My girlfriend is only cute

Chapter 20 Her First Time

"I think your painting is better than his."

When the girl uttered these words in an almost ear-biting manner, each word exploded in Qin Shie's ears like popping candy.

A charming and blissful feeling travels along the blood vessels from the top of the head to the toes.

He was stunned for two seconds, his throat felt a little dry.

On the one hand, he didn't expect Chi Yuluo to suddenly take the initiative, and on the other hand, he was still just an adolescent boy after all.

, it is the youngest, frivolous and high-spirited age, the stage when self-esteem and vanity occupy the spiritual high ground.

One of the things that most boys of this age are most obsessed with is appearing in front of others.

In layman's terms, it is the desire to look good in front of the opposite sex, to look good and to fit in with the opposite sex.

If you are praised and recognized by the girl you like, even if you are calm on the outside, you will definitely feel more or less happy on the inside.

Even Qin Shie is no exception.

He is never stingy with his praise, but that doesn't mean he doesn't want to be praised by others.

Of course, flattery doesn't matter, he likes sincerity.

"What did you say?"

"Okay, don't say good things twice!"

Chi Yu's eyes flashed, and she slowly retreated. She was hit by the bull's-eye. It was not only Qin Shi'e who was shy, she, the culprit, was even more panicked.

His face was even redder than before, and he used his fork to scrape the paper plate clean to hide his nervousness.

No one knows how much courage she mustered up to persist in looking at Qin Shie for two seconds after saying that!

"Have you ever seen my paintings and said they look good?"

Qin Shie turned away and asked, his earlobes a little red. He was a person who had a strong ability to control his emotions and did not show his happiness.

Unless you can't help it.

"Look, I've seen it!" Chi Yuluo straightened up and said without hesitation.

There was a voice in her head encouraging her. She had decided to change, so she couldn't just passively accept his kindness, she had to respond to him with all her strength.

Talk to him like a normal friend first!
After calming down the throbbing in her chest, she organized her thoughts and added: "The time I passed the note to you, I secretly took a look at the homework you drew, and also after school yesterday."

Her voice was soft, sometimes loud, sometimes quiet, and her articulation was not very clear, but Qin Shie could tell that she was trying her best to speak completely.

Quietly wait for the girl to finish speaking.

After a moment of silence, he bent his index finger and tapped Chi Yuluo's small head.

"Thank you." He said softly.

"Hey? Thank you, thank you for what?"

Thank you for working so hard, and thank you for persisting until now.

Qin Shie didn't say anything, he just smiled at her.

Chi Yuluo, who had not communicated with real friends for a long time, had a sense of inferiority and would unknowingly regard herself as inferior during the conversation.

Such a girl is extremely insecure, and it is normal to worry about gains and losses.

It’s okay if you don’t know someone, but once you have social contact with someone.

I'm always cautious, worried that my casual words will make my friends misunderstand, and I like to explain a lot of things, but in the end I don't know what I'm talking about.

She struggles with two personalities.

I want to get along with him the way I am, but I am afraid that I will do something wrong.

"Thank you for liking my paintings. What else can I thank you for?" After thinking about it, Qin Shie returned to his careless tone.

"It's really, really beautiful."

"Is it that pretty?"

After hearing this, after hesitating for a few seconds, Chi Yuluo clasped his hands and looked up at Qin Shie. His eyes wandered to the side, then back again, and finally rested on Qin Shie's face with a slight trembling.

It would be nice if the small TV was there. She pursed her lips tightly, her heart beating violently, and her face turned red like a persimmon that was about to burst into tears when pinched.

"I like it very much!" She nodded vigorously and confirmed what she had said.

There was no impurity in her clear eyes, she was sincere.

"Haha, do you want me to teach you?"

"Okay, okay." Chi Yuluo fought more and more bravely, although his heart was still beating very fast, "Then I, I will also teach you how to play the guitar."

Qin Shi smiled evilly, "Okay."

Maintaining this rhythm, the two chatted for a while, but Qin Shie didn't act too hastily.

Although Chi Yuluo has changed, he cannot become fat in one bite, he has to walk step by step.

It's just early twelve o'clock, and students are coming over for lunch after school. Because the position Qin Shie chose at the beginning was in the corner, he didn't have to worry about being flanked by strangers.

He sat outside and Chi Yuluo sat inside. Even if there were outsiders, he would still block the girl.

Zheng Qunqing at the bar finished labeling the takeout orders and delivered milk teas for Qin Shi'e and Chi Yuluo, which were red bean pudding and passion fruit double crackers respectively.

These are the two best products in the store.

"Speaking of which, when did you start smoking?" Qin Shi'e handed the straw to Chi Yuluo.

She thought for a moment, "High, first year of high school?"

I can’t remember exactly when.

After pondering for a while, Qin Shi'e noticed that the girl's eyes were darting around when talking about this topic. He took a sip of milk tea, thought for a moment, and then said:
"I heard that smoking can relieve anxiety, and I have smoked it before."

Chi Yuluo listened quietly. When he heard the second half of the sentence, his eyelids twitched. He obviously didn't expect that Qin Shie could smoke, and the reason was still the same.

Would a person like him with many sunny friends also have anxiety?

