I really don't want to be her world

Chapter 216 214.Okay, I promise you, this is the first and last time

After doing this, Yuan Shu sent a message to Tang Yimeng, "What's going on?"

Along with the message, the young man also sent two screenshots. Although he was dissatisfied with Tang Yimeng's behavior of blocking his status, Yuan Shu did not go to her to accuse her. Seeing the girl's behavior was a bit embarrassing. He even regretted writing this. He was somewhat hasty.

But then again, Yuan Shu was not so reckless, and he didn't know that Tang Yimeng would refuse. This is like Schrödinger's cat. No one knows whether the cat is alive or dead until the box is opened, but if it is opened, it will definitely die. , then you can also know the result. Things like feelings are inherently taboo and vague. Having a result, even a bad result, is better than not knowing anything at all.

At noon, the young man did not go to eat with his friends, but found an empty classroom and ate alone. Even though he tried his best to tell himself that there was nothing to be sad about being rejected, Yuan Shu still felt quite depressed Yes, why can't I always catch up with the people I like in the end, but the ones I don't like are the people who like me, there is no such thing as a fair time in God.

While playing the game, Tang Yimeng sent six points, and Yuan Shu also clicked in. It seemed that this girl was getting up.

"..."

"Where did you see that?"

Tang Yimeng asked. She had just gotten up and was shocked when she saw the message from Yuan Shu. She had clearly blocked the young man, so how could he still see her state yesterday?
"Wang Jinchao sent it to me. I know you blocked me."

Yuan Shu took a mouthful of vegetables and put them in his mouth, typing.

"Wang Jinchao?!"

Tang Yimeng couldn't remember who this person was for a while.

"I am in the same college and in the same grade in high school. He has a mutual friend with us."

Yuanshu explained.

"Oh, I remember, everyone added it before."

Tang Yimeng, who was sitting on the bed, patted her head, which was as messy as a bird's nest. At the same time, she closed her eyes and clicked her tongue. Why did she forget to block her mutual friends as well...
"If you want to refuse, just refuse it outright. Why are you blocking me and sending this what I wrote to you?"

Yuan Shu asked in a flat voice.

"Oh no..."

Tang Yimeng replied, but she quickly deleted what she wanted to say and said, "I really don't know how to reply to you..."

"That means agreeing or disagreeing."

Yuan Shu said, I don’t know how to reply to this. If you agree, you agree. If you disagree, you disagree. Is there a third result?

"...I told you before, I think our relationship is very good now, and I don't want to change it, and..."

At this point, Tang Yimeng did not continue. The young man sighed longly, "I understand."

"And I'm afraid that after our relationship changes, everything will be different."

Tang Yimeng added the half of the sentence that was left unfinished.

"Nothing will change. If you are willing to be with me, I can work harder to protect you as your boyfriend."

Yuan Shu felt that Tang Yimeng's brain circuit was a bit magical. Why did she think so?
"But... I still prefer the way I am without changing. Moreover, I feel very safe with you now. I can feel that you have been protecting me silently, and you will speak for me. You will stand up for me and we can be happy together, isn’t that great?”

Tang Yimeng retorted that she didn't think it would be better to be together, but felt that this was the most perfect state in all aspects.

"Then now...are we no longer even friends?"

Yuan Shu looked at the former's attitude and suddenly regretted confessing to Tang Yimeng.

"No, why? Nothing happened between us, no quarrel, no problem, we are still best friends."

Tang Yimeng quickly denied it.

"I'm a little sad right now, please let me take it easy."

Yuan Shu suddenly felt that the rice in his hand was no longer fragrant, so he closed the lid. After serving it to Tang Yimeng, he leaned back on the chair and closed his eyes.

"Then you have a good rest."

Tang Yimeng sighed, and while rubbing, she sent another message to Yuanshu: "I especially cherish the relationship between us, just like what you wrote in it, it won't come until you think about it." When you kick me away or drive me away, I will not leave on my own. I will now copy your words to answer you."

"It seems that we two are indeed quite special. If it were another girl, after rejecting me, we might not even be friends anymore."

After chewing and swallowing everything in his mouth, Yuan Shu looked at what Tang Yimeng said again and replied with a wry smile after a long time.

"How could it be? No, let me tell you this. Unless you want to interrupt our friendship, I will not speak."

Tang Yimeng said calmly.

"Then my answer is the same as yours."

Yuan Shu smiled and sighed, giving him two choices, either he and Tang Yimeng would be separated from each other, or he could continue to do so. Then Yuan Shu would choose the latter without hesitation now or in the future. He and Tang Yimeng Neither will let this hard-won friendship dissipate.

"That's right! Don't keep saying that we can't be friends or that friendship has come to an end. It won't happen."

Tang Yimeng saw that Yuan Shu's attitude was consistent with hers. She knew that the former should be slowly recovering, but even when she said this, Tang Yimeng did not have the courage, or she did not dare to express her truest thoughts. To express it in words, that is - I can't live without you.

After experiencing the small composition Yuan Shu wrote to herself, plus the conversation with him today, Tang Yimeng knew that her whole world was supported by this boy, and she didn't know if she could live well without Yuan Shu. Better or meet better people, but she knows that once Yuanshu chooses to leave, or lets him leave, then her spiritual world will collapse bit by bit, she can't imagine, and she dare not To imagine the consequences, she felt she couldn't bear it.

But Tang Yimeng didn't have the courage to tell Yuan Shu about these words. She hoped that Yuan Shu could know that she couldn't live without him through her words. Now it seems that the worst result she imagined will not happen. .

"No, it's just that I feel that if the confession is rejected, and the girl knows that the boy likes her, but they can't be a couple, then it's natural that they can't be friends."

Yuanshu explained that this is a very normal logic. Although girls have become more open-minded many years later, in this era, it is still relatively one-size-fits-all.

"Oh no! It's impossible here!"

Tang Yimeng was sure of it, and immediately said: "But... this is the last time, and I don't want to be in this embarrassment anymore."

"Okay, I promise you, this is the first and last time, you just think it's me... I follow the trend of the times and let you experience it. Are you satisfied?"

Yuan Shu naturally knew what this last time was referring to, and then gave himself a step down.

"Okay, okay, but when I saw this little essay you wrote for me, I was really surprised and touched. It was like a mixed bag of emotions. I didn't expect you to write down so many things. "

Tang Yimeng also gave Yuan Shu face. Now when she thinks of the words she read last night, her nose still feels sore.

"Maybe it's because I'm an undergraduate and I'm writing novels. The little things I spent with you have already formed an unforgettable memory in my mind. For me, these memories are so beautiful that I don't want to wake up. I don’t want to forget it either.”

The youth sighed.

"Then never forget it."

Tang Yimeng did not want to forget these good times with the young man. Compared with the beauty that the young man thought, in Tang Yimeng's heart, she felt that it would be better.

"of course."

Yuan Shu said affirmatively.

"By the way, let's go see a movie in the next two days. Fengfeng has a new movie coming out."

After a while, Tang Yimeng sent a screenshot and suggested.

(End of this chapter)