my reality with some autobiography

Chapter 137, If I can help you, I am willing to sacrifice myself
"If I could do it all over again, I would definitely confess to you early."

Chen Xuan looked at [Tang Moxi] in the ice coffin, his eyes were gentle and longing.

[Nie Rou] and [Jiang Beibei] accompanied him and looked at each other, both seeing the envy in the other's eyes.

When Chen Xuan discovered [Tang Mo Xi]'s body.

It had been less than an hour since her death.

but--

In order not to be humiliated, she broke free and jumped off the building.

Jump down from a [-]-meter-high building.

It fell into a puddle of meat.

Chen Xuan spent a lot of effort to find some surviving stem cells from the meat paste.

Try your best.

It took a month of hard work and hundreds of attempts.

Only then did those stem cells grow into a complete [Tang Moxi].

True.

In this process.

Because of the many formations of [Tang Moxi], his understanding of the human body has improved by leaps and bounds.

Again under the criteria in the properties panel.

The proficiency of the 5-pole and [-]-pole skills soared rapidly.

His attributes have reached the level of double 6.

It has become an invincible existence in this world.

But these.

It wasn't what Chen Xuan wanted.

Because the [Tang Moxi] he restored was only a healthy body, which could only be regarded as a clone, not her [Tang Moxi].

After all, [Tang Moxi]'s consciousness.

When she fell from the building and fell into the mud, she had already disappeared from the world as her brains exploded.

"You must also be yearning for the scene of our family of three squirting guns, right?"

Chen Xuan murmured again.

In the autobiography.

Chen Xuan treats [Tang Moxi] Pua like this, let alone [Tang Moxi] falls into admiration.

He Chen Xuan, there was no yearning flashing in his eyes.

I thought of a little [Tang Moxi], squinting his eyes exactly like [Tang Moxi], sweetly calling me daddy.
"No, if it were your daughter and me, her temper would be as bad as yours."

"So it's inappropriate to describe it as sweet."

"She should have put one hand on her waist and shouted arrogantly at me, Daddy."

"Just like you, you are so rude and annoying."

When Nie Rou and Jiang Beibei heard this, they rolled their eyes speechlessly.
How can anyone fantasize about their own daughter like this?

When I saw Chen Xuan again, he looked like his heart was about to melt.

The two women raised their hands to their foreheads in unison.

It's too late and there's no way to save it.

"I'm sorry, I've been so confused these past two days that I actually thought that [Tang Moxi] was you."

"With your explosive temper, you must be very angry when you see me like that down there, right?"

"Haha. Don't be angry. I'm like this. Isn't it because I want what you want?"

"You know, when I saw in the autobiography that Chen Xuan was going to deal with that [Tang Moxi], I almost couldn't help but rush in."

"But...Xiaorou is right, she is not you after all, and I am not Chen Xuan's opponent now."

Nie Rou couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief when she saw that Chen Xuan finally calmed down.

She of this world.

Being with Chen Xuan was actually forced by Chen Xuan.

Think back to the beginning.

Being forced by Chen Xuan dozens of times, it was a nightmare-like experience.

Nie Rou still has lingering fears.

After being raped by Chen Xuan, she hated Chen Xuan very much and thought about committing suicide or killing Chen Xuan.

But later.

Chen Xuan's terrifying martial arts qualifications.

That rapid advancement in combat power.

At the strong request of the family, Chen Xuan was humiliated and tried to prevent Chen Xuan from committing another murderous crime.

But then.

Chen Xuan showed remorse, concern, obedience to her, etc...

In addition, she gradually got to know Chen Xuan.

I really never thought that a day like this would happen:
She fell in love with Chen Xuan.

originally--

Chen Xuan's anger dissipated a lot after being comforted by her day and night.

The world is gradually becoming more stable.

But what makes Nie Rou angry is.

In the past two days, Chen Xuan has been committing murders everywhere.

When she heard her subordinates crying and learned that nearly [-] prisoners had died at the hands of Chen Xuan, she almost lost her temper.

He angrily ran to question Chen Xuan.

It turned out that Chen Xuan was reading his autobiography
Subsequently.

I learned about the autobiography.

I know that Chen Xuan is a cheater.

that moment.

Her mood was extremely complicated.

There are shock, surprise, disbelief, etc.
It turns out that Chen Xuan is a hanger with an attribute panel.

No wonder martial arts has advanced by leaps and bounds.

No wonder, the strength will reach an unprecedented height in this world.

However, she didn't have time to recover.

Chen Xuan shouted angrily again, wanting to enter the autobiographical world and kill Chen Xuan.

Nie Rou asked suspiciously.

After learning the whole story, the outlook on life that had just calmed down was completely turned upside down again.

Her whole body was dazed and stunned.
This Chen Xuan in Chen Xuan's mouth is simply...
so horrible!

Chen Xuan, it was written by Chen Xuan!

Even she, including everyone in the world, was created by Chen Xuan.

And Chen Xuan went to Chen Xuan’s world?

[Tang Moxi] Because he was written to death by Chen Xuan, Chen Xuan wanted to take revenge on Chen Xuan.

