nursery rhymes

Chapter 29 Scum
To be a police officer, you need to be admitted to the police academy and receive systematic study and training before you can be qualified to put on the police uniform and shoulder your responsibilities.

Doctors, nurses, teachers, drivers, all kinds of positions require certificates.But there are never standards or requirements for the position of parent.

Some people have children on a whim; some people do it for the purpose of procreating children; and some people do it in exchange for the benefits of raising children and providing for old age.
Zhuge Yang looked at the person sitting on the chair opposite with her arms hanging, and guessed that she might say: She was forced to have children because she had no choice.

Xiao Liang adjusted the angle of the camera, sat next to Zhuge Yang, and opened his laptop. "It's time to start."

Yao Xin suddenly raised his lowered head and looked into Zhuge Yang's eyes, and said quietly: "You shouldn't have stopped me. Zhou Shunfang abused and scolded your grandma, how could I allow such a person to live a good life?" Her voice was hollow. , coupled with the unblinking black pupils, is a bit scary.

Zhuge Yang sat there calmly, as if he was interrogating a stranger.

"Name?"

"Zhou Shunfang is a scumbag. Even though you are a police officer, you can't do anything to your aunt. I know where my future path will be, and the last thing I can do for you is to get rid of her. I have never forgotten my original intention, and this is also A matter of justice." Yao Xin's lips trembled together with his voice, and his eyes looked as helpless as if he was being extorted for life and time ten years ago.

She seemed to know how ridiculous her words were, she didn't want to be exposed, she wanted to be recognized.

But Zhuge Yang, who was sitting with the backlight, still had a cold and indifferent voice. "Name?"

The two of them stared at each other in the distance for a long time, so long that Xiao Liang's teeth were sore.Finally, Yao Xin was defeated and lowered his head.

"Yao Xin."

"age?"

"29."

"Nation?"

Yao Xin raised his head again, tears welling up in his eyes.She asked tentatively: "Can I meet Shang Lili?"

Everything happened suddenly, as clear as if a ignition source had been found in an instant.

Yao Xin suddenly went crazy and went to find Zhou Shunfang to carry out the operation, not because he found out that he was suspected of being monitored, but because Shang Lili fell ill and was hospitalized.

The sisterhood that can replace the crime of harming others is unusual.

"You can't see anyone until you explain your affairs clearly." Zhuge Yang took out a pink headband with strawberry accessories from his trouser pocket and placed it on the table.

Tears streamed down from Yao Xin's eyes, crying with depression and regret.She wanted to open her mouth to ask something, but was drowned in sobs.

After a while, she said that she was afraid that the child would suffer if she lived in this world.She didn't ask about Cao Ying's situation, she didn't know if she dared not ask or listen.

Yao Xin's growing up experience was not good. Her mother did not give her much warmth and guidance, but instead treated her marriage as a business.Not only forced her to stop her studies and take care of her younger brother at home, but also forced her to be married off as a bride price.She was afraid that after she was exposed, whether she committed suicide or surrendered, was imprisoned for life or sentenced to death, it would be a disaster for Cao Ying.

If it falls into the hands of her original parents, Cao Ying will be the next victim.And if it falls into the hands of a mother-in-law who plays mahjong all day long and doesn't know how to cook, she will suffer even more.

Yao Xin has been despised by her family, ignored by her parents, domestically abused by her husband, and has witnessed children being tortured to death.She was afraid that even if Cao Ying could grow up safely, she would still go through this.So she wanted to eliminate it from the source and forced the child to swallow a lot of anti-inflammatory drugs before going to school, thus deciding the end of the child's life.

"You are right. I am not worthy of being a mother. I am not as good as my mother. Although my mother ignored me, she did not deprive me of my right to live. Cao Gang and I are actually the same kind of people. We are just You are a scumbag." Yao Xin's voice was hoarse as he cried, but the tears in the corners of his eyes still showed no sign of stopping.

"The first person I killed was Cao Gang, Cao Ying's father and my husband."

On March 2020, 3, the wind that day was strong at level 3 or [-], which made the bedroom windows on the second floor jingle.

Yao Xin held his crying son in his arms, pacing and coaxing him in the bedroom, and glanced at the drafty window frame irritably.She mentioned it to Cao Gang five or six times and asked him to repair it quickly, but half a month later, not only the window had not been repaired, but also Cao Gang's figure was nowhere to be seen.

