I really don't want to be her world

Chapter 61 61. Vows can only prove that each other was sincere at the moment they were spoken.

Yuan Shu almost spent the entire holiday playing games, writing books, and going out with friends. Now he doesn't have to finish endless papers and homework like he did in high school. The young man suddenly felt that just taking a vacation and just having fun didn't seem so enjoyable. He would get tired of it after a few days. It was better to do military training. He trained every day until he had no time to think about anything else, but... he didn't seem to have participated in training for a few days. ···
At this time, Yuan Shu was somewhat ignorant of blessings, and he also knew why he was like this. He was heartbroken, and in addition to the year he had watched in a hurry a few days ago, the young man was now I was somewhat influenced by that drama, and I particularly wanted to get out of the shadow of broken love.

To be honest, before watching "The Year in a hurry", Yuan Shu really didn't feel that breaking up with Cheng Jiayun would affect him much, but after watching "The Year in a hurry", he really felt that he was a little bit stuck in the dilemma of lovelorn.

Although Yuan Shu also knows that it is not easy to get out of the shadow of broken love, he knows that the best way to solve the problem of broken love is to fall in love again. In real life, there is no way to get out of the shadow of broken love. All methods are You are just deceiving yourself. The comfort from others is just comfort. The only one who can really let you see away is yourself.

But Yuan Shu is not that kind of person. After thinking about it, he really can't fall in love casually in order to get out of the shadow of lovelorn. Let's not talk about whether this can help him get out of the shadow of lovelorn. Just that girl, he Isn't his behavior just delaying others? In the end, he will be infamous. It is really not a wise choice.

After swiping through Moments, Yuan Shu couldn't help but click his tongue, because there are not many people around him who often use WeChat, so whenever the young man swipes the screen upwards, he can see There are one or two scenes of Tang Yimeng and Yang Xiaoning showing off their affection. This kind of behavior that floods the screen really makes people want to 'block' her!

However, after swiping and swiping, Yuan Shu suddenly discovered that Tang Yimeng's status seemed to only be on October [-]rd. Today was already the [-]th, and she had not updated her status.

Just as he was about to log out of WeChat, Yuan Shu suddenly noticed a red number one appearing at the top. He clicked on it and looked at it. Seeing this somewhat unfamiliar avatar, the young man clicked on it out of curiosity.

"Lin Sicong... such a familiar name..."

Yuan Shu looked at this pretty girl wearing a black hat, black-framed glasses and long black hair parted in the middle, and murmured softly.

"Oh, by the way, I added it when I was in high school..."

As if he thought of something, the vague impression of the girl in Yuan Shu's mind suddenly became clear. They both liked the singer JJ Lin, so they became friends.

Seeing Lin Sicong Aite's own roll call challenge, Yuan Shu immediately smiled and said roll call, it's really a game with a flavor of ancient times. This game is very popular now. A year later, it suddenly disappeared for unknown reasons. , after that, few people challenged Aite friends to the game.

Yuan Shu likes this game very much. He vaguely remembers that when he graduated from elementary school, everyone bought a thick communication book. At that time, Yuan Shu didn't know what it was. When the loose leaf was handed to him to fill in, the young man realized what this thing was used for.

Children all like to show their side to others, and the enthusiastic and outgoing Yuanshu is no exception, especially when he writes about hobbies, interests, favorite cars, favorite movies and songs. I always enjoy writing it over and over again.

And when he resonated with others because of the same interests and hobbies he wrote, the sense of accomplishment in his heart was even more satisfying, and his thoughts returned to reality. Yuan Shu excitedly began to delete all of Lin Sicong's personal information, and then replaced them all with himself. of.

After completing all this, Yuan Shu asked ten people he wanted to fill out the most. Of course, not everyone will respond to Yuan Shu, but there are always a few who will respond to him, such as Pang Xiyuan, Tang Yimeng, Xu Renjian and Lin Qingyang, to be honest, Yuan Shu really wants to know their interests and hobbies.

But the strange thing is that among the ten people in Aite who Yuan Shu thought would participate in the challenge, only Pang Xiyuan decisively accepted the challenge. Tang Yimeng and others ignored Yuan Shu. Immediately, the young man directly chatted with Tang Yimeng and others privately, telling They have a roll call challenge, be sure to fill it out and pass on.

Xu Renjian and Lin Qingyang knew the rules of the challenge under Yuan Shu's explanation, and they all filled in their information. As for Tang Yimeng, he sent Yuan Shu an irritable expression, "I don't really want to write... not good."

"Why are you in a bad mood?"

Yuanshu asked when he saw this.

"He's leaving the country."

Tang Yimeng said.

"Going abroad? Yang Xiaoning?"

Yuanshu asked.

"Yes."

Tang Yimeng replied instantly.

"Then what are you going to do?"

Yuanshu asked.

"I have no idea···"

Tang Yimeng looked a little helpless.

"How should I put it? If you are in a different place, you are at least in one country. Now the transportation is also developed. You can take a plane or a high-speed rail to get there in a few hours. I don't support foreign love... To be honest, I don't support it. Of course, this is not to deny you and His feelings, I just hope you understand this."

Yuanshu thought while typing.

"I understand. Although I also want to go abroad, our two countries are completely different, and the time difference is also different..."

Tang Yimeng made a sighing expression.

"So what's your situation now? Are you still in class?"

Yuanshu asked.

"Yes, I paint in Jinzuo's studio every day now. Since I'm with him, I don't think twice about re-study. What I want is to rely on art to go abroad, so that I can stay in China longer. In the end, he had to leave first..."

Tang Yimeng said sadly.

"Didn't he tell you before that he was going abroad?"

Yuan Shu was a little confused. Why did he feel that Yang Xiaoning felt weird?

"No...just because there is no, I'm a little bit at a loss. I don't know what to do now..."

Tang Yimeng made a sad expression.

"So what do you want to do now, continue to be like this with him, or consider breaking up?"

Yuan Shu also understood Tang Yimeng's situation at this time. It was roughly because Yang Xiaoning was going abroad. Tang Yimeng, who was unprepared, didn't know how to deal with it now. But for the former, this situation is nothing more than two choices. , either keep trying not to break up, or choose to break up and live apart.

Although the first type can continue to maintain a relationship, going abroad does not end in one or two years. Not to mention how many men and women in long-distance relationships cannot wait for even one or two months, let alone a foreign country. It's been a year, two or even several years.

Foreign love is no longer a test of the stability of the relationship between lovers. As long as one party goes abroad or both parties go abroad, it means that the relationship can only be deep and shallow, and the breakup is doomed without any maneuverability. room.

Of course, Yuan Shu also believes that there will be people who can persevere, but how many people like that are there? Even if there are, will their love remain unchanged? Those vows can really withstand the changes of the sea and the vicissitudes of life. A test?
"But he said that even if we are not in the same country, he will always be with me. He said that he swears to God that he will never fall in love with anyone else or break up with me..."

After a while, Tang Yimeng sent a message.

Looking at Tang Yimeng's words, Yuan Shu sighed deeply, raised his head and looked at the blue sky. When everyone swore, they really felt that they would not break their promise, and when they regretted it, They all really feel that they can't do it, so things like vows cannot measure fidelity, nor can they judge right or wrong. It can only prove that at the moment they said it, they were sincere to each other.

(End of this chapter)