tokyo creator

Chapter 352
Hui Yuanchu watched in astonishment as Huiren entered the stairs, and his figure disappeared from the platform. He naturally turned his head to look at Jack, and opened his mouth to say something.

But Jack directly said in a decisive tone: "Don't worry about him. It's just a temporary misunderstanding."

"No matter what kind of misunderstanding there is, Hui Ren will definitely understand me in the end." Jack said with strong conviction, "No matter what happens, Hui Ren and I will never be separated."

"Why do you say that?"

But Jack said, "Listen to what I have to say first."

"What happens next? Isn't this the end..." Hui Yuan thought for a while, and soon seemed to realize, "So, this is indeed just the beginning. Because what I wanted to know at the beginning was how did you start killing people? . And according to your story, up to this point, you have never killed anyone, nor have you thought about killing anyone."

Jack nodded, acquiescing to his guess, and then continued: "Mom almost has only one breath left, and everyone is waiting for her to die.

"I was kicked out and was not allowed to stay with her until the last moment. Because practitioners should not have families, let alone miss the world.

"At that time, my mind was also in chaos. So I did what I am most familiar with, which is practice.

"I found a waterfall on the mountain behind the temple and started chanting under the waterfall. I wanted to get back the usual feeling of emptiness... but I couldn't. Only that day, in my mind, It's all just random thoughts.

"Among them, the memories of my mother in the past, the assumption that my mother suddenly recovered from her illness miraculously, and we went back to continue practicing in peace, and the assumption of the moment when I finally received the news of my mother's death... Thoughts surged like boiling water one by one. But before one is finished, the other one surges up.

"I don't know when...I found that there was an extra person in front of me.

"One..." Jack suddenly stopped, frowning in thought, "I can't remember clearly.

"Maybe it was because it was too dark, so I couldn't remember the person's appearance... but he must have been a practitioner. But I do remember that he said he was the... gardener of the temple?
"The guy said to me, 'You look sad, what's bothering you? I can help you out'.

"I felt incredibly close to him... and I told him - 'My mum is dying'.

"He said, 'I see. I can't save your mother, and I won't save her. I just want to read a sutra for you.'

"仏 said: We know that people are born from delusion, and their behavior is due to delusion, knowledge, words and colors, the six senses, suffering, pain, love, seeking, existence, birth, old age and death, sorrow, sorrow, pain, unsatisfactory troubles. This is the combination of great suffering and the fall of the Yin. Practice. People get life and death from delusion. Therefore, to get rid of delusion, to eliminate delusion, consciousness, words and colors, six senses, feelings, pain, love, seeking, existence, birth, old age and death, sorrow, sorrow, pain and unsatisfactory worries. This is the combination of great Yin Falling habits are gone. Therefore, it is said that there is life and death because of ignorance, but those who are wise and uphold the Tao will no longer have life and death.

"He asked: 'Do you understand? Life and death are like a cart with wheels, and there is no rest when the cart is running. Death is suffering, pain and separation are suffering, so why is life not suffering? Today you cry for death and separation, Why didn't you cry for your life yesterday?'

"So, it doesn't make sense for you to cry at this time. The truth should be... to 'get rid of the delusion'.

"——If ignorance is eliminated, pain will be eliminated.

"——If pain is destroyed, love will be destroyed.

"——If love is destroyed, then seek destruction.

"--If you seek annihilation, birth, old age, and death will cease, and sorrow, pain, and dissatisfaction will perish... A wise man who upholds the Tao will no longer have birth and death."

Hearing this, Hui Yuanchu's face suddenly hardened, he frowned and raised his hands to speak.

Arthur explained: "The meaning of the monk's words... is that the obsession of all living beings with everything in the world is 'madness', which instead binds them to reincarnation. People should eliminate 'madness', and only by destroying it Only by overcoming 'madness' can we obtain 'benefit'. Only by gaining 'wisdom' can we be completely freed from the cycle of life and death."

Then he shrugged: "Or use familiar words to explain it - everything in this world, whether it is love, desire, or pain, are all used to confuse and imprison the true spirit. Only by abandoning all obsession with everything in the world, Only by liberating the gnosis can we return to the true eternal place, which is the kingdom of light."

Jack also nodded and said, "It's the "Buddha Speaks of King Pingsha's Five Wishes Sutra"... I often recite it during my practice, so I'm familiar with it."

"I understand...so that's not what I want to ask." Hui Yuanchu explained, then turned to Jack with a more serious expression, "What I want to ask is - did that monk sneak up on you while chanting sutras? Already?"

