoed in his ears, and Qin Muzhi whispered in his ears.

Li Yuxi said: She said she had already figured out how to help him, and now she was standing outside her door with An Qianmei and Lu Xian.

Qin Muzhi said: She will take him away now, wherever she goes, to the end of the world.

These are two paths that will lead to very different situations in life, and no matter which side you choose, you can never go back.

Su Qi needed to think, so time seemed to stand still at this time. Su Qi's mind was spinning rapidly, and everything in front of him became strangely quiet.

Su Qi felt that his soul had been freed. He stood up from his body, turned into a white phantom, and walked to the window.

Beside the window is a sea of ​​night.

It was getting late, the night had completely risen, and the dark blue twilight remained faintly in the distant sky. The sea pearl in front of me was glowing with neon lights like the sea at night, and the traffic was surging in the upstairs rooms, like rivers.

How many years has Su Qi lived in Haizhu? Adding up the previous life and the present life, it's almost 40 years.

He is not born a good person, he spent a lot of effort to bring his younger sister to survive in this city, in this process, he first met An Qianmei Li Yuxi, met Jiang Chuyao, met Lu Xian, In the end, he met Qin Keqing and Qin Muzhi, and in this life, he met Jiang Xubai again.

Over the years, Su Qi has suffered a lot, but Su Qi has never given up.

Because the people around him are all people who need his help.

Su Luo is his younger sister who shares weal and woe, Li Yuxi and An Qianmei have an incomplete family like him, the four of them depend on each other for warmth, Jiang Chuyao closed his heart before meeting him, Lu Xian is rebellious and disregards the rules, Qin Mu's temperament is naturally cold and emotional There are many, and Qin Keqing is a fairly normal person.

Su Qi is not a superman, he is actually not able to bear the expectations of so many people, he just can't fall down, there are people who need him behind him, and people who look forward to him stand in front of him.

In his previous life, his life was exciting enough. He met Lu Xian, saved Jiang Chuyao, married Lu Xian, was divorced, was saved by Qin Keqing, and married Qin Muzhi. Su Qi did not think that he had chosen any wrong option in his previous life. Even if it were to happen again, he would go and get to know them. However, the ending of the story was so hasty and hasty. Su Qi thought that he did not do his best in many things.

After being reborn, Li Yuxi and they all also have the memory of rebirth. This life is for Su Qi to fight again and get a good ending. Especially after experiencing the incident of Li Yuxi falling ill during a business trip to the capital, Su Qi learned that He came to the conclusion that the further away from him, the more dangerous it would be, so what was before him was how to get a happy ending in this life.

He tentatively told Li Yuxi what he thought, and Yuxi's reaction was extremely violent, biting his lips and fingers. He hoped that Lu Xian could help him, but in his heart Lu Xian wanted to take it away He, he told Aunt An about his worries, but Aunt An's feelings changed at some point. Qin Keqing comforted him and was willing to bear all the consequences with him.

Their love is so real and passionate that it sometimes even burns others and themselves.

Pulling and tugging around them these days, Su Qi really felt a sense of exhaustion. This exhaustion came from the bottom of his heart, from all directions of life, and from everything brought about by the name Su Qi.

Su Qi stood by the window, placing his hands on the glass, pressing against the transparent material, quietly looking at the night beneath his feet.

The bakery on the corner of the street is where I had breakfast with Yuxi every day in high school. Under the antenna on the roof of the building, Lu Xian asked me to tie her hair. In the blind spot of the company's laboratory camera, Jiang Chuyao's fingertips were covered with cream , carefully put his finger on his lips.

Countless memories came to mind. Su Qi was not a fool, nor was he a good-for-nothing male protagonist like those in harem dramas who were deliberately impotent. He had a high emotional intelligence, otherwise he would not have been able to move among women.

Su Qi looked at himself in the glass reflection, he came to Haizhu when he was ten years old, he didn't know when he grew taller, when his Adam's apple became obvious.

Su Qi has no puberty, let alone rebelliousness. His thoughts and character are improving linearly. Under the oppression of the surrounding harsh environment, in order to take good care of Su Luo, every aspect of him is striving for the best. Go, like a day for several years.

Su Qi actually didn't resent this kind of pressure. He said he wanted to give everyone around him a perfect ending. All of this was done voluntarily by Su Qi, and he had no regrets.

But now, it seems that no matter what I do, no one will be satisfied.

