Is it hard to chase the school beauty?It doesn't matter, she still has roommates

Chapter 326 Say Goodbye

"You know Qin Luo, I have wanted to be a star since I was a child, but I don't like the feeling of being liked and sought after by others. I just want to use this method to give me a chance to get close to Shao Dongxu, because Only in this way can I avenge my mother."

"It's just that when I grew up, I realized that I was too naive, because my singing was not good at all. Even though I had always tried hard to learn, I never could learn well, and I had to find time to study. Go work part-time, otherwise the children in the orphanage will starve and freeze. Dean Xing is kind to me, and I can't leave the orphanage alone."

"I originally thought that when the time was right, I might go to extremes, such as selling my body in exchange for a chance to enter the entertainment industry and be popular, because otherwise I really don't know how else to do it. I am close to Shao Dongxu, and it is not enough to be close to him, I also have to be famous enough, because in this way more people can see what kind of person he is."

"It's okay, Qin Luo, it's okay that I met you. Thank you very much. Otherwise, I wouldn't know what to do. From then on, I heard that Shen Fang took a fancy to your talent. , I knew I had seen the right person, and then when I got the song "Learning to Meow" from you, I knew my chance had finally come."

"I went to the school anniversary party to sing, just to take that opportunity to try to see if I could become famous. It turns out that your song is really good. After that day, there were videos of me singing all over the Internet. I was still finishing the song. Then I took the initiative to approach Shen Fang, partly to help your mother get an autograph to gain favor with you and your family, and partly to leave an impression on Shen Fang."

"Because Shen Fang is from Shao Hong Entertainment, I thought that maybe I could take this opportunity to let her take me into Shao Hong Entertainment, so that I can slowly get closer to Shao Dongxu, but I didn't expect that we would meet later Shao Xinxin... Oh, by the way, do you know who Shao Xinxin is? She is my sister, but that stupid woman doesn’t know it yet, and she quarrels with me every day because of my breakup with you. She seems to have I just fell in love with you."

"..."

Yao Yanyan's monologue and confession had no listeners, and her voice could not be conveyed to Qin Luo's heart through the screen.

The man on the screen is always sitting in front of the piano with an expressionless expression. His eyes are lowered, as if he is staring at the keys, but he seems to have closed his eyes.

The ten flexibly dancing fingers began to work harder and harder at some point, and the sound also changed from the low tone just now to louder, making the already sad music even more sad.

"I am turning a blind eye when I should be cooperating with your performance. I am forcing the person who loves you most to perform improvisationally. When did we start to put away our bottom line and adapt to the changes of the times and watch those poor performances!"

"But why did you love me so much in the performance details? What should I become to delay boredom? It turns out that these are the tests when love lets down its guard..."

Yao Yanyan gently wiped the tears on the screen with her fingers, still speaking a monologue that only she could hear.

"Actually, you have already seen that I am acting, right? Yes, because my acting is so bad... I was actually confident that I could act well, but I don't know when I started to be unable to continue. I lied to myself that I was with you just to use you."

"The more time I spend with you and the more memories I create with you, the sadder and more scared I feel. I'm afraid that one day I won't dare to take revenge anymore. After all, this is a society ruled by law. I The revenge you want will not have a good result. My ending was already determined when I was very young. I can no longer be selfish and implicate you."

"So I was thinking at the time, how about I help you find a spare tire while I'm with you, whether it's Xu Ke, Tang Yu, or even Xiao Jin and Liunian, they all have a long Very beautiful, especially Xu Ke still loves you so much. When I am no longer with you, let them stay with you..."

The sad monologue continued, but the high-pitched singing gradually became soothing as the playing turned gentle.

"Actually, I am the only one in the audience. Actually, I can see that you are a little reluctant to let go. The scene is used to us pulling back and forth. What are you still worrying about..."

"Actually, it's not necessarily inseparable. In fact, the biggest fear in relationships is dragging on. The more important the scene is, the harder it is to cry. Is it still worth it..."

The beautiful singing voice is enough to make anyone fall for it, but the sadness brought by the singing voice and melody is like a substance that accumulates in Yao Yanyan's heart, making her emotions always trapped in a cage of pain and unable to escape.

"Actually, you've already seen that I didn't mean what I said, right? After all, it was too obvious during the period before we broke up, so you sang this song to me... Yes, that time in the classroom When we meet, you tell me that I am very suitable to be an actor, but it is a pity that I can fool everyone but you."

