I really don't want to be her world

Chapter 9 9. I felt at ease all of a sudden
In the evening, Yuanshu did not go back to his home, but chose to live with his grandparents. According to the past, his current situation of not being able to pass the undergraduate examination was the same as the situation where he did poorly in the final exam. This was the case during the holidays. In fact, if you overindulge yourself, you will be criticized. However, since Yuanshu discussed this problem with his parents, this summer vacation will be the most comfortable one for him since he went to school. Not only does he have no homework, but he also has no homework. Worried about the old score between the teacher and myself about not doing well in the exam.

Naturally, my grandparents also learned about his poor college entrance examination scores from Yuan Shu. Compared with their parents, the ideas of the elderly are not so solid. For them, as long as they can go to college, regardless of whether it is a junior college or undergraduate degree, that is all. He is a college student, what happened to a junior college? A junior college is not a college student?

When talking about going abroad, the fixed thinking of the grandparents was fully revealed. Yuanshu could not be allowed to go abroad. The reason was naturally very simple, that is, it was dangerous, the place was unfamiliar, and there was no one. Words like taking care of you.

In this regard, Yuan Shu also gave the two elders reassurance that they would never go abroad if they went abroad, and they would never go abroad in this life. Since they could not pass the undergraduate examination, they could only hang out in junior college.

Although he talked with his parents about going to college in the future, Yuan Shu still wanted to hide from his parents as long as he could. After all, if they saw that he was overly relaxed at home, they would still say a few words to see more. In order to avoid such things, he temporarily planned to live with his grandparents at his grandparents' house.

When he was in junior high school and high school, what Yuan Shu looked forward to most was to live at his grandparents' house. There was a computer here. Although he couldn't play big online games, he could still play some stand-alone games. Moreover, Yuan Shu at that time Shuya likes to indulge in single-player games the most, such as Pokemon Emerald and Ruby, Flash Fighter, Fire Emblem, Konoha Chronicles, etc., so whenever he comes to his grandparents’ house, it means playing hawks. !
When he was in the middle of playing the game, when he heard the call for dinner, Yuan Shu also said to wait a little longer, because as long as he refreshed the arena again, he could change the character to level 20, and then the character would have a new career. At level 1, you can defeat enemies who are at least level 5 after changing jobs!

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Seeing that grandma had cooked a table full of delicious dishes today, Yuan Shu's eyes were shining brightly as he walked out of the computer room on the balcony. Boiled eggplant, spicy cabbage, bacon and winter melon were his favorite dishes. He ate them for lunch. Quite a few, but after seeing that dinner was all his favorites, Yuan Shu could feel his stomach growling faintly, even if his hunger was not strong.

Cooking eggplant doesn't sound like anything special, but the essence of this dish is cooking it. Cook until the eggplant is almost rotten but still a little crisp and tender. Take it out of the pot and stir-fry a small bowl of freshly fried Sichuan peppercorn oil. Pour hot water on it, add some light soy sauce to taste, and cover it with cooked soybeans and sliced ​​fresh green onions. This dish is complete. Whether served with steamed buns, flower rolls or white rice, it is a great meal. .

The dish of Spicy Cabbage and Stir-fried Bacon was taught by Yuan Shu to the old lady. For the spicy cabbage, you have to choose cabbage leaves that are not very spicy but are quite tasty when pickled. Instead of pork belly, you have to choose bacon, so that it doesn’t taste raw. The flavors of vegetables and meat can be perfectly integrated and complement each other, otherwise the spicy food will make you gasp and make you gasp. Then you can't eat it with hot rice and your mouth will be full.

As for making winter melon, this is also the old lady's specialty. Just like boiling eggplant, the name of the dish seems to be insignificant but it has a unique flavor. Hollow out the winter melon and put the prepared meat filling inside. It is best to make it 10% thin. Three-thirds fat, pour some light soy sauce, oil-consuming chicken essence or something into it, and finally add a few drops of sesame oil, cover the winter melon and steam it for about [-] minutes. By then, the aroma of the meat filling and the soft and waxy winter melon will A perfect combination, it can be said to be a delicious meal suitable for all ages.

After eating, Yuan Shu was given the job of washing the dishes. When he was cleaning up, Yuan Shu was thinking about how to work and earn money when he went to college. Before his rebirth, he went to coffee shops and convenience stores after school. I work part-time on a farm, and of course, there is a movie theater.