[Tang Moxi] was about to be killed by Chen Xuan, so Chen Xuan wanted to go in and stop Chen Xuan.

[Tang Moxi], [Tang Moxi].

Chen Xuan, Chen Xuan, and Chen Xuan's.

What with what.

Why do you go around like this?
Even with Nie Rou's IQ, it took two hours and mental effort to scan the autobiography ten times.

Then I figured out the whole story.

then--

Just when Chen Xuan lost his mind because [Tang Mo Xi] was about to be in crisis, and planned to enter Chen Xuan's world now.

Nie Rou stopped him in time and woke him up.

Subsequently.

This is the current scene.
Because Chen Xuan was reminded of [Tang Mo Xi], he came over to see [Tang Mo Xi]
Nie Rou looked at Chen Xuan in front of her and spoke out her analysis of the autobiography just now.
"Chen Xuan in the autobiography, because he used soul transfer on himself, now he doesn't recognize his relatives. He is an extremely rational person."

"In his eyes, all ties are like dust, and everything is based on his own interests."

"If it were the original Chen Xuan, I wouldn't stop you from entering."

"But now Chen Xuan, we have to think twice and make more preparations."

"At least, your spiritual attributes must exceed his."

"He has a mental value of 6.99 now."

"And you're only 6.5."

"It's so different."

Jiang Beibei was confused because she didn't know about the autobiography, "Xiaorou, what are you talking about? The original Chen Xuan, the current Chen Xuan, aren't we just one Chen Xuan?"

Upon seeing this, Nie Rou organized a brief explanation.

"My mother"

After hearing this, Jiang Beibei couldn't close her jaw for a long time.

Chen Xuan turned around at this time, "I understand what you said, but Chen Xuan plans to use [Tang Moxi] to improve his spiritual attributes."

"That's [Tang Moxi]!"

"Although I don't know how he plans to use [Tang Moxi]."

"But based on the scene when Xi Xi died and my spirit improved by leaps and bounds, it is not difficult to imagine that Chen Xuan can rely on Chen Xuan to make his spirit improve by leaps and bounds."

"I thought that it would be efficient enough to figure out how to confuse thousands of people at the same time to increase their spiritual value."

"But he used [Tang Moxi] to improve himself."

"What's the difference between this and cheating?"

The corners of Nie Rou's mouth twitched when she heard the words, she thought to herself, isn't it just cheating, aren't you also cheating?
Chen Xuan was still immersed in his own thoughts, frowning, "He still has [Tang Moxi] to improve, but I don't have my Xixi anymore."

"And if I confuse the thoughts of thousands of people at the same time, even if he can't think of it now, he will think of it soon."

"His spiritual value is higher than mine to begin with. After he finishes using [Tang Moxi], the spiritual gap between him and me will be greatly widened."

"When the time comes, even if I try my best to bewitch the prisoners."

"Then he can also bewitch the various monks in the secret realm."

"I really can't think of any other way to catch up with his speed of mental improvement."

Nie Rou frowned and wanted to say that you can give up revenge.

But after taking a look at [Tang Moxi] in the ice coffin.

She took back her words again.

Then he tried to help Chen Xuan find a way.

Think about it.

She suddenly asked: "Wait a minute, judging from what you mean and the content of the autobiography, you should be the protagonist of the autobiography written by Chen Xuan, so your attribute value improvement routes should be similar."

"And from the description of the original Chen Xuan at the beginning of the autobiography, it can be seen that Chen Xuan's Tang Moxi is not dead."

"Then it's a little strange here."

Chen Xuan frowned, "What's so strange?"

Nie Rou analyzed, "Look, when Chen Xuan entered Chen Xuan's world, his initial spiritual value was 6, and when you found that the autobiography was wrong, his spiritual value was also 6."

"This shows that the two of you had the same attributes the day before yesterday."

"But the reason why your spirit reaches 6 is because"

When Nie Rou said this, she glanced at the ice coffin next to the three of them, and her meaning was obvious.

Chen Xuan was stunned for a moment, then looked confused, "Yes, my spirit value soared from 4 to 6 because of Xixi's death."

"But how did his mental value increase to 6 before entering Chen Xuan's world?"

Nie Rou gave an idea, "Since you are the protagonist of Chen Xuan's autobiography, you must have Chen Xuan's shadow in you, so you might as well recall and see what shortcuts you have to improve your mental value."

"A shortcut for me to increase my spiritual value?"

After hearing this, Chen Xuan fell into deep thought and began to recall the moments of his rapid improvement.
Soon, suddenly realized.

"By the way, every time my spirit improves greatly, it is when I understand my true nature."

"Clear mind?"

Nie Rou was stunned for a moment, then quickly realized, "You mean self-psychological counseling?"

"Yes." Chen Xuan.

Jiang Beibei blinked, "No wonder you had such a bad temper when I first met you, but you were inexplicably much better the next day."

As soon as the words came out.

Nie Rou also thought of Chen Xuan's changes several times.

