I'm born again, and so are they

Chapter 38 Death Note?Predictive Notes!
Su Luo picked up a notebook today.

A person's life is written on it, everything is detailed, from birth to death, everything is clearly written.

Can a person's life be materialized?Su Luo read a magazine, which said that all the relationships of a person can be listed in less than one page of A4 paper. The same is true for a person's life. When a person's life experience is written into a book , I am afraid it will not exceed 50 words.

The thickness of less than two fingers can carry a person's life.

In the notebook in front of him, Su Luo's life was written.

From ignoring him when he first picked up the notebook, thinking it was someone's prank, to the fact that the stories recorded in the book were exactly the same as those in Su Luo's memory, Su Luo became more serious as he read them, and slowly put away his contemptuous heart. Read each word word by word, not wanting to miss anything.

Su Luo didn't attend classes all day today. She has excellent grades and is smart enough. She won't lose her progress if she doesn't go to school for a week, let alone a day.

She flipped through the notebook that suddenly appeared next to her desk, quietly flipped through the words recorded on it, and carefully read her future.

This is a very special notebook. Except for myself, no one else seems to be able to see what is written in the notebook, only a blank space. As Su Luo reads, the things recorded in the notebook become more and more detailed.

Su Luo didn't feel puzzled or puzzled, let alone panicked by the mysterious event that appeared in front of her eyes. She read the story recorded in the notebook calmly and steadily, refusing to miss a single word.

Because there is Su Qi's name in this story, almost every page has Su Qi's name. Think about it, Su Luo's life is closely related to Su Qi.

Su Luo will never miss anything related to Su Qi, no matter whether the source of this matter is true or not, no matter whether the supernatural and mysterious phenomenon in the notebook in front of her indicates a certain ending or phenomenon, Su Luo never stops reading, she I want to know the story of myself and Su Qi, I want to know the ending of myself and Su Qi.

When Su Luo turned to the last page, the girl let out a long breath and looked around. Almost everyone in the classroom had left. Su Luo looked at the time and saw that it had been some time since school ended.

Will Su Qi come to pick him up from school today?

Won't.He is busy.He is not a child either, and he rarely comes to pick him up from school.

Su Luo gave the answer herself, she slowly closed the notebook, and looked at the Huoshaoyun outside the classroom.

Why is the most beautiful sunset always seen during evening self-study at school? Su Qi discussed this issue with Su Luo. Su Luo said that sunsets are all the same, but they look different in the eyes of different people. Student We have never been out of society and have not seen much of the world, so we naturally think that the sunset at school is the most beautiful.

Su Qi would say that the reason why the school’s sunset is beautiful is not the sunset, but the light reflected on the table, the textbook, the shadows left by the students playing basketball on the playground, the words on the blackboard, and the carefree considerate campus life.

Su Luo couldn't speak against Su Qi at all, and she didn't even think about arguing with Su Qi, Su Luo just simply liked to listen to Su Qi talking, she could say anything.

As long as Su Luo wants to listen, Su Qi has a lot of things to say, he can talk about a lot of things, from Lin Daiyu pulling weeping willows upside down to Monkey King fighting Guan Yunchang, no matter how outrageous or obscure things, he can talk about them. The lecture is very interesting and makes people listen with gusto.

The year his parents passed away, Su Luo fell on the hospital bed because of the plague. Su Qi stayed with Su Luo, talking to Su Luo day and night, who couldn't sleep because of the illness.

From that time on, Su Qi began to practice telling stories to Su Luo. At that time, Su Qi and Su Luo were very young. The two children had no relatives or friends in the hospital, and they couldn't even get a separate ward or bed. Placed in the hospital corridor.

In the crowded hospital corridor, Su Qisu's voice passed through the infinitely noisy crowd and echoed in the little girl's mind over and over again.

Difficult days will always pass, Su Qi encourages Su Luo to face the reality bravely, the two of them are dependent on each other and keep together, every New Year's Eve, they read each other's name, looking forward to each other's safety every year, until the two The height of the two half-year-old children is a little taller, and when the two of them can start subsidizing the family with their own talents, life will get better a little bit.

Now Su Luo will be 17 years old soon, and will go to college after the college entrance examination next year. The little brother and sister have grown up, and after so many years, the future is so beautiful that can be seen with the naked eye.

When I go to university, I will go to the same school as Su Qi. The two can pretend to be lovers on campus, and Su Luo can express his feelings to Su Qi slowly. There is still such a long time, Su Luo will be with Su Qi. Together forever, from siblings to lovers.

But the notebook I picked up today broke Su Luo's fantasy and gave him a true and cruel answer.

