The Legend of Chiba Tutoring

Chapter 91 You have no chance
"Hey, Rintaro..."

"Talk to me after you finish smoking."

"Oh……"

Katase Yorai put out the cigarette that she had just taken two puffs, which was not even one-third full, in the portable ashtray she carried with her. She blinked and said, "I'm done."

"..." Rintaro misjudged Katase Yorai's obsession with smoking and how much she wanted to talk now, which caused the plan to deviate: "You are wasting money."

"Well, our family can still tolerate such a little willfulness. Compared to this, why don't we talk about something?"

"I think there is nothing to talk about, Miss Yorai, you should try to quietly feel the beauty of this world instead of being so noisy all the time." Rintaro sighed.

"I'm the type who thinks it's better if it's lively...so let's talk about something first, right?"

"There's nothing to talk about. There's not even any interests or hobbies that form a common topic. Staying quietly is the best option."

"No. For example, um...Rintaro, do you want to pursue perfection?"

Rintaro nodded indifferently: "Everyone is pursuing perfection, but the degree is different."

"Yes, it is indeed better to be more perfect. But it seems that it is not easy to achieve perfection." Katase Yorai nodded.

"... There will be no perfect people in this world." Rintaro found that he seemed to like the feeling of giving advice: "I have told your sister before that things like advantages and disadvantages are different in different situations. There are two completely opposite results in people's eyes. Maybe you will appear perfect in the eyes of one person, but if you change to another person, your advantages may turn into huge shortcomings. Who can say for sure? "

"But we don't have to meet everyone's expectations of ourselves, right?" Yorai Katase spread his hands: "I am different from Xiao Xingri. I am not so naive as to think that I can do everything well. I just want to pursue It’s just what I think is perfect.”

"If you put it like that, then there is no need to discuss it at all." Rintaro looked at the sky, as if this would make himself look more enigmatic: "I think I am perfect now, no matter what I do wrong Whatever I have done, what I have done right, this is the most perfect state, so I will not change it... This state of perfection can only become a goal to pursue and a tool to spur oneself, it will not really exist."

"Well said, Rintaro." Katase Yorai clapped his hands. Rintaro always felt that she would use such compliments to attack his own words, but that was all she seemed to say: "I also think perfection is It’s impossible to reach a state, so I just need to maintain a state that makes me feel happy. Oh, Rintaro, you know it very well.”

...Rintaro didn't know what to say, so he could only remain silent.

"However, even though I say that, trying to make yourself look perfect is also very tiring." Katase Yorai also sighed: "But, sometimes I also doubt , there are still perfect people in this world.”

"For example, yourself?" Rintaro looked at Katase Yorai with a look of "You go on, I'll watch your performance", and the latter laughed: "Hahahaha... It would be great if it was me, but it's a pity Oh. Rintaro, you may not believe it, but there are people I know who behave perfectly."

"Although I don't know who you are talking about, I still feel that there is no perfect person in this world. Even if you think the other person behaves perfectly, it is just something that you can see. Things. Those things that cannot be shown to outsiders, except for those who are particularly close, no one can see them." Rintaro did not quite agree with Katase Yorai's statement.

"...Rintaro, I think what you just said is a bit dark and not positive enough. Don't you believe that there is truth, goodness and beauty in this world?"

"I believe it, but you said these things are all in one person, so you might as well forget it."

"Uh huh..." Katase Yorai hugged his hands: "Indeed... I used to just listen to her talk about how perfect she was, but when I asked that person, I always saw him rolling his eyes... ...Sure enough, there are no perfect people in this world, right? And the situation in their family is quite strange, um..."

As he spoke, Katase Yorai himself nodded.

Rintaro was a little curious about the person Katase Yorai was talking about, but he wouldn't take the initiative to ask, which was not good.

"Then, Rintaro, do you think there is any point in showing perfection in front of others?"

"Being able to gain the recognition of others will make things go more smoothly, and so on." Rintaro paused: "In short, this kind of thing that needs to be shown deliberately is generally to get the recognition of certain specific people. If you feel tired due to the efforts you have made, it proves that you actually don’t like it very much. On the contrary, if you don’t hate it, you probably won’t feel very tired. Even if you are tired, you will probably feel happy in your heart. I think that’s the biggest difference.”

"Although I'm just a future-oriented cartoonist who likes to draw doujinshis and comics, but when I'm at home, I'm a person who can do anything well. I'll be relied on and praised by my younger sister, and I'll also be happy at the same time. What does it feel like to be a perfect sister?”

Inexplicably, it feels very subtle, but it is also so weird that I can relate to this weird feeling.

Rintaro thought about it carefully and nodded: "It should be... not much different."

"Suddenly I became happy." A bright smile appeared on Katase Yanglai's face again: "Thank you, Rintaro."

"...I didn't do anything." Rintaro was polite, then turned his head to look at the sky, the wind was light and the clouds were calm.

"Besides, I have decided." Katase Yorai did not seem to have finished her words. She was still looking at Rintaro with a smile on her face, which gave Rintaro a very bad premonition.

"...What have you decided?" Rintaro asked tentatively.

"I have decided to make you agree to my request in a while, Rintaro."

?

Rintaro suddenly breathed a sigh of relief: "We haven't even mentioned the horoscope yet. Why are you so excited? I think you can almost prepare two of my dinners."

"Rintaro, you have no chance."

...?
Rintaro was confused.

(End of this chapter)