This is also the reason why she gradually accepted being by Chen Xuan's side after being reluctant at first.

originally--

She thought Chen Xuan's change was due to her persuasion.

But he didn't expect it. It was all Chen Xuan's own self-psychological counseling.

Nie Rou couldn't help but smile bitterly, but these things were not important anymore, "It's a pity. If [Tang Moxi] was still here, you might not be like this."

Chen Xuan was silent.

Nie Rou shook her head when she saw this and changed the subject, "Then it can be confirmed that Chen Xuan should have done more self-psychological counseling than you."

"Only in this way can his mental value reach 6 while his Tang Moxi is still alive and well."

"Of course, this is also my guess."

"It's also possible that in Chen Xuan's world, the human body's limits are higher than in our world, that's why he died so easily."

Chen Xuan shook his head, "No, it was mentioned in his autobiography that the human body limit in his world is 2, which is lower than our world."

"So, like you said, he must have had more self-psychological counseling than me before he could reach level 6 mentally."

Nie Rou recalled it, and it seemed that the chapter on contrasting realms in her autobiography had indeed written about this.

He looked forward to Xuan Chen, "Didn't you just say that it would be difficult to catch up with Chen Xuan's spiritual growth?"

"But since Chen Xuan can do self-exclusion, I believe you can do it too. You can definitely try it a few times."

"That way, even if you can't catch up with Chen Xuan's spiritual improvement."

"But it won't be, how much will it be pulled down by him?"

Chen Xuan smiled bitterly, "That's the truth, but if psychological problems are so easy to deal with?"

Speaking of which.

He looked at his white hands and said, "Then my hands will not be stained with blood."

Even if he goes crazy, even crazy people are afraid of him.

But on weekdays.

In the face of Nie Rou, Jiang Beibei and other relatives and friends, they are not much different from normal people.

Nie Rou sighed after hearing this.

Yes.

Self-coaching has such easy words.

Chen Xuan, how could he get to this point?

But just when the two were helpless.

Jiang Beibei suddenly said quietly, "Actually, Chen Xuan, if you want to catch up with Chen Xuan's spiritual value, there is nothing you can do."

Nie Rou and Chen Xuan looked at her in surprise, only to see
Jiang Beibei leaned against the ice coffin at some point, looking at the clone Tang Moxi sleeping inside with complicated eyes.

"Chen Xuan, you know, I'm so jealous of [Tang Moxi]."

"Even if she's gone now, I'm still jealous."

"Although I am with you now, I understand that I can never compare to her position in your heart."

Chen Xuan frowned, "Beibei, you are all the same in my heart, there is no one who is higher or lower."

Jiang Beibei interrupted, "Same? Ask Xiaorou, does she believe it?"

Chen Xuan turned his head subconsciously, but saw Nie Rou turning her head away and not looking at him.

My heart skipped a beat for an instant.

Instinctively, when I wanted to comfort the two women.

Jiang Beibei stroked the ice coffin gently and said in an incomprehensible tone, "So I often wonder if you would care more about me if I were lying here instead."

Chen Xuan quickly stepped forward and hugged her in his arms, "What are you thinking about? Don't think about it!"

Jiang Beibei rubbed her head against Chen Xuan's chest and hugged Chen Xuan's waist tightly.

When Chen Xuan thought he had comforted her, he saw her suddenly raising her head, "It's actually very simple to prove."

Chen Xuan had a bad premonition in his heart, "What does it prove?"

Nie Rou suddenly thought of something, and her delicate body trembled slightly.

"Prove that I am as good as [Tang Moxi] in your heart." Jiang Beibei chuckled.

"You are you and she is her. I have already said that you are both important. What is the comparison?" Chen Xuan's tone became serious.

Jiang Beibei left Chen Xuan's chest at this moment and raised her eyes to look at Chen Xuan affectionately.
"Don't you want to catch up with Chen Xuan's spiritual value?"

"[Tang Moxi] is gone, which will greatly improve your spirit."

"Then you can try to use me."

Chen Xuan was stunned and yelled in fear, "What nonsense are you talking about! Shut up, don't say such nonsense again!"

Jiang Beibei laughed out loud, "Haha...it doesn't matter, I do."

"Shut up!" Chen Xuan said angrily.

Nie Rou suddenly thought of something at this moment, "Actually, I can really give it a try."

Chen Xuan couldn't believe it and turned his head, "You are also crazy!"

Jiang Beibei looked at Nie Rou in surprise.

"I'm not crazy. If sacrificing me and Beibei can help you grow spiritually, then I am really willing."

"I just hope that after you improve your spirit, you can calm down a bit, and stop committing murder at will in the future."

Chen Xuan looked at...

Nie Rou's eyes became brighter and brighter, and she became firmer.

The fear in my heart suddenly rose.
Jiang Beibei looked at Nie Rou, then at Chen Xuan, and then at [Tang Moxi] in the ice coffin. Her heart became firm and she was about to speak.

Chen Xuan suddenly hugged the two of them and yelled out of control...
"Shut up, you all shut up!"

"I'm not going!"

"I'm not looking for Chen Xuan anymore!"

(End of this chapter)