I really don't want to be her world

Chapter 86 86. This kind of accident makes me cry just thinking about it!

"It sounds good!"

When the accompaniment ended and the lingering sound came to an end, Tang Yimeng looked at Yuan Shu in amazement and applauded without hesitation.

"call···"

The young man breathed a sigh of relief. Although he was a little tired, looking at Tang Yimeng's sincere eyes, he smiled gently.

While smiling, Yuan Shu secretly rejoiced in his heart, because he never expected that his shortcomings of tone deafness would completely disappear. You must know that ever since he could sing, his tone has always been on a secluded road. He ran farther and farther, and even nine oxen could not pull him back.

I vaguely remember a song I sung with my classmates in high school. I even transferred the tune to my grandma’s house. If it weren’t for the help of my classmates, Yuan Shu would have been laughed out of everyone at that time. But fortunately, It was a tear-jerking song with quite sad music style and lyrics, so the other students present at the time were not attracted by the young man's out-of-tune singing.

So no matter what age, young people basically don’t like to sing, but this doesn’t mean that he doesn’t dare to speak. Privately, when a person is like this, he still prefers to sing a few lines, and occasionally he will use a I posted my cover work on the singing app. When I sang JJ's song, he got the highest score among all the covers he sang, reaching two to three thousand points.

However, Yuan Shu also has unique insights into his out-of-tune singing. For example, after taking a shower or smoking a cigarette, his voice will be much smoother, and he will not choke even when he lowers the bass and sings the high notes, but it costs too much to reach that level. Older and younger people only do this occasionally. After all, the out-of-tune nature still makes him not very fond of singing.

But this time is different. Although the song "I Hope" does not require a big test on the voice, Yuan Shu himself knows very well that even this kind of song that does not require much on the voice, But you still need some singing skills to sing well, rather than just singing the lyrics correctly. Unexpectedly, not only did you not miss a single note this time, but you even sang better than the original singer. This really surprised the young man. .

"I think the singing is pretty good. Although I haven't heard this song before, it didn't sound out of tune at all when I heard you singing it just now, so it shouldn't be out of tune."

Tang Yimeng said seriously and seriously.

Yuan Shu took the phone and said with a smile: "Yeah, I feel like I didn't run away either. It's amazing. My singing is totally different from the one I used to have."

The young man seemed to have realized something. He felt that the fact that he could not sing out of tune should be due to his rebirth. If he had not been reborn, perhaps he would still be the tone-deaf person who dared not even sing in front of others.

Tang Yimeng nodded repeatedly when she heard this. To be honest, she liked this song sung by Yuan Shu very much, because this song made her suddenly feel nostalgic for the beautiful past and full of hope for the future.

"Oh, you must have been too unconfident before, and you suddenly mistakenly thought that your singing was out of tune. In fact, you are very good at singing, and you can sing really well. Who is the original singer of this song?"

Hearing the compliment, Yuan Shu felt so happy. It turned out that this was how he sang without going out of tune. It was like breathing. He was breathing all the time, but he could breathe without having to go out of his way. In the same way, Yuan Shu didn't have to go out of his way to do it. Just by stretching your voice or deliberately lowering your voice, you can sing a tune that even you will like.

In the past, he would involuntarily go out of tune in the inflected tones, true and false tones, and occasionally a few final tones. This feeling of being able to hear it but not being able to correct it on your own was really not beautiful.

Now, not only can he control his voice more easily, he can even gently draw out the ending without breaking it. It's really amazing.

The young man even had a bold idea. In his current state, it would be no problem to become a bar singer.

"The original singer of this song is Yang Jue. This song is a very classic song in "The Year in a Hurry", and the protagonist often sings it."

Yuanshu explained with a smile.

"I don't think I've heard of it..."

Tang Yimeng was slightly startled and then said.

"You can go and watch it. This show is really good. It's tear-jerking and touching."

The young man recommended.

"Okay, I'll take a look when I have time."

The girl nodded.

Immediately afterwards, Yuan Shu took a picture of the sunset. Just when he was about to send it to Renren, he immediately noticed that the photo had a shot of a young man riding a street climber jumping over obstacles. Seeing this, The young man also laughed. Such a beautiful and intoxicating sunset scenery should be accompanied by a paragraph of text to be perfect.

