I really don't want to be her world

Chapter 183 181. I know, I will work hard to come out.
"Haha, I like it so much, it's so cute!"

Tang Yimeng couldn't put it down and said happily. Looking at the girl's innocent look, the corners of Yuan Shu's mouth slightly raised.

"Open yours and take a look, too."

Tang Yimeng looked at Yuan Shu and smiled.

"Okay."

Taking out the big box from the plastic bag, Yuan Shu removed the plastic foam on both sides and immediately saw a square black box.

"Could it be that you and Pang Xiyuan sent the same thing?"

Looking at the box in front of him, Yuan Shu smiled slightly in astonishment.

"No way?"

Tang Yimeng was stunned. The probability of giving a duplicate gift should be very small.

"Oh, a small bonsai that glows?"

Looking at the patterns and text introductions painted on the side of the box, Yuan Shu murmured.

"Yeah, didn't you really like the emoji with the long grass-faced dumpling before? I just thought about giving you a similar thing. Then I searched for it and found this little bonsai. I thought it was quite fun. It can It automatically lights up, blooms and grows, and can also be put away.”

Tang Yimeng said, recalling the instructions on it when he bought it.

"Haha, thank you, I like it very much!"

Yuanshu put the gift from Tang Yimeng back into the plastic bag. In fact, he couldn't say he liked or disliked this fake plant bonsai, because he himself had no special feelings about such gifts, but because of this The gift was given by Tang Yimeng, so Yuanshu still likes it very much.

"Here, this is what Pang Xiyuan asked me to bring to you."

With that said, Yuan Shu also handed over a small black paper bag.

"okay."

Taking the paper bag, Tang Yimeng looked at the bag next to Yuan Shu's seat and asked, "What is that?"

"Oh, that was given to me by Pang Xiyuan. It's an energy-saving lamp."

Yuanshu took the bag over and placed the box containing the energy-saving lamp on the table.

"Energy-saving lamps?"

Tang Yimeng said suspiciously.

"Yes, because I always write, so Pang Xiyuan thought to give me a lamp and turn it on when writing to protect my eyes."

Yuanshu said with a smile.

"I should also give you something that can help you."

Tang Yimeng said with a little regret after hearing this.

"What are you talking about? This little bonsai you gave me is very good. It's like you are with me all the time. When you are tired, I open it and let it bloom. When I go to bed, I close it and let's rest together."

Tang Yimeng was very moved by Yuan Shu's words, and immediately showed his face gently.

"You, show your teeth more when you smile from now on. Showing your teeth makes you cute."

Yuan Shu said, gently spreading his two fingers apart in the air.

"It doesn't look good showing your teeth."

Tang Yimeng said angrily.

"Okay, I think you can smile more and stop being so reserved."

Yuan Shu lightly shrugged and said.

"I've been fine."

Tang Yimeng felt that she usually liked to laugh.

"It's okay. Let's see if you have nothing to do these two nights. You have been reposting some heavy status on Renren, or posting some worrying status. Can you save me some worries?"

Yuan Shu blamed.

"Oh, you know why."

Tang Yi smiled indifferently when he dreamed that the hopes he had made could no longer be realized, and that the most gentle promise in the world was to live up to it.

"I know, but can you stop living in memories and the past? After this year's birthday, you will be 19. It's a new year and a new beginning."

Yuanshu suggested.

"Some things cannot be resolved so quickly."

Tang Yimeng didn't want to live in the past or in memories, but she really couldn't get over the shadow of Yang Xiaoning's breakup with her.

"Then look forward to the future and force yourself to go out. You also know that hope can no longer be realized. Why not face the sun, so that the shadow will stand behind you."

Yuanshu said.

"Do you remember Nightshade?"

Tang Yimeng looked at the former.

"remember."

Yuan Shu nodded.

"During the whole drama, Solanum Solanum, no matter when, even when she went to Xuejian with Jingtian and Maomao, Xu Changqing asked everyone to think about good things, and what she recalled was still her and Brother Wang's. good time."

Tang Yimeng said slowly. Yuan Shu was somewhat angry after hearing this, but he did not show it. Instead, after sighing softly, he said: "You and Nightshade are different. Nightshade always lives in memories." She is living in the past because she has never looked forward to the past or thought about it, so she only has memories, and she knows that Jingtian is not Brother Wang, but just the reincarnation of Brother Wang. She understands that, and she also wants to look forward to the future. But she just wants to live in the present, and you can’t say that because Nightshade’s memories are all in the past, she has been living in the past.”

"But really, I really can't come out right away. Do you know that fish forgets in seven seconds and people forget in seven years? I think everything is the best arrangement. Maybe it really takes seven years... before I can forget him. .”

Tang Yimeng knew that he couldn't defeat Yuan Shu, so he simply didn't say anything more about Nightshade and turned to another topic.

"Don't tell me anything about seven years or not. It's not seven years at all. You don't want to come out, and you're making excuses about Nightshade living in your memories."

When Yuan Shu heard this, a touch of sensitivity flashed across his face, and he said angrily.

"I know you have been comforting me and enlightening me these days, but... I really need time."

Tang Yimeng showed a distressed expression, then lowered his head and whispered softly.

"Anyway... I hope you can come out. After all, Yang Xiaoning is in the past tense. What's more, he is not as good as you thought."

Yuan Shu also expressed his thoughts.

"I know, I will work hard to come out."

Tang Yimeng promised.

"I'll buy something to eat."

The youth got up.

"Well...it's still the same old thing."

Tang Yimeng thought for a moment and said.

"it is good."

With a slight nod, Yuan Shu turned around and walked out.

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More than a month later.

As May enters, the weather in this city has gradually become warmer. After a few days of rain, the temperature has soared from the early 30s to more than [-] degrees.

Yuan Shu really hates summer. For him, winter is the most comfortable season. Not only does he not have to worry about sweating, but there are also no biting mosquitoes!
on the way home.

"It's so hot..."

Today, Yuan Shu was wearing a white short sleeve and slim black cropped pants. As he was walking, he heard his phone ringing frequently.

Seeing that the caller was Tang Yimeng, Yuan Shu pressed the call button.

"Hey?"

"Onishi Todoroki, do you have time the day after tomorrow?"

On the other end of the phone, Tang Yimeng asked.

"The day after tomorrow...the day after tomorrow is Wednesday. We still have to go to class. What's wrong?"

Yuan Shu calculated the time and said.

"What about today?"

Tang Yimeng asked.

"Not today. I just came back from playing ball outside. I really don't want to go out today. I just want to go home and take a shower, and then eat a watermelon with the air conditioner on."

Yuan Shu paused slightly and refused.

"OK then···"

Tang Yimeng said a little disappointed.

"Does it have to be the day after tomorrow?"

Yuan Shu found a shady roof and squatted down and asked.

"The main reason is that we can have a day off the day after tomorrow, so I thought I'd ask if you have time."

Tang Yimeng said.

"That's it... Actually, I can skip half a day of class the day after tomorrow, because the afternoon class is an elective class, and the teacher just calls the roll during class, so I can finish answering and leave directly. The second class is also an elective class. , it doesn’t matter if I miss a day, as long as I can pass the final exam.”

Yuan Shu looked at the blue sky, turned quietly, and said calmly.

"Then let's make a date the day after tomorrow?"

Tang Yimeng asked.

"Okay, where do you want to go?"

Yuan Shu agreed, anyway, nothing would happen if he walked for a long time. Even if something went wrong, it was okay to ask his classmates to help him deal with it. After all, people like him who are good at studying are also pretty good. Basically, He can play with anyone in the class, so the young man doesn't have to worry about the consequences.

(End of this chapter)