one person's life

Chapter 202 Five Years
What year was I born in?
Oh, I haven’t told you about it for so long?I was born in [-]. Why, do you think I'm old?You don’t mind me, but the old cow has eaten your tender grass!If you didn't look like those little boys, who looked neither good nor bad, and had a beard, I would have lost all the face I had in the team at the last party.

Oh, back to topic.Before my mother gave birth to me, she told my father that she saw a bull-headed and horse-faced face, a pale face that looked like an animal carcass that had been soaked in water and swollen, and would explode if touched.My mother, who was pregnant with a big belly, suddenly ran out of the clothing factory and disappeared.My dad was almost scared out of his mind at the time. He came out of the workshop and chased me in the direction told by his co-workers.My dad has tuberculosis. He can't run fast. He coughs hard and coughs up blood when he runs.My mother was pregnant in ten months and actually ran faster than him. I was so old that I didn’t dare to joke with him about it. I was so anxious that she picked up the belt and whipped me.

You are not allowed to laugh, this is serious business.It was four o'clock in the afternoon. I don't know how long my mother had been running. Halfway there, in the woods near Xiachengzigou, she bit off the umbilical cord and gave birth to me. Is it incredible?This is how women in the Stone Age survived. Stay strong, don't underestimate them.

My mother lost strength after giving birth to me and was found by factory workers. She was still in good health, but later she was diagnosed with mental illness.Now when I go to Xicheng Mental Hospital, I can still see her. She is much fatter than before and can't walk much, but she still gets sick from time to time.

This matter was quite a big deal at the time. When I was a child, I was looked down upon, ridiculed and bullied because I had a crazy mother - by the way, she was admitted to a mental hospital after I entered junior high school. I spent three years without fighting with anyone. , but the results are okay.The high school is in the city, and I really want to go there, because there I won’t have to interact with people in the town, and no one will know that I have a crazy mother.But how could my father have money? At that time, the monthly food expenses in high school cost 20 yuan. I had no choice but to go to the Railway Police Academy under the arrangement of my relatives.

Sound mediocre?Okay, let me tell you something different.

I didn't have the strength at that time, so I had no choice but to let others bully me.After that, my mother was sent to a mental hospital. It had a very bad reputation at that time. Splashing you with dirty water in the middle of winter, slapping you in the face with a razor blade, and burning people with cigarette butts were all childish matters. You didn’t have anywhere to cry if you wanted to, so you had to After beating me back, my strength gradually increased, and I grew up just like a boy. I couldn't be bullied for nothing.

It was around that time that I met my master. He taught me how to refine Qi and how to hire some gentle fairies to trick others. But he underestimated me. After I became capable, I did not sit idle and fought all the time. When I got to the top of the school, even the people they found outside the school didn't dare to mess with me easily. I also helped those girls fight against injustice. Some of them became very good friends with me. At that time, I also started to imitate other people's dressing up and going on outings. .

There was a girl who shared the same dormitory with me. Her family was in good condition. One day she took her bicycle out and we went to the city to play together. When we came back, she would ride on me. The roads in the county were densely covered with jungles, and there were some obstacles that day. Hey, she said that she suddenly felt a little dizzy and got out of the car to walk. She asked me to go ahead and wait for her.I was so happy that I was riding the car very fast. Suddenly, a bamboo pole stuck out of the jungle next to me and got stuck on the wheel. I had not been practicing Qi for a long time at that time, and I was suddenly thrown seven or eight meters away. I felt like I was falling. All the bones in my body were broken and I couldn't stand up.

I saw a man coming out of the forest on the side of the road with a hammer and looking at me fiercely. I knew I had been cheated!But then I didn't feel scared.The man grabbed my hair and tied me up, threw the bicycle into the woods, and then took out a hammer and hit me on the head.

Don't worry, what are you thinking about? I'm fine.This was revenge for an "enemy". Who told me that I was the eldest sister of the school at that time? That guy took advantage of the darkness to carry me to a train track, put me down and tied me to it, and then started to touch and touch me again - of course He didn't succeed. I saw that the situation was not right and I asked Hu Xian to get on top of him a long time ago. Hu Xian was the most stable and hated the person who made it dirty. I used my body to break away from the rope while he was taking off his clothes. Tie him up.Was I knocked unconscious? At that time, I was hit by the Xian family again and my memory was blurred. But when I woke up, the person was gone. The blood all over my body, including my own, belonged to others. This was the first time I took away the blood. When I took someone else's life, I only regretted that that person didn't face trial. I actually didn't feel any guilt at all in my mind.