Qin Shie continued: "Relieving anxiety is part of it. I smoke more because I want to take revenge on my parents.
They have ignored me since I was a child. They are busy every day and don’t even see me a few times a year. If I call them if it’s not because they are short of money or have something to do, they will hang up right away. They don’t even want to share my grades in school. Not willing to listen.

He was perfunctory when he opened his mouth. He was busy and had a meeting. We will talk about it later.
So I was thinking, am I too good?If I cause some trouble, can I let them look at me more? "

Qin Shi'e took a sip of milk tea, chewed the red bean pudding in his mouth and swallowed it. His Adam's apple moved up and down. He glanced sideways at Chi Yuluo, who was facing him obediently, and then looked out the window.

The girl who was listening carefully even forgot to panic when she met his eyes. She was in a complicated mood and bit her straw for a long time without taking a sip.

Qin Shie breathed a long sigh of relief, a trace of relief flashed in his eyes, and said:
"So I started smoking and hanging out with the ignorant young men outside. But it didn't last long before my sister beat me up and forced me to be straight, haha. Later, when I grew up, I understood One truth - don't let the sadness of the past ruin the happiness of the present.

Since they are not willing to talk to me, then I will leave my thoughts to my friends and the things I like to do.

Why do you have to die in a corner, right? "

The world is so beautiful and life is so short. If the limited time is wasted on things that are insignificant and make you uncomfortable, then life will be so tiring.

The same is true in reverse. While enjoying happiness, you should vent and relieve the negative energy in your heart in time.

Stress and uneasiness will not disappear by themselves. If you say that time will dilute everything, it will just make the wound scab, and it will be as painful when it is torn apart.

Qin Shi'e looked at Chi Yuluo, who was looking down and thinking. How long had it been since she had vented her anger, even if she had just found someone to talk to.

Putting on a small TV and saying something nice is to embolden oneself, saying something unpleasant is just to push the emotional garbage deeper.

It's the same online, she's always pretending.

Qin Shie knew that he was not qualified to speculate or help her, but he was born to do whatever he wanted. He wanted to do it.

"You" Qin Shie stood up and wanted to touch her head.

But before he finished speaking, Chi Yuluo jumped off the chair and gave him a solid headbutt the moment he raised his head.

"Ah." Chi Yuluo covered her little head, and worried about hurting Qin Shi'e, she quickly asked: "Are you okay? Hug, I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Fortunately, you are short. Qin Shie calmed down, wondering why her head was so hard.

Chi Yuluo put the passion fruit tea on the table. In his desperation, he didn't care about being shy. He grabbed Qin Shie's hand with one hand to prevent him from blocking it, and used the other hand to check the place where he was hit.

Fortunately it was just a little red and nothing else.

"Yes, sorry."

"Your head is so hard." When she did this, it wasn't just the nose that turned red.

"Well"

"But the hair smells very good."

After regaining his composure, Chi Yuluo wanted to take his hand back, but was caught by Qin Shie. He leaned in front of the girl, just like the first time he molested her.

"It smells like beef."

"Sick!" Chi Yuluo felt ashamed and annoyed when she realized that she had been tricked, "You are the one who smells like beef!"

After saying that, the two looked at each other for a few seconds, and then both laughed in unison. It wasn't until other people in the store gathered around that Chi Yuluo returned to his ostrich state and lowered his head.

"It's all your fault."

Chi Yuluo took her hands back to her chest, her palms were slightly sweaty and a little warm.

Even if Qin Shih was evil again, he would not dare to make another mistake at this time.

Until the store returned to its original state, the diners went back to chatting about their own affairs.

"I'm just kidding, it doesn't taste like beef."

"Hmph, I'll go out for a while, you, you wait for me here." After finishing speaking, the girl ran out the door without looking back.

After about a few minutes, she came back with a red bag containing two boxes of freshly peeled jackfruit.

"What is this?" Qin Shie paused.

"A present for you."

This was the first time Chi Yuluo gave something to a friend since she entered high school, even though it was just a box of cheap fruit.

But it’s also the girl’s first time!
Chi Yuluo originally thought that she would sneak over to buy it after school later, and then give it to him as a small TV.

But I was touched by what he just said.

I wanted to give it to him right away.

"Thank you, why did you suddenly think of giving me jackfruit?"

Chi Yuluo kicked lightly and sat down, her little feet dangling under the table.

He bit the straw in his mouth and said vaguely: "You, don't you like to eat?"

"How do you know I like it?"

"Ask, ask She Shiying."

"Oh." Qin Shi'e picked up one and bit it, and Chi Yuluo looked at him expectantly.

"Is it tasty?"

"It's sweet."

Hearing what he said, Chi Yuluo chuckled.

"Wait, wait, can I?"

"What?" Qin Shi'e asked.

"That's right." Chi Yuluo paused in biting the straw and glanced away.

“It’s what anxiety I’m trying to alleviate.”

Qin Shi'e was dumbfounded for a moment, and then he understood what Chi Yuluo meant. Since he had said it, as friends, it would be impossible not to exchange information of equal value.

This girl is also very sincere.

Zhengchou didn't know how to get her to talk.

"Okay, I'll wait for you no matter how long it takes." He nodded.

"No, it won't be long!"

Chi Yuluo waved his hands and recalled what Qin Shie just said.

She had indeed stayed in this corner for too long.

She doesn't want the past to ruin the present.

Let him know when we wait for the sports meeting.

Everything about her.

(End of this chapter)