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Xia Chanjuan looked at Chen Buyun on the bed, her eyes were full of reluctance and determination, she gritted her teeth, she finally made up her mind, stretched out her hand, gently and gently caressed this face that once belonged to her alone, this face Very familiar cheeks, but she knew that she would never have the opportunity to make this territory her own again, some things could be forgiven, and there were some things that she could not forgive even if the other party forgave her.Leaving Chen Buyun when Chen Buyun was down and down, this kind of thing is unforgivable even if there is a reason, Xia Chanjuan knew that at that moment, her heart was indeed broken by the cruel reality and broke the promise of the two .

This is the best punishment from the heavens. Looking at Chen Buyun's cheek lovingly, Xia Chanjuan slowly sat back on the edge of the bed. Tears had already filled her eyes. She circled her watery eyes and bit her Biting her lips, Xia Chanjuan tried her best not to cry, looking at Chen Buyun who was lying on the bed, Xia Chanjuan said softly: "Yun, I'm sorry, this matter is my fault, there is no reason, it is wrong Wrong, I don't expect you to forgive me, but, but today you took the initiative to greet me, when I was bullied by those bastards, you also burst into anger, Yun, you know, at my most desperate moment Time still did not give up hope, because, I know you will definitely come, you will definitely come to save me, and sure enough, you are here!"

As she spoke, a smile gradually appeared on Xia Chanjuan's face, but the tears also became more and more, and gradually filled her eyes.Stretching out her hands and gently pressing her eyelids, Xia Chanjuan looked at Chen Buyun's back and continued to say: "But, I know, I have lost you from now on, and I am not qualified to stay by your side any longer. Forgive, because even I myself will never be able to forgive my own actions!"

"Yun, do you know?! The four years of college were the best four years in my life, and they were also the four years I have never experienced in my life, and your appearance made my four years into my life. The most memorable and precious four years, to be your girlfriend, I am happy from the bottom of my heart, to be cared by you every day, is the blessing of my life, thank you, Buyun, thank you for giving me life Thank you for always caring and forgiving me, the most beautiful moment in my life." Tears finally flowed down uncontrollably, and slowly fell on Xia Chanjuan's jade-like cheeks, and instantly ran across the smooth cheeks, dripping fell on the chest.

Although Chen Buyun turned his back to Xia Chanjuan, he was very familiar with the first woman in his life, and he could even imagine Xia Chanjuan's pear blossoms with rain, I saw You Lian's appearance, Xia Chanjuan's words were even more In order to stimulate Chen Buyun's beautiful memories of the past, he gradually became unable to control himself. Everyone's first love for him is the most unforgettable, and Xia Chanjuan is Chen Buyun's first love, and Chen Buyun is also Xia Chanjuan's only boyfriend.

"I love you, Buyun, do you know?! I love you. After I was forced to make a phone call, I fell ill and didn't eat for three days and three nights. However, I am not qualified to ask you to forgive me. I don't have the face to ask for your forgiveness, this matter is my fault, I am wrong, I am wrong, there is no reason, and there is no excuse." Xia Chanjuan stretched out her hand, gently stroking Chen Buyun's With a broad back, his eyes are full of determination: "Tonight, I am very happy to learn that you are staying here, because I want to say goodbye to you, don't worry about me, I will not do stupid things, tomorrow I will Leaving this city, going to a city I have never been to, doing things I have never done before, I will be brave and independent, I will do my best to grow up, it may take ten years, or even longer I only hope that when you retire, you can come back and be your neighbor, say hello to you every day, secretly buy you a few newspapers every day, and sing a few ditties..."

Chen Buyun's heart was shaking violently. The decision Xia Chanjuan made was something he had never expected, and the retirement time she described was so touching, Chen Buyun was no longer willing to continue pretending to sleep , sat up all of a sudden, turned around, grabbed Xia Chanjuan's hands, looked into Xia Chanjuan's eyes, and said firmly: "I don't agree, don't mess around, be brave and independent, this is not the way Yes, you, a girl, went to a strange city alone to engage in a strange thing, how can this be okay, this is reckless and nonsense, I firmly disagree."

A moment of weakness and hesitation flashed in Xia Chanjuan's eyes, and she wanted to pull her hand away from Chen Buyun's tight grip, but in the end, her eyes were filled with determination again, and she held Chen Buyun's hand instead, smiling slightly: "There is someone like you Caring, even my death is worth it."