Although he also became a novelist after graduating from college, he knows himself best. He is said to be a novelist, but in fact he is just a novelist who has to work hard every month. According to serious terms, he is just a novelist. An Internet writer who mixes with Quanqin, but also a novelist?That's just pretending in front of people who don't know what to do.

In addition to coffee shops and board game shops being his main means of making money, novels are just a way for him to supplement his living expenses. However, writing novels was Yuanshu's dream when he was in junior high school. At that time, he dreamed that he could become a popular online novel. family, but this dream was only realized when I was 25 years old and only signed a contract + mixed attendance.

So after comprehensive consideration, if you want to live a different life, you have to take a new path. Just like choosing a new university and a new major, the part-time job in your spare time in university must also be completely new.

"But what kind of novel should I write? In this era, fantasy is still the rule, right?"

Yuan Shu wiped the table with a rag. In the past few years, time-traveling flow and fantasy flow were popular, but now it is only fantasy flow that is popular. If you want to make achievements as soon as possible, it is best to follow the trend.

But after thinking for a moment, Yuan Shu gave up following the trend. If he followed the trend, what challenges would there be in life? He would completely lose his passion and also lose motivation, so he could not choose to follow the trend.

After cleaning up the kitchen and returning to his bedroom, Yuan Shu turned on his phone and saw several messages from Tang Yimeng, discussing where to meet tomorrow.

"Red Island International?"

The name of this place was familiar to Yuan Shu, but he didn't know where it was exactly. Looking at the row of small characters, he realized that Hongdao was not far from his grandparents' home, and he immediately agreed to the place Tang Yimeng had arranged.

All night long, Yuanshu was thinking about what type of novel he should write. After careful consideration, he decided to write about an unpopular topic in this era, that is, doujinshi. In a few years, doujinshi will become an indispensable part of the novel. Online novels are no less popular than today's fantasy genre.

If he can successfully start a new trend, he will naturally make a lot of money and become famous, but if he cannot, he will be like a pebble falling into a raging waterfall, and no one will Will notice your presence.

The next morning, Yuanshu got up early and finished all the outlines that he had not finished last night. Looking at the clock on the wall, the time was just right. He took the bus directly to Hongdao International.

After walking through the noisy street and walking to the McDonald's in the building, Yuan Shu casually found a seat and sat down.

After a while, Tang Yimeng also walked up. She looked at the figure sitting on the big table, walked up to him and said hello with a smile: "It's so early."

"Ah, here we come."

Hearing the familiar voice, Yuan Shu raised his head, saw the pure and beautiful appearance of the girl, and chuckled.

"Why don't you sit by the window, where the light is better."

Nodding in return, Tang Yimeng pointed to the side.

"Okay, I can do both."

With that said, Yuan Shu stood up and moved over.

"Is there anything you want to eat? I'll take some."

Tang Yimeng sat next to him and asked.

"Shall we go directly to lunch then?"

Seeing that it was already past eleven o'clock, Yuan Shu said.

"How about eating at McDonald's?"

"That's okay, but haven't we just eaten before?"

Yuan Shu did not refuse and asked immediately.

"I want to eat his new style, this one."

Tang Yimeng took out her mobile phone and showed it to the former. It turned out that there was a new salt-baked chicken wing.

"it is good."

Yuan Shu nodded.

"Then talk to me about the two of you first. I want to hear the full version."

Yuan Shu smiled and went straight to the topic.

"Wait while I think about it."

Lifting her bangs, Tang Yimeng became thoughtful.

"Not in a hurry."

As he spoke, Yuan Shu looked out the window, then gently held his chin with his arm.

"We met in junior high school. At that time, everyone was introducing themselves. When I saw him, I felt it."

"Oh? It was love at first sight!"

Yuan Shu's eyebrows rose. Sure enough, girls matured much earlier than boys. I remember that when I was in junior high school, I didn't understand anything, and I didn't even have a vague feeling.

"Well, almost."

Tang Yimeng nodded noncommittally.

"It's been almost seven years, and I still think of him from time to time."

At this point, the emotions in Tang Yimeng's voice became complicated.

"Is that so..."

Yuan Shu was actually a little surprised. He knew that if a person was in love for a long time, it was possible to have a secret love for a few months or even a year, but for seven years, this was a bit shocking to him.

