Bring some shock to the world of cultivating immortals

"fine."

On the roof of the hut, Tang Wan turned over and patted Zhou Li on the shoulder, holding a wine bottle and sitting side by side with him. She raised her head, looked at the moon in the sky, and comforted: "It's okay anyway."

"You don't know how to comfort people, so you don't have to comfort them."

Zhou Li angrily snatched the wine bottle from Tang Wan's hand, took a sip, and then spat it out.

"You remember...cough cough...cough cough..."

Covering his mouth, Zhou Li coughed and laughed angrily: "You are the only one in this world who has lost his sense of taste and adds horseradish to wine."

"Isn't this exciting enough?"

Tang Wan snatched the wine bottle and said angrily: "Brother is here to comfort you with good intentions, but you don't appreciate it and insult my taste."

"I don't think your taste needs insulting."

Zhou Li was very calm.

Tang Wan smiled disdainfully, took a few sips at the wine bottle, and let out a long sigh of relief.

"Old Tang, I'm really annoyed right now."

They looked at the courtyard at their feet. This was the small courtyard that Wei Wuzhong bought for them. He said it was left to them by a distant relative. Zhou Li sighed, his words a little confused, "I can't tell the difference anymore. After Old Wei told me this, I started to think about what I had experienced. But when I think about it now, I can only think of me The scene where his meridians were cut off by the prime minister, and then there was a year of confusion. "

"I remember that I had been in a coma that year, and I only felt a little bit while half asleep. I seemed to see my sister working up and down for me, and the leg disease that was already falling became more serious. The old scholar was injured, but he held on. I asked for help and asked many people to heal my body.”

Stepping on the eaves, Zhou Li raised his head. The moon was neither big nor small. It was very ordinary and had nothing unique about it. He sighed and said softly:

"A year later, I woke up. I still remember that my sister was lying on the bed and asleep. She was exhausted all over her body. She always cherished her hair and even wore it casually. There were marks on the crutches beside her. . The old scholar was deprived of his official status for taking action without permission, and even his name was crossed off."

After giving a wry smile, Zhou Li put his hand on Tang Wan's head, touched it fiercely, and sighed:
"In the days that followed, I opened a monster hunting parlor to earn some money to buy medicine for my sister. I didn't want to be helped by the old scholar anymore. He had been implicated too much by me. If I bothered him again, I would only have It’s hard to live with a limited conscience.”

Shaking the wine bottle, Zhou Li lowered his head, rubbed the bricks on the eaves with his feet, and continued:

"I was not in Beiliang that year when I was in coma, and my sister and the old scholar didn't tell me the specific location. After I woke up, I returned to Beiliang and found that you all had gone your separate ways. I thought about it at the time and felt The Prime Minister hates me so much that by contacting you, I am also implicating you."

Zhou Li's hands were drooped at his sides, and there was a bit of loss and melancholy in his eyes. After all, in his two lifetimes, he has never experienced the life of a social animal in his thirties or forties. He is just a young man with oral ulcers who traveled through time and became a passionate young man.

The favored son of heaven, the pride in my sister's eyes, the next number one scholar designated by the old scholar. At that time, Zhou Li was in high spirits, and the entire Li Zi class also thrived amid the violent beatings. Friends, relatives, and non-existent lovers were all around me, and my future was bright, but all of it ended that day.

"Regret it?"

Tang Wan raised his eyebrows and asked.

"regret?"

Zhou Li paused for a moment, shook his head, and said calmly: "I don't regret it."

"Even if I live again, I will still chop off that beast's head. I will not give the old beast any face. His son's head must kiss his feet."

"but···"

Saturday stretched out his hand, crushed the gravel in his hand, threw it away, and said softly: "I am involved in too many people and things, so many that I can't even sort them out myself. It's endless."

"The old scholar was expelled from the general list because I lost my official status. From now on, no one can even mention my name. Qianyun ran up and down for my affairs and was under house arrest in the capital for several years. She didn't tell me, but the King of Han told me . You suffered such a tragic accident, but you still care about me secretly. Your father also risked offending the prime minister to help us. Zhao Yun had a falling out with the family, Shangguanhong broke away from the family, and Liu Chongan even joined. The Guigumen that he usually despises the most is..."