After sending the status, Yuan Shu also specially liked Tang Yimeng, but the girl who was concentrating on playing with her mobile phone did not seem to notice this, but continued to type on the keyboard without knowing what she was doing.

Looking at Tang Yimeng's side face with a faint smile, Yuan Shu withdrew his gaze and looked into the distance. There is nothing more beautiful than being able to sing a song for the girl he likes, even if she doesn't know her. It doesn't matter what I mean, because what I want to do is sing for her under this beautiful sunset, that's all. If I say it frankly, this beautiful scene may suddenly become embarrassing.

Just as the lyrics say, beauty is the way you smile. The young man leaned lazily on the steps. He wished that time could stand still like this.

"By the way, can you send me the link to this song? I want to go back and listen to the original version."

Tang Yimeng, who was playing with his mobile phone, suddenly said.

"Why, I don't sing well?"

Yuan Shuruo asked with a meaningful smile.

"Of course not, because it sounds very good, so I want to hear the original version. I want to hear how the original singer sings."

Tang Yimeng blurted out, and then added: "Whether he sings well or not depends on whether I want to watch this drama, because didn't you say that this song still plays a large role in the drama."

"Even if you don't like the song, it won't stop you from watching the show."

Yuanshu sent the link and said with a smile.

"But I have very strong preconceptions. If he doesn't sing as well as you, it will indeed reduce my interest in the show a little bit."

As he spoke, Tang Yimeng gently pinched inward with two fingers and said.

"Hey, okay, I've sent it to you, you can listen to it."

The young man smiled slightly and said.

"Yes, I saw it. By the way, I think... you gave me a very different feeling today, compared to usual, especially when singing."

Tang Yimeng seemed to be thinking about something, and said slowly.

"Why is it different?"

The young man looked at her curiously.

"I just feel like you suddenly..."

Looking at what Tang Yimeng was about to say, anticipation appeared on Yuan Shu's face. He seemed to have guessed what Tang Yimeng was going to say, but he still had to pretend that he didn't know anything, because if he said it in front of her at this time, If you come out, the atmosphere will be ruined.

"Become more handsome."

"It's not as ambiguous as before."

What Yuan Shu said in his heart and what Tang Yimeng said quietly overlapped at this moment.

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After a brief silence, Yuan Shu suddenly twitched the corner of his mouth, "Huh?"

Seeing Tang Yimeng nod seriously when he looked at him, Yuan Shu couldn't help but smile bitterly. This girl had never "disappointed" him before. It seemed that she was overthinking it.

"But thank you for accompanying me today. I had a great time."

Tang Yimeng looked at the sunset on the horizon and smiled with satisfaction.

"Me too. Although I still don't have the courage to sit in those high and torturous events, some of the people who didn't dare to sit in the past have no psychological pressure anymore. If you like it, I will accompany you again in the future."

The young man nodded and immediately said with emotion.

"Next time let's go ride the rapids. Although it's high, it's very exciting when sliding down. It's like the kind of water slide we played when we were kids, but this one is a little higher."

Tang Yimeng suggested.

"Oh? The plus version of the water slide?"

Hearing this, Yuan Shu said in his heart, if it is this kind of project, the height is actually not very scary, because there is water below, and the slide is not that kind of slender track. You only need to slide down once and it will be over. He can still accept this.

"No problem, let's come back next time."

Yuanshu raised three fingers and agreed.

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After leaving Happy Canyon, Yuan Shu originally wanted to take Tang Yimeng to have a meal, but when the girl said that he had cooked something at home, he simply chose to go back and eat.

When they arrived at Zuole Hutong Station, Yuan Shu wanted to see Tang Yimeng off again, but the girl declined.

"Okay, you've had a tiring day today. If you go back with me, you'll have to go further home. Don't send me off."

After listening to what Tang Yimeng said, Yuan Shu, who was indeed a little tired, didn't say anything more, and then warned: "Then please pay attention to safety on the way home... let me know when you get home."

"Ok. You too."

Tang Yimeng waved his hand to the former, and then got out of the car.

