I! NS game designer

Chapter 38 You don’t have any dreams at all
No company in the world is innocent, including Ren Xiaotang's small company.

They just used the guise of "learning machine" to sell games, but this has become a guarantee for their profits.

"How long will you continue to evade your responsibilities like this?" He glared at Xingtong.

Being stared at by him like this, Xingtong suddenly became timid, and she said weakly: "I didn't escape."

"I also participated in their game production, dubbing, and..." At this time, Xingtong continued to try to explain something.

The man's face suddenly turned cold, and he said in a serious tone: "Is this what you should do? You can't even take care of your own company. You go to take care of other people's companies. If you want to make games, our family No?"

"I don't know, but I've been working hard, just, no matter how hard I'm working so I want to do something now that I can."

Xingtong's eyes gradually turned red. Her father always liked to scold her and ask her to do things that she was not good at, but she was also very wronged and worked hard.

"I don't want to hear your excuses. From today on, just stay in the company and I will arrange for you to do things that you can do. I will eventually find a time to retire."

At this time, the middle-aged man sighed and didn't know what he was thinking. He knew that his daughter was very stubborn and rebellious.

"Do you know that those people in the company who like to stir up trouble now call you that!" the man continued.

"Do you know what shareholders think of you now?"

The man's series of questions made Xing Tong freeze on the spot, not knowing how to retort.

"You are an ignorant and arrogant young lady, so you have to show them and prove that you are not the kind of person they say you are."

"Do you understand?" The man was silent for a long time.

"But." Xing Tong hesitated.

"But what?" The man frowned and looked at her, his face very calm. He didn't like to get angry, and sometimes he didn't like to get angry over trivial things.

In public, he rarely loses his temper and rarely uses strong words.

After all, if a company leader cannot manage his emotions, how can he convince his employees?

Just like discussing business with others, you can't put your expression on your face, otherwise you don't need others to talk to you, and others will see through you first. This is the most basic thing.

But at this time, facing his daughter, he had to be angry, otherwise he didn't know what his precious daughter would do.

"But what about you? Dad, haven't you ever thought about doing something?" Xingtong retorted: "I think I am pursuing my dream! And you don't have any dreams at all!"

"That's enough, Xingtong!" The man suddenly slapped the case and stood up.

"Shut up, Xingtong, who taught you this word! Who allowed you to use this word to describe your father?!" the man yelled with his eyes widened.

"Isn't what I said wrong?"

"That's enough!" At this time, Xingtong's father was so angry that he was shaking all over, his voice was trembling, and his hands were raised in the air, but he couldn't move, and finally sat back in the chair dejectedly.

"You fight! Why don't you fight!" Xingtong was a little excited. He raised his face and looked at his father without fear: "Am I wrong in what I said?"

The man clenched his fists and veins popped in his forehead, but he did not swing again.

Xingtong's words were like a sharp blade piercing the man's heart, causing him great pain.

He is a father, and he doesn't want his daughter to see him like this, but her daughter says that he looks like a thief, but what can he do.Xing Tong looked at her father in front of her and took a calm breath.

"I don't want to be like you, you know? Dad!" Xingtong looked at him and said slowly: "This place sounds so beautiful and brilliant to others, Dachang! It's Dachang!"

"I have been well protected by you since I was a child, whether it was studying, dancing, reading, piano, or painting. Even if I messed up, you helped me get everything done. I have never met anyone better than me. The luckier ones.”

"Because I am your daughter and you are my only support, so I have been pampered by you since I was a child, and I have developed a simple look that is not familiar with the world."

Every word Xingtong said pierced the man's heart. The man's body stiffened, and then he slowly sat down, seeming to have aged a lot in an instant.

Xingtong looked at her father and continued:

"After graduation, I followed your arrangement and came to the company to study. The employees here seemed to be afraid of me. I even felt that they didn't dare to look at me at all. They seemed to be afraid of being implicated by me. I was very surprised."

"I can't figure out why they're afraid of me."

"Although I am very proud, I am really not stupid. On the contrary, I am very smart and clever."

"I know my own shortcomings. At least I know when and what I should do. I really want to change something."

"I seem to have forgotten when was the first time I felt happy. This feeling is inexplicable and I hate this environment."

Xingtong smiled, her smile was sad, tears slid down her cheeks and dripped on the table, making a slight sound.

The man pondered for a moment, then slowly raised his head and looked out the window. He exhaled softly: "After all these years, I still remember that when I first started the company, it was full of sunshine. I think this is what an Internet company is." look like."

"But, I am responsible to the shareholders, and I am also responsible to you." The man's deep voice echoed in the empty room.

"I don't want to be the same person as you!" Xingtong shook his head.

"Daughter." The man hesitated to speak. Complex emotions flashed in his eyes, but they quickly disappeared.

"You know what? I saw something unprecedented in that company. That person was an idiot. He always insisted on his own ideas. I hate that kind of pretentious person."

"Obviously the Internet environment is so dark and dirty, why does he still think that those things are beautiful." Xingtong looked at the scenery outside the window and murmured.

"Why can he be so pure and flawless? Even though we are all grown up in this big vat, he claims to awaken everyone's innocence, yet he coaxes the players as if they are children in a kindergarten."

"Maybe you are right, they are just a playing card manufacturer." At this time, Xingtong looked at his father calmly: "But, they are full of childlike innocence."

Then Xing Tong walked to the door and looked at Xing Tong's leaving figure. The man's eyes narrowed slightly, shining with wisdom.

Suddenly Xingtong stopped at the door, tears streaming down her eyes, but soon, she raised her head and wiped away the tears, showing a bright smile: "I will prove it to you!"

The man's resolute eyes looked at his daughter, as if he saw another person through the star pupils, a high-spirited version of himself.

The man was stunned for a long time before slowly standing up and walking to the window. He stared out the window, his eyes gradually dimmed, and his figure became lonely and desolate.

"Doesn't he want to play games? You can ask your Capcom uncle if he can play Monster Hunter. I'm old and I won't get involved in your affairs." After the man finished speaking, he sat back on the sofa and stretched out his right hand. Stroking the tabletop, his eyes were blurred.

"Dad! You still can't forget your Capcom." Upon hearing this, Xingtong almost fell at the door.

After the office door closed, he was the only one left in the office, and he fell into thinking.

(End of this chapter)