tokyo creator

Chapter 346 Far and near things

The flesh and blood under his feet began to shake like an earthquake.

Hui Ren was unsteady on his feet and began to stumble.

Arthur, on the other hand, was relatively calm.

Amid the violent shaking, he never moved away from looking at Hui Yuanchu, but said steadily: "I don't dare to answer this question for you."

"It's not just me, anyone who knows how important this question is, dare not... No one can predict how his answer will affect your self-cognition, and what consequences it will cause... "

"But I can only say this... This is the only way to say it, and it is 'in line with the rules'..." He quickly sighed again: "I have one wish - that is, I hope that my friend Hui Yuanchu... will always... Just my friend, not anything else."

Hui Yuanchu continued to remain silent.

But the flesh and blood earthquake stopped getting stronger and gradually weakened.

Finally, the earth fell silent again.

"Tsk, what a cheesy line." He snorted, thought for a moment, and complained, "And it seems a bit irresponsible. Because it sounds like it means that who I am is not important to Arthur at all. Right? Anyway, you just need one 'my friend'."

"Ah, that's right. After all, this has nothing to do with the facts, nor with what you should do or what you would do." Arthur spread his hands and said, "——This is just my wish."

Hui Yuanchu didn't know why, but he stood there and fell into deep thought.

"What a paradox." He opened his mouth slowly, shook his head, then covered his eyes with his hands, and said in a strange tone, "Flesh and flesh commented, this is really a cunning answer."

He continued to whisper quickly, "If I fulfill your wish, it will prove that I am Yadabaduo. But the content of the wish is that I remain the original gray one."

"If I refuse to fulfill your wish, then I will be like denying the possibility of myself being Yadabadu... But at the same time, it will be equivalent to denying my own will to 'be the original gray'."

"So -" he paused, put down his hand, and looked at Arthur, "I have decided not to accept your wish for the time being - until I figure out who I am."

Arthur smiled and raised his thumb: "That's right, don't worry about what I said. That's how it should be."

Hui Yuan sat down with blank eyes, then turned to Hui Ren: "Then, it's your turn, Yu Sheng Hui Ren. As agreed... next, it's your turn."

Yu Shenghui was naturally surprised.

He has not yet recovered from the shock brought about by the conclusion about the original nature of Ash and the near collapse of the Flesh Castle.

Hui Yuanchu, who was opposite him, seemed to switch his "inside" again in an instant.

The ordinary high school student complained: "Ah, Yusheng, is this too much? I'm not hiding anything. I've told you all the secrets. You can't lie now."

"Ah, no, I didn't mean not to say it!" Yu Shenghui Ren said quickly.

How dare he cheat at this time?

But in fact, when she agreed just now, Hui Ren thought she would have time to discuss with Arthur to see how to make up a suitable story - this was actually a good opportunity, a good opportunity to "enlighten" Hui Yuan Chu with a specific topic. .

But he didn't expect that things would develop so quickly...

And if I want to say it now——

Huiren's mind went blank.

After thinking hard for a moment, Hui Ren first felt that he needed to confirm a question: "...killing someone is against school rules, right?"

Arthur seemed to know exactly what he wanted to ask and answered easily: "What happens outside this school will certainly not be bound by the school rules."

"So - just talk about yourself." He encouraged, "Actually, that's what I meant from the beginning."

Hui Ren looked back and forth between Hui Yuanchu and Arthur a few more times, seeming to understand something.

Then, he carefully said his first words: "Then... do you want to tell me how I became a person in power?"

"Of course." Arthur said.

Hui Yuan had no reaction at first.

Hui Ren further probed: "That happened when I was in college..."

Arthur nodded: "Tell me."

Hui Yuanchu urged anxiously: "Speak quickly."

Seeing the reactions of these two people, Hui Ren breathed a sigh of relief.

……I see.

Hui Ren had no idea before whether he needed to abide by the setting of "a high school student" in this school.And his real experience so far is obviously in conflict with this.

Will this conflict have any strange consequences?Could it be that when he said something that contradicted the setting of this school, he would be regarded as a mistake and "corrected" by some irresistible force?This is what Yu Sheng Hui Ren is afraid of.

