1979 The Life of Idle Fish

Chapter 153 I want you to love me again

Luo Tao in the courtyard stood at the faucet and washed his face with cold water one after another. He wanted to scream but felt helpless.

At this moment, I was a little out of my mind, looking around at the quiet courtyard...

"..."

He gently pushed the door open, closed it gently, and walked into the bedroom with small steps.

Seeing Zhu Lin's mother and son sleeping soundly at this time, he felt an inexplicable sense of happiness in his heart.

When they reached the place where Zhu Lin was sleeping, his footsteps gradually became a little heavy, as if his feet fell in love with the earthen floor and refused to leave.

Looking at Zhu Lin who was sleeping with her eyes closed, Luo Tao mustered up the courage to walk over, leaned down and pushed the hair away from her face, looking at this delicate face.

Immediately, he was a little fascinated, obsessed with ghosts, and a lot more courageous, he gently kissed her on the cheek.

Perhaps it was because of too much movement, causing Zhu Lin to turn over.

When Luo Tao saw this, he tiptoed inside to get on the kang, but he heard faint sounds of crying.

It was Zhu Lin who was crying. She hadn't slept. She had so many thoughts on her mind tonight. How could she fall asleep.

She couldn't understand why the two of them had never quarreled or had any disagreements in their lives, and they had always been a model couple.

Why does she always feel inexplicably uneasy now?

She pretended to fall asleep when Luo Tao closed the door and entered the room. She did not expect that Luo Tao would come to the bed and push the hair away from her face, let alone kiss her.

This long-lost feeling moved her to tears.

Yes, the two of them have changed since little October was born. They no longer have the close bond they once had, and they no longer have those sweet words.

Every time they meet, they are either at the head of the bed or at the end of the bed. It is difficult to get together for three meals a day.

Zhu Lin also felt that his thoughts were all on Xiao October, while Luo Tao's thoughts were all outside.

As a result, the sense of security that Luo Tao gave her in the past was always on the verge of danger, and sometimes he would call the police to remind her that this man was dishonest.

Tonight’s sentence: “Daughter-in-law, you are so kind.”

Making Zhu Lin even more uncomfortable, this man hadn't said anything like this for a long time.

"Aren't you asleep?" Luo Tao asked her in a low voice, but he didn't dare to ask her directly why she was crying.

Luo Tao felt so guilty, he began to fear that this woman would get angry and cry.

"No." Zhu Lin replied with a teary voice.

When Luo Tao heard that she had answered him, he quietly walked over, sat behind her, and said softly: "What's wrong today? I saw you crying, and I felt panic in my heart. If there is something I did that didn't suit your wishes, You tell me and I will change it."

"Nothing, I just want to cry." Zhu Lin was still reluctant to speak out what was on his mind.

Even though she looks weak and weak, she is also a strong person at heart.

"I don't believe it. After so many years of marriage, this is the first time I've seen you cry. There's no reason for this. If my drinking makes you unhappy, then I can just quit."

Luo Tao continued to question her, and also tested her with drunkenness.

"I can't stop you from drinking, so what's the use of saying these words now."

Yes, a man’s mouth can deceive women as well as ghosts. I can’t believe it.

"This..." Luo Tao was in a bit of a dilemma if he really wanted to quit drinking. He had hidden so much alcohol, and in the end, he would be taking advantage of others.

"What's wrong? I dare not say it, but I dare not do it." Zhu Lin said in an aggressive tone.

Luo Tao gritted his teeth after hearing this, "From now on, I will never drink alcohol again."

"Just talk!"

Seeing her forcing her like this, Luo Tao could only gamble something, "If I, Luo Tao, drink again from now on, I will be a puppy, so that's it!"

"Pfft! You don't mean it at all."

Zhu Lin began to complain softly, losing his strength.

She slowly sat up from the bed, looked out the window, and said nothing special.

"Sometimes I miss the two of us so much, the time when we first fell in love. It was so beautiful, walking on the embankment of Houhai, even if there were people coming and going, but in my eyes, you are the only one."

"Every time I see you, I want to laugh. Once my colleagues asked me why I always laugh alone when nothing happens. I always say that a jar of honey fell into my heart."

"Hey! At that time, I stayed in the honey jar every day, including when I went to southern Yunnan. I could feel the sweetness coming from afar." "But now I am a little scared, because the jar of honey seems to have opened its mouth. Now I’m not the only one who can smell it.”

"Don't say it."

Luo Tao hugged her from behind, tears streaming from his eyes.

"I feel like the two of us have nothing to talk about in the past two years, and we are always a little distant."

After Luo Tao listened to what she said, he gradually understood that the two of them had never spent much time alone in the past two years. They had not watched movies or eaten alone.

"I'm sorry, Lin'er."

Luo Tao hugged her tighter, fearing that she would slip out of his world accidentally.

"I don't want to hear you say you're sorry, I want you to love me again."

Zhu Lin turned around and spoke affectionately to Luo Tao.

Her eyes were fixed on Luo Tao, who was stunned by her look, "Love, I will love you forever."

"You said, what if you don't love me forever?"

Luo Tao heard Zhu Lin's pretentiousness at this time, but felt that she was so cute.

"If you don't love me, I'm just a puppy, hehe!"

Luo Tao said and wiped away the tears flowing from the corners of her eyes with his hands.

"Humph! You are just a puppy. It doesn't count. This doesn't count. I have to say something different."

Zhu Lin was unhappy when he heard that he was talking about the puppy again. He was not so perfunctory.

"Then..." Luo Tao racked his brains, thinking about the vows made to each other in his previous life.

"Tell me, what is it?" Zhu Lin urged.

"If I don't love you forever, then I will be punished by only loving Zhu Lin for the rest of my life."

"Hate."

Zhu Lin was a little shy, having never heard such bad love talk.

"Don't be angry now! Yes, I just like to see you smile, it's so beautiful."

"Really? Is she as beautiful as that female reporter?"

Luo Tao was startled when he heard her talking about a female reporter. He couldn't be talking about Rong Lan!How did they know each other?

Feeling a little guilty, "What female reporter?"

"Come on, people are coming to your door. Is it interesting that you are still pretending to be like this?"

This is really a good actor, and his face changes too quickly, and he can switch between emotions and anger freely.

Luo Tao now really understood what she meant when she said the honey pot was open.

Seeing that the matter was exposed, I cursed myself secretly. Wouldn't it be better to tell the truth honestly?Besides, he and Rong Lan just drank tea once and didn't do anything shameful.

"Oh, you mean the female reporter from the "Beijing News"! I forgot about it as time went by. Is there anything wrong with her?"

"It's okay, I just wanted to treat you to a casual meal."

"Oh, when?"

"Why do you still want to have a meal with her, right?"

"No, I just asked casually." Luo Tao was so nervous that he really wanted to slap his mouth a few times. He just thought about it, why would he say it out loud?

"Hmph! I replied to you and said you didn't have time."

All right!It turns out that they had already cut it off first and then reported it later. Today, I just said it in passing out of grievance, "My wife is still wise. I have free time to eat."

The two of us chatted with each other for a while, and once we opened our hearts, we became much more relaxed.

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