Crazy criticizes the empress because she is bent on mistaking Buddhism

Chapter 13 The fateful night

"Your Majesty is sick!" A eunuch screamed when he saw this.

"Go find Eunuch Sheng quickly!" The eunuchs rushed out.

The so-called illness in the mouth of the eunuchs was actually Xie Qingyun's hysteria.

When she was young and first came to the throne, her hysteria was most severe, and she would have an attack almost every ten days.

Now after so many years, her incidences have become much less frequent than before.

And he has not completely lost his mind.

It's just that this time I don't know what kind of stimulation I received, but it was so strong.

However, ordinary eunuchs could not cure Xie Qingyun, so they could only end up being killed by her herself if they rushed forward blindly.

In this huge palace, there were only two people who could help her.

Runliu and Tiansheng.

They are not around now.

The rest of the palace people had no choice but to run.

The scenery that Xie Qingyun saw in her eyes now, with no one around her, was no longer the usual palace.

It's the devastation after the fire.

She ran around the ruins like crazy, full of hatred.

why.

why.

why.

Why is she the only one alive?

While she was at a loss, Xie Qingyun suddenly felt the sound of wooden fish coming from her ears.

Sometimes it's close and sometimes it's far away, sometimes it's quiet and ethereal, sometimes it's exciting, sometimes it's tear-jerking.

Xie Qingyun was a little dazed, and she felt more at ease. She followed the sound in a daze and walked over.

She lost her shoes and now her bare feet were on the ground. Her feet were scratched by hard stones. Every step she took left bright red blood marks on the ground.

Xie Qingyun was unaware of it and still followed the voice.

As she got closer to the sound, the scenery in her eyes changed.

The palace, which was originally in ruins, suddenly grew taller and taller.

Pavilions, flowers, birds and waterside pavilions began to come to life in the eyes.

There are no longer just heart-wrenching cries for help in my ears.

Xie Qingyun blinked, a tear hung on her curled eyelashes.

It was actually...quiet.

Her world had never been so quiet.

Xie Qingyun stood blankly in front of the courtyard gate where the wooden fish's voice came out.

She had been here before, but only before the fire.

This land was not like this before, and the temples at that time were even more magnificent.

Because it is her father's bedroom.

How lively it was here at that time.

How many eunuchs and maids come and go from here every day.

At that time, there was a willow tree in the courtyard, which was said to have been planted by the founding emperor himself.

The tree was very strong and had luxuriant branches. She and her brother liked to play under the tree...

Recalling these, the light in Xie Qingyun's eyes quickly dimmed again.

They're all... dead.

Xie Qingyun walked into the yard, followed the sound of wooden fish to a door, opened the door and walked in without hesitation.

Under the weak candlelight, I saw a monk sitting on the ground with a wooden fish in front of him.

The monk was born with an extremely beautiful life. He was chanting sutras with his eyes closed, and his whole body was emitting a layer of soft light, just like the Buddha walking out of the painting.

Xie Qingyun listened to the Buddhist scriptures spoken by the monk, and suddenly her heart felt like still water, and there was no trace of silence.

The pain disappeared.

"Who are you?" she asked.

The monk did not answer and continued to chant sutras.

In the new scriptures, Xie Qingyun vaguely saw the figure of her father.

She immediately walked towards the monk like a man possessed, knelt in front of him obediently, and gently rested her head on the monk's knee.

"Father, Yun'er misses you so much."

Tears flowed down, and Xie Qingyun's grievance welled up.

She began to cry.

What started out as just sobs gradually turned into howls.It was so sad to cry.

While crying, Xie Qingyun suddenly heard a slight sigh.

She raised her head with tears in her eyes and felt a hand gently wipe away the tears from her eyes.

"All sentient beings come from the beginningless, and the life and death are continuous. They are all caused by not knowing the permanent true mind, the pure nature and the bright body, and using all kinds of delusional thoughts. This thought is not true, so there is reincarnation."

The gentle voice said something that Xie Qingyun seemed to understand.

Xie Qingyun was ignorant, as clear as a child.

The monk was still chanting scriptures.

But the person in front of Xie Qingyun changed from his father to his mother.

Xie Qingyun sniffed and rubbed forward, wanting a hug.

She pulled her mother's sleeve to wipe her tears: "Those ministers all bullied Yun'er because she is a woman."

Xie Qingyun complained confidently.

"Yun'er killed them all."

"The queen mother said that there are many men in the world, and it would be a pity to disrespect a woman's death."

Xie Qingyun continued to complain, and before she knew it, she was completely glued to him.

She thought her mother still hugged her like she did when she was a child.

But she didn't know if it was an illusion, but she felt that when she rubbed into her mother's arms, her mother's body seemed to freeze.

Xie Qingyun grabbed her mother's hand and put it around her waist.

His head rested on his mother's arms.

This embrace is so warm and reassuring.

Xie Qingyun couldn't help reaching out to hug her mother, rubbing her cheek against her chest.

Well, kind of flat.

"The queen has lost weight." She buried her head on her mother's chest and said vaguely.

Xie Qingyun actually fell asleep like this.

Sleeping deeply, I don't know the outside world.

The heavenly monk held the person in his arms and stopped chanting the Buddha.

Sighing softly, he picked up the girl in his arms and placed her gently on the bed.

He glanced at Xie Qingyun's foot that was still bleeding, thought for a while, and knelt down to give her a simple treatment of the wound.

After doing all this, the heavenly monk turned around and faced the door and said: "Amitabha, please show your dignity even more. Donor, please come in and sit down."

The door opened slightly, and Runliu walked in and saluted the monk: "I'm disturbing the monk's Qingxiu."

Tianseng shook his head and looked back at Xie Qingyun, who was sleeping soundly: "Is Your Majesty suffering from hysteria?"

Runliu said: "Yes."

"Your Majesty's illness requires time and opportunity."

Run Liudao: "I would like to seek a solution."

"Opportunities can be encountered but cannot be sought." The heavenly monk twirled the beads.

Runliu thought for a moment and then said: "There are very few people in the world who can stop His Majesty's hysteria."

"Therefore, I sincerely request the Heavenly Monk to replace the current position of National Master in the future and always be by His Majesty's side."

"Your Majesty's heart disease is beyond my control, how can I replace it?"

The Heavenly Monk said: "Her body and mind are now separate and unrelated. She is known by her heart but cannot be felt by her body. She is aware of her body but cannot be known by her heart."

"I only temporarily stopped her body with Dharma, but I didn't resolve her mind."

"You can do this too, so there is no difference whether you are with me or not."

Runliu asked: "Where is the person who stops the mind?"

The monk shook his head: "I don't know."

Perhaps that was Xie Qingyun's opportunity.

Even he couldn't see through it.

Runliu seemed a little disappointed and lowered his head: "Thank you, Heavenly Monk."

The latter said: "Please take His Majesty away."

"If your Majesty asks you tomorrow, please don't tell me what happened tonight."

Runliu responded and stopped asking.

He picked up the sleeping Xie Qingyun and left.

Soon only Tianseng was left in the meditation hall.

He walked slowly to the door, looked at the moon, and sighed.

"It's destiny or calamity. We mortals can't avoid it after all."

(End of this chapter)