Wind rises time and space gate

Chapter 66 What kind of feelings

On Lin Zhaoxia's Qixi Festival, she was invited by her beloved, but she refused.

There were some waves, and then they passed by quietly.Only the red rose, which was still undefeated the next day, still reminded her of what she had experienced yesterday.

Lin Zhaoxia looked at the rose bouquet that took up a large space in the living room and didn't know what to do with it.

Han Yang can't afford it, but what's wrong with Rose?Isn't it pretty?Bright red, thorny, but dazzling and eye-catching.

keep it.If you lose, throw it away.

I woke up early in the morning, admired the flowers for a while, and then began to think about my poor family property.She didn't have a family, she didn't have any children, and her money was just over [-] yuan.When Mr. Huang's autobiography is completed, he should be able to get the remaining [-] yuan.

I can breathe a sigh of relief.

But this amount of money cannot afford even one square meter in the outer ring.The road ahead is still long.

You still have to roll it up. If you don’t roll it up with others, you have to roll it up yourself.

Thinking that she hadn't called home for a few days, she called her dad... "Dad."

Father Lin was quite happy to receive her call, and happily asked her a few words. When he learned that she hadn't found a job yet, he comforted her not to worry, and to take her time.

"Okay, don't worry about me, take good care of your illness, and I'll go back to see you after a while."

Before hearing her father's reaction, she heard her mother's voice: "Did Yan Ran look for you?"

"No. Isn't she at home?"

"She has been away from home for a while, and said that there are few job opportunities here, and she wants to venture outside. I thought she was looking for you."

Lin Ma confessed: "She doesn't have many friends in Haishi, so you can let her live with you. The two sisters happen to have a caregiver. She may not want to disturb you, so you can call her."

Lin Zhaoxia was silent, and replied: "Okay. I'll call her right away."

After hanging up the phone, Lin Zhaoxia looked at the phone blankly.

Since Lin Yanran was found, she has become less and less important in her mother's mind.Her mother never leaves Lin Yanran.

Lin Zhaoxia can understand.After all, she was pregnant in ten months, and after searching for her biological daughter for more than ten years, she wanted to give her the best in the world with all her heart and soul.

As for Lin Zhaoxia, she didn't know who left her behind, and whether she was also looking for her.

She didn't want to go to them.I just want to take good care of Lin's father and Lin's mother and be filial to them.But she felt more and more like an outsider.

Especially when Lin Yanran kept looking at her with that kind of eyes that occupy the magpie's nest.

Lin Zhaoxia didn't want to go back to that home more and more.

The Lin family originally had a three-bedroom house in the city, and her father was allocated a two-bedroom house at school.Later, in order to find Lin Yanran, the three-bedroom house was sold, and the family moved back to the two-bedroom house on campus.

That year Lin Zhaoxia had just finished the college entrance examination, and Lin Yanran was found back. The room she used to live alone was shared by her and Lin Yanran.

Mama Lin put on the quilt cover that Lin Yanran liked, and arranged the room in the way Lin Yanran liked.

Lin Zhaoxia was squeezed into only a 1.2-meter bed, and only that bed belonged to her.She didn't want to go home less and less.Every winter and summer vacation, she worked part-time jobs in Haishi to earn tuition. During that time, Han Yang stayed with her all the time...

Lin Zhaoxia's eyes moved back to the roses in the hall, with mixed emotions.

She dialed Lin Yanran's phone number, but she didn't answer.After sending a WeChat message, Lin Yanran didn't reply until a long time ago, "I'm not in Haishi. I'm fine, don't worry about it."

There was no sound.

Hengdian.Lin Yanran hung up her phone, made several bus transfers, and returned to the house that the crew rented for them and the actors.

A three-bedroom room accommodates 20 people.

Lin Yanran opened the door, and various smells instantly filled her nostrils, making her want to gag.

I saw two trash cans piled high at the entrance of the hall, and there was a lot of garbage scattered around. All kinds of pungent smells penetrated people's noses.

After staying in this kind of room for a long time, there will be an unpleasant smell on the hair and clothes.Lin Yanran couldn't stay still, she hurried back to her bed, packed a few things, turned around and left.