She gently nudged her son and coaxed her: "Don't cry, Xiaoliang. Mommy will prepare milk powder for you." Although the second child was born at home, Cao Gang never took the child to apply for a household registration, but the name still needs to be there.Yao Xin named the child Cao Liang, hoping that the child would live a prosperous life in the future and have no shortage of food and clothing.

As early as when the child was two months old, she had an argument with Cao Gang and was so angry that she stopped breastfeeding. Xiao Liang also drank milk powder from two months to six months.

Small grains are very edible, 180ml of milk powder is not enough for each meal, and I need to eat a little more rice cereal to fall asleep satisfactorily.Today's milk powder and rice cereal have been fed, but Xiaoliang is still fussing and refusing to sleep.

Cao Ying sensibly closed the curtains, saying that the wind coming in through the window would not blow her brother.

Yao Xin sat by the bed, holding his son in his arms with one hand and holding his sensible daughter with the other. He felt that it would be good if her husband Cao Gang did not come back.The three of them, mother and son, are always warm and harmonious at home.

But just as the thought turned around, footsteps came from the stairs.

The door of the supermarket downstairs is locked, and outsiders can't get in. Only Cao Gang has the key.

Xiaoliang, who had just settled down in his arms, seemed to feel the tension in the atmosphere. He struggled with his lotus-like arms and legs and cried again, breaking the silence in the room.

A pair of black leather shoes with dusty uppers were kicked off and rolled to the door of the bedroom, followed by the figure of Cao Gang drunkenly pulling his foam slippers closer.

Yao Xin gently patted Cao Ying's arm and asked her to do the oral arithmetic question cards. He held Xiaoliang in his arms, stood up again, and hummed children's songs to coax her.

Cao Gang fell face down on the bed, shouting at the top of his lungs that he wanted to drink honey water.

He was 1.7 meters tall and was lying on a 1.8-meter bed, which made the double bed seem a bit too small.

"Insects fly, insects fly. Don't cry, don't cry, Xiao Liang. Didn't you see that I have nothing to offer?" At this moment, Yao Xin felt that the air in the room was full of the smell of alcohol.

Cao Gang turned over and lay on his back. "Xiaoying, give Dad a glass of honey water."

When Yao Xin saw his daughter put down her pencil and was about to go out to the kitchen, she immediately shouted to stop.Last time, it was Cao Gang who ordered the child to pour water. The hot water bottle fell on Cao Ying's feet, burning the instep and calf of Cao Ying's left foot and causing blisters.

She asked Cao Ying to go downstairs with her oral arithmetic question cards and pencils and write on the small table in the warehouse. She was not allowed to go upstairs to sleep until she finished five articles.

The light in the warehouse was dim, and Cao Ying would fall asleep soon after sitting in it.Yao Xin thought, first arrange one to count.

Just be patient, she told herself secretly.

Since the middle of last year, when she was still pregnant, Cao Gang had problems with his project and was forced to stop work and lose his income.From then on, Cao Gang's temper became more and more violent, and he would beat and scold her whenever he disagreed.Recently, Cao Gang's anger has spread to his two children. When she protects the children, Cao Gang will become even angrier and more ruthless.

Every time she hid in the bathroom and sprayed the bruises, she would regret marrying such a man.

But it doesn't matter, she has already talked with the landlord about vacating the lease, and she will be able to get rid of this man soon.When she returned to her hometown with her two children, she filed for divorce.

"I want to drink honey water, I want to drink water." The man on the bed was still yelling.

Yao Xin covered Xiaoliang's ears, approached Cao Gang, and whispered to him: "Don't shout yet. I'll make you some honey water after I put Xiaoliang to sleep."

Cao Gang grunted in agreement, tilted his head and snored.

Yao Xin gave Xiaoliang a pacifier, finally rocked it to sleep while walking, and put it into the crib next to the bed.

She just turned around and wanted to go downstairs to carry Cao Ying up to sleep. Cao Gang sat up on the bed like a corpse and entered the bathroom barefoot.He also muttered, honey water.

She knew that if he was not allowed to drink this cup of honey water, he would not be able to stop tonight.

(End of this chapter)