I just thought, what a terrible thing it would be if that person targeted an ordinary girl instead of me!Damn him!I superficially and casually justified and justified this matter, but my mood has not returned to the original state.

Later I found out the identity of this person, a gangster from Shiqiao Village below. He also had an old mother who was lonely. When I became an adult, I made money and sent her to a nursing home.

Of course, there was also the "good roommate" who dug a hole for me. She later transferred to another school. When I found her, I also knew that many people had come up with this matter. Although she was forced to do so, But I don't think she is innocent.Through this incident, I finally understood that I am the daughter of a madman, a violent maniac, and a tomboy.No one in this place will like me, no one will care about me, I can only leave.I still help those around me secretly, but I no longer deal with them.I studied hard, but fortunately I had no money at the time. I went to the Railway Police Academy, and because of my excellent results, I was sent to the Criminal Police Academy in Fengtian City for further studies. Later it turned out that the path I took by mistake was the right one.

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When Xiong Feiyan and Hei Guaner recalled this incident, it was already the early morning of 2003 in the early spring of [-]. In a hotel next to Jiangcheng University, the two of them were inseparable. , The night before, I drank the spirits specially supplied by the circle, and there was a small amount of "Shenxian Powder" in the ingredients. Although there was only a small amount, it would soften the whole body of Qi practitioners, no matter how strong their bodies are.This is the second month of his suspension. Team leader Tang Muzhi himself is now in jail, and there has been no news from Xiqing for a long time.It wasn't the first time he was confused about whether to continue this job.

The last time he had this kind of confusion was after a group of psychopaths who practiced that kind of kung fu caused trouble in 1999. The control over the Department of Health suddenly tightened, and formal staff like him in the department - also Even the foreigners were all suspended for three months and kept under observation for no reason. In the end, Mr. Ren personally apologized to them.

The Second Department of Health in Central China was established by Mr. Ren Ren Fangcheng and the forces behind him. It was so shameful for Mr. Ren, an old lady in her 70s, to bow down and apologize to him in person. He was so ashamed. At that time, his head was spinning Re returned to his job without stopping, and he has been working for another three years.

He thought that the only reason why he was still here was Xiong Feiyan. Xiong Feiyan said that she was beginning to get tired of her life in the criminal police team. Seeing others trying to solve the case with their brains and strength, she could just recruit a ghost fairy or hire the King of Sadness to solve the problem. Well, compared to those of them who really do their best to help the victims, they are nothing.But working in the Department of Health is much easier. Not only can you use your witchcraft unscrupulously, but most of the people you deal with are foreigners. Everyone in the department uses their own abilities to nip in the cradle those factors that threaten national security. Here, now she is an ordinary member of the team, and she has the strength to run missions all over the country, and she feels more comfortable than wearing a four-pointed star before.

Xiong Feiyan also said that she was punished for a period of time and sent to deal with civil disputes. The last penny of a month's salary was given away, and she couldn't keep it. The boss felt that if she continued to work like this, she might really starve to death. Called her back again.

The black supervisor laughed when he heard this and said that this job is good. Look at it now. We just live with our heads tucked into our belts. We are restless and running around all the time. It's tiring.Xiong Feiyan said that after so many years, how many days did I not come here like this?It would be better to travel more places. I have been living in the Northeast for half my life. It is too cold.

Looking at the scattered lights outside the window, Black Guan'er remembered that he had liked her for about three years, or maybe longer, but Xiong Feiyan had always thought he was young and impatient - something Black Guan'er recognized and hated deeply.He no longer doubts his ability, but his own mind. Even if Tang Muzhi was as strong as him and was in Japan at the time, with his cautious temperament, October Flower would not have been seriously injured and almost unable to return to the country.

His thoughts couldn't stop wandering. Hei Guaner lay on the bed, lit a cigarette, and said something that he regretted afterwards.He said, Feiyan, if I die one day, will you cry?Xiong Feiyan was cleaning in the bathroom behind the frosted glass. She paused obviously, and then said in surprise: You won't take what happened this time seriously, right?Blame it on me, I don’t know what’s going on right now after drinking some wine. I’ll break up tomorrow, but I’ll give it all to you today, just leave a thought and forget it.

