Peninsula: Start with the nephew of the soy sauce bottle

Chapter 143 Confession is also a farewell
I don't know if the others noticed Park Jingxu's little move, but no one looked behind him.

Still talking happily about all the good news that happened today.

Seeing that the person in front of him was already some distance away, he made sure that no one could hear their conversation before Shi Shiran spoke.

"Nuna doesn't seem to be in shape today?"

"I feel a little uncomfortable." Liu Xun and I didn't seem to be in the mood to respond, and there was a sense of refusal in my tone.

"Then it would be better to go see a doctor." Park Jingxu noticed the other party's perfunctory attitude, but he did not intend to give up.

Because he thought carefully, the other person's abnormality seemed to have started in the middle of the meal. He thought that something happened in the restaurant that made the other person's mood become bad.

But he couldn't think of it at all. After all, from Liu Xuanwo's perspective, what he announced today should be a great good thing.

Seeing that the other party did not respond for a long time, Park Jingxu added another sentence.

"Otherwise, I'll take you to have a look! If you keep delaying it, it will become more serious."

Who would have thought that an ordinary sentence would actually arouse a resisting reaction from the girl.

"Then I won't bother you anymore. You are not mine. You are not worthy of your reputation."

"Why are you so open-minded? You are also my wrath!"

Normally Park Jingxu is not a stalker, but when it is obvious that something is wrong with the other person, as a friend he will not begrudge his concern.

It's just that the young man's enthusiasm could not warm up the other party's indifference.

Fortunately, it seemed that a certain word in his words touched the sensitive nerves of the other party, and a change appeared on his cold face.

The girl turned her head to look at Park Jingxu for the first time, her small smile seemed to be self-deprecating.

"I'm angry at Na...so I'm just angry at Na..."

"You are older than me, so naturally I am angry with you."

Park Jingxu didn't understand what the other party meant and just interpreted it literally.

This cannot be completely blamed on Park Jingxu. The reason why the two parties are not on the same channel is because there is a gap in the amount of information obtained.

If Park Jingxu thinks carefully, he will find that he actually doesn’t know much about Liu Xianga.

The impression may still remain on the record store owner's daughter and uninvited guest who came to his home in the middle of the night.

In fact, the two parties don't have much chance to be alone, let alone know what kind of person Liu Xuan is in private life, what are her hobbies and dislikes.

So at this moment, Park Jingxu had no idea that the reason for the other party's low mood was himself.

Under such circumstances, his answer undoubtedly stepped on a minefield.

After watching in silence for a long time, I knew it was time to make a decision.

"Jing Xu, you don't know me at all."

"I don't deny this. We really don't spend that much time together."

Park Jingxu nodded along with the words. He vaguely realized that his answer was inappropriate, but he still did it.

I was worried that my cold words would make the other person sad, so I added with a smile after careful consideration.

"But it's not too late to start now. Part of my work will focus on you, so we will have many opportunities to get to know each other, so you don't have to be disappointed."

Hearing this, Liu Yuan raised the corner of my mouth slightly and chuckled.

She looked at this handsome young man who would be cheered by tens of thousands of people just by standing on the stage, and there was some kind of relief in her eyes.

"Jingxu is really good at taking care of other people's feelings...but why do you express your tenderness to everyone?"

"Anu, then don't think too much of me. My tenderness is only for my friends."

Park Jingxu moved his eyes away from the girl's face and looked at the crowds of people walking in a hurry on the bustling street in front of him.

Just like pedestrians don't care about celebrities passing by them, Park Kyung Wook doesn't care too much about strangers.

Liu Yan and I followed his gaze and looked at everything in front of me, the unfamiliar streets, unfamiliar shops, unfamiliar crowds, and unfamiliar traffic.

Suddenly, a feeling of loneliness emerged in my heart. This was probably not my place...

He gradually made a decision in his heart, and sighed as if to let out his frustration.

"So I'm just a friend... and I can only be a friend..."

"Isn't this an obvious thing? Is it possible that if you are angry, you will still like me..."

The girl's words made Park Jingxu look away and look at the person next to him strangely.

What nonsense did he suddenly say?Unable to help laughing, he turned into a joke.

But he received an unexpected reaction from Park Jingxu.

"That's right! I do like you." Liu Xianwo has never been a shy person. After making a certain determination, she cleared up her confusion and became full of courage for a while.

