I just want to live in peace, I refuse to fall in love

Chapter 39 Unanswered
"Eh?" The three of them widened their eyes at the same time after hearing Nakata's shocking speech.

"I know it's wrong for me to do this, and I'm sorry for Naomi's scum, but there are some reasons for this. Please listen to me."

Nakata Daichi looked at the surprised look of the three people and felt a little ashamed. After dawdling for a while, he continued to talk about what happened before.

December 24, morning.

I got up in a daze, and found that Rena was already preparing breakfast in the kitchen.Through the glass, I saw her busy back in an apron.

The company where my parents work has something to do these days, and they are sent to Nagoya on a business trip, so Reina and I are the only ones left at home.

"Onisan, are you up? Breakfast will be ready soon, don't worry."

Reina's voice sounded from the kitchen along with the sound of oil sizzling in the frying pan.She has always been so diligent and would always take care of my stomach in the morning when my parents were away.

"Okay, sorry to bother you!" I didn't take any time off. Instead, I cleared the table and then sat in a chair in a daze, thinking endlessly about what would happen in the evening while waiting for breakfast to appear.

"Onisan, do you have any plans today? Are you going on a date with your sister?" Reina put the toast fried in butter on a plate and put it on the table, with a hint of curiosity on her face.

"Well, that should be it. Naomi and I made an appointment yesterday and we will go shopping tonight." Chewing bread in my mouth made my voice a little blurry.

"That's it, then Onisan, you have to work hard! It's Christmas Eve tonight!" Reina took a bite of the bread with a smile.

I couldn't help but feel a little excited.

Yes, I have been dating Naomi for five months. I will take this opportunity of Christmas Eve to take that step!Tonight, I will hand over the first kiss that I have cherished for 16 years!
The exchanges and changes in interpersonal relationships are so unpredictable, not only with Naomi, but also with Reina.

Living under the same roof, from being uncomfortable at the beginning to talking happily now.In just a few months, my relationship with Reina has changed so much that I was a little shocked.

And I don’t know if it was my imagination, but when I looked at Reina, Naomi’s face slowly appeared in front of me.

When she first came to my house, Rena's clothes were very different from Naomi's, but recently I found that the two of them were more and more similar, whether it was their hairstyle, accessories, scent, or the way their fingers would unconsciously tangle together when talking. Exactly the same, as if they were carved from the same mold.

Rena seems to be consciously imitating Naomi?Perhaps it was because of the closeness between the sisters, such an explanation emerged in my heart.

December 24, afternoon.

The first class was a math class. I turned my phone to silent mode and quietly searched the web for how to kiss my girlfriend on Christmas Eve, trying to find some experience from my predecessors.

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and I continued to study the previous strategies on the Internet until Naomi's figure appeared at the door of the classroom.Wearing a thick scarf that covered half of her face, she waved to me shyly and pointed to the corridor outside.

"What's wrong?" I quickly walked to the door of the classroom, thinking about what was about to happen in the evening, and I felt a little excited.

"After school this afternoon, I will wait for you at the door of the teaching building. See you there or not." She was particularly shy today, lowering her head and not daring to look at me, and just said to me in a small voice.

"Okay!" I looked at the cute hair on her head and agreed with a smile.

December 24, evening.

After we walked out of the campus, we walked slowly along the street, hand in hand, from the commercial street to the park, and the sky gradually became dark.

"It's so cold." Naomi tugged on the scarf around her neck and pulled it up a little.

"Yes, the wind is quite strong at night." On this winter night, the cold wind blew, blowing the leaves of the privet tree.Unconsciously, we both reached the corner of the park. Under the dim light of the street lamp, I looked at her and she looked at me, and both of us slowly stopped.

What followed was a long stare, and neither of them spoke for a while. The only sound left in the small space was the sound of the wind blowing the leaves, but as the bodies gradually got closer, it sounded extraordinarily far away.

The body slowly feels warm in the cold winter wind, and only the face of the beloved is reflected in the eyes.

But all this slowly faded away and became blurry.

Their faces slowly moved closer and closer until they could feel each other's warm breath.

Finally, they leaned together, their lips gently overlapped, and they kissed.

It was a gentle kiss on the lips.

At this moment, all the feelings disappeared, leaving only the warmth spreading on the lips.It was as soft as snow falling on the ground, and as hot as a burning flame.It makes people feel dizzy as if their head is burning.

My heartbeat was beating like a drum, I don't know if it was because of fear or anticipation.

After a long time, the two overlapping figures under the streetlight slowly separated.My body felt like I was drunk, and my steps were a little light when I walked.

Naomi and I sat on a park bench, with joyful smiles on our faces, and hugged each other tightly.She gently buried her face in my chest, her body trembling slightly.

"What's wrong? Naomi?" Seeing the soft sobs coming from the beloved in my arms, I was a little at a loss and could only pat her back gently.

"No, it's nothing. Go back, it's a little late, you don't have to send me off." Naomi suddenly broke away from my arms and left here as if running away.

Watching her figure gradually turn into a small dot, and then disappear.The joy in my heart slowly turned into unknown uneasiness and worry.

So what happened?Could it be that the relationship is progressing too fast?

I took out my phone, unlocked the screen, and wanted to ask her on LINE why she left suddenly, but as soon as I opened the phone, I found Naomi's message.

Four p.m:

Dazhi, where have you been?I'll be waiting for you at the door of your class. Come over as soon as you're done.

[-]:[-] p.m.:
Dazhi, are you home?I asked your classmates and they said you left the classroom right after school.

[-]:[-]pm:
Dazhi, have you forgotten our agreement yesterday?We agreed to go shopping together after school.

Five p.m:

Dazhi, I'm going back first. Remember to reply after you see the message.

At [-]:[-] pm, Naomi made the first call, but no one answered.

　Ask for collection, ask for recommendation.

　　


(End of this chapter)