tokyo creator

Chapter 354 If he were half of me
Under the blood-red moonlight, on the pulsating platform, a delicate and thin young man and a girl who strangely exuded charm with coldness were leaning against the railing a few meters apart, seemingly chatting.

In fact, it was just the young man who spoke alone and told his own story.

Although the cold and beautiful girl on the side had a habitual disdain on her face, she was indeed listening attentively and responded with "hmm" from time to time.

"——Okay, that's what happened." Hui Ren ended with some resentment, "In the end, I realized...it turns out that I am just a substitute."

Zhe Lukui on the side finally nodded with satisfaction.

Hui Ren exhaled with the sense of relaxation brought by talking to each other, feeling exhausted...but suddenly came back to consciousness with a feeling of coldness.

——This woman is a devil, right?

At the beginning, Hui Ren was obviously very wary and disgusted with Orokui, and he made up his mind not to say another word to her.but……

"——Don't forget the school rules. You don't want to 'transfer' suddenly, right? If you don't satisfy me, you might disappear the next moment? But if you satisfy me, I'll let you go."

"I don't intend to make you do anything embarrassing. It's just because I'm bored alone and I hope you can stay and chat with me. And by chatting, I don't mean answering all questions. Even if you encounter questions you don't want to answer, just refuse to answer them. No problem.”

"Or you can just make up something. Anyway, I can't tell the truth from the false... But making up a story is actually quite laborious, right? Compared with it, it's better to tell some insignificant truths."

"Yes, you can say whatever you want..."

"I'm not interested in anything too in-depth, just confirming some facts."

"Hmm... So, what about that matter?"

"I see. But Banhuan seems to be telling another version of the story... So, what do you think?"

"Don't want to say? No problem, I don't care. I'm just giving you a chance to speak... I'm not a judge, I just want to know your thoughts. In fact, in this matter, the facts are the least important."

"...Okay, now that we've come to this point, what's there to be ashamed of? Will I still laugh at you?"

"No, actually, I can understand your mood."

The woman only used strong coercion at the beginning to prevent him from making up his mind to leave.

Next, she casually used various inducing words alternately, quickly breaking Hui Ren's psychological defense line, making him unknowingly no longer able to suppress the desire to talk, and the relationship between him and Jack Everything was told at once.

"School rules——" At this time, Hui Ren suddenly had a terrible thought, "That school rule that ordinary students must obey the student union officials——"

"Ah?..." Zhe Lukui's reaction was so ambiguous that he was frightened, "——Ah."

"Yes, there was no such school rule from the beginning. I just said it casually." She admitted lazily, "You were deceived."

"..." Hui Ren clenched her fists.

"But it feels much better to say it all, doesn't it?" Zhe Lukui glanced at him, "Your expression now is much better than before."

Hui Ren gritted his teeth and suddenly felt discouraged.

It was not because he forgave Orokui, but because he was reminded by Orokui that the huge feeling of despair that he had originally felt came back.

Compared with it, everything else seems to be insignificant.

"What's the use of saying it?" he said sadly in a low voice.

"Because I will clear up your confusion." Zhe Lukui said, "Rejoice. I am rarely interested in other people's gossip... let alone comforting others."

"...So, cherish this rare good sister treatment for a limited time and UP." She said in a cold and arrogant manner, continuing to hug her belly with one hand, and holding the corner of the bag in her hand with the other hand, with an attitude like a reward He handed the bag over and said in his habitual commanding tone, "Take one."

Only then did Keito notice that what Oro Aoi had been biting was not a cigarette, nor a pock-ey that was more girlish... but rather noodle-thick strips in the bag.

He took one out of curiosity and took a bite.

...the taste is pretty good.Some are like pork breasts, but firmer.

However, there is no taste.

"Isn't this completely tasteless? You can also eat this kind of thing with gusto..." He commented truthfully, and then looked at Oriuki Aoi for a few times, feeling awe of her to a certain extent.

"After all, there is no salt in this place. It took me a lot of effort to teach the jailers how to cut and dry it..." The girl took out another one slowly and bit it gently between her teeth, "But anyway... I hate that idiot. , it’s already a good condiment for me.”

Huiren was silent for a moment, and suddenly tasted something strange from Zhe Lukui's words.

"What is this?" he asked cautiously.

"You can tell right away? It's biltong."

"So...what kind of meat is it?"

"Haha... What do you think has the most meat in this place?"

"..." Hui Ren almost spit out.

Zhe Lukui glanced over with contempt: "...haven't you already eaten fried noodles and bread? It's too late to pretend to be the Princess and the Pea now."

"...I'm just trying to maintain my basic survival!" Hui Ren retched several times, waved his hands feebly, and glanced at the meat strips in Orokui's hand, "With you...with you as a snack Eating is not the same thing at all!”

After a pause, Huiren was in a complicated mood, but he still couldn't help asking: "So, what kind of mood are you in to do such a terrible thing?"