"Sister, she must have lost a lot. There are some things that she refuses to tell me, but we both know very well how our relatives for so many years can hide it from each other. What she has lost is probably the things she has always been worried about. .well···"

With a long sigh, Zhou Li lay on the eaves, lying on his back, looking at the starry sky, and whispered:

"Old Tang, are you worth it?"

"Then are you worth it?"

Tang Wan did not answer, but continued to look at the stars, and asked in a neutral tone: "Old Zhou, you only talked about us, but you didn't talk about you."

"I?"

Zhou Li was stunned for a moment.

"You seem to have been ignoring a problem."

After taking a sip of wine and smacking it in his mouth, Tang Wan said slowly: "You talked about me, you talked about Liu Chongan, you talked about the old scholar, Zhao Yun, your sister, but you didn't talk about you."

"Do you know how many people you have influenced and how many people you have saved during your time at Taixue?"

Zhou Li was stunned.

"I."

Pointing at himself, Tang Wan laughed self-deprecatingly and said: "Old Zhou, before Taixue, people in Shu would shy away when they saw me, for fear of saying a word or a word to me. Since I was born, I have been in Tangmen I haven’t talked to people more than a hundred times. Sometimes, I almost forget how to talk to people and how to talk to them.”

"I have been studying poison since I was a child, and my innate spiritual jade constitution makes my mind different from ordinary people. I am extremely indifferent to life. I don't care about birth, old age, illness and death, and I don't like to socialize with others. For eighteen years, I don't have a single friend, not even one who can talk much. No one else. I lived alone like this for eighteen years, and was thrown to Beiliang. I thought it was just a different place to study poison and continue to practice. "

As if thinking of those days, Tang Wan said with a faint smile: "What will you say as soon as you see me, you beast? [Are you the third eldest son, known as the third young master of the Tang family?] [Do you have a martial spirit?" Blue Silver Grass] [Can you do Blue Silver Entanglement], at that time I thought you were a pure retard and didn’t want to talk to you.”

"now what?"

Zhou Li was a little curious.

"Now I think you are a complete retard, but I want to talk to you."

Tang Wan waved his hand and continued: "You don't understand. My mental state at that time was already a little abnormal. I was extremely indifferent to life and didn't care about anyone's life or death. I was about to lose my humanity. Do you still remember the first time you went to steal food with me? Chicken in the cafeteria? In fact, if you hadn’t tripped the guard with your hand, I might have made him mute for the rest of his life.”

"Oh, you are more ruthless than me."

Zhou Li was shocked and said, "You are indeed abnormal."

"wrong."

Tang Wan shook his head and said with a strange smile: "Zhou Li, I am the normal person. The one who is really abnormal is you." "Me?"

Zhou Li blinked and was stunned.

"to you."

Tang Wan nodded and said softly: "You are the most abnormal person in Li Zi class."

"I am ruthless and indifferent to human life. Zhao Yun is confused all day long and does not know the way forward. Liu Chongan is trapped by the word destiny and feels that life is hopeless. Qianyun has low self-esteem and is sensitive, and is submissive. Sun Defeng is extremely at odds with his family and looks down on their aquatic products business. . Moreover, we all look down on ordinary people, we are all pretentious, and we all think that we are the chosen ones."

Stretching out his hand and holding Zhou Li's shoulder, Tang Wan said softly:

"Zhou Li, we are the normal people. In other words, these are the most normal people in the world of Ming Dynasty. Family, talent, spirituality, and origin, they have created a group of pretentious people with their own dark sides, but they also look down on many people. The spiritual master."

"I have looked down on farmers and street vendors since I was a child. I feel that since I am a spiritual master, I am naturally superior to others. I am the only descendant of the Tang Sect, so I should look down on others. From the day I was born, I have always looked down on others. Destined for a noble and supreme life.”

"Without you, we would have continued like this normally until one day, we, the frogs in the well, were trampled to death. After death, we were reincarnated with another group of normal people, and everything turned into dust."

Zhou Li didn't say anything, he just stared blankly at the sky and the unfamiliar stars.