The power methods of those in power are basically "rule-based".Especially after Hui Ren repeatedly experienced that the person in power in front of him was undoubtedly much more powerful than him, he had no doubt that as long as the seemingly ordinary high school student in front of him was willing, he would be obliterated at any time.

But now through his temptation and Arthur's hint... at least, Hui Yuan didn't care.

Because Hui Yuanchu was already insane, so only obsessions remained in his eyes.

Apart from that, he doesn't care about other so-called "unconventional" points like ordinary people do.

——For example, in this flesh and blood high school, why is his classmate a powerful person who has graduated from college?

What was flowing in Hui Yuan's chaotic mind didn't care about this at all.

So, Hui Ren took a deep breath and spoke: "I——"

But with just one word, he stopped naturally.

Just because thoughts are faster and more turbulent than words.For a moment, there was a blockage in my chest.

……

Yu Shenghui Ren, male, 20 years old... has never had a girlfriend.

Because they remind him of his mother.

Hui Ren has a biological aversion to any woman.

In the most severe stage, Hui Ren would immediately have uncontrollable vomiting and other physiological stress reactions when he touched even a finger... because he could even see his dirty mother's face blurring behind them. A vision - like a ghost, like a curse.

——But even for him, there were women he admired.

The other party is a female teacher in the university psychological counseling room.

In fact, the formal relationship between him and her is to have a conversation in the counseling classroom once a week, on Wednesday afternoon.

The female teacher is 30 years old, which is the time when the fruits are most ripe and attractive.

Hui Ren actually no longer remembers her face.He only vaguely remembered that she also had short hair and wore round glasses.

Compared with the specific lines, what is more profound in my mind is the impression of "color".

"Orange" refers to her skin that appears orange and transparent under the sun. "Red" is her lip gloss.

Keito loved staring at the two colors.

Other than that, other aspects of memory seem hazy.

As if the evidence was directly eliminated, Hui Ren only remembered some conclusions - it should be right, he noticed something at that time: it seemed that only for her weekly dates with him, the female teacher would dress up the same as she would see him on campus on weekdays. s difference.Only on that date, she would solemnly put on a professional skirt and makeup.

But these are not important.

For Hui Ren, there is only one thing that is most important - she alone, when he is with her, the illusion of his mother will not disturb him.

There was actually nothing between him and her.Their only relationship was just a conversation once a week, in the afternoon sunshine, as a doctor and a patient.

They don't do anything but talk.

Hui Ren will only talk about the changes in his mood over the past week.

And she would just sit on a chair a few meters away, tilting up her long legs wearing a hip-covering short skirt, stockings and high heels, propping her chin, and then as part of the psychotherapy, listen attentively to Hui Ren's explanation of her monotonous life. Long story.

Every time, after Hui Ren finished talking about her life, she would take out the scroll and read an ancient passage for Hui Ren.

Which one is Hui Ren's favorite? "Pillow".

"Spring is the best at dawn. The gradually whitening top of the mountain is a little lit up, and purple clouds float slightly across it. This is very interesting." At first, she just read in a calm manner.

Then the next week, she pulled the stool closer, turned the page as if nothing had happened, and continued reading: "Autumn is the best time in the evening. The sunset shines brilliantly, and when it is very close to the mountainside, the crows will all return. The nest is gone, and three or four together, or two or three together, fly away in a hurry, which is also very interesting. Moreover, there are even more wild geese flying away in a row, and then they become smaller and smaller as they look, which is really interesting. On the day Needless to say, the sound of the wind and the chirping of insects are also very interesting."

Week after week...

Before they knew it, the chair between the two was getting closer and closer.

Five meters, to three meters, to one meter.

In Huiren's long-lived memory, which seems a bit distant, the female teacher's transparent skin and lip gloss seem to be getting clearer and clearer.

"Morning is the best time in winter. Needless to say, when it snows, sometimes it's just white snow with frost, or there's no frost or snow but it's still very cold. Quickly light a fire and take charcoal and distribute it everywhere. It's very easy. It looks a bit wintery. But by noon it gets warmer and the cold subsides. All the fires in the hearths and braziers are easily turned into white ash because no one is taking care of them. This is not very nice.…"

The two chairs were already close together.

"Summer is the best at night. When there is a moon, needless to say, even in a dark night, it is very interesting to see many fireflies flying everywhere, or only one or two giving out a faint light. It rains continuously at night when the fireflies are flying. Interesting too..."