The boy standing by the window sighed, and he sat down slowly. The sheets on the bed were freshly changed. Qin Mu suspected that An Qianmei had slept here before, so he washed the sheets this morning. Lingering, now the bed is full of the smell of the two of them.

Qin Muzhi was Su Qi's wife in his previous life, and she was also the one he chose to love. It was a very romantic thing to fly away with her in this life.

but.

"Where's Li Yuxi?"

Sitting by the bed, the boy's soul saw a light blue phantom slowly gathering in front of his eyes. That shadow was exactly the same as him, representing his 'reason'.

"It was Li Yuxi who accompanied you through your youth. In her previous life, she waited hard for you and looked at you. Finally, she got the opportunity to hold your hand in this life. She surrounded you and accompanied you until now. In her previous life, everything was If everything develops normally, you and Li Yuxi will be together, and there won’t be so much nonsense later.”

'Rationality' stood in front of Su Qi, turned around, and stroked a little rabbit doll on the bookshelf, it was a small gift from Li Yuxi to Su Qi.

'Rational' caressed the rabbit doll, and softly said: "Who is Li Yuxi? It's your favorite when you were young."

'Rationality' put down the cute frowning rabbit doll. As soon as the rabbit doll broke free from 'Rationality''s hand, it came to life. The rabbit doll jumped to Su Qi's side and stood obediently in front of Su Qi.

'Rational' raised his head and pointed at a pillow behind Su Qi, "Pillow, the pillow you prepared for Qin Keqing so that she can have a good sleep at any time. She came here a few days ago and put it next to your bed. I’m going to sleep with you from time to time in the future.”

That pillow?Su Qi turned his head and saw the rabbit doll dragging the pillow over. The rabbit doll was struggling to move and looked cute. After dragging the pillow to Su Qi's side, the little rabbit doll lay on the pillow, pretending to be sleeping.

"Didn't you agree? You said you wouldn't disappoint Qin Keqing, you said you would go on with Qin Keqing. She saved you in the previous life, so it's up to you to save her in this life, right?" 'Rationality' stood beside the bookcase with arms crossed, Said plainly.

"If Li Yuxi is the beginning of everything, then Qin Keqing is the first time you have actively chosen to stay in touch with this world after being abandoned by Lu Xian. Do you want to abandon her?"

Seeing that Su Qi didn't speak, 'Rationality' walked slowly to the calendar on the dining table, picked up the calendar, and counted the dates lightly, "It's been four months, and you will be reborn for four months."

"Maybe it's due to the influence of rebirth. The longer they stay away from you, the more they will suffer from mental disorders or physical decline. But I think this is more likely because their obsession is too deep."

'Rationality' put the calendar in Su Qi's hand. The little bunny doll sat on the pillow and leaned over. He looked at the day with many circles on the calendar and tilted his head, showing some confusion. He didn't know why that day was like this. important.

"Tomorrow, you originally planned to go on a business trip tomorrow to try what would happen if you left everyone for a short time, but now at this juncture, you must not be able to leave;."

The little rabbit doll nodded, feeling that this 'rational' statement was really good.

Su Qi lowered his eyes and quietly listened to what he said in front of him.

'Rationality' paced slowly in front of Su Qi. He still had his arms crossed, and the index finger of his right hand lightly tapped his left arm.

"Let me think about it, by the way, haven't we planned it before? Lu Xian will let you move in with her tomorrow. At that time, they will definitely be in a mess, and then things will intensify. You want to see things What the limit will develop into."

'Reason' nodded, his whole body lit up as he suddenly thought of something, and he clapped his hands gently, startling the little rabbit doll.

'Rationality' held out a white plastic flower. Su Qi looked at the plastic flower and was shocked.

'Rationality' put the white flower next to the little rabbit doll, and the little rabbit tugged the leaf of the flower curiously, so the textureless plastic became soft and shook slightly, as if it was dancing with the wind.

"Student Xiao Jiang sent you off during the summer vacation, remember, if Xiao Jiang really can't come back, will you be sad?"

'Rationality' looked at Su Qi, "If Qin Muzhi becomes the next Li Yuxi, and many years later, you find that Qin Muzhi has been waiting for you like Li Yuxi in the previous life, will you be sad? And Lu Xian, and Aunt An?"

Su Qi's body trembled and he clenched his fists.

At this time, perhaps because of the arrogance of the 'rational' personality, the pink 'emotional' personality emerged in another space.

