After awakening, I actually became the ceiling of force value

All the words Chu Nanxing said came from his sincerity.

She looked at Chu Nanyue standing in front of her with some eagerness, "Nanyue, forget those unpleasant things before, let's start over, okay?"

"I don't want to encounter anything that makes me regret like this time. If I had never left the headquarters of the Special Affairs Division, maybe I would have been able to resist when the invaders attacked. Brother Jingmo and the others wouldn't have been like this. Lost their whereabouts, so many people lost their lives.”

"I'm so afraid that I'll make the wrong choice again, and one day you'll leave me again..."

Chu Nanxing spoke sincerely, and Chu Nanyue could feel that what she said was true.

But she was afraid that she would be left behind again.

She would rather put on the shell of a stranger and continue to get along with her sister than use her true identity to get along with her sister.

"Isn't it good to maintain the previous status?"

Chu Nanxing saw that there were other stories in Chu Nanyue's heart. She walked in front of Chu Nanyue with red eyes, "I know you are afraid that what happened before will happen again, but this time I will never let you go. Your hands will never let you encounter a similar situation again, can you trust me again?"

"I know that if I continue to pretend that I don't know anything about getting along with you, you will still stay by my side and you will no longer look at me with resentful eyes, but that is not fair to you."

"I don't want you to think that I'm so kind to a stranger, but I'm indifferent to you, and I don't want you to have a deeper grudge against me."

Chu Nanyue looked at Chu Nanxing's hand stretched out in front of her, her lips trembled slightly, and she wanted to say something, but she was too emotional and her body's power was a little out of control. The monster hidden in her body had some vague desires. The urge to show up.

"Can you let me think about it?"

Chu Nanxing chose to tell these things tonight, not intending to force Chu Nanyue to give him a result immediately.

She only chose to confess because the night was too beautiful, her emotions were too exciting, and she couldn't control it. Maybe she would regret today's confession when it's daytime tomorrow.

But at least Chu Nanxing didn't regret his choice at this moment.

"It's getting late. You should have a good rest. You may have to go on a journey tomorrow."

Chu Nanxing's thoughtfulness made Chu Nanyue very uncomfortable.

As Mu Cheng, she had never enjoyed such a gentle look from Chu Nanxing.

Most of the interactions between the two were business matters or whatever Chu Nanxing requested, Mu Cheng did it silently.

Sometimes the two of them would discuss things with each other, but their attitudes would never be like this.

Chu Nanyue took a step back a little uncomfortable, lowered her head to hide the look on her face, and said softly, "I know!"

"You should also go to bed early. I will carefully consider what you said today."

She wasn't sure if she could forget the unpleasant things in the past and treat Chu Nanxing with the same attitude as when she was a child.

Chu Nanxing looked at Chu Nanyue's appearance and suddenly reached out and rubbed Chu Nanyue's hair, "No matter what choice you make, you can't change that you are my sister, and I will not force you."

She was afraid that she would never have the chance to explain this matter clearly in the future.

After all, no one knows which one will come first, tomorrow or the accident.

Chu Nanyue turned her back to Chu Nanxing, and she could no longer control the expression on her face.She walked quickly towards the house, skipping Mengyue, and their confused eyes went straight into the room that belonged to her.

Meng Yue originally wanted to catch up and ask who this stranger was, but soon saw Chu Nanxing coming in.

So to be on the safe side, she decided to ask Chu Nanxing.

"Miss, who is that woman who just entered the house? Where is Mu Cheng?"

Chu Nanxing did not plan to reveal too much information to Mengyue. After all, she was not sure that Chu Nanyue would not forgive herself.

She didn't want to make the wrong choice again and cause Chu Nanyue's dissatisfaction.

"Maybe you can ask her yourself!"

As soon as Mengyue heard this, she knew that she couldn't ask more questions.

She pursed her lips, a little unhappy, but did not continue to ask.

Early the next morning, Chu Nanxing packed up his things and planned to set off.

Before setting off, she was stopped by Chu Nanyue.

Chu Nanxing felt inexplicably nervous.

She knew that Chu Nanyue must be telling her the answer when he stopped her now.

She took a deep breath, trying her best to stay calm, and then looked at Chu Nanyue like a prisoner waiting for the next sentence.

"I thought about what I said yesterday after I went back. What happened back then was not your fault alone. If I hadn't had to go to the amusement park, nothing like that would have happened."

"Actually, I also know that you have come to see me in the underground laboratory. Every time you come, I can hear you. I scream desperately from below, but you can't seem to hear my voice."

When Chu Nanyue mentioned what happened back then, her tone was not so angry, but much calmer, as if she had begun to let go of what happened back then.

But when Chu Nanxing saw these things, she couldn't help but tighten her hands, wishing that there would be a time machine that could travel back to her brother's laboratory and rescue her sister.

"I know you can't hear my voice. If you hear it, you will definitely come to save me. But at that time, my experiment was too painful and my sanity was about to collapse. If I didn't find something to support me, I’m afraid I won’t be able to hold on anymore.”

"So my hatred for you has become the pillar that I can hold on to during the experiment. As time goes by, my hatred for you becomes deeper and deeper, but it is precisely because of the existence of this hatred that I am in so much pain. Survived the experiment."

At this moment, Chu Nanxing suddenly felt lucky that her sister's hatred for him allowed her to survive the experiment, otherwise she might never see her sister again in her life.

"During the years of torture, I regarded my fantasies as facts. I always felt that you deliberately abandoned me, so I was tortured in the laboratory. But at the same time, I knew very well that you cared about me, so this made me sad. I’m very confused.”

"When I met you, I found that you didn't seem to remember that you had a sister at all. The resentment in my heart finally burst out like a flood, so I attacked you."

"Perhaps that knife also took away my resentment, allowing me to stand here calmly and forget all the imaginary resentment."

Chu Nanxing looked at Chu Nanyue and already understood what she would say next.