"...How do you feel?" Zhe Lukui continued to bite the dried meat, thoughtfully, "Probably because...since this is a dream, then doing something...although I really want to do it, it will look like it outside. It’s so scary that you absolutely can’t do it, so it doesn’t matter, right?”

"Dream?" Hui Ren couldn't understand.

Zelukui seemed to be deep in thought, and at the same time she began to suck the dried meat strips subconsciously.

The hard meat strips were slowly swallowed by the girl's squirming lips, and then spat out. The surface gradually became moist and reflective.

While she was "playing" so boringly, she didn't say a word.

Finally she said: "Because I don't know... why am I here?"

"I clearly remember that I should be on the way to Sodom now... So, why do I appear in this place?" She murmured to herself, "And... the Cleveland volcano is not in another world on earth, The school rules, flesh and blood, the jailers, and the school made of flesh and blood that the idiot himself turned into - all are ridiculous settings, almost like a completely bad B-level horror movie."

"But if it's a dream, it's reasonable. The dream is absurd, and it's reasonable." She paused, and said in an affirmative tone, "The real me is on my way to Sodom. Sleeping deep in a mobile cabin on the back of a caravan pack animal. And now I am but a tottering dream, an honest projection, a fabricated fragment."

Then, when Hui Ren just felt confused and didn't know what to say——

With a "click" sound, Zhe Lukui suddenly showed his white teeth, bit off the dried meat strips in one bite, and started chewing with a frosty face.

She bit it delicately, chewing it without opening her mouth.

Hui Ren shuddered as she looked at the face that was beautiful and elegant, but whose expression gave off a terrifying atmosphere like a demon for some reason.

"It's really annoying... It's really something that must never be done in reality... because that idiot will probably cheer for it in turn, right?" Finally, after all the meat was swallowed, she finally murmured , "He would probably shout it out without any shame at all - 'Okay, I have become one with Aoi in another sense'... It really makes me sick."

Then she looked up at Hui Ren: "Okay, let's talk about your business."

Hui Ren was reminded again and fell into her own feelings of loss.

He lowered his head: "I actually don't understand. What is the relationship between Jack and I now..."

Zhe Lukui recalled it for a moment, then said disapprovingly: "What don't you understand? Didn't Banhuan himself say it all? He said you are - 'my spouse, my half'."

"So, besides showing that he is an ordinary... no, I should say 'not ordinary' pervert, does it mean anything else?" Hui Ren turned away with disgust.

"No, this 'spouse' probably doesn't mean what you think."

These words surprised Hui Ren, and he unconsciously looked up at Oruru Aoi next to him.

"This spouse is not the one who issues you a marriage certificate..." The girl put her fingers on her chin, thoughtfully, "If I have to say it, it should be a theological relationship." ha?"

"Hmm...can we talk about this?" She continued to think, looked Huiren up and down, and said to herself, "It doesn't seem possible..."

"If you don't want to say it, don't say it." Hui Ren said unhappily, thinking she was showing off.

"It's not that I can't say it, I'm just not sure if you can understand it... Well, give it a try." So Zhe Lukui turned around, stared at him, and smiled, "... If you die or go crazy, don't blame me? "

Yu Shenghui Ren was not frightened, and immediately cheered up and waited.

But after a while, Zhe Lukui said simply: "It really doesn't work."

"I've already said it, but you really looked like you didn't hear anything at all." She said with a serious look, "It seems that it's not even 'unbearable', but because the level gap is too big. So it's not 'out of reach' at all? ... It's like reaching out and brushing the air."

——Pretend to be a ghost.Hui Ren cursed inwardly.

But before he could swear, Zhe Lukui had already continued quickly: "Forget it, the next best thing is to tell you in 'ordinary language' whose gnosis has deteriorated to a negligible level, I just hope you can It counts as much as you understand."

"——In the teachings of the Holy Spirit Church, the duality of opposites is the most perfect form."

Hui Ren was still attracted and listened intently.

The girl said unhurriedly: "It means - those truly eternal existences, that is to say, the ancestors of the Kingdom of Light and other divine beings, must each be dual in one. In other words, each of them , are composed of a feminine half and a masculine half, appearing in pairs in a two-in-one manner.

“And since human beings’ true spirits come from the projections of these divine bodies… it can also be said that this correspondence will also be reflected in humans through their true spirits.

"No matter who you are, there will definitely be another person as his 'spouse' and 'half-body' in the vast sea of ​​people. This is not a flesh and blood body, or even a spiritual level, but...'spirit', the deepest level Above, the relationship formed under the gaze of the 'paradigm' is determined by the duality of the 'spirit'."

"In short, if two people are each other's halves, divine spouses..." the girl slowed down her tone unknowingly and said softly, "then they will never betray each other and never hurt each other, because... They were one from the beginning."

Yu Shenghui Ren opened his mouth.

"But -" he said stubbornly, "I don't think what Jack meant is what you said at all. Because Jack doesn't think I am such an important person at all. What he really cares about is obviously... the woman who gave birth to him. !”

