Anorectal department met first love, my agency died

Chapter 7 Hush Hush
Song Shiwei thought of the time when he was 15 years old.

At that time, she was in her first year of high school and had a crush on Xiao Yi.

But she didn't dare to confess, he was so good and handsome, she felt that she was not good enough for him.

That day, she and her classmates made an appointment to go to the park together, but she didn't expect to meet Xiao Yi.

She saw a girl standing in front of Xiao Yi. Xiao Yi looked down at the girl, feeling envious and sour in her heart.

She leaned closer quietly, wanting to hear what they were saying.

Unexpectedly, a boy on a skateboard rushed over suddenly, and she ran into the girl uncontrollably, and both of them fell into the lake.

When Xiao Yi fished her out of the water, she felt a sense of security that she had never had before. She held Xiao Yi tightly and refused to let go, as if she could draw infinite energy from him.

When she saw him again later, she wanted to hug him several times, and even thought it would be good to touch him, but she restrained herself.

She realized something was wrong with her, it wasn't like a normal crush.

She went to a psychiatrist who diagnosed her with "skin hunger".

This disease is mostly caused by the lack of care from parents, especially the mother, during childhood.

This is a mental illness. When it gets serious, it will not only cause severe insecurity in one's own psychology, but also lead to low self-esteem, cowardice, bullying, and even irrational acts of revenge out of jealousy that others can be caressed.

Later, Song Shiwei saw a psychiatrist for a long time, but she still felt sick and abnormal, and she dared not face Xiao Yi.

She felt that her thoughts about him were dirty and despicable, so she could only bury her love for him deeply in her heart and dare not let others know.

She didn't dare to tell her brother that it was already very difficult for him to pull her up, and she couldn't let him worry about her anymore.

So on the surface she is a happy little girl, but only she knows the depression and inferiority in her heart.

However, she has improved a lot over the years, and later began to write novels, expressing a lot of emotions in the novels, and gradually becoming stronger in shaping a character.

But she was still uneasy when she saw Xiao Yi again, fearing that he would know that she had had bad intentions towards him.

I'm afraid that he will despise me and think that I am a pervert.

Forget it, don't want to.Song Shiwei took out his mobile phone to surf the Internet.

Then I remembered that the new editor forgot to add it, so I quickly added the new editor’s QQ and attached a message, “Hello, I am the author of “Good Morning, Lawyer Yue”.

The editors of the website have too many authors, and generally they don't add people casually, they can only show their identities.

Then Song Shiwei went into the writer's backstage and asked readers for leave, saying that he was sick and hospitalized and would have to stop updating for a few days.

This time the perfect attendance bonus is gone, and that’s 1000 yuan!

Song Shi sighed slightly, forget it, let's waste money and eliminate disaster.

After a while, QQ rang, indicating that the new editor Qingjiao had become a friend.

Song Shiwei was a little surprised, it was so fast, it used to take at least a day or two to add a new editor.

"Dear, I am your new editor Qingjiao!" the other party sent a smiling emoticon.

Song Shi raised his eyebrows slightly. It seemed that this new editor was quite cute.

"Hello!" Song Shiwei replied.

"I saw you said in your work that you were hospitalized? What's the matter, what's the disease, is it serious?"

"It's okay, it's a minor surgery. It's just that I may have to stop updating in the next few days..."

"It's okay, just stop changing, your body is important. Do you want me to go and see you?"

"No, thank you for your concern!" Song Shi smiled slightly. The website is in the Shanghai stock market, so far away, is it just a polite way?

Besides, I haven't gotten to that level of familiarity with the new editor yet.

"Then take care of your health. There is no rush for novels. Let's talk about taking care of your health."

"Okay, thank you!" Song Shiwei sent a thankful expression.

After chatting with Song Shiwei, she opened the Writer's Assistant on the website and looked at the messages readers had left for her. She thanked everyone for the tips.

Then enter the writer's backend and start coding.

