Anorectal department met first love, my agency died

Chapter 9 I Love You
"I don't need it, you go!" Song Shiwei raised his voice suddenly, his eyes were a little red.

Cheng Jingnian panicked and said quickly: "Okay, okay, I'll leave right away. Don't be angry. It's not good for your health to be angry because you just had surgery. Can't I leave?"

After finishing speaking, he took two steps back, and took another deep look at Song Shiwei, thinking that the future will be long, so he is not in a hurry.

Xiao Yi saw Song Shiwei's ex-boyfriend leaving at the nurse's station, and hurried to the ward, and when he reached the door, he pretended to ask casually, "That man left?"

Song Shi slightly lowered his eyelids, not wanting Xiao Yi to see the emotion in his eyes, and gave a soft "hmm".

"Is he really just here to visit?" Xiao Yi stared at Song Shiwei's eyes, as if he wanted to see something through those eyes.

Song Shi pretended to smile slightly and raised his head, "He came to see me on behalf of the website..."

She didn't want Xiao Yi to know about her, because she was afraid that he would call her stupid for having been someone else's substitute for more than a year.

Seeing that Song Shiwei refused to speak, Xiao Yi showed no expression on his handsome face, but indifference slowly appeared in his clear and juan eyes.

With a cool tone, he said, "Then you have a good rest!"

After speaking, he walked out of the ward.

Song Shiwei slumped down on the bed, pressed against the stitched opening, and jumped up again in pain.

I want to cry without tears.

She remembered the past.

When she was admitted to college, she still had Xiao Yi in her heart.

But I knew I had a mental illness, but I didn't dare to show it, for fear that he would think I was despicable.

Later she joined the literary club, and Cheng Jingnian was the vice president of the literary club at that time.

They are both majoring in Chinese, she is a freshman and Cheng Jingnian is a sophomore.

The literature club often organizes some activities, such as essay solicitation, reading clubs, etc., and they all participate together.

Sometimes we will be in a group, and naturally we will have more contacts than others.

Song Shiwei was deliberately active in order to overcome his psychological barriers, so Cheng Jingnian would call her whenever there was anything.

After spending too much time together, some people started booing, saying that they were a couple.

Song Shiwei was pretty, and Cheng Jingnian was gentle and elegant. Everyone said they were a good match.

Song Shiwei just took it as a joke.

Unexpectedly, Cheng Jingnian began to pursue her formally, giving her gifts, buying breakfast, and asking her for her welfare.

At that time, Song Shiwei felt that it was impossible for him and Xiao Yi, so he could only keep his thoughts about him deep in his heart and try to accept Cheng Jingnian's pursuit.

The two were together during their sophomore year.

The two went out on dates like ordinary couples, eating together, watching movies together, and going to the library together.

However, because he felt that he had a psychological problem, Song Shiwei never let go and was always cautious, so he was not as enthusiastic as other couples. The relationship between the two could be said to be respectful.

After more than a year like this, Song Shiwei also slowly opened his heart, intending to accept Cheng Jingnian.

She felt that although this person was not as handsome as Xiao Yi, he was still pretty good, had a good temper, and was gentle and gentle with others. Maybe such a person would be more suitable for her.

In the second semester of his junior year, Cheng Jingnian was already a senior student. He participated in the school recruitment and found a job, and rented a house outside.

One day she went to find Cheng Jingnian, and when she got to the door, she heard him talking to a boy.

"Jingnian, Jiang Yi is coming back, what will you and Song Shiwei do?"

"I know you used to like Jiang Yi all the time, and you broke up because she went abroad. Now she is coming back..."

"To be honest, I have always felt that Song Shiwei is not good enough for you. With her family background, how can she compare with Jiang Yi? How can you be with her?"

"Is it because she looks a bit like Jiang Yi that you..."

"But now that Jiang Yi is coming back, she will be angry if she finds out that you dated another girlfriend in China. I think you should break up quickly!"

During this period, Cheng Jingnian remained silent, and Song Shiwei's heart felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave. It turned out that Cheng Jingnian had always had his own white moonlight. It turned out that he was only with him because he was like his ex-girlfriend?

"You are talking!" The boy was anxious, "If you don't break up again, how will you explain to Jiang Yi when she comes back?"

Cheng Jingnian finally spoke, his tone as gentle as ever, "I'll take care of it!"

Song Shiwei's heart felt as if it had been pricked by a needle, and it was throbbing with pain. She finally opened her heart and wanted to accept Cheng Jingnian, but she didn't expect this to be the result.

She turned and walked out.

Back in the dormitory, he directly broke up with Cheng Jingnian.

Cheng Jingnian was silent for a moment, and asked lightly, "Why?"

Song Shiwei didn't want to reveal what he had eavesdropped on, and he didn't want to admit that he had been used as a substitute for more than a year. He said calmly, "You are about to graduate, and I'm still in school. I don't think the two of us are suitable anymore."

Cheng Jingnian agreed without saying anything.

Not long after, Song Shiwei saw him announcing his new relationship in Moments.

I found it really ironic, so I blocked and deleted a dragon immediately, and got this person out of my mind.

It's been more than a year now, and he actually has the nerve to appear in front of her. Why does he regret breaking up?
Where is his Jiang Yi?The two are not together?
So he regretted it again and came to find himself again?Feel like a liar, don't you?
Ha ha!

……

After Xiao Yi walked out of Song Shiwei's ward, he walked to the end of the corridor, took out a box of mints from his pocket, took one and threw it into his mouth, biting his cheeks tightly.

He remembered that when he got his PhD, he was an exchange student abroad, and one day he suddenly received a WeChat message from Song Shiwei, and she said, "Brother Xiao Yi, I like you!"

At that time, he didn't know how ecstatic he was. The little girl he liked for many years also liked him. She finally grew up, and he could confess his love to her.

But when he was about to reply, she actually blocked herself.

At that time, he still wondered if the little girl was shy and felt embarrassed after confessing her love?

So he thought about waiting for him to return to China and confess his love to her in person.

Tell her that he likes her too, that he has liked her for many years and has been waiting for her to grow up.

After returning to China, he didn't even go home and went to the Shanghai stock market impatiently. First, he went to Song Shixing to think about how to explain to him that he liked his sister.

But Song Shixing said that Wei Wei went camping with her boyfriend, and she already has a boyfriend!
The words he was about to say were choked in his throat.

He felt he was being played.He never contacted Song Shiwei again.

On the day of the operation, when Xu Qingmiao asked Song Shiwei if she had a boyfriend, she said no. Xiao Yi thought they had broken up, but he didn't know how happy he was.

But now that man has appeared again, and he seems to want to get back together with her, and she doesn't seem to have explicitly refused?
Xiao Yi looked up at the sky outside. The sky was clear and clear, with not a trace of cloud at all.

He propped his hands on the window sill, his knuckles turning white.

When he turned around again, his clear eyes slowly showed a cold color, making him look a bit more awe-inspiring and unapproachable, more serious and indifferent than usual.

(End of this chapter)