She is charming

Chapter 125

"Qiao An, it's true that I like Zhao Wangsheng. At that time, my father always felt that you were too strong, and he never communicated well with you, so he always wanted to suppress you."

Ren Hongchen also knew how unpleasant his words were in the past. After he knew that his daughter had heard that he wanted to give her away since she was a child, he had to admit that most of his faults lay in his daughter's indifference and the current rift between the two. he.

"But now, Zhao Wangsheng is bullying you. Although dad...but dad supports all your decisions." He wanted to say that he had feelings for Yin Ruwei and couldn't do it, but Ren Qiaoan knew it.

But if Ren Qiaoan wants to deal with Zhao Wangsheng, he will not intervene. He also accepts the consequences of this, which is the breakdown of his relationship with Yin Ruwei.

"The past is in the past, you don't need to talk about it." Ren Qiaoan didn't want to hear it, nor did she want to hear it.

What's the point of dealing with Zhao Wangsheng?

After revealing her true identity in front of him, she is actually more noble than Lu Wenwen. Do you regret watching him cry bitterly?
It would only make her feel like the person she loved when she was a teenager was shattered before her eyes.

With such an unhappy past, her transformation from an abandoned child to a person who now owns the whole world is not something worth showing off.

How can others understand the bitterness and bitterness in it?
"Zhuge Qing, if you think it's okay for you, just develop a good relationship with him. If it doesn't work, tell your dad that we'll find someone else." Ren Hongchen coughed twice and said rather awkwardly, "He knows your business very well. I feel relieved to leave you to him."

If this was an ordinary father who took the initiative to guide his daughter after she was broken up by a scumbag, then Ren Qiaoan wouldn't think much about it, but now, she still feels that her father is ruining her life.

Without Zhao Wangsheng, Zhou Chu was driven away, and Zhuge Qing who was left behind regarded her father as her reborn parent. If she and Zhuge Qing were together, then they would jointly control her for the rest of her life, and she would have nowhere to escape.

Thinking about it, Ren Qiaoan felt suffocated.

"Dad, I'm taking a rest." Ren Qiaoan hung up the phone on the pretext of being tired, put down the phone, and went in to take a shower.

While lying in the bathtub, Ren Qiaoan looked at these luxurious bath products. The neon lights outside the window were flashing, and the royal palace in the distance was like a model toy right in front of her. She could reach out and bring it back.

Ren Qiaoan leaned against the edge of the bathtub and sank bit by bit until the water covered his head. The feeling of suffocation was really realized by the water, and then he felt a sense of pleasure welling up in his heart.

She was at the critical point between death and survival, and the warm water poured into her mouth and nose actually made her feel fulfilled.

In the past, her father did not want her, and she also decided not to want her father, so she worked hard to live by herself, thinking that she must study hard. When she grows up, she will be beautiful and knowledgeable, and someone will like her in the future.

This is what Yin Ruwei said to her. In her adolescence, she also had times of confusion and helplessness. Aunt Yin could always find out and then enlighten her with a smile: "Qiao An, when you grow up, you will know that in life, Your parents have very little time to spend with you, so you have to find someone else who will always be with you."

"That's when you know that your troubles are actually not worth mentioning. The person who accompanies you to the end also needs time to come to your side."

At that time, Aunt Yin's eyes were shining as she looked at the sycamore tree outside the window and spoke very confidently. She was so confident that Ren Qiao An always believed that she would not face separation again in the future.

When she was in adolescence, she often read those stories with her classmates. She felt that Zhao Wangsheng could always be with her. She was the heroine in the story about childhood sweethearts, but she had an unfortunate family but stayed with the hero for a long time.

But later, like the novel Liu Meng sent her, she got rid of the snobbish and scumbag man, and she would definitely meet the affectionate second man. He cured her, and she got what she wanted.

But now she is like that kind of "come back with rich money" Shuangwen, who was bullied by others and finally came back strong and slapped everyone in the face.

In the end, she discovered that everything was so depressing and hypocritical. Zhao Wangsheng and Zhou Chu chose to leave her for the same reason, but she could actually have a lot of money. She thought she had cut off the relationship with her father, only to realize that she had not been able to do so from beginning to end. To be able to escape from her father's control.

