Wind rises time and space gate

Chapter 77
Zhao Guangyuan is not good at lying, especially under Lin Zhaoxia's gaze.

I had no choice but to tell the story of Lin Zhaoxia coming over that night when he was drunk.

"Let me tell you, I was obviously lying on the sofa that day, but when I woke up, I was in bed." After Lin Zhaoxia finished speaking, he realized something and bit his tongue to stop talking.

Zhao Guangyuan's face was a little hot, "That day, it was really because of love, Yuan, I was rude." Chaolin Zhaoxia saluted.

It made Lin Zhaoxia feel quite embarrassed.

"Don't be too polite. We don't have men and women here who can't kiss each other. It's not like you who touch hands and call molestation. You take care of me who is sick from drinking too much. I should thank you."

Zhao Guangyuan quietly breathed a sigh of relief.

Lin Zhaoxia remembered about WeChat, and looked at him again, "It's strange, when you came here in the evening, didn't you click to resend?"

Zhao Guangyuan didn't understand why, so he shook his head: "Yuan didn't make any moves."

If he knew, he would have turned off his phone first.He looked away, not daring to look at her.

Lin Zhaoxia was puzzled, "The red exclamation mark didn't appear?"

"No."

Hiss, there is no red exclamation mark, and the signal is sent automatically?Lin Zhaoxia didn't hesitate anymore. She had seen it all and wondered whether she could take it back.

The two of them sat down in the living room. Lin Zhaoxia originally felt sorry for what happened to him and was afraid that he would seek death. She wanted to say something to enlighten him, but she didn't know where to start.

On the contrary, Zhao Guangyuan looked at the red wine in her hand, "I don't know how this red wine mixed with Sprite tastes like?"

Lin Zhaoxia lowered her head and handed the wine glass over, "Would you like to try it? It will taste better."

Zhao Guangyuan could only smell the aroma of the wine, and was so dizzy for a moment that he forgot his sense of proportion. He took a sip naturally, "Not bad, but the taste is much weaker."

I still think it tastes better without redemption.

When Lin Zhaoxia was about to take the cup, he realized that he was drinking from Lin Zhaoxia's cup.

His face was as red as a blush: "This..." He actually drank from the same cup as Miss Lin!
Seeing his embarrassment, Lin Zhaoxia smiled and said, "I haven't drunk it yet. If you don't mind it, I'll give you this glass too." Standing up, he poured himself another glass.

Seeing her pour another glass, Zhao Guangyuan felt a little regretful.

Lin Zhaoxia sat down and said, "You..."

Suddenly, I don't know where to start, the matter of exposing people's scars doesn't seem very authentic.But if you read WeChat, you read it, and you can't pretend that you don't know.It seems cool to be indifferent.

"Let me find something for you to watch." After searching on the phone, he turned on the TV and cast the video found on the phone to the TV.

Zhao Guangyuan enjoyed such a moment very much. It wasn't Daqi's suffocating environment. He was accompanied by her and had good wine in his hand. All of these made him feel relaxed.

Following Lin Zhaoxia's example, he leaned on the other side of the sofa, watching the TV leisurely.

But soon, the expression on his face became serious.

"Will there be earthquakes here too?"

Lin Zhaoxia nodded: "Yes, even in prosperous times, there are still many natural and man-made disasters. Droughts, floods, wind disasters, floods, fires, earthquakes... happen every year."

What Lin Zhaoxia showed him was the earthquake documentary that shocked the world that year.

"The earthquake that year..."

Zhao Guangyuan stared at the TV screen and sat up straight.

The kind of loneliness that loses all relatives once, has no one to rely on, has nothing to love in life, and can't find a reason to live is very understandable.

Lin Zhaoxia turned to look at him, "I understand this kind of loneliness. When people live in the world, they may have goals, visions, or ties. There are always people and things that hook us and allow us to move forward... "

"And you don't find that reason to keep going a lot of the time, do you?"

Zhao Guangyuan closed his eyes and finally nodded to her.

"Yes, Yuan can't find a reason to continue to live many times." I am sorry to my mother and brother prince, I am sorry to my grandfather's family who died in vain, but it is too painful to live.

Even if he won that position, he would not be very happy.

He often asked himself why he continued to live.Every day he struggles between living and dying, which makes him miserable.

"I understand how you feel. You feel that there is no more care in the world, and even if you are alive, you can't find the meaning of living."

"Yes. Yuan was drunk and dreamed of death before, and just wanted to leave with his mother and brother."

Lin Zhaoxia felt distressed when he heard this, and he no longer cared about it. "what about now?"

"Now Yuan wants to rehabilitate his elder brother and grandfather's family." Perhaps this is the only reason why he keeps pulling and forcing himself to live.

"What about after rehabilitating and avenging?"

after?Zhao Guangyuan was stunned for a moment, and then Yuan could die calmly.

Lin Zhaoxia looked at him who was silent, as if he understood his heart.He now has a reason to live, but one day he can finish what he wants to do, but he still can't find the direction to live.

"Aren't you married yet? Someone who has no children and no concerns? Isn't it pretty early for you to get married?" There shouldn't be any bondage.

Zhao Guangyuan shook his head, "When Yuan was 17 years old, he had arranged a marriage, but before the six rites were completed, Yuan was demoted to guard the mausoleum."

"So the marriage is withdrawn? Who dares to withdraw from the prince's marriage?"

The corner of Zhao Guangyuan's mouth sneered, what kind of prince is he, who would let his daughter follow him to guard the mausoleum?Confinement in the imperial mausoleum without seeing the sun and the moon, what is the difference between death and death?
Can it be better than being a concubine for the new prince?

Seeing the sarcasm at the corner of his mouth, Lin Zhaoxia didn't ask further, fearing that the situation inside was even worse than she thought.

"It's okay, one day you will find a woman who makes you care about her, and you will be reluctant to leave her after not seeing her for one day. You will also have women you can't let go of, and you will have children around your knees. One day you will have countless ties, You won’t feel lonely anymore.”

Zhao Guangyuan turned to look at her. Would he also have a woman that made him miss him like crazy?

Children around the knees?Zhao Guangyuan smiled wryly, God treated him unfairly, he would not have children around his knees.

The two of them watched the documentary all night, all kinds of natural disasters, man-made disasters, and the world's impermanence, as well as all kinds of good things and small fortunes. Apart from revenge, which is the reason for him to live, Zhao Guangyuan has some other hopes.

Occasionally, like now, sitting together and chatting with each other about homework is also a kind of bondage.

When he returned to the main hall at dawn, he remembered what Miss Lin said to him when he was parting: Next time you come, I will take you outside for a walk.Suddenly he had expectations.

There is a faint expectation in my heart.

In the blink of an eye, he saw Chang Zhi carrying large and small bags and was about to walk out of the hall. He suddenly stopped him and stretched out his hand towards him: "Bring it here!"

(End of this chapter)