"Hey...if you joke about this kind of thing, you will lose other people's trust!" Xu Shi said this carelessly, and Park Jingxu didn't take it seriously.

But his playful smile met the other party's serious gaze.

"I'm not kidding."

Hearing this, the smile on Pu Jingxu's face suddenly froze.

On the bustling streets, there are pedestrians passing by and colorful neon lights.

This is definitely not a suitable place to confess.

But I still chose to blurt out my feelings at this moment.

Caught off guard, Park Jingxu was suddenly stunned.

After being stunned for a while, he put on a serious expression and gave a warning.

"Nu Na, it's too late for you to say you were joking."

"It's not necessary, I won't take back what I said." Liu Xuan, I am not tall, but I am very energetic.

Park Jingxu's words were to tell her that if she takes it back, it can be treated as if nothing happened, and everyone can go back to being good friends as before.

Otherwise, confession will only cause the relationship to deteriorate.

Either take a step forward or take a step back.

Anyway, we can't be good friends.

Pu Jingxu can see this aspect clearly.

Since he doesn't plan to be Neptune, there is no need to keep an ambiguous distance from the girl who likes him.

"I'm angry..."

"Needless to say, I know your answer. Do you still like that girl named Yinhe?"

Liu Xianwo raised her hand to interrupt and said, Park Jingxu doesn't look like someone who would easily fall in love with someone else. Anyone who has a little contact with him will understand this.

Her sudden confession is not a desperate gamble on love, but a brave charge towards failure despite knowing that there is no chance of survival.

This is farewell.

Say goodbye to your first love.

But no matter what kind of mood Liu Xun and I expressed my admiration for, Park Jingxu felt that he should give an answer.

Even if it would be a little cruel to the other party.

"Well... Although I am not very old, I also know how difficult it is to be with someone for a lifetime. So in my heart, I can't guarantee that Yinhe will be the only girl I like in this life. It's just at the current stage. I wouldn’t consider anyone else.”

I tried to be mentally prepared to be rejected early on, but when Liu Xun and I found out that this actually happened, she still felt the pain of being tightened in her heart.

Maybe she is not as free and easy as she imagined.

Resisting the urge to burst into tears, the girl put on a brave smile and wanted to say farewell with dignity.

"Arasuo. I'm very happy that Jingxu can find someone you like. Life is very long. I hope you can be together forever!"

"thanks……"

Seeing the other party's forced smile, Park Jingxu opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything else. In the end, he had to give a pale and polite response.

Silence filled the gap between the two of them like a long-lasting thick fog. The two reached a tacit understanding on this matter for the first time and walked without saying a word.

Maybe it was because they were walking too slowly, or maybe the others realized that the two of them had something to say, and specially left some space.

In short, no one else could be seen in front of him.

Walking in silence for an unknown amount of time, the two passed through the bustling night scene and reached a less traveled path.

The atmosphere at this time is quite suitable for the current scene.

It's not far from the trainees' dormitories.

Park Jingxu put his hands in his pockets and looked forward.

Wherever he looked, he saw a long and gentle slope.

Although it is not steep, it does require some strength on your feet.

The two of them climbed the long slope in silence. Due to the length and frequency of their steps, they did not walk side by side, but walked in tandem.

Park Jingxu is in front, Liu Xuan and I are behind.

He has always been cooperating with the petite girl who is less than 1.6 meters tall, deliberately slowing down.

But after the scene that just happened, the young man who was deeply affected had no intention of showing his caring side.

Silence is the most likely to cause complex and confusing thoughts.

Seeing Park Jingxu walking faster and faster, the girl, whose mind was in a mess, had no energy to pay attention to these things. She looked down at the ground and took steps numbly like a walking zombie.

While the girl was having a lot of thoughts in her mind, she slowly made her way to the top of the slope step by step with a little effort.

At this moment, Park Jingxu suddenly spoke suddenly.

His eyes were still fixed on the front.

"Nu Na, no matter what, I still want to thank you."

"Thank you, I've already done it just now." Liu Xun and I replied absent-mindedly.

"It's not that. What I want to thank you for is that you like me."

I was stunned when I heard this, and my footsteps stopped unconsciously.

At this time, Pu Jingxu happened to have reached the top of the slope. Seeing that there was no movement behind him, he turned around and looked back.

