dark moon

Chapter 192 Saff gives up resistance

Bastard, bastard, bastard, are you going to mess up, what does it have to do with me, make decisions for me on your own, are you shameless?If you can do such a thing, then I won't be polite to you. Whatever you do, I won't go anyway.

Clenching her fists tightly, Ms. Sullivan made a decision very imposingly. Everyone who saw her could tell from the firm expression on her face that she would not regret, hesitate, or be confused.

Well, it might be more convincing if the time was not seven o'clock the next morning and the location was not outside the Dark Moon Hall of the Temple of Gods.

It’s not that I don’t know how to refuse, and it’s not that I’m worried about causing him to mess up. I just want to tell him that I won’t go on any adventure team with him.Yesterday I finished talking and ran away. I didn't even have time to refuse him face to face. No, I must make it clear to him today and I won't go.

Really, what's the matter? It's only the first time I speak, and I join some adventure team. How is this possible?No, no, it has nothing to do with the first time, the second time and the third time, even the first time, if you don’t want to go, you just don’t want to go.

I'm thinking about what to say. You're being too unreasonable. Do you have my consent?And how can you lead others to take risks so casually? I don’t know you at all.No, no, it's too weak, and it looks just like flirting, Saf, Saf, Saf, what's going on in your head.

I warn you, don't go too far. Who gave you the right to make decisions for me without authorization? I don't know you at all.I don’t want to have anything to do with people like you. Please keep your distance from me. Otherwise, I will accuse the Dark Moon believers of the shameless behavior to the Lord of Knowledge.

No, no, no, this is too hurtful.Listening to what he said, he also had some considerations for me. Rejecting him so bluntly would make him very embarrassed. I'm afraid he won't be able to even meet in the future.Although I don't care if we can meet again in the future, hurting a well-intentioned person like this is not what an educated lady should do.

How about I say, I'm sorry, the library has been busy with business, and I really can't get away from it in the past few days, so I can only express my regret for your invitation.Are you kidding me? It sounds like I really want to go. I don't want to go at all. Besides, he is also very familiar with the big library and knows that the administrator can ask for leave at any time, so he can expose the excuse immediately.

Ha, right, that’s what I’m saying.It's an honor to receive your invitation, but unfortunately, I have my own lifestyle and systematic plans for the future, so I can no longer accept your suggestions.Maybe what you said is right, but I prefer to arrange my life according to my own ideas, so I can only say sorry to you.

Yes, let’s just say that, if he says, I’m thinking of you too, and I hope you can have more contact with the outside world, then I’ll say, I accept your kindness, but as a friend, I hope you can respect my own Choose, so it's not bad for you or for me.

Ha, perfect. It saves the face of both parties and can refuse his invitation. A win-win result.That's right, just tell him like this, Saff, you are indeed the best.However, if he said...ah ah ah, he came out, just say this, no, what did he say, what did I think just now...

In a panic, the poor girl saw the door of the Dark Moon Hall open, and Shuer, wearing a simple black holy robe, walked out of the holy hall with a huge backpack on his back.

"Sorry for the long wait." Just like a familiar friend, Shuer walked up to Saff with a normal look and said matter-of-factly, "Let's go, don't keep people waiting."

Hey, this is different from what you imagined, shouldn't you greet first, and then explain your behavior, so that I can say what I just thought, and you just leave like this, what should I say , let me think about it, let me think about it.

"Don't think about it, let's go first, time is running out." Xiuer directly ignored the angry expression on the back of the book that blocked his face, and poked at what Saf was thinking as if he could read people's hearts. "I really can't think about it slowly on the way, there will be plenty of time then."

Huh?How do you know what I'm thinking?No, who wants to follow you? Stop and wait. I told you I won’t follow you. Please walk slower, and you won’t let others communicate.

Poor Ms. Sullivan was thinking crazily while subconsciously chasing after Shur, wanting to say rejection, hoping she would have a chance of success.

How could there be a chance.

"I understand that you want to reject me. I can see from your eyes that you haven't slept all night. You have been thinking about how to reject me. It's hard for you. But I said, stop struggling. It's useless. Just give up. ." Shuer walked in front, letting Safu, who was muttering something, quickly chase behind him, and said in a natural manner, "Do you think I might let you refuse my invitation?"