But it was uncomfortable no matter whether I was sitting or lying down. My buttocks were burning and my lower abdomen was uncomfortably bloated.

I can't get out even when I go to the toilet.

The front was uncomfortably swollen, and the back was uncomfortably painful, as if the lower body didn't belong to me anymore.

She rang the bedside bell and told the nurse about her condition. The nurse brought a hot water bottle and asked her to apply it.

But it didn't work, Xiao Yi walked in when he was feeling bored.

"Why, where is it uncomfortable?"

Song Shiwei's face turned red and his voice was as low as a mosquito, "My back feels swollen and painful. I want to get into the trumpet but can't."

Song Shi blushed slightly and looked at Xiao Yi. He must have just taken a shower, his hair was still slightly moist, and he had put on a gray shirt underneath. His brows were cold and he looked particularly ascetic.

Xiao Yi nodded, his beautiful eyebrows raised slightly, "It's normal to have just finished the operation today, continue to apply heat, and I'll prescribe you some painkillers."

After speaking, he turned and went out, and after a while, he brought a small medicine bag and a glass of warm water.

"Eat it!" The voice was deep and thick, a very pleasant bass.

Song Shiwei's ears were a little hot, he took the medicine and water, "Thank you Brother Xiao Yi."

After taking the medicine, he asked, "Um, when can I be discharged from the hospital?"

"It depends on the situation in two days, but generally speaking it will take a week." Xiao Yi said.

Song Shi nodded slightly, feeling a little bloated in his lower abdomen. He hurriedly walked into the bathroom, but he still couldn't pull it out, and the pain came from behind. It was really uncomfortable.

Suddenly there was a whistle of "shush" outside. Song Shiwei froze, his face turned red, he was embarrassed and speechless.

Who knew it would actually work, I peeed out.

At that moment, my whole body felt refreshed, as if I came back to life.

But when Song Shiwei came out, he didn't dare to look at Xiao Yi at all. Fortunately, he was wearing a mask, otherwise he really wouldn't be able to look directly at his lips.

Who knew that such a cold and ascetic person could actually pee for himself?

The half of Xiao Yi's face exposed on the mask was indifferent, as if nothing had happened.

"Go to bed early at night, and ring the bedside bell if you have something to do. I'm in the duty room."

"Oh!" Song Shi lowered his eyes slightly, not daring to look into Xiao Yi's eyes at all, his toes were almost digging out a fairy castle.

I didn't sleep well all night. The pain in my anus was still as painful as ever, as if it was about to burst, and there seemed to be something blocking it to prevent it from bursting. It was so uncomfortable.

Xiao Yi bought breakfast the next day. After eating, he said he would change the dressing later.

Not long after, Xiao Yi and Zhang Yuanyuan walked over pushing the cart together.

He took off his pants and stuck out his butt again. Although he was already very skilled, Song Shiwei's face still turned red.

"Ah!" Song Shi cried out in pain, feeling something pulling repeatedly in the chrysanthemum, it was terribly painful.

Looking sideways, it turned out that there was really something stuffed inside, a ball of bloody gauze was thrown on the plate, what the hell, no wonder it was so painful.

"Let me change your dressing now!" Xiao Yi said softly, "There are stitches here, and they will be removed in a few days."

When the cotton wool touched the wound, Song Shiwei was in so much pain that he couldn't bear to die, but he was too embarrassed to say anything, ah, just let me die.

After changing the medicine, Song Shiwei pulled up his pants and lay on the bed, pretending to be dead.

She felt that it was definitely impossible for her and Xiao Yi. Which man could fall in love with his girlfriend after seeing his girlfriend's miserable appearance? How strong is his mentality?
Zhang Yuanyuan glanced at Xiao Yi, then at Song Shi, who was pretending to be dead, holding back a smile, and said, "Be sure to drink more water. You used to be constipated, and it will definitely be painful to go to the toilet..."

Song Shiwei would really thank her, and she was right. She didn't know it was painful until the first time she pooped.

(End of this chapter)