Zhe Lukui crossed his shoulders and raised his eyebrows: "So, doesn't Banhuan just think that you are his mother?"

Hui Ren was stunned for a moment, and then he laughed: "Ha, what kind of hell joke is this..."

"Banhuan is from Shugendo and believes in reincarnation."

"No, no, no..." Hui Ren felt confused and rubbed her temples unconsciously, "I mean... I am a man, right? And when Jack's mother died, I was already in elementary school? This is not true at all. Maybe reincarnation——"

Zhelu Kui said curiously: "I remember that 'reincarnation' in the Fu religion does not seem to be such an inconvenient thing."

"What's the meaning."

"Don't you understand? That's what it means. Banhuan must have thought that way, right?" Zhe Lukui was very disapproving of Huiren's confusion.

She opened her arms, and with a very natural attitude, loudly recited a very unreasonable sentence: "——Mom, why do you have to be a woman!"

As for Yusheng Huiren, his head buzzed and he was stunned.

Then, comes the second sentence.

"——Reincarnation, why does it need to be after death!"

Yu Shenghui Ren felt as if a dojo had opened in his mind.

He unconsciously held his head to steady his shaking thoughts.

...In the end, Hui Ren shook his head, and then bowed his head deeply.

"I still don't believe it."

“...because just now, when I was leaving, Jack and I looked at each other.

"He obviously knew my anger...but he just smiled at me and had no intention of catching up to explain..." Yu Sheng Keito held his head and buried his head deeply between his knees. , looking at the fleshy floor, whispered, "Jack... doesn't care about me at all."

Zhe Lukui's reaction to this was to sneer.

"Huh -" she leaned back, rested her arms on the guardrail comfortably and relaxedly, and folded her legs, "If - I mean if - if I have a divine spouse, of course I don't - Do you know what I would do to him if I had?”

"...how to treat it?"

The girl slowly showed a scary smile: "Of course... I will torture him in every possible way, use him, and squeeze him dry."

Husheng Keito was really shocked by the unexpectedness of this answer.

He raised his head from his original state of burying his head, turned to look up at Zhe Lukui, and asked in surprise: "——Why?"

"You still need to ask why? Because Paradigm has decided that no matter how extreme things I do, he will never leave me...then, of course, I have to make full use of it." Oroku said in a matter-of-fact way.

Keito Yuyu continued to tilt his head and look at Oroku Aoi with a surprised face, but suddenly understood what she meant: "You mean, Jack also——"

"That's right, he didn't catch up just because he - since he thinks you are half of him, then he takes it for granted that you will never leave him."

"I……"

"Then will you leave him? By the way, as long as you leave him, then his delusion of treating you as a half-body will be self-defeating."

"I--"

Hui Ren stumbled, thinking and speaking over and over again, but he couldn't say the word "会".

"...Sister, you are so merciful." Looking at Hui Ren's tangled expression, Orukui showed a devilish smile, "Forget it, let me teach you what to do..."

She paused, as if she had put enough pressure on her, and then raised her voice: "Actually - have you ever thought about a question? Divine spouses are two-way."

"so?"

"So, although he thinks that no matter what you do, you will never leave him... But on the other hand, no matter what you do, he can't leave you, right?" Orokui slowly put away all her smiles and darkened her face. , said extremely seriously, "...Then, you just need to treat him more cruelly than he treats you. In this way, you will never lose."

Hui Ren was stunned.

"I..." Countless thoughts went through his mind for countless times, and finally he got entangled in one question again, "So, am I the half of Jack?"

"This question, um..." Orokuchi thought for a while and said calmly, "It seems that there is really no such means to confirm this issue now. So I suggest you try leaving him."

"Since there is no way to confirm it, is it..."

"Or if you feel that you can't live without us... just try another approach: strike first -" the girl showed a cold smile again, gestured with a knife, and made a virtual slash, "If you think a person looks like you Half of his body, then you should do what I just said... treat him as cruelly as possible."

Keito tried hard to follow Oro Aoi's thoughts, but still found it difficult to understand: "——But this harsh treatment... If he is not actually my half, then he will definitely run away, right? "

Zhe Lukui's expression was very calm: "Isn't that better?"

"...What?" Hui Ren said in surprise.

"Isn't that better?" Orokui repeated, "This proves that he is not my half."

She hugged herself gently, slowly raised her head, looked at the bloody sky, and repeated softly for the third time: "Isn't this... the best."

"For me, it's like boots falling. Leaving me means that I don't have to be afraid every day... I don't have to be afraid that one day he will leave me. After all, he is not my half, so what's the benefit of leaving me? What a fuss.”

"For him, he doesn't have to be tortured by me anymore, and he doesn't have to get hurt because of me anymore."

The girl looked up at the blood-colored galaxy in the sky, which was as calm as a dead sea: "So, isn't this the best development for both parties?"

(End of this chapter)