"You don't understand, Zhou Li, you don't understand yourself at all."

Tang Wan put the jug next to him, pinched his fingers, and said calmly: "You still don't understand, in fact, we are all jealous of you. Jealous of your calmness, jealous of your talent, jealous of your fear in our bones. Equality, I am jealous of your willful but not reckless nature. You are like the legendary innocent, doing the things of a saint, but not as inhumane as a saint."

"We are like a group of walking zombies walking numbly within the established framework, but you grow randomly like a wildfire that grows wantonly. Your appearance makes the normality in us become putrid and makes us suddenly wake up. , I discovered that some things are not right just because they have always been so.”

Tang Wan pulled Zhou Li's ear, looked into his eyes, and said seriously:

"Old Zhou, remember, if I hadn't met you at that time, Tang Cen would have turned into a poisonous person who regarded human life as nothing and existed only to kill people. Without you, Liu Chongan would have been forced by the illusions he saw every day. Even if Qianyun grows up, she will never be as free and indifferent as she is now. It never appears."

"Ying Yuan will not change her powerless past, and the knot in Taoist Master's heart will never be untied. Mrs. Golden Snake may really become a demon god, and Anshan will eventually turn into purgatory."

"if there was not you···"

Looking at the astonished Zhou Li, Tang Wan looked serious and said word by word:

"Sister Taoyao, you will never be happy."

Zhou Li didn't say anything, he just looked at Tang Wan and his friend blankly. Sometimes, he would lament that he was so lucky, and everyone he met was trying to help him wholeheartedly. Even after many years, they would still glare at each other when they meet again, and they would still beat each other up, just like they did eight years ago.

But now he realized that it wasn't because he was lucky, nor was it because all the people he met were good people.

But because they met themselves.

A group of normal people live in a world eroded by normality. Suddenly one day, a person with strange and strong vitality, like a ball of unrestrained wildfire, got into this place. He grew wantonly and expanded wildly. He used the most unreasonable means and practices to wake up this group of normal people one by one.

As a result, there were no normal people in the class at the end.

Is this a bad thing?
"So many things..."

Xu Xuan looked at the moonlight outside the window, and the black cat stepped on the moonlight, and whispered: "Stinky Taoist priest, why do you stay with him?"

"destiny?"

Zhuge Qing tinkered with the photo stone in his hand, raised his eyebrows, and answered casually.

"You and I both know that the fate between you and Zhou Li was forced."

Turning his head, Xu Xuan looked at Zhuge Qing and said, "Me too."

"uh-huh."

Zhuge Qing shrugged noncommittally, but put the photo stone in his hand aside. She looked at Xu Xuan, narrowed her eyes, and chuckled: "So, why do you stay with him?"

“Don’t answer a question with a question!”

Xu Xuan said seriously.

"Good good."

Zhuge Qing smiled. She stood up and touched the black cat's chin. Looking at the other person with a look of enjoyment, Zhuge Qing said softly: "The reason why I stay with Mr. Zhou is actually very simple."

"vitality."

Xu Xuan blinked, as if he was surprised by the answer. But soon, she smiled too.

"Yes, a rare chance of life."

"I have calculated Mr. Zhou's fate before, and the result was like a mess and completely unpredictable. At first, I thought it was because Mr. Zhou was involved too much, so I couldn't see clearly. It wasn't until later that I walked out of the world in the painting, I just realized the truth.”

Zhuge Qing looked at the black cat at hand and said softly: "What really obscures Tianji is his vitality that makes people feel hopeful."

"If you are tainted with cause and effect, you are tainted with vitality."

Black Cat suppressed his voice and whispered: "Even in desperate situations, the vitality in him has never been cut off. Therefore, I think that the future of our auspicious clan may be able to find half of hope in him."

"Yeah, it's all like that."

Looking at the starry night sky, Zhuge Qing squinted his eyes and said meaningfully: "They are all greedily seeking the life of Mr. Zhou."

"Regardless of good or evil, race."

"You can start now."

In the dimness, the young man's eyes were illuminated by candlelight. He lowered his head, holding a pen, and his body was like pine wood.

Behind him was a man exuding corpse energy. (End of chapter)