'Emotional' is very loud and powerful when it comes up: "So what? Su Qi, you are yourself, your first reaction is your truest side, 'rational' is the weighing of the pros and cons after many choices, So what if you and Qin Muzhi elope? You have your own thoughts, your own likes and dislikes, you are not their toy, you are your own!"

"Yeah, that's why you told Jiang Chuyao that you would save classmate Xiao Jiang, so you touched Qin Keqing's hair and said your hair is so beautiful, so you held Su Luo's finger and made her laugh when she was unhappy, yes, then What a sweet moment, they all love you, and you love them too."'Rationality' sneered: "But then? Where is Jiang Chuyao? Where is Qin Keqing? Where is Su Luo? You belong to yourself, so they What? Did they get happiness because of their 'sensibility'?"

'Sensual' pointed at 'Reason''s nose and said seriously: "So, that's why we have to escape this time, let everyone see our determination, let them follow our rhythm, and let them learn to be obedient. I just I am not influenced by those considerations and trade-offs. I, I am Su Qi, and I am the Su Qi who loves freely."

'Sensual' turned his head and looked at Su Qi's face: "Su Qi, how many times have you and Qin Muzhi done this in the past two days? When you have reached the highest point of each other, will you still consider this city and others? That's you and what you want. You haven't even used a condom in the past two days. If Mu Zhi gets pregnant, will you still stay in Haizhu and endure hardships? Don't you want Qin Mu Zhi and your child to live happily? Happy and free?”

'Rationality' was speechless, and the little rabbit doll opened its mouth wide in shock.

Su Qi shook his head, "Mu Zhi, she is innocent."

Sensibility nodded in satisfaction, and sat on the other side of Su Qi, "The important thing is not whether you can escape, but you have to show your attitude, you are Su Qi, you are Su Qi, not you Cooperate with them, whoever you love is your right."

'Reason' is cold. "Lu Xian has said that she will do her best to stop you."

"Lu Xian won't really do anything to us and Qin Muzhi. I've thought about your reasons for you. Li Yuxi pressured and threatened you. You felt uncomfortable. Qin Muzhi took you away in a hurry. Dangerous." 'Sensibility' patted Su Qi's right shoulder.

"Li Yuxi, An Qianmei, Su Luo, Qin Keqing, Qin Muzhi, Lu Xian. Think about these names and the efforts we have made these days. You cannot put yourself and Qin Muzhi in danger." 'Rationality' put his hand on Su Qi's left shoulder. "A happy ending, no one gets hurt."

"Su Qi, you are a free person, let's indulge in love."'Sensibility' melted into Su Qi's mind.

"People are the sum of social relations." 'Reason' came into Su Qi's mind. "Give them a perfect ending. They can't repeat the mistakes of the past life."

The little rabbit doll put away the plastic flower, put the pillow back to its original position, jumped onto the bookcase, finally nodded to Su Qiqi, tilted its head, and stopped moving.

Su Qi stood up from the bed and walked to his body.

Qin Muzhi was whispering to him while cupping his face, while Li Yuxi was still knocking on the door.

Time began to flow again, and Su Qi returned to his body. He moved forward and kissed Qin Muzhi's lips, looked into those misty eyes, and said softly, "I love you."

Qin Muzhi looked at him blankly.

He stood up and opened the door.

Li Yuxi outside the door gave him a big and warm hug.

"Su Qi, you are finally willing to open the door!"

Behind Li Yuxi, An Qianmei smiled at her, and Lu Xian nodded to him lightly.

Everything was fine, and the three women didn't fight when they stood together.

"You don't really think that we are here to ask you to accuse us, do you? How is that possible?" Li Yuxi smiled and put her arms around his neck and whispered in his ear, "You are my fiancé, how can I Will I be willing to make you sad?"

Li Yuxi got off Su Qi and walked into the door behind Su Qi, "Why should Mu Zhi sit on the ground? This is not good, you will catch a cold."

An Qianmei stepped forward and touched Su Qi's head, "I'm here, don't worry, no one can hurt you."

An Qianmei walked into the dormitory behind Su Qi, "I have cooked such a large table of dishes, so let's hurry up~"

Lu Xian stepped forward and gently pulled Su Qi's hand. The woman's voice was choked with sobs. It was rare to see her look like this, "Su Qi, I thought, I thought you were really just using me. It turns out you are really going to I take it so seriously, it’s great, it’s really great…”

Lu Xian took Su Qi's hand and closed the door.

(End of this chapter)