The beginning of the tragedy of the story stems from Su Luo's own failure to live up to expectations, and she did not live up to it at all. It was written in the notebook that the root cause of Su Luo's childhood illness broke out again after Su Qi went to college, and at the same time, he was accompanied by serious mental illness. , let Su Luo lie on the hospital bed again, so everything went back to the beginning of childhood, Su Qi began to hold Su Luo's hand and tell her stories.

In fact, Su Qi didn't know how to tell stories at the beginning. When he was a child, Su Qi didn't speak much, and his mouth was very stupid. He was born beautiful, and he could be liked without talking.Only from the year his parents passed away, Su Qi became more and more able to speak.

When you see people, you have to smile and talk, learn to maintain a good temper, have a proper active atmosphere, and take care of everyone present when you speak.

Su Qi summed up a lot of rules for getting along with people. Su Luo listened to him talk about these rules of interpersonal communication in a calm manner. He didn't know how many times he fell and was beaten before he figured out these things.

What Su Luo likes most is listening to Su Qi telling his stories. Hearing that Su Qi has experienced every little thing in these years, no matter how big or small the matter is, as long as Su Luo wants to hear it, Su Qi will hold Su Luo's hand and tell it. Come.

So when Su Qi just entered college and was the time to enjoy his youth, he moved a small chair to Su Luo's bedside and told her stories every day. Su Luo listened to Su Qi's stories about his struggles in society. Su Qi talked about the lovely classmates he met in school, and listened to Su Qi talk about various things he had encountered over the years.

Su Luo was lying on the hospital bed, just listening to Su Qi talk about his whole life. At that time, the man was just at the most prosperous time. A clean and clear person like him should go to those places where the sky is high and the water is clear. To display one's talents without worries, to obtain a wonderful and colorful youth without regrets.

It's just that Su Qi has himself as a burden. He and Su Luo, who is in poor health and suffers from illness every day and has a brother-obsessed heart, have pulled Su Luo up since he was a child. Without Su Luo, Su Qi wouldn't have to deal with everything when he was a child. The money was broken in half and spent.

But there is Su Luo, a useless waste like her who will only hold us back.

She was like a gadfly, lying on Su Qi's body just because she was her younger sister, sucking Su Qi's blood every day and every night. Su Luo hated herself.

Occasionally when hysteria is awake, looking at Su Qi's sunken eye circles after staying up late for many days, Su Luo tells Su Qi to leave her alone and let her fend for herself.

It was one of the few times that Su Qi and Su Luo fell out. The man with raised eyebrows looked like he was from hell. He held Su Luo's hand until it hurt and cursed coldly, asking her to take back what she just said.

"Su Luo, you'd better live a good life for me. If one day I see you looking for death, you'd better die fast for me, otherwise I will retaliate and abuse you desperately. You know who I am Man, I might actually do something like this."

This was the most vicious curse Su Qi had ever said. Su Luo looked at the angry man in front of him and his eyes that instantly turned red. He no longer had any thoughts of giving up on himself.

What kind of Su Qi is Su Qi?Su Luo couldn't explain clearly, but every moment she fell into coma, her hands could always feel Su Qi's body temperature.

Even when he was face to face with the god of death, Su Qi didn't give up on her.

At that time, Su Luo was as light as a kite. The god of death turned into a strong wind and wanted to carry her to the sky and the farthest place. However, the string of the kite was pulled tightly into the palm of his hand by Su Qi. .

Even if Su Qi was strangled with blood by the sharp kite string, even if Su Qi's whole hand was badly injured by the string, Su Qi would bite it with his teeth and hook it with his nails to tie the entire kite string to his ribs. Neither will let the kite fly away.

Su Luo's illness gradually recovered. She studied hard and was admitted to the best university in the country. She gave Su Qi the space to pursue his own happiness.

Su Qi finally married a woman named Qin Muzhi, and then died in a rainy night because of a car accident.

Su Qi's departure was so sudden, Su Luo rushed back from the magic capital, pulled himself together, and accompanied Qin Muzhi to bury Su Qi. There were many people at the funeral, and basically everyone who Su Qi had socialized with in the first half of his life here.

People remember this young man who died in his prime. At the funeral, everyone praised Su Luo's calmness and courtesy, and lamented that Su Qi's younger sister has also become a reliable and outstanding young man.

Su Luo was not very touched by Su Qi's passing. She learned how to run the house when Su Qi was still around, entertained every guest who came to pay homage, and took care of Su Qi's funeral affairs. .

Seeing the women sobbing or even fainting at the funeral, Su Luo felt nothing about their sadness. He just silently accompanied these women and arranged everything that would happen due to Su Qi's departure.