Do you call that an invitation?Is that what you call forcing? Besides, why is it impossible and why should I give up? I don’t want to go.

"You must be thinking now, why should I say this, right? It's useless for you to hide behind the book. I can know your thoughts without even looking at your expression." Shuer suddenly stopped and Sapphire Without stopping, she bumped into his back, "I tell you why, look here, look into my eyes, and then say to me, get out of here, I won't go with you. Come on, say it, as long as you Say it and I'll turn around and leave. I won't say another word of nonsense. Just say it."

"I, I, I, you, you, you..." Safu finally dared to speak for the third time in front of Shuer. Unfortunately, after trying for a long time, Ai Ai still didn't have the courage to say her rejection.

"Look, you know why I am right. After observing you for so long, I probably know you better than you yourself. As I said yesterday, you won't refuse others, and even if you do, it's useless, because you don't have the courage to refuse at all. Anyone's request." This time, Shuer did not turn around and leave without giving Safu a chance to refute. Instead, he completely stopped on the busy street. However, whether intentionally or unintentionally, he blocked the way in a very subtle way. A relatively closed space was isolated for her between the street and Sapphire. "Based on this, I know how to plot against you."

"Back in my hometown, the number of people I plotted every year was several times more than the people you have seen in the library in the past few years. Do you think I could let you escape? Then I might as well hit you to death. You I have already guessed every word of rejection that I may say in advance. Whether it is weak or tough, reasonable or unreasonable, I have a countermeasure for every word. Even if you say it, it will be useless. Besides, you don’t even dare to say it.”

"Did I say something wrong? No. And are you really prepared to refuse anyway? No, haha. In fact, you have subconsciously given up on refusing and have habitually chosen to obey."

"You actually stared at me. Even if you have beautiful eyes, I can't bear to look away. Why, do you think what I said is wrong? Okay, then let me ask you, have you said hello to me in the library? How long have you asked for leave? I calculated, it should be a month, right? What's that look in your eyes? I'm not a monster, I'm just a normal human being."

Where are you normal? You are a monster. A normal person can guess who is like you even in a month.Sapphire was speechless and felt that her mind was very confused. What she wanted to do most now was to run away. The problem was that Shuer's seemingly considerate stance had just blocked her escape path. She could only face what was happening in front of her.

"Why do you want to ask for leave? Don't you want to refuse? There is no need to ask for leave." Shuer's demeanor looked very gentle and gentlemanly, but every word he said went straight to the bottom of Sapphire's heart, "Because you think, what if? If you fail to refuse, then you have no choice but to follow. Why not say hello in advance? Haha, that’s right. Look at you again. There are bulging things under your robe. You are wearing leather armor, right? You are also carrying a heavy weight behind your back. The sword, and the backpack, which contains simple travel supplies. You don't need to check, the backpack is fastened well, I didn't see the inside, so I guessed it."

"Your will to refuse is so firm, you won't do it anymore, but you have long been used to obeying, so you will subconsciously do these things. You can see that I am kind to you and will not hurt you. On one point, your intuition is still very sharp, so you just give up struggling, and it’s not bad to go out with me.” This time, Saf didn’t try to refuse again, but just bit her lips tightly and said straight. Staring at Xiu Er, big drops of tears slid down his cheeks.

"Don't cry. Crying is just a way to express feelings, not a way to solve problems. Well, it's not a conventional method to be precise. It's undeniable that tears are indeed an off-standard weapon. They can be very effective in solving problems under special circumstances. , but unfortunately, it is not now, and the tears now have no effect."

The frail face, beautiful eyes, and crystal tears are enough to melt people's hearts, but they have no effect on Xiure.

Well, maybe... it works.

"I've finished saying the hurtful words. Now it's time to say some tactful words to appease you. Look, this is the way to persuade people with your personality." Shuer did not hide his intentions at all and spread everything out in Saff. In front of me, "These days, you have actually regarded me as your only friend outside the Temple of Knowledge, so I feel that I should treat you like a qualified friend."

