Siheyuan, I am He Yushui's classmate

Chapter 361 Having dreams is youth

Zhao Jinhe's holiday is finally here. Although the Chinese New Year is only a few days' holiday, it is the most normal for a 34-year-old man to be able to go home, find his wife, chat with the children and care about their studies and life. Life.

34 and 30 years old can be regarded as an important watershed in life. From 34 to 34 and [-] years old is the best time for a man, both energy and physical strength are the same, but after [-] and [-] years old, the process of gradual decline begins, and the speed of decline It's not fast, but it still feels obvious, especially when the study and work are busy, the feeling becomes more profound.

Before the age of 30, Zhao Jinhe was also a person who liked to work hard to earn money to support his family when he had time, but the part-time lectures at night school for more than a month also made him very tired.

The income was good, but it was also a bit tiring. There were at least [-] or [-] people in the classroom of about [-] to [-] square meters, and at most there were about a hundred people. In the middle of winter, he actually felt the sweltering heat of midsummer.

All the students who came to listen to the class were very serious. During the class, there was really no sound, even the sound of a pen falling on the ground seemed very abrupt.

There is no whispering, and no one says a word, no matter whether it is related to learning or not, you can't say it, because each person has a word, each person has a question, and most of the class time has passed.The only way to do this is to have the class monitor collect all the questions after class, and then let the teacher choose some representative questions to answer. As for the questions that are purely his personal level, he can solve them by asking his classmates personally, and the teacher is too lazy to answer them. , other students don’t want to waste their rare lecture time.

Because it is said that next year will be the last chance for many older young people, and there will be an age limit for the college entrance examination in the future.

Among them, there was a girl who attracted Zhao Jinhe's attention. She always hid outside the classroom, and did not hand in the questions she had prepared in advance until the end of the class. She was not very beautiful, although her sharp-edged cheeks were also She was pretty, but she was covered by her tall and thin face, her sallow complexion was obviously malnourished, which reminded him of himself back then.

Zhao Jinhe, who is now considered to have had a hard time, wants to give her some help, but how to help her is a more complicated matter. He learned about her situation from a certain student. It is a typical case of her mother leaving and her father passing away after her parents divorced. The only good thing about this unlucky child is that although she was not yet an adult when her father passed away, she was already close to it. After that, she went to high school and worked part-time jobs while attending high school. She also went to high school intermittently for four or five years before she was about to graduate. In the meantime, she was sent away. Her father, her grandparents, and her three relatives have lost the support of the closest people. Now they are about to graduate from high school, working part-time jobs while going to school, and making the final sprint before the college entrance examination!

Zhao Jinhe saw Kuang Yalan and was worried and a little distressed for her.

At the age of 20, she is already the oldest among the fresh graduates.

And Kuang Yalan is also thinking about her future. She doesn't need to be reminded, she knows that her current situation is already on a cliff, and what she will face if she can't break through successfully.

"Alan, you must live a good life and don't complain or complain. Your grandparents are old and they can take care of you for a while. Don't expect your second uncle and three aunts. The second uncle is a relative, but there are still two Where's your aunt! It's almost impossible for her to take care of you regardless of her own children and support you in school. The same goes for third aunt. You are sixteen or seventeen years old, and sometimes you can take on responsibilities. If you work hard and study hard, only Knowledge can make you live a happy life. Don't worry about the difficulties in front of you. Temporary suffering is the best training in life. Hone your will to be firm, hone your abilities, study hard, and be sure to get out of the countryside. You are My only child, as long as you live happily, I will not waste my life holding on! Your future is the continuation of my dream..."

Kuang Yalan has always remembered every detail of the days when he and his father were dependent on each other.

Although her father did not give her rich material living conditions, he also gave her strong and colorful spiritual wealth.

Biting the cold steamed buns, the steamed buns on the Erhe noodles had a little more corn dregs, and swallowing without drinking water made people feel uncomfortable. I took out a bottle from the clothes, and the original hot water in it was now changed. It's still warm, because although the clothes are thick cotton clothes, the insulation effect has been greatly reduced. With the blessing of a hot water bottle, she can walk more than ten miles alone to this school to listen to free classes, while others are sitting in the classroom. She is hiding in the corner at the end of the corridor. Thanks to the fact that there are too many students in the classroom, the windows need to be opened wide in winter, and the teacher's lecture is very loud, so she can hear it even if she hides in the corner , She is very satisfied with her wisdom. Sure enough, as long as you use your brain, there are always more solutions than difficulties. Tonight's harvest is full. In ancient times, some people dug holes in the walls to borrow light. Now there are her corridors to eavesdrop on classes. Tell children and grandchildren, will they think it is a joke or a fairy tale?

In the evening, I still have to go to the construction site to move bricks. The cram school is far from home but close to the construction site. Who said that good things can’t come true in this world?

After listening to the class, let's go and finish the work, get the money to rest, and then go home to sleep, cook and eat, a perfect winter vacation life!
Kuang Yalan, who was thinking about her own life happily, never thought that the teacher who gave the lecture would miss her, and even talked about her with her daughter-in-law.

"You said that under such difficult circumstances, girls can still work so hard and persist in studying. I can't help but think of my past. Life was hard! But the biggest pain is having to give up the persistence, because some things are really not true. You can change it if you persevere. Everyone has different goals for their hard work. If someone could have given me a little help at that time, I could have entered school again at the age I am now, as old as many children. Studying and studying together with my classmates? I really hate it sometimes! But when I think about it, I don’t know who to hate? Maybe this is how fate arranges it! I always thought that as long as I work hard and persevere, I can live happily, but there are always A few accidents kept interrupting my efforts..."

Listening to the man's ramble, Liu Yu finally understood. He was reminded of his own past by other people's experiences, and felt unhappy. It was the first time in so many years to vent his emotions!

There is some sadness, some complaints, and some resentment. I can’t say that he is narrow-minded. It can only be said that his parents really demanded too much from him. Maybe it’s because he doesn’t like to go back to the village to reunite with his parents during the holidays. One reason.

Although he has done all the responsibilities that the eldest son can do, he has paid too much, and assumed responsibilities that were not originally his. Is it true that he is willing?

Now I know that he is not a saint, but he is very helpless!
He has always been obsessed with the fact that he gave up studying and studying back then, and he has a sense of restraint in his heart. Liu Yu thinks about it too. If it was her, she would probably complain a little too.What's more, he still has support for his parents for almost 20 years, but is that support for his parents?

In fact, he helped his parents to provide for several younger brothers and sisters.

Is it his responsibility to raise children?
Of course not, but can he not bear it?

Absolutely not!

Not to mention whether his parents are happy or not, even he doesn't want to be laughed at, because without his parents, there would be no him. How can he live a good life if his parents have to be laughed at.

"it's already over……"

Hold your man in your arms like a child, patting him gently and comforting him softly.

"Yes! Life has passed like this for decades, so what if you don't want to drive? Alas..."

"Hey, next time you meet that female student, you can invite her to your house for a meal. If possible, then we will help her and make up for your shortcomings back then! Let's do something good by the way! Accumulate some blessings for the children."

"Is this appropriate? I am a male teacher. If..."

"What's inappropriate? If there is a teacher, there will naturally be a teacher's wife!"

"Hehe..., if only I had a teacher like you back then..."

"How is that possible? A kind-hearted teacher like me is one in a million, and it's hard to find!"

"Ha ha……"

"Beautiful, kind and lovely teacher's wife!"

"A handsome teacher who is smart and capable?"

"Ha ha……"

(End of this chapter)