A dozen women in the room were gathering together to gossip. When they saw Lin Yanran coming in, they only turned to look at her. Seeing her go out soon, they looked disdainful.

"It's like who doesn't know that she has climbed a high branch."

Somebody was not well informed, and came forward: "What high branch has she climbed, tell me quickly!"

In Hengdian, what kind of entertainment is there for a group of extra performers? I really want to have it, but I'm short of cash, so I just eat all kinds of melons that are not guaranteed to be ripe every day, and chat about what I have.

"I don't know who it is specifically, but it must be Gao Zhi. How long have we people been hanging out in Hengdian before we can sign a follow-up contract? We don't have to compete with hundreds of people for a role to play a corpse. Why did she just come and be able to sign a follow-up contract?" It’s a group. It’s nothing if not climbing a high branch.”

A woman showed disdain, and she didn't like Lin Yanran's appearance as an ordinary girl, and even stepped on her head.

Another young woman was leaning against the door of the room wearing some old house clothes.

With a look of disdain and envy: "That's no better than us people. They still have high branches to climb. As for us, if we want to have high branches, we have to avoid many detours."

"That's not it. I also want to climb high, at least I don't have to be crowded with so many people. How about the sisters show me the way? As long as I don't break the law, I am willing to do anything."

"You're willing to do anything as long as it doesn't break the law? So, would you be willing to strip you naked and send you a roll of quilt?"

"Yes! Why don't you want to! I'm afraid that others will look down upon me."

Several women came up together, laughing and wanting to strip her clothes: "Let's take a look first, you can make people look down on you."

"Help, you're playing hooligans!" The women in the room laughed together.

Lin Yanran hurriedly left the house rented by the group and went outside the alley. She took a deep breath and felt that the air was much fresher.

Looking back, the alley is deep and deep, like a black hole that sucks people.Lin Yanran's eyes were extremely firm, no matter what the price was, she would definitely succeed, and she would not live here forever!

Days slipped by.

Lin Zhaoxia has been invited to visit Huang's house twice, the first time was when Mr. Huang's three children happened to be there.Lin Zhaoxia has witnessed first-hand how the first generation of self-made entrepreneurs get along with their families.

Like traditional Chinese families, Mr. Huang is still the absolute patriarch in the family.The youngest son and daughter think differently from him, but they all obey him. The eldest son, who inherited the family business, also respects him.

At least in front of outsiders, the three sons and daughters, who have achieved some success in their respective fields, give the old father a lot of face.

But Lin Zhaoxia couldn't understand Mrs. Huang's attitude.

According to media reports, Mrs. Huang's natal family has better conditions than her husband's family. She has a good vision and found a potential stock. Regardless of her family's opposition, she insisted on marrying Mr. Huang.

A young couple started their business from scratch, and faced many difficulties and dangers during their entrepreneurial journey. Until now, they have become successful.When people reach middle age, their children start families and start businesses. It is the time to enjoy having children and grandchildren around them and enjoy the peace and happiness brought by a prosperous life.

But no one is perfect, and there are always such and such shortcomings in life.The media is full of many speculative reports by Mr. Huang, which seem to be true and false.After a man becomes famous, there is never a shortage of women around him.

Looking at the way Mrs. Huang and Mr. Huang get along now, what love and family relationship they have, I'm afraid the only thing left is familiarity.

But the peaches that have been planted so hard cannot be picked by others.Lin Zhaoxia looked at Mrs. Huang with inexplicable distress.

Lin Zhaoxia could hardly see the interaction between the two.The more she gets to know Mr. Huang, the more she can feel the wantonness and freedom of being in front of the Yue family when she was young. After becoming famous in middle age, she overwhelms the Yue family and completely lets herself go.

In a large Chinese-style villa with an area of ​​over [-] square meters, maybe now there are only different bedfellows.

Lin Zhaoxia was originally a sensitive person who was good at observing words and emotions, but he was very sad when he came back.

The feelings in the world are like a long stream like a trickling brook without waves or waves, or if the fireworks bloom blazingly and brightly in a flash, which one is better?

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