dark moon

Chapter 826 I Am

In the past year, although he has been traveling around and enjoying the local life in every world, and seems to be living a very comfortable life, I am afraid that only the goddess knows that Xiure's life is not as good as it seems. , well, to be precise, it’s very bad.

Doubt everyone and everything, and spend every day in suspicion.Are there new faces?Who is this person? Why did he come into contact with me? Could it be the unknown observer? Did my precautions alert him? So he changed his identity to get some clues from me, and what clues could he get from me? What clues have been spied here?And if there were no new faces and all the old faces appeared, he would still be full of doubts. Why did he appear at this time? What did he mean by this sentence? What did he want to know?How should I deal with it to dispel his suspicion without violating the agreement?Even if they are not observers, could they be chess pieces arranged by the observer? Could the real observer be seeing us? What does he know?
Given Xiure's position, it should be considered an instinct to always be alert when speaking and doing things. Most senior people are like this, but if it reaches the point of doubting everything, it would be too exaggerated. It's not a short time. Over time, it is prone to serious psychological problems.

In fact, Xiure himself knew what was going on with him, and he was already showing signs of a twisted heart.I have been living in doubt and panic for more than a year. Even if I don't go crazy, I am mentally strong enough. But even if I don't go crazy, I am already close to the edge of collapse. If this continues for a while, no one can guarantee what will happen.

The goddess took him into the Kingdom of God several times for this reason, without blaming or persuading him. She just forced him to sleep in the Kingdom of God, because she knew that Xiure had reached the point where he could only sleep peacefully here. .Perhaps it is precisely because of the behavior of the goddess that Xiuer can persevere to this day. Without this safe haven where he can temporarily put down his guard, Xiuer's prospects are not optimistic.

But fortunately, both the goddess and Xiure knew very well that everything was about to end. As long as they gritted their teeth and persisted for a few more months, after the ceremony was over, they could get rid of this nightmarish suspicion, so Lu Lady Na didn't give much explanation to Xiure, and Xiure didn't think of other ways to vent his pressure.

After all, Lady Diana of Silver Moon has always been paying attention to the spirit of Xiure, and sensitively discovered the abnormality of Xiure. Although she didn't know that he was on the verge of collapse, she also knew that something was wrong with him, so she sent her own apostle to do it. Issue a warning.It's a pity that she didn't understand the reason for Xiu Er's abnormality. Fortunately, Xiu Er had discovered his mistake by then and got out of the state of doubting everything. Otherwise, her good intentions might have aroused Xiu Er's high suspicion, but instead It will increase the pressure on Shuer.

There is no doubt that the reason that puts Shuer into this situation, where he feels like facing a powerful enemy every day and doubts everything, is precisely the existence of the observer. The observer's sight is too terrifying. If the opponent is a god, it will be even more terrifying. It is almost unstoppable. All actions may be exposed to the observation. It is almost an impossible task to hide it from the observer and prevent the other party from discovering one's intentions, but Shuer must complete it. After all, it is related to the twisting void. The safety of thousands of worlds is in danger, so Xiuer can only try his best to do whatever it takes, even if he is about to become a madman.

For Shur, the scary thing about the observer is that besides the almost unavoidable sight, the key is the uncertainty of identity. It is possible for everyone, but even so, Shur is also worried about the possible identity of the observer in his heart. Various guesses were made, and attempts were made to rank the likelihood of all identified possible candidates in various ways.But no matter what method is used to sort, there are two positions among the gods. The candidates are always fixed. Among them, the least likely god is always Lady Luna of the Dark Moon, and the most likely god is also only one, which is Mother Earth. Kaia.

Mother Earth is the oldest god. She was born before all the gods appeared. No god has witnessed her birth. As a god, she is independent of the gods. She does not interfere with the development process of the entire world, only in the most critical moments. Sometimes she comes forward to adjust the direction of development. In other cases, she is indifferent to everything. She does not compete for believers or interests. She does not even take protecting the world as a clear purpose like Lady Luna. She just exists simply, like an outsider. Existence, watching the changes of the situation with cold eyes.

This is already very suspicious, and there is a more critical point. She is the first god to propose the method of creating a lower-level world in the dream of a god, and guides Shuer step by step into her dream. Test the feasibility of the ritual through the dream world. Without her guidance, I am afraid no mortal or god could come up with this method.Therefore, in Shuer's view, Mother Earth is so suspicious that Shuer had to put her at the top of the suspicion list from the beginning. It can be said that all of Shuer's confusing behaviors over the past year have been He regards Kaia, the mother of the earth, as an imaginary enemy, and almost all his actions are to avoid the observation of the mother of the earth.

Of course, now Shuuer knows that he was wrong, but the mistake was in another aspect, not in the choice of observer. In fact, Shuuer still thinks that Lord Kaia is the most likely observer. After many temptations when he came here, It's just to test the attitude of the other party.

Even in the half hour of silence just now, Xiure was still thinking about how to test whether the other party was an observer, how to confess his mistakes, and how to deal with many complicated problems. He considered it very complicatedly and prepared at least ten methods.

However... Listening to Kaia's words, I already knew his suspicions, and without any need for his probing, he directly and implicitly admitted his identity. So what have I been struggling with this year?So what was the purpose of my crazy thinking for half an hour just now?It was like a punch with full power hitting the empty space. Xiuer was almost vomited blood due to the pressure, and felt that his blood vessels were beating crazily.

"You have always suspected that I have the same identity as you in the dream. Well, yes, I admit it, I am." Lord Kaia said lightly, "Your expression... What, is it weird? I really don’t want other beings to know about this kind of thing, but it’s not because it is a secret, it’s just unnecessary. If you had asked me directly a year ago, I would have told you then. If you didn’t ask me directly, I would You can only pretend that you didn’t think of it.”

"Huh? So it's still my fault?"

"Otherwise? Do you want me to chase you and tell you, look at me, I am a monitor. I am really a monitor. I am very powerful." Master Kaiya sighed and said helplessly, "You Do you think it’s possible?”

Xiure pressed his forehead feebly, unable to refute at all.

(End of this chapter)