"I don't know what you have experienced before to develop your current distorted personality, but it doesn't matter. Since we are friends, I will face it with you. It is useless for you to refuse."

"I know how wronged you are now. You understand your own weaknesses, so you have been working hard, trying not to obey others, trying to make your own decisions, arrange everything by yourself, and have an independent personality. Before that, you should I think it has been quite effective, but unfortunately, today I completely opened your wound and let you see the bloody truth. You cry not because I hurt you, but because you finally discovered that all your years of hard work have been useless. Meaning, you are still the same weak person... uh, what is your name?"

"Saph."

"Well, actually I know, I'm just teasing you on purpose."

The girl began to seriously consider whether to draw the giant sword from her back and hit him on the head.

"Haven't you noticed yet? You said a complete sentence to me. Do you know what this means? It means that I have torn apart your defense line and you have lost your ability to resist in front of me."

Saf didn't refute, but turned pale.

"Actually, you want to have an independent personality, and you want to decide everything for yourself. As a friend, I absolutely support it." Shuer suddenly leaned forward, put his hand on the wall, put his face in front of Safu, and looked directly at her. eyes, asking word by word, "But, can you?"

"Do you know how to think and judge, what is good for you and what is bad for you? Unfortunately, you don't know, this area is blank for you, you can only rely on your intuition now. You know how to gain independence Personality? Unfortunately, you don’t know, you just instinctively resist. Further, do you know what is an independent personality? Unfortunately, you don’t know this either. The problem is that you don’t even know what an independent personality is I know, what have you been working on all these years? Is your effort in vain?"

Saff's face had completely lost all color.

"Actually, your situation is very interesting. If possible, I would like to stay out of it and observe secretly, watching you go all the way to despair and finally to collapse. At that time, maybe you will go completely crazy." Xiu Er's voice was very low, Mixed in the hot exhaled air, it brushed against the girl's ear, like a demon whispering seductively, "But it's a pity, I see emotion in your eyes, and you regard me as a friend. In this way, if I If you continue to sit back and do nothing, you will feel guilty, so I have no choice but to help you."

"However, if you want to regain your independent personality, you must rely on your own efforts. What others tell you is only their experience, and you have to find your own way. I can't help you in this regard, I can only offer some advice. I can What helps you is another thing. Before you learn how to regain your independent personality, I will make decisions for you. If the decision goes against your wishes, I will analyze the pros and cons of doing so until you can Until you accept it. I will not force you to do what I want to do like this time, but put the good and the bad in front of you for you to choose."

"This is my way of showing friendship. If you are willing to accept, just show it. If you still want to refuse, then don't make any reaction. From this, you should understand my sincerity."

Yes, it makes a huge difference whether silence represents acceptance or rejection, especially for someone who doesn’t know how to say no.

Saff was not stupid. Of course she understood the difference. After biting her lip and being silent for a long time, she finally showed an expression of giving up on everything and nodded imperceptibly.

"Oh, then, I hope we can cooperate happily in the future." Xiuer suddenly moved forward a little bit, his nose almost touching the tip of Saf's nose, and the hot air from his mouth made the girl's heart beat violently, "Now I will teach you the first Let's take a lesson, what should a normal independent personality do at this time? The most normal reaction is to slap me on the face, and then say, get out. Unfortunately, you can't do it, can you, Sasa. "

The distance was getting closer and closer, her heart was beating faster and faster, her lips were trembling violently, and the girl's mind went blank.

"Okay, the lecture is over, hahaha." Xiu Er suddenly took a step back, and patted the girl's shoulder familiarly, "You seem to be looking forward to it, what are you looking forward to?"

Safu's pale face suddenly turned red with blood, and her hand subconsciously grasped the hilt of the sword behind her back.

"Hahaha, just a little joke, don't mind, don't mind." Fortunately, Xiuer laughed in time and held the girl's impulsive hand. He simply didn't let go, but took the hand and strode forward, "This Time is really running out, it’s all your fault for delaying, hurry up, hurry up.”

　I accidentally exceeded the number of words, I really want to split it into two chapters...

　　Don't hit me, either because of the content or because of what I just said.

　　
　
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