The black manger said, do you want to be so ruthless?I've always been serious, you know why I just came to see you today.Don't go back to the Northeast. The water in the Gao family is very deep.

Xiong Feiyan came out of the bathroom with a white towel hanging on her shoulders. She sat next to the black tube and said in a leisurely tone, "If Tang Mu doesn't come, it's not like the health department can't move forward, so why don't you."He is talented in nature and has great skills and brains, but you can't point him to solve the things outside and have to deal with the things here.Don't worry, I grew up in the Northeast. The Gao family is a bit low-key and mysterious, but the people are not bad.

The Gao family was reported to have abused power for personal gain. The patriarch of the family, Gao Hong, firmly held the position of "big brother" in the circle. Another Gao family member, Gao Lian, was the person in charge of the company in the Northeast region.Grandma Guan Shihua, who is also one of the nine people, lives in seclusion all day long and rarely comes out. The Gao family is almost the only one in the outside world in the Northeast. Although the Gao family still looks low-key to the outside world, secretly they have used their status to dominate. There are a lot of resources, and the deputy director of the office, Lin Zhicihe, sometimes goes to the Northeast to observe the situation in the office in person, and helps Nadutong understand the situation of the Gao family clearly, so that they will not be in the dark.

Black Guan'er looked at Xiong Feiyan's shoulder and suddenly said, "Don't be secretive. I remembered your tattoo last night, but I didn't see what was clearly written on it. Let me take a look again."

Xiong Feiyan, the strong lady who often compares herself to Hua Mulan, a 1.7-meter-[-]-meter-old girl from the Northeast, looked a little embarrassed at this time. She pressed the towel on her right shoulder with one hand and said, "Stop pulling!"When I was [-] or [-] years old, I went to get a tattoo. I regretted it right after I got the tattoo. It was quite stupid. I had to guard against my dad and the people around me for more than ten years.At this time, Black Guan'er already treated Xiong Feiyan as his own with a machismo. How could she keep it? The two of them had a fight on the bed for a while. In the end, he almost buried his eyes completely into Xiong Feiyan's body. He finally saw the two vertical lines of green and ink on her arms, which were composed of two lines of small characters. The tattoo artist must not be very good at it, or because the characters were very small, they were crooked, like those of a child. The graffiti is definitely not good-looking, especially when it appears on a beautiful woman’s white and tight arms. The novelty wears off, and the black tube is a little unexpectedly disappointed, thinking that’s it?As for being secretive for so many years?Until he saw the two lines of small font clearly:

There is no righteous way in the world
Punishing rape and eradicating evil fulfills its mission
Black Guan'er was stunned for a moment, took a breath of cold air, and then said, Feiyan, how old do you think you were when you got this tattoo?Xiong Feiyan said thirteen or fourteen, I can’t remember clearly.Why, now you can see clearly, what I did was stupid and naive.

The black man said you are not stupid, you are not stupid, everyone else is stupid.Isn’t it your childhood dream to be a police officer?Xiong Feiyan said no, I just want to do good things. I am small-minded and small-minded, so it doesn’t matter what I do. Anyway, I don’t want to see good people suffer and bad people end well. If I see them, I have to step in and take care of them.Black Guan'er said "Oh, I can see this. If we had followed the rules of communicating everywhere, the meridians would have been destroyed long ago."Xiong Feiyan said that the company is ruthless, but not as ruthless as me, and I am also crazy. If it is really like this, I will not be used to it.People lie, but the ghosts and immortals I made cannot. They died unclearly and with great grievances. If they want justice, I will give them justice.

The gangster said that if you think so, wouldn't it be better to continue working as a criminal police officer... or maybe become a judge?Xiong Feiyan said that there are so many things in the family that I can't take care of on my own. Now I think about it, life won't always be so bad, right?They will stand up on their own, and it's time for me to help them defend themselves against an entire nation of enemies.

Black Guan'er said it was awesome.Say, you are the rising sun.Xiong Feiyan smiled and said, "Don't you think about when I was born?"But I am not worthy of being the sun. I am the fuel that takes over from the old sun and holds up the new sun.

No matter how Black Guan'er recalls the beauty of this night in the future, all he can remember is these two lines of cyan tattoos - like a heavy stone tablet. The inscription is about a girl full of heroism who always carries out her mission like the sun. Such a lofty ideal.

(End of this chapter)