Seeing Tang Yimeng's serious look, Yuan Shu also knew that there was no need for her to deceive herself to attract attention, but the number seven years was too big a concept.

"Maybe you don't think it's real, but it's been so long."

The girl said firmly and confidently.

"No, no, I'm just surprised. I didn't expect you to last so long."

Yuan Shu waved his hand quickly.

"It's not like we insist on it all the time. In fact, we haven't contacted each other since we entered high school. We only communicate by phone occasionally."

Tang Yimeng shook his head.

"Can you please not tell anyone else about this?"

Tang Yimeng suddenly looked at Yuan Shu imploringly.

"of course."

Yuan Shu smiled faintly, this was a matter of personal privacy. He was not so immoral to make other people's privacy public. Isn't this so inhumane!

"When I fell in love with him, I just wanted to have some interactions with him. That would be enough. I didn't think about whether we could be together or anything like that. It was just pure love."

When Tang Yimeng said these words, there was a hint of unwillingness and persistence in his tone.

"What I remember most clearly at that time was that he came to me because I had always wanted to go out with him, but there was no chance. Just one weekend afternoon, he suddenly came to me and said he would take me to watch a movie."

"I still had a fever that day, and my mother wouldn't let me go out, but she secretly ran out with him, and I was scolded when I finally got home."

Having said this, Tang Yimeng's little face was filled with a happy smile.

"So I have always wanted to interact with him, but now the intersection is getting less and less, or even non-existent. I just thought about how to attract his attention. As long as it can be like before, I don't expect anything else."

Listening to the girl's story, although it was like listening to the stories of parents, but for some reason, Yuan Shu suddenly felt that she was not easy. This was the first time he had seen such an innocent girl. To be honest, he was a little bit taken aback. I was moved, no matter how true or false this story was.

"But even if you don't ask too much, he's still hot and cold, right?"

Yuanshu asked suddenly.

Tang Yimeng didn't speak, just looked out the window, seemingly thoughtful, and nodded calmly.

"Have you ever thought that... you two are not suitable for each other? You just like the wrong person."

Yuan Shu hesitated for a moment, but still chose to speak out his truest thoughts. He felt that Tang Yimeng had misunderstood.

"Of course I have thought about it, but that kind of relationship can't just be let go. I don't want to give up even if there is a slight possibility."

Tang Yimeng said stubbornly.

"You can try to be friends with him first, and slowly develop from friends to lovers."

Yuanshu suggested.

"We have always been friends. Just because we became friends, there is no result yet."

Tang Yimeng looked slightly depressed.

"What I mean is that if you ask him out, such as watching a movie together, having a meal, taking a walk, etc., you must spend time together to get results gradually."

Yuan Shu said that this is the only way for development. Without these, just chatting and asking a few questions on the phone will not play a substantial role in the development of the relationship.

"But he didn't accept these invitations from me at all."

Tang Yimeng seemed a little disappointed. She had done all these things but got no response.

"That's because you haven't seen each other for a long time. If you suddenly make an appointment, the other party will definitely reject you. In addition, he doesn't have that deep affection for you, so you still have to cultivate the relationship slowly."

Yuan Shu thinks so. The boy should no longer have the intention to take Tang Yimeng to see a movie at that time. No matter what type of intention he had at that time, in short, his relationship with this girl is now quite dull and indifferent. As long as Tang Yimeng didn't take the initiative to contact him, he would not say another word to the latter.

"But...rather than trying to persuade you to regain your relationship, I actually hope you can let it go slowly. A girl's youth is very precious. How many seven years do you think you have left to fall in love with him silently?"

In the end, Yuan Shu couldn't help but talk too much. The man's seventh sense told him that this relationship would not be fruitful. He never forgot that there must be repercussions, so he tried to believe in astrology when everything went wrong. It is a truth to deceive yourself.

"I understand what you mean, but I don't have much time to stay in the country. I really want to try again."

Tang Yimeng didn't understand what Yuan Shu meant, but she still didn't want to give up.

"If that's the case, then I'll choose to support you."

Yuan Shu agreed with a smile.

"Thank you!"

Seeing the smiling boy in front of him supporting him, Tang Yimeng smiled happily and said, "To be honest, hearing you say this makes me feel at ease."

(End of this chapter)