The line of sight connects and intersects in the air. From Liu Yuwo's ​​perspective, Park Kyung-wook is smiling under the faint light of the street lamp, and his standing posture with his hands in his pockets looks a bit casual.

At the age of 14, Park Kyung-wook's height has increased rapidly recently, and he is almost approaching the 1.8-meter mark.

The straight and slender figure is undoubtedly eye-catching.

But compared to his height, his face with outstanding features is even more eye-catching.

Countless girls across the peninsula are intoxicated by this handsome face, which is enough to prove that Park Kyung Wook's appearance is outstanding.

Even on the Internet, people ask questions like this from time to time - Are there any male artists who are more handsome than Park Kyung Wook?
The answers vary and it is difficult to reach a consensus.

Liu Yan, I have seen that issue and even participated in the discussion.

But she never gave an accurate name.

Because she didn't know if there was an accurate answer to this question.

At this moment, she suddenly remembered this matter for some reason.

Maybe it was my heart that got the answer first.

Plop plop!
It was an unsatisfactory heartbeat that was accelerating.

The person who is more handsome than Park Kyung Wook is probably Park Kyung Wook who smiles from the bottom of his heart.

That smile is like the warm sun rising in winter, able to melt the snow and ice.

That smile is like a ray of light in the deep darkness, able to dispel shadows and fear.

That smile is like a wonderful epiphyllum blooming alone at night, able to surprise those who wait patiently.

Even though I have been rejected and I am ready to give up, I am still attracted, just like my body’s instinct.

Liu Xuan, I thought helplessly, but my eyes were honest and did not escape.

"Nuna, thank you very much for liking me." Park Jingxu repeated it again while maintaining a sincere smile.

The girl who came back to her senses mocked herself bitterly.

"There's nothing to be thankful for. There are thousands of girls who like Jingxu, and I'm not the special one among them."

"But you are the first person besides the Milky Way to express your feelings to me. In my heart, this is special."

Park Jingxu didn't say this specifically to comfort the other party, because it came entirely from his heart.It's not that Park Jingxu doesn't know how good he is, and it's not that he doesn't know that many people like him.

But if there is no confession part, it may remain unknown as a secret buried deep in the heart.

It's just a secret love, and it's something special to you.

For Park Kyung Wook, he is just one of many unknown admirers. This time is not something special.

However, confession is different. For Pu Jingxu, at least a connection has been established. He will have the name, voice and smile of this person in his mind, which is a beauty worthy of being engraved in his memory.

That's what's special.

But Liu Xuan doesn’t seem to think so.

"Special? Is it special to be the first loser?" Liu Xian wanted to smile, but even raising the corners of his mouth felt forced.

"Angry, there is no need to belittle yourself. As the accused party, I am not qualified to say too much. Even including comfort, it would be condescending.

So Nuna, you just need to remember that one day in February 2010, you confessed and failed, but you were remembered by that boy, maybe 2 years later, you still have the memory.

Looking at this incident at that time may become a beautiful memory that I can tell in front of my children - at least for me.

If things really develop like this, will Nu Na feel relieved? "

Park Jingxu tried his best to show that he was serious, but he felt like laughing as he spoke.

I don't know if I was infected by Park Jingxu's smile, but I kept mumbling the words "Remember..." in my mouth.

My heart became slightly more relaxed.

When she met Park Jingxu's encouraging gaze again, she asked what she was thinking.

Since it was a confession that was destined to fail, I still did it without hesitation.

So what does she want to gain?

Free from unavailable love?
A ritual farewell to your first love?
Give up your hesitant personality and return to being your chic and confident self?

There may be all of the above, but more importantly, subconsciously expect this confession to leave a trace of memory in Park Kyung Wook's heart!

There are not many beautiful things in this world, so this should be something worth remembering.

"So will Jingxu really remember me?"

"Of course! Nu Na, I won't lie about this kind of thing."

"In that case, I can rest assured."

As I spoke, the gloom between Liu Xian's eyebrows and the bitterness at the corners of my mouth suddenly disappeared.

It was replaced by a relieved smile after letting go of everything.

"At least I can say goodbye to you, Jingxu, with a smile."

　Thanks for my pig’s monthly ticket!

　　Thank you for your monthly pass!

　　Thanks Jiraiya for the tip!

　　Let me explain, the plot of "Liu Is Me" will unfold in the follow-up, and it is not an exit.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)