"You are becoming more and more like you Su Qi, who cares about everything and takes care of everything in an orderly manner. If Su Qi is willing to look back at the world and see that you have grown up so much, he must have nothing to worry about. That’s it.”

Li Yuxi was always by Su Luo's side, knowing that every night the guests who came to mourn would leave before leaving. This woman who was Su Qi's childhood sweetheart looked at Su Luo and the familiar strength in the girl's eyebrows and eyes.

Su Luo didn't know what kind of person Su Qi should be, nor how to become him. It was just that too many habits permeated Su Luo's body along with living with men, so much so that Su Luo had Su Qi's personality without imitating him. look.

In fact, Su Luo really didn't feel much about Su Qi's departure. Didn't he have a very classic line, no one in this world necessarily needs anyone, and she doesn't really need anyone.

When Su Qi is around, home is the sound of the water dispenser in the middle of the night, the slippers that are not neatly placed, the men’s shorts drying on the window sill, the Jay Chou poster posted in the room, and the "Dragon Race" that can never be closed on the desk. three".

After Su Qi left, home was just a room, a place to sleep.

"The moment when a loved one dies usually doesn't make people feel sad, but what really makes you sad is the half carton of milk you open the refrigerator, the green radishes swaying in the wind on the window sill, and the velvet folded quietly on the bed. Been, and the noise from the washing machine in the middle of the night."

Su Luo warned herself not to fall down. Su Qi didn't collapse when she pulled herself alone when she was ten years old, so Su Luo couldn't fall down because of Su Qi's departure. She had to run Su Qi's company, take care of Aunt An and Sister-in-law, Su Luo wants to prove that she, Su Qi, has not raised a waste in the past few years.

Occasionally, late at night, Su Luo would wake up from the bed and subconsciously listen to the breathing coming from the next room, but could hear nothing.

Su Qi died.

If I could stand up to take care of Su Qi earlier and keep him away from that Lu Xian, if Su Luo's health could be better, if I could express my heart to Su Qi recklessly earlier.

If there is an afterlife, if there is an afterlife.

Su Luo couldn't wait for the next life, so she committed suicide.

But God really gave Su Luo a chance. Su Luo's life was recorded in this thick and thin notebook, which came before her eyes and let the 17-year-old her read it quietly.

17-year-old Su Luo sat quietly under the burning clouds at dusk. The clouds with flames hanging from the sky gently curled Su Luo's hair and dyed the back of the petite person pink. In the scarlet moment, Su Luo began to sort out his income.

It is now 2018. In this year, Su Luo is a sophomore in high school and is about to enter the most important senior year in his 12 years of study. In this year, Su Qi and Li Yuxi go their separate ways, and the two are about to begin a seven or eight-year relationship. This year, Su Qi and Jiang Chuyao got to know each other, but failed to get together in the end; this year, Su Qi and Lu Xian have not met yet, and there is still room for redemption.

Su Luo tried to calm down her mood. She had many plans and arrangements for the future, but now was not a good time to implement them. The most important thing now was to get to know Su Qi and meet the male protagonist of that tragic story. Embrace.

Seeing the whole burning cloud outside the window, Su Luo felt for the first time that life is so beautiful. Su Qi, whom she loves, is still living in a healthy place not far from her. All the stories have not come to an end yet, so she can bring Su Together, they move towards a life that is completely different from the story in the book.

Su Luo packed her schoolbag, stepped out of the school gate, and wanted to go home early to make dinner for Su Qi.

Walking all the way to the gate of the community, there was a very good-looking girl standing downstairs. She was wearing a high school uniform, tall and slender, with soft and fair skin. She was Li Yuxi. She had a box of puffs in her hand and a look on her face. A thoughtful expression.

Su Luo walked over and directly took two puffs and stuffed them into his mouth, filling his mouth with the sweet and greasy cream, and looked amused at Li Yuxi's stunned face.

"Why are you alone, Su Qi?"

"Su Qi has something to do, come back later." Li Yuxi was confused, feeling that the girl in front of her looked familiar, like an old man.

An old man from a past life.

"Come back later? Why is he so busy lately? I saw netizens yesterday, and I have something to do today?" Su Luo frowned, looking suspiciously at Sister Yuxi in front of her.

"You Su Qi are almost eighteen. It's normal to have your own life and social circle. Luo'er, if you take Su Qi so seriously, he will run away." Li Yuxi looked at the girl who was as delicate as glass in front of her, He said pointedly.

"Sister Yuxi, let me tell you something."

Li Yuxi nodded, indicating that she was listening.

"I want to have a showdown with him, what do you think?"

Su Luo looked at Li Yuxi, tilted his head, and softly asked this childhood sweetheart of himself and Su Qi.

(End of this chapter)