When he returned to his grandparents' house, Yuan Shu cooked three bowls of rice directly. Because he didn't eat well at noon, the young man today is like the reincarnation of a starving ghost. In addition, grandma's cooking is really delicious. , it is truly a delicacy in the world. No matter how tired he is, it is difficult for him to say no to such a delicious meal.

Grandma looked at her grandson devouring the food and smiled kindly. She kept looking at Yuan Shu with a smile, "Eat slowly, no one will compete with you."

"Really delicious."

Yuan Shu picked up a chopstick of eggplant and another chopstick of tiger-skin green pepper, and ate it directly with the rice. When his grandfather saw this, he couldn't help but sigh, "It's better to see the young man eating deliciously, and he's so energetic. It's really half-hearted." The young man will eat me to death."

"Yes."

When grandma heard this, she couldn't help but smile and nod.

After dinner, Yuan Shu brushed Renren's eyes as usual. When he saw Tang Yimeng's photo of them playing together in the afternoon, he laughed quietly.

“I’ve been high all day, and I heard about [Injury Reduction]. I feel so happy! (Flowers) (Small face)”

Yuan Shu looked at the sunset photo taken by Tang Yimeng, which showed half of its shape hidden behind the roller coaster and the Ferris wheel. There was also a photo of the rising sun behind a group of towering trees that formed a V shape. Each of the two photos had its own unique features. The first picture of the sunset perfectly shows the intoxicating blush. All the project facilities are like exposed shadow outlines as a foil. The scenery is simply not too beautiful.

As for the second photo of the rising sun, the proportions are also very good. As expected of an art student, just one look at the photo will make people feel very comfortable. Moreover, even if the setting of this photo is moved even a little bit, it will feel very uncomfortable. Harmony is ugly.

While browsing, Yuan Shu also commented: "The sunsets and morning suns you took are still beautiful..."

"haha, thank you!"

Tang Yimeng quickly replied.

"But to be honest, it really comes to mind. I was thinking about whether I could hear a song that would surprise me in such an empty place, but I didn't expect it to happen. (Eating rice balls)"

Yuan Shu responded.

"I'm telling you, I can tell it when the music comes together. (smug face)"

Tang Yimeng said a little proudly.

"Good guy, you have perfect pitch."

Yuan Shu said with admiration.

"Hoho, that's necessary!"

Tang Yimeng said.

"But it's a pity that I didn't hear Kenshin. After all, these are the only two songs Li Yifeng has sung. (Sighing face)"

Yuan Shu said with some regret.

"Yeah... (crying face)"

Tang Yimeng also felt a little regretful.

Within a few minutes, Yuan Shu saw Tang Yimeng kissing him in Renren Aite.

"Great value gift package: play the speed car + diamond wings and get a disco (big smile) (big smile) @元素~ys"

"Hahaha, we didn't even sit there in the end, but to be honest, the disco was really fun! (smug face)"

Yuanshu replied.

"Next time there will be a super luxurious version! (smug face)"

Tang Yimeng said.

"Oh! (Walk) (Walk) (Walk) But to be honest, you can think about it. I think I have no problem with that!"

Yuanshu replied.

"It's definitely no problem! That one just rushes down in one go. It's much friendlier than Speedster and Diamond Wings!"

Tang Yimeng affirmed.

"But believe me, there is something even more gorgeous after the Super Deluxe Edition, and that is the buy one, get two free service! The Universe-level Super Deluxe Edition, the Invincible Edition, allows you to play it all over again faster than Wings of Speed! It allows you to play Sometimes my mouth is blown crooked by the wind! (far right) (far right)”

Seeing Yuan Shu start to make nonsense again, Tang Yimeng sent a kaomoji emoticon, "But it's okay -"

"Or send a huge bag of potatoes, if you can't eat it, you can put it on the skull's face! (Smile face)"

Yuanshu said.

"Hahaha, yes, put some makeup on the skeleton! (Big smile) (Big smile)"

Tang Yi dreamed of playing tricks on the fake corpse with Yuan Shu in the afternoon, and said.

The two continued to interact for a while. Yuan Shu, who was tired from lying down, got up and walked out of the house. When he came to the living room, he saw his grandparents watching the evening news.