"How do you know?" Jack was a little surprised, and even Arthur raised his eyebrows.

Hui Yuanchu continued to confirm: "And it's out of your heart, right?"

"Huh? Uh, yes."

"I knew it..." Hui Yuanchu muttered, then looked at Jack, "Then what? Did you faint after that?"

"No, I was defensive instinctively."

"..." Now, it was Hui Yuanchu's turn to be stunned.

"It's probably the result of daily practice. Before the thought came up, the body started to move automatically." Jack said firmly, and then quickly added, "No, it should even be said that the thought didn't come up at all at that time. I said, in fact, it was The body automatically defended itself. But my whole spirit was still in a trance at that time."

"Being attacked is actually an afterthought." He sighed, "It's all the blessing of King Kongzang Quanxian."

"... If you thank other gods for their blessings here, the Lord of Flesh and Blood will be unhappy, right?" Hui Yuanchu said sourly for some reason.

"Huh? In Shinto, there is also a saying that the Zao Gongen and Kokujyu Satoshi are combined into the same thing. But later I learned from the group that Kokujyu Satoshi is just a 'miracle' of the Lord of flesh and blood. Doesn't that mean that Zao Gongen and the Lord of Flesh are the same thing? It's just different aspects. So, I have actually been believing in the Lord of Flesh, and he has been blessing me." Jack said, while cheering Muscle flexing is like praying.

"Uh, okay, okay..." Hui Yuanchu scratched his nose, as if to hide his embarrassment, and then said hurriedly, "What happens next?"

Jack seemed to remember for a moment, then went on: "Afterwards, I said, I didn't realize he attacked me. I just instinctively defended and said the only thing I thought at the time.

"I couldn't help but want to talk to this kind person - 'But, I will be alone, I will be lonely. Even if there are many other people in the world, I will be alone from now on... You said, why do people just What about being lonely because you have lost someone?'.

"The man didn't seem to have thought of this question, and he was silent for a long time.

"Then he said - 'Probably because she is your spouse. What I am talking about is not the male and female spouses in the world. It refers to the origin of immortality, the existence of the feminine and the masculine existence are half of each other. Birth. Only when the two are together is there perfection.'

"The man knocked on the wooden fish he was carrying and started chanting again. He said -

At this point, Jack's lips opened, but in the end his eyes fell into confusion again: "I, I don't remember... that scripture... is that scripture? Or something else..."

Hui Yuan Chu sighed.

He held his cheek, crossed his legs, looked at Jack with boredom and pity, and said, "I can guess...that guy is probably reading this paragraph."

Arthur immediately took out two earplugs and stuffed them into his ear holes with a calm expression.Then, Hui Yuanchu began to read softly with a bored look on his face.

"——[The Immortal Spirit greets the Immortal! I mention to you the nameless, ineffable, celestial mysteries, which are incomprehensible neither to Demogorgon nor to energies or lower beings, Nor can it be understood by the whole mixture, which was only once revealed to the unchanging Sophia.]

"-[In the invisible and unspeakable heights there is a perfect pre-existing God. His names are 'The Beginning', 'The Father' and 'The Abyss'. No creature can understand Him. After an unfathomable eternity, he was in the deepest stillness. Accompanying him there was his partner, the feminine 'thought', also called 'grace' or 'silence'.】

"——[Once, "the abyss" wanted to overflow the beginning of all things outside himself. So 'grace' became pregnant and overflowed with the masculine 'mind'. The 'mind' is similar and equal to the one who gave birth to him. Only He understands the greatness of his father. So he is also called the 'only begotten son', 'father', and 'beginning'. Created with him is the feminine 'truth'. So far, it is the original tetrad.】

"——[Afterwards, "mind" and "truth" gave birth to another pair: the masculine "Tao" and the feminine "life". From the 'Tao' and 'life', the masculine 'person' and 'life' were produced. The feminine "church", at this point, is the original octet.】

"——[In order to glorify the Father, these divine beings produced more grace. From the flow of 'Word' and 'Life' overflowed pairs of ten additional divine beings, and from 'Man' and 'Church' overflowed pairs The other twelve divine bodies. At this point, there are a total of thirty divine bodies, which is the entirety of the Holy Kingdom.】

"——[But in this overflowing chain, there is actually one last person...that is a female 'Sophia' who has no spouse and is lonely. In the Kingdom of Light, she is the only one who is incomplete. 】

"——[So, Sophia ended up living in the lower world, and was eventually imprisoned by the demonic creator. 】

