I just want to live in peace, I refuse to fall in love

Chapter 162 Oblivion
"Onisan, let me help you spread the bedding!" Xiangzi's voice came from the living room outside.

Shirakawa Kazuya turned down the water flow a little and shouted to the door, "Okay, I'll wash it in a minute! If you're sleepy, go to bed first!"

"It's okay. When I think about going out to play tomorrow, I get very excited. I'm so happy that I can't sleep!"

There was obvious excitement in Xiangzi's voice, and Bai Chuanhe also understood her mood very well. When he was a child, when the school organized a study trip, he couldn't sleep all night.

Quickly rinsing off the shower gel from his body, Shirakawa Kazuya dried himself and walked out of the bathroom, where he saw that Xiangzi had laid out the bedding.

But why is there only one quilt?And it’s even laid out inside the kotatsu?
"Onisan, do you want to continue sleeping with me tonight?"

Xiangzi poured herself a cup of barley tea, sat on a chair and swung her calves exposed outside her pajamas.

Shirakawa Kazuya swallowed, his Adam's apple moved up and down, and he struggled to spit out the question from his throat, "Why do you suddenly want to sleep on the kotatsu?"

"How can it be considered sudden? Didn't we just sleep together last time? I thought the experience was good. The kotatsu was very warm and comfortable. I want to try it again."

Xiangzi stared at Shirakawa Kazuya with bright eyes. As long as he nodded, she would get in immediately.

Shirakawa Kazuya hesitated for a moment, recalling the scene where the two of them were huddled in the kotatsu on the night of the typhoon. It seemed that it was indeed quite warm?Xiangzi's body was like a small stove, emitting reassuring heat.

However, that is a special situation. There are only two people in the family at this time, and there is no reason or need to squeeze together.Shirakawa Kazuya rejected Xiangko's invitation, and carried his quilt out of the bed.

Xiangzi was a little regretful and considered whether to sleep on the kotatsu alone, but after thinking about it, she took out the bedding and spread it on the floor again.Sleeping alone under a kotatsu always feels a bit missing. If there is no Shirakawa Kazuya around, it would be better to sleep in the original position.

"Onisan, I'm so excited inside that I can't sleep. Please continue telling me stories." Xiangzi tossed and turned on the bed, still unable to fall asleep.

Shirakawa Kazuya smiled and rejected Xiangzi's request, "No, Xiangzi, the more you do this, the more you have to calm down, otherwise you may not be able to sleep all night! If you don't rest tonight, you will probably be in the middle of the night tomorrow. I fell asleep on the road. How about this, when I take the subway tomorrow, I will make up for tonight’s story for you, okay?”

Xiangzi reluctantly agreed, puffing up her cheeks. From her point of view, she didn't spend tonight in the kotatsu with Kazuya Shirakawa, nor did she hear the continuation of the story. It can be said that she lost twice.

Damn it, I have to find a chance to win it back in the next three days of travel!With this thought in mind, Xiangzi began to plan how to achieve the achievement of winning twice, and then slowly fell asleep.

The person who complained about insomnia fell asleep first, but the person who didn't complain about insomnia was still awake.

Shirakawa Kazuya put his hands behind his head and stared blankly at the ceiling. His mind was like a revolving door before his death. He took out the scene of his study trip in elementary school and played it again.

At that time, I was not as old as Xiangzi, right?I was about eleven or twelve years old. I still remember that I was still sick at that time. It seemed like I had a fever, right?My fever has almost reached 39 degrees, and I still insist on going on a study trip.My acting skills were very good at the time, and I was very patient in order to go out to play, so I insisted on going to play with other students with a high fever, and I behaved very normally along the way, almost like an ordinary student.

Looking back at it now, that study trip was actually very rushed and sloppy. I could only take a look at many places I went to before leaving because the planned time was very tight, and it was like a fool's errand.But I didn't understand this at that time. Just sleeping in a bunk bed with my good friends in the class would make me excited for a long time.After dodging the flashlight shined by the patrol teacher, he woke up from pretending to be asleep and continued chatting about some games and anime, as well as various trivial matters encountered around him.

At that time, I was very happy and had the courage to live well.

Later, I went to junior high school. At that time, my parents divorced and I was sentenced to my mother. I returned to a middle school in AH from Nanjing to study.Since then, I don't seem to love to laugh so much, and often hide in the quilt alone in the middle of the night and cry secretly!
Speaking of this, Shirakawa Kazuya remembered the night when he and Nagata Chinatsu hugged each other and cried bitterly.At that time, I was also saddened by the other person's sad story, and actually shed tears in front of a girl I had just met.

But fortunately, Chinatsu Nagata also cried. Not to mention their eldest brother, their second brother, it can be considered even!The two of them also had a tacit understanding after that, and neither of them mentioned what happened that night. It was like covering a blank post-it note in the diary of memories, maintaining a fragile balance.

After finishing junior high school at AH, during the summer vacation of his third year of junior high school, his mother was transferred to Hebei due to work reasons. He also transferred schools again, arriving in a completely unfamiliar city and a completely unfamiliar school.

There was a lot of pressure in high school, but he endured it. In Hebei, which is a major college entrance examination province, he got a grade that was barely enough for a first-class exam. Although he was not very satisfied, things were like this and nothing had changed. Opportunity, just like that, he went to an ordinary university and studied an ordinary major.

The four years of college cannot be said to be tiring, but they are not particularly easy either. In short, between hard work and failure, he quickly spent the last four years of his student years, and then plunged into the big dyeing vat of society. middle.

Later, he died suddenly at work and traveled to Japan.

I wonder if I have been in the news?
The company bought personal accident insurance for myself, so my mother should be able to get a large amount of compensation, right?That's fine, she doesn't have to work so hard.

You have worked hard for me for half your life, it’s time to enjoy your life!

Shirakawa Kazuya rubbed his eyes, trying to recall more memories and the familiar smiling faces in his memory.

But somehow he couldn't see their faces clearly.

You have worked hard for me for half your life, it’s time to enjoy your life!He said happily to his mother, but tears couldn't stop flowing out.

The very familiar face that he had met often, and that he swore he would never forget, slowly blurred in his mind. He opened his eyes wide to see clearly, but even the outline slowly disappeared.

When you dream about someone you haven't seen for a long time, it means that that person is slowly forgetting you.

That night, Shirakawa Kazuya slept soundly, but his brows never relaxed.

(End of this chapter)