Sitting on the armchair by the window, Yuanshu opened Dota Legend. The arena must have a good lineup at this point, otherwise he would not be able to get the diamond reward after nine o'clock. Thinking of this, he changed to the all-purpose dp and a lineup of disgusting people like a two-headed dragon.

After playing for a while, Yuan Shu, who was addicted to the mobile game, was attracted by the loud volume of the TV.

Just when he wanted his grandfather to turn down the volume, a news report made him couldn't help but pay attention.

"The latest news is inserted below. Earlier this afternoon, a falling incident occurred in the Rose Garden Community. The deceased was a male, 25 years old, and a graduate student at school."

"It is reported that the student finally chose to end his life due to excessive academic pressure and emotional difficulties. In today's society, adolescent mental health issues have become a major concern..."

"How poor is the mental capacity of this kid right now, that he would jump off a building just for a trivial matter?!"

Grandpa couldn't help but preach.

"Oh, what a young child. How heartbroken are the parents when such a young child is just gone?"

Grandma said sadly.

"Let me tell you, it's not worth feeling bad at all. His parents worked so hard to raise him, but in the end, he just dies. What's this?"

Grandpa waved his hand.

"Hey, Lao Yuan, don't say that. Children are under a lot of pressure now. It's not like our time when they stopped going to school and went directly to factories and workshops. It's different now!"

Grandma retorted.

"What difference does this make? We were much more miserable than they were back then. Our living conditions at home were even worse than they are now. There were more than a dozen children in one family and they didn't even have enough to eat. We haven't heard of anyone jumping off a building to commit suicide!"

Grandpa said disdainfully.

"Xiao Shu! Don't do this in the future. If you have anything on your mind, just tell your grandparents. If not, tell your parents. Don't do stupid things like on TV!"

Grandma also knew Grandpa Yuanshu's temper, so she refused to answer his words and turned to Yuan Shu, who was sitting on the chair, and gave a serious warning.

"Our Xiao Shu is much better than them. Although he went to a junior college, he is now a novelist and a great literary giant in the future!"

As soon as he heard about Xiao Shu, grandpa waved his hand, and the kind smile on his face suddenly bloomed like a chrysanthemum. He was very fond of his darling grandson. Regardless of whether he signed a novel or not, among children of the same age, who could compare with Xiao Shu? Compared to your own grandson?Just a composition of [-] words would give them a lot of headaches, but Yuan Shu was not at all intimidated.

"Clam···"

Yuanshu laughed dryly, yes, he really wouldn't do such a stupid thing, even if he couldn't think of it, but... As the saying goes, if God wants to kill you, who can keep you?
Even if I wouldn't commit suicide by jumping off a building due to stress and emotional frustration, I still wouldn't be able to bear the thought of losing my footing and falling off a cliff seven years later... Such an accident... Hey, just thinking about it makes me cry!
"Let's take a look at the reports from the reporters at the front."

As soon as the host finished speaking, the screen switched to the TV.

"Hello, I would like to interview you. Do you have any thoughts on the mental health issues among today's teenagers?"

The footage of the female reporter’s storyboard interview was projected onto the big screen.

"I think today's children should solve problems when they encounter them instead of escaping from them."

"I think teenagers should communicate more with their elders so that they don't hold things inside."

"You should face setbacks bravely. After all, these difficulties, worries, etc., will always be here if you don't solve them. There should be no regrets in life."

"Children at a young age should have the courage to fight hard. Even if the final result is not good, even if they gain nothing in the end, they should face it bravely instead of seeking death to end a life that should be brilliant and blooming."

"It doesn't matter if you fail in school, you can retake the exam; it doesn't matter if you fail in love, you just have to start over; you only have one life, and there is no chance to do it again."

"The saddest thing for a person is to regret it when you are old, because when you were young, you were sorry for yourself, but when you are old, you realize that it is others who you are sorry for."

Listening to interviews with men and women of different ages on TV, Yuan Shu's mood was somewhat affected. He got up and returned to the back room with his cell phone, and immediately lay on the bed holding his head.

The scenes with Tang Yimeng flashed through his mind one by one, and the scenes from the news just now were also replayed.

At a certain moment, Yuan Shu's eyes suddenly condensed, as if he had made up his mind.

(End of this chapter)