"——[The Demonic Creator took possession of Sophia's light and began to imitate the pre-existing one. But the kings of powers he created were all born with defects because they were not paired——so they could never Perfect, they can only be trapped in an unquenchable hunger and thirst forever, instinctively longing to be reunited with their Creator and become a spouse.】

"——[Then, the Demon Creator created humans. Human beings are more advanced than the King of Powers. Because humans are created in pairs. Because with the Devil Creator and the Kings of Powers, they came from Sophia It is different from the incomplete true spirits obtained there. The true spirits possessed by human beings come from the reflections of the perfect ones in the holy kingdom. 】

It was obvious that Hui Yuan was just chanting softly, but his voice echoed over the entire alien world like a lion's roar.

Jack stood there, listening blankly.

It wasn't until Hui Yuanchu finished speaking that his eyes regained clarity in an instant.

Arthur took out his headphones.

Jack, as if his memory had been completely wiped out, continued naturally: "...The gardener knocked on the wooden fish again, finished chanting, and then came over and said to me seriously: '... You see, the pair of yin and yang is the most sacred, original, and perfect form."

"In this world, a person must have a 'half body'. Because whether a person's 'benefit' is masculine or feminine, he must have his spouse. And his spouse must also cast a reflection... Go find her. She will be reincarnated. of.'"

"I asked, can it really be found?"

"He said, 'If you are half each other, you will find it. Nothing can stop you.'

"I asked. You mean, that's fate?"

"No, not fate, but 'paradigm.' The man corrected me again. He said - 'The so-called fate is just a parody of paradigm.'"

"I asked again, but how on earth am I going to find her?"

"The man was silent for another moment and said: '-Embrace. The embrace is the first sign of the divine. It is because of her embrace, that despicable thing of flesh, that the evil false spouse is born from chaos. Therefore, this is The world's first paradigm . . . the paradigm that seeks perfection.'”

"-'Where is my half body? Why haven't I found her yet'... The man left these words and left with a sigh.

"And I continued to meditate under the waterfall...until I finally had an epiphany."

"...He is right." Jack repeated heavily, "I think he is right! Although I don't know the gardener, I think he is really a good person!"

"Hug... yes, the key is hugging." He whispered softly and slowly opened his arms again, "So I returned to the monastery... This time, no one can stop me from returning to my mother. .Anyone who stops me, I will help them relieve their eight sufferings."

"I finally hugged her."

"I want to remember the feeling of mother's hug. So, I took her little by little..." Jack began to slowly fold his arms at a very slow speed, tightening the gap between the arms.

At the end, the huge fighter shrank into a helpless child on the spot, clasping his arms in front of his chest and muttering: "...until the end, she was completely in my arms."

Then he continued this posture, half squatting on the ground, his head buried in his arms silently, silent.

"...It's so quiet." After a long time, he said in a muffled voice from under his arm, "Everyone around is dead, and my mother didn't make a sound."

"Only the cicadas in the Zen courtyard are chirping in the middle of the night."

"... At that time, I suddenly understood what my mother meant."

The fighter stood up, wiped the corners of his eyes, and his voice regained its composure and calmness.

"From then on, I started looking for my mother."

He turned around and faced Hui Yuanchu and Arthur again.

The man with a round nose, thick lips, and muscles all over his body like Michelin rings stood upright, with his heels close to him and his feet spread out. His arms with bulging muscles were also relaxed and opened at the same angle. He used the movements of his limbs to speak silently. Express the "opening of the opera" to the audience.

“I go into people and find people who I feel like are moms to me and find opportunities to hug them.”

"I didn't mean to molest or harass them. I just wanted to confirm whether they gave me the same feeling as my mother when they hugged me."

"——The only person who doesn't cry out in pain when hugged by me can be a mother. Only a mother will never blame me for anything."

"Unfortunately, each of them... I just exert a little force, and they will scream at the top of their lungs like slaughtered pigs and dogs, and even become incontinent..." Jack continued to spread his hands, showing a regretful expression. "No one can tolerate me like my mother."

"So, they are not mothers. Not mothers..." He sighed in disappointment again, "Now that they have reached that point, I usually help them relieve their suffering."

"Or, just think of it as an offering to Zao Gongen."

"But I never found my mother. In other words, my loneliness has never been settled..." Then the fighter finally smiled for the first time as he recounted the story so far, "until I met Keito."

"After meeting Hui Ren, I realized what a huge mistake I had made -"

(End of this chapter)