In the end, I lived my life as a different person.

Ren Qiaoan lowered her head, her back was already pressed against the bottom of the bathtub, the water waves in front of her eyes made the world abstract, but her ears were so quiet that only her own heartbeat could be heard.

Her father's professional psychological profiling team could find out why Zhou Chu approached her, and they could deduce the reason why Zhao Wangsheng and Lu Wenwen were together.

But touching Zhao Wangsheng would mean that his relationship with Aunt Yin would also break down, so he gave this power to her.

Perhaps his mental profiling team had already profiled that she would not touch Zhao Wangsheng, so he dared to hand the initiative into her hands.

But they probably didn't tell her that she had no hope for life.

Why persist in living?

Living brought her only losses again and again.After Zhao Wangsheng left, she had been thinking about this question, but she never had an answer.

Later she found out that maybe it was because her mother died when her father loved her the most, so her father had been suppressing the fact that he was not with Aunt Yin.

So if she dies now, who loves her most?
Will someone also remember her for many years and be alone in her memory?

Probably not, they are getting married.

Ren Qiaoan closed his eyes, and suddenly he couldn't even hear his own heartbeat when his eyes were filled with darkness.

……

In the world outside the window, the dark night was cut through by a ray of white light. After the inverted white branches flashed by, thunder roared, waking up those who wanted to fall asleep.

After two thunderclaps, heavy rain poured down.

Zhou Chu held up the phone on the street and kept calling Ren Qiaoan's number.

As soon as she left today, he received a transfer from her inexplicably. Only then did Zhou Chu truly realize that Ren Qiaoan was really separated from him.

At first, his WeChat account was blocked, and then she turned off her phone when he called her. Later, he found out that she had not boarded her flight, and Zhou Chu's heart trembled.

She had nowhere to go alone, and although he didn't know where she came from, he concluded that she didn't have much money.

Walking alone, where did she go? !

Zhou Chu immediately asked his friends to find her. He ran to Ren Qiaoan's house to take a look, only to find that the owner of the house had changed.

"Oh, you're talking about that little girl. She said she would live with her boyfriend in the future, so the house was sold to us this morning." The male owner of the family took out all the procedures, and Zhou Chu discovered that she had sold the house to us in the morning. .

The money returned to him was the money from selling the house.

He couldn't imagine that the moment before she walked in the door, she still believed that she could live with him, and the next moment she learned the sad news that he had agreed to get engaged.

Zhou Chu ran home in despair, trying to find the clues she had left behind, but at the door he met the aunt who collected waste from the community.

The aunt sat under the shade of a tree, opened a shabby small suitcase, and took out a few old cotton silk skirts with small floral patterns, and two pairs of clean black canvas shoes.

Zhou Chu knew that box until his death. When he chased Ren Qiaoan and broke up her and Zhao Wangsheng, this box was her only luggage after they separated, and he carried it into their home with his own hands.

At that time, he thought that such an old box was so light and weightless when lifted, that he should treat her better in the future and make her fatter.

But now, the box appears in the hands of the aunt who picks up garbage, which means that the owner of the box has also abandoned it.

"What is this? Instant noodles?" The aunt took out a pack of instant noodles from the suitcase, looked at it front and back, and confirmed that it was a pack of ordinary instant noodles. She said disgustedly: "The brand is from more than ten years ago. They are almost broken, and the shelf life has passed more than ten years."

"I really don't understand how today's young people keep a pack of instant noodles for so long that the bag is almost bursting." After saying that, the aunt threw the instant noodles into a green trash can not far away.

Following closely behind the instant noodles was a figure running quickly, rushing to the trash can, reaching into a pile of rotten vegetable leaves, and picked up the package of instant noodles.

The first meal Ren Qiaoan had when she came to his house was instant noodles. This pack of noodles must be very important to her.

Can't lose.

Zhou Chu wiped off the leftover soup on the instant noodle bag with his palms. Those broken noodle residues had to be held with both hands to feel at ease.

Nothing can be lost.

(End of this chapter)