Chen Buyun quietly looked at Xia Chanjuan's beautiful and sad face, couldn't hold back anymore, pulled her tightly into his arms, and hugged her fiercely, afraid that if she let go, Xia Chanjuan would really be like what she said In that moment, he left his own world and faced the ups and downs outside alone. Only at this moment did Chen Buyun realize that in his heart, he still loved and cared for Xia Chanjuan.

Xia Chanjuan also stretched out her hand, hugged Chen Buyun tightly, put her pretty face on Chen Buyun's solid shoulder with peace of mind, and said softly but firmly to Chen Buyun's ear, "Yun, this life Being your girlfriend is my greatest pride and the happiest thing I am. However, I am not qualified to continue enjoying such pride and happiness. You have a bright future, and there will be more people who are better than me Appearing in your life, loving and caring for you more firmly than I am, but I am just a coward, and I blame the person who broke our promise to each other for a lifetime, I am not worthy of you!"

"Don't say that, I know, you also have difficulties! This matter is also my fault. It is my stubbornness that caused the current ending. It is impossible for two people to make mistakes, but one person should bear the responsibility. Don't go away. Let's start again." At this moment, Chen Buyun has already put aside the harm that Xia Chanjuan once caused to him, this is not because Chen Buyun is soft-hearted and easy to talk, it is really based on Chen Buyun's love for Xia Chanjuan On the basis of understanding, even if such a girl with pure feelings has ever been weak, she will definitely not be the kind of person who pretends to be pitiful and comes to retreat in exchange for her forgiveness. It is impossible for her to do that. out of such a thing.Moreover, Chen Buyun had such a hunch that if he let go this time, then Xia Chanjuan would really go away, out of his sight, out of his world.And if something happened, it would become Chen Buyun's biggest regret in his life.

Therefore, Chen Buyun was unwilling to let go no matter what.

Xia Chanjuan's tears finally couldn't be controlled anymore, they burst out of her eyes like a tidal wave, instantly wet Chen Buyun's shoulders, sobbing softly, Xia Chanjuan's remorse and happiness were intertwined, singing together in her heart affection.

Embracing Chen Buyun tightly, Xia Chanjuan seemed to have exhausted all her strength, she really wanted to start over again as Chen Buyun said, and continue to be with Chen Buyun, this was the happiest thing in her life, but, She knew that she had given up and hesitated, that she was not worthy of being with Chen Buyun, and that she was not worthy of having that enviable happiness.

Xia Chanjuan made up her mind, reluctant to let go, but extremely firm, raised her head that was tightly attached to Chen Buyun's shoulders, leaned back slowly, looked into Chen Buyun's eyes, teary eyes whirled, tears came again Unable to stop gushing out like a spring, Chen Buyun tightly held Xia Chanjuan's soft and delicate hand, looking at Xia Chanjuan's tearful eyes with distress, for fear that she would leave like this.

But Xia Chanjuan stood up slowly, pulled Chen Buyun to the window, opened the window, the starry sky seemed to come in through the window, the night was getting dark, standing by the window of the tall building, looking down at the horse Chen Buyun and Xia Chanjuan were both unfamiliar with the night of the small town in the mountain county, but also faintly felt joy. Under the starry sky, the whole small town was immersed in the thick darkness, and the newly built road in the distance Seen from a distance, the brilliant lights are like faint fluorescent lights flickering secretly in the boundless moonlight.

The scene of the whole person was lonely but joyful. Xia Chanjuan was full of reluctance to look at the scenery of the window quietly. Turning her head and looking into Chen Buyun's eyes, Xia Chanjuan murmured: "This The night is beautiful, isn't it?"

Chen Buyun looked at Xia Chanjuan's eyes that were red and swollen from crying, and nodded affectionately, without any teasing or words, Chen Buyun just felt like holding Xia Chanjuan's little hand, looking at her watery eyes Mou, already owns the whole world, as if this world belongs to her, belongs to the two of them, as if in this sky, there is no need to think or do anything, as long as they cuddle together quietly , Hugging together, as if mastering the whole world.

The wind gently blew into the room through the window, caressing the two people softly, and the mischievous moonlight also slipped into the room quietly, enveloping the two people looking at each other in a moon like water. In the midst of the color, the whole atmosphere gradually became charming, gently, softly, as if everything in everything was immersed in it...