Numb!Blood clan boss is super clingy

Chapter 57 Inner Fear

When Li Mo lay down on the bed, the sky was already slightly bright, but with the curtains blocking it, it didn't affect her sleep.

Thinking of Lu Chi who didn't know where his anger had gone, Li Mo sighed and slowly closed his eyes.

Let's wait until she has rested and then think about how to explain it to Lu Chi.

But before Li Mo woke up, the person behind him lay down and the bed sank slightly, causing Li Mo to immediately open his eyes alertly.

Li Mo instantly raised his hand to strike behind him, but was firmly caught by the opponent.

"it's me."

Li Mo relaxed when he heard the familiar voice.

"Where have you been?"

Lu Chi said nothing, stretched out his hand to hug Li Mo, and rested his chin on her shoulder.

Feeling that Lu Chi was not in a high mood, Li Mo sighed silently in his heart and did not disturb her, quietly letting him hold her.

After a long time, Lu Chi said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Can you not leave me?"

The words with a pleading tone made Li Mo feel slightly sad.

"I never thought about leaving you."

Lu Chi didn't speak, and his hands became stronger.

Li Mo was so imprisoned by him that he couldn't move, but he didn't choose to push away.

There was a long silence.

Lu Chi said: "As long as you want, I am willing to change back to a human being."

Hearing this, Li Mo curled his lips helplessly.

"This is not a matter of whether I think about it or not. The curse is a legend. Let's not say whether it can be found. Even whether it really exists has yet to be confirmed."

"And, as I said, I'm looking for it just to give you more opportunities to choose from."

Lu Chi buried his head in Li Mo's neck, and his breath made her feel a little itchy.

"If you find it, I'm willing to turn back into a human. You... don't leave me."

Li Mo patted Lu Chi's hand and told him to relax.

Lu Chi hesitated for a while, then slightly let go of his hand.

Li Mo felt that his space for movement was larger, so he turned around with difficulty and raised his hand to caress Lu Chi's back.

"I said, I won't hate you, I won't be afraid of you, and I won't leave you."

Lu Chi remained silent and did not reply.

He knew that what Li Mo said might be true, but he was afraid...

From the night he met Li Mo again, he began to be afraid.

Five years is a short time, but it is enough to change a lot of things.

The dual physical and mental torture drove him into madness. He couldn't remember how many innocent lives disappeared in his hands.

He was covered in mud and turned into a man-eating monster, but Li Mo still looked as beautiful as he remembered.

He was afraid that the eyes his beloved girl would look at him would change from admiration to disgust, that she would pierce his heart with her own hands, and even more afraid that she would think that even knowing him was a disgusting thing.

Even though Li Mo said that he would not be afraid of him.

But he felt that this was just because she had not seen his true face yet, so she could accept him again without any burden.

She is a blood hunter and may one day point her weapon at him.

With this mentality, while he was indulging in the beautiful illusion he created for himself, he subconsciously wanted to show her his ugly side.

[Even if I become like this, maybe she will still love me. 】

Lu Chi told himself this in his heart, but he didn't dare to gamble.However, the contradiction does not cease to exist, and he is not always able to control his bloodthirsty instinct after becoming a vampire.

The curse to seek, the secret to hide...

It was an established fact that no matter how beautiful Li Mo's words were, the uneasy feeling became stronger in his heart.

Last night, faced with Li Mo's concealment and deception again, Lu Chi thought that his anger would be difficult to calm down, but unexpectedly, it disappeared very quickly.

When faced with the passerby's begging for mercy, Lu Chi should have killed him immediately, but Lu Chi hesitated.

He finally chose to let the other party go.

He went back, back to Li Mo's side.

He figured it out, even if it was all just a lie, he would admit it.

He no longer wanted to be a human being, no longer wanted to struggle repeatedly with the thirst for blood, crazy killings and constant self-loathing.

His hatred has turned sour. In these short five years, resentment and pain have eroded his sanity and turned him into what he is now, which even he hates.

If good humans will eventually kill evil monsters, let him die in the hands of the most beautiful humans.

Even if he still has some illusions, even if he turns into such a hateful monster, that beautiful girl will still love him...

Li Mo didn't know what kind of emotions were hidden in the covered eyes, she just kept using those sweet words to comfort the sad "little deer".

The sun quickly sets in the west and it's afternoon.

Li Mo couldn't think of any other way to investigate Solique's affairs for the time being, so he planned to change his target first and investigate Jierian's affairs.

She seemed to have accidentally asked Lu Chi about Jierian.

Lu Chi stuck behind Li Mo and put his hands around her waist even when she was eating.

Hearing this, he thought for a while: "I don't have much contact with him. He doesn't like to talk much. When Brunos summons us, I still go there occasionally, but he almost never goes there."

"I became the second generation not long ago. I only know a little about their affairs and don't pay special attention to them. However, he always stays in the area he is responsible for. If you look for him, you can find him."

Lu Chi's breath hit Li Mo's ear: "Did you ask him anything?"

"It's nothing, it's just something about the campus on Shengde Street. The higher-ups in the organization asked me if I have any more information."

Li Mo took a sip of milk and controlled his subconscious desire to look at Lu Chi.

Lu Chi said "Oh": "Did Momo report my news?"

"Why should I report your news?"

Listening to Li Mo's matter-of-fact tone, Lu Chi curled his lips and said, "I don't mind if necessary."

Li Mo shook his head and swallowed the last bite of bread: "It's not necessary."

Then she patted Luchi's hand and motioned for him to let go.

Even though Lu Chi was reluctant, he still let go and followed Li Mo step by step.

"Where are you going?"

"There is a task in the organization, can you wait for me at home?"

Li Mo packed up his things and prepared to go out.

Lu Chi took her hand: "I'll go too, I can protect you."

"No, it's not a dangerous mission. I'm just responsible for investigating the situation. My companions from the organization are also here, so it's hard for you to show up. Promise me to stay at home and wait for me, okay?"

"……it is good."

Finally, Lu Chi smiled and let go of his hand, letting Li Mo leave alone.

Lu Chi looked at Li Mo who had disappeared from sight, the corners of his mouth gradually became flat, and his eyes were calm.

Momo was lying to him again.

(End of this chapter)