Her body leaned forward, blocking the moonlight.

"...a young and beautiful woman puts the lower end of the summer curtain on the tent pole, wears a white silk singlet and a light blue thin robe, and practices calligraphy there. This is very beautiful."

Her arms finally rested on the edge of the stool between Keito's legs.

"...On a night when the moonlight is very bright, on the extremely bright red paper, just write 'nothing else', ask the messenger to send it, put it on the porch, and look at it under the moonlight, it's really interesting."

Her moist breath sprayed directly on Hui Ren's eyelashes.

Huiren is always absent-minded.

His mind was full of poems, but the only thing that reflected in front of his eyes was the transparent skin and red lip gloss.

In the end, the two of them were so close that it was as if there was only a piece of paper between them.

...But even though there was only a piece of paper between them, they did not cross that piece of paper after all.Yu Sheng Keito did have a rare desire to touch the other person's skin.But he didn't dare.Because he wasn't sure that when he really came into contact with her, he would still be unable to overcome his phobia and vomit.

The other party seemed to be aware of his mood and still stayed patiently outside a piece of paper.

——Then, until that day comes.

Messenger disaster.

Yu Sheng Hui Ren is the type of person who was illuminated by the messenger's light and survived.

But he always felt that he seemed to..."lost something" in those few seconds.

On the other hand, as if to compensate, he had a vague feeling that there was "something extra" deep within him.

Loss and gain are not the same thing.Because losing the former made him empty, but gaining the latter always made him feel a burning feeling similar to irritability in his heart.

Driven by this feeling of irritability, Huiren Yu called the female teacher for the first time.

——So, for the first time, they met at a time and place other than the "Wednesday afternoon consultation classroom."

In the hotel room at nine o'clock in the evening, in front of the night view outside the floor-to-ceiling glass window thirty floors above.

Huiren sits on a chair.

The female teacher was sitting on Hui Ren's body.

The two bodies are only separated by a piece of paper.

"The things that are far and near are the pure land of bliss. The journey of the boat." She panted and murmured the last line of the poem in his ear, accompanied by her breathing that became intense for some unknown reason, "... between men and women, between men and women. …”

Then, for the first time, he touched Keito Ugo's lips.

At that moment, Yu Shenghui Ren's mind went blank.

The feeling of vomiting did come as promised.

But soon, another unusual feeling surged up at a faster speed, which in turn covered the usual feeling of nausea - the burning sensation that had only appeared recently.The burning sensation also started from the stomach, and in an instant, it turned into a blazing flame.

The flames burned, burning up his mind in an instant.

After regaining consciousness, Yu Sheng Hui Ren fell into confusion for a moment.

—he saw himself.

Sitting in the chair opposite me.

"Hu Sheng Hui Ren" slumped on the chair with his head lowered, his eyes closed, his face calm, like a sleeping beauty who has fallen into a deep sleep.

Hui Ren held her breath unconsciously.

Because he heard his own breathing - because he had been in contact with her so many times with just a piece of paper, he was already very familiar with her exhalation.

But now, the sound of breathing came from his own mouth.

Hui Ren trembled and controlled his arms, raised his hands, and at the same time lowered his head.

He saw the towering chest and the transparent skin that impressed him.

——In an instant, like a dam suddenly collapsing, the destructive disgust poured down, drowning Hui Ren.

He suddenly realized: he was inside her.

He wasn't just in contact... he was even completely contained by the female body.

That is to say, for the first time, the female body and his soul are close to the real zero distance, close to each other, without a trace of gap.

What he did and hated turned into a tightly fitted "robe" that covered his "body" from beginning to end without any gaps.

So, at that moment, his vomiting was so strong that he almost turned his entire soul over like a bag.

He is not a "she".

But he wore "her" to the point where no matter how disgusted or fearful he was, there was nowhere to escape.

Driven by the panic, despair, and the impact of having nowhere to escape, Keito Yuyu screamed instinctively.

Then he started to run away.

He was in a panic and didn't know how to escape from this inseparable female body. He had only one thought - "escape".

He couldn't remember what happened next.

Because in the extreme sense of disgust, he could no longer maintain self-awareness and thinking.

Hui Ren only remembered that in the bright field of vision, he seemed to be screaming in a female voice in the corridor, running through the corridor, rushing into the roof garden, and then jumping off the roof——

-Then came the sharp pain.

But strangely, until now, he didn't feel a little relaxed.

Like a strangled throat, a glimmer of hope was really released.

He held on to the trace of vitality, breathed, felt, and then realized the source of the relaxation——

The vitality of this body is passing away.

The soul of the original owner, who had been suppressed by him and fell asleep, instinctively let out a muffled and helpless moan in his sleep, but became weaker and weaker.

Yu Sheng Hui Ren was immersed in this feeling of being in heaven.

I don't know how long it took for this kind of intoxication to be lifted.

Hui Ren stood up unsteadily in the room again, feeling as if she had experienced a severe hangover.

As his consciousness gradually awakened, he gradually heard the various panicked noises coming from outside the corridor.
"Jump off the building... commit suicide——"

"--woman……"

At that moment, Yu Sheng Huiren suddenly remembered something: the female teacher he had only dreamed of had died completely on the concrete floor downstairs at that moment.

In an instant, he was suddenly so excited that he couldn't help himself.

He felt that he had been "blessed".

……

The memories flashing through my mind are psychedelic and beautiful.

But Hui Ren's words were as plain and simple as possible.

Because along with the memory, what he recalled at the same time was indeed his deep aversion to the female teacher.

He finished a long paragraph in the most unemotional tone, paused, and added.

"The police arrived quickly and I did not resist the arrest. Because I knew that in a secular sense, I was innocent."

"In subsequent interrogations, I just kept repeating: I have gynophobia, so I lost consciousness after being touched by her."

Yu Shenghui couldn't help but smile as he recalled: "These two things are 'facts'. The police quickly confirmed what I said was 'facts' from the hidden surveillance in the hotel room. In the surveillance video , everyone saw a clear and unambiguous scene: the moment I was touched by her, I fell straight down first and fell into a coma, and then I never touched a finger of hers again.

"She... just stood there for a while, then screamed and rushed out of the room."

"Next, there were more than one witnesses who saw her running naked across the corridor and jumping from the roof garden..."

"As for how to explain this matter...the desperate love between mentally deficient people? Add the elements of teacher-student love and senior love? I don't have to worry about them."

"Later, the school intervened and suppressed the matter because of reputation considerations...so I was acquitted."

"Then...I started to disappear into the crowd and gradually tried my 'blessing'."

"I will choose women I hate... descend on them, and then jump off the roof of the building with them, jump off the tram platform, and stab the scissors into my own throat..."

Yu Shenghuiren pinched his throat involuntarily, closed his eyes as if thinking about it for a moment, and said softly: "In this way, they will eventually die. And I... will get the intoxication of liberation."

"……How about it?"

Then, he turned to Arthur and Hui Yuanchu, observing their expressions.

Arthur had naturally known about this for a long time and did not show too much emotion at this time.

And Hui Yuanchu's expression was indeed very thought-provoking.

As expected, he did not express the anger, hatred or fear that an ordinary person should have when he first heard this story like other ordinary people.

He was just thoughtful, as if thinking.

...Like, savoring the delicacy that requires careful spit out fishbone very slowly.

"So, do you understand the truth about your 'disgust'?" Hui Yuanchu finally raised his head and asked.

Naturally, Yu Shenghui had already thought through this question and answered without hesitation: "Of course. The truth about my fear of women is 'love'."

He twitched ten fingers unconsciously and swallowed: "I just... loved those women so much that I couldn't bear the strong flames, so I couldn't touch them."

"——So, the "blessing" I finally received...was to completely obtain their bodies."

But Hui Yuanchu still tilted his head and looked at him.

"Is it lust?" He asked repeatedly, and then whispered, "But, Lai Xiang said that she is not interested in you...at all."

Yu Shenghui was stunned, not understanding the relationship between this and Laixiang.

Hui Yuanchu did not wait for an answer and continued: "Okay, no matter what it is... I only have one question."

"So, in the end, was it love that killed those women, or was it you?"

"Is it you who loves those women, or is it Eros?"

He tilted his head and looked at Yu Shenghui Ren inquiringly.

(End of this chapter)