"Fortunately, you never asked me what I hid from you. You just respected my wishes and my choices, so I really thank you..."

Yao Yanyan kept wiping the tears on the screen, but the tears seemed to burst from the dam and continued to fall on the screen, causing the figure in the screen that she could never forget in her life to gradually become blurred.

The only clear thing seems to be the singing voice that has not disappeared - he seems to be telling a story, and the story will eventually come to an end.

"I should do my best to cooperate with you in the performance, just like the guests in an emotional show. If you can still see the side of me that loves you, please remove those plots to make me look decent!"

"But you once loved me so much, so why did you perform the details? The appearance of not caring was my last performance. It was because I loved you that I chose to perform. This kind of fulfillment..."

The music rises melodiously, then drifts away, and finally returns to silence, as if it brings a happy ending to a story.

"The performance is over, thank you everyone."

Qin Luo on the stage swept away the darkness and haze before. He stood up, faced everyone in the audience with a gentle smile and bowed slightly, just like his previous performance at the school anniversary party.

The only difference is that the previous "Queen" made people hear more sadness and relief, while this song "Actor" has the same sadness, but it seems more like a regret.

"Click——"

The door opened suddenly, instantly breaking the sadness and silence that had filled the lounge because of Yao Yanyan alone.

Shao Xinxin strode into the room and her eyes fell on Yao Yanyan. When she saw the other person's tear-stained face, she was not surprised or surprised because she had also been watching the University of Magic just now. live broadcast.

She knew how lethal Qin Luo's song was to a woman who had been in love with him - although Yao Yanyan always showed that she was purely for profit with Qin Luo, but Shao Xinxin was not convinced Always remain skeptical.

After all, although some people are born actors, their tears will not lie all the time.

At least Shao Xinxin can be sure that the tears she shed in the company's lounge were real, the tears she shed in the hotel were real, and the tears on her face at this moment were also real.

"Now you know you regret it? Now you know you feel uncomfortable? Now you know you cry? What did you do?!"

Shao Xinxin did not feel sympathy for Yao Yanyan's current state. Instead, she opened her mouth with questions, and there was deep anger in her words, as if she hated the fact that iron cannot become steel, but also seemed to feel a little sad.

"He liked you so much before, and he personally brought you to your current position, but how did you repay him? I don't care whether you have any difficulties or difficulties, I only know that you will never be sorry for him in your life, so There is no need for you to cry here again, because this is your choice!"

Shao Xinxin, who had just watched the live broadcast, was obviously a little emotional, and her words were sharp and she did not hide her anger towards Yao Yanyan in her words.

But the latter never responded. He just held his phone in a daze in silence. He didn't know what he was thinking, but his eyes, which were originally blurred by tears, were gradually regaining their clarity.

Shao Xinxin looked at her like this, and her emotions gradually calmed down.

She took two deep breaths and said impatiently: "Forget it, I'm too lazy to tell you this anymore. Anyway, you two are already over..."

"Xinxin," Yao Yanyan suddenly spoke, her voice softer than ever before, so gentle that Shao Xinxin even felt a little uncomfortable.

"What are you doing? You screamed so disgustingly all of a sudden," Shao Xinxin looked at Yao Yanyan with disgust, wondering what she was going to do all of a sudden.

Yao Yanyan, on the other hand, didn't care about her bad words. Instead, she showed a very friendly smile and said softly: "I know that I have done many wrong things before, and I also know that you hate me in your heart, but at least we got to know each other. , I am where I am today thanks to you signing me into Shao Hong..."

"It's good that you know." Although he didn't know what happened to Yao Yanyan suddenly, Shao Xinxin was still happy to see her groveling like this, so he asked arrogantly: "So you? You Are you going to bow your head and apologize to me now?"

"It should have been like this," Yao Yanyan smiled, then stood up and walked to the refrigerator, took out an ordinary-looking box and put it on the table. After opening it, a cream cake was revealed. The cake had only one layer and was decorated with a few strawberries on the top. It looked ordinary and simple, even a little rough, but it still moved Shao Xinxin.

"Did you do it?" Shao Xinxin looked Yao Yanyan up and down with a suspicious expression, as if he had reacquainted himself with the woman in front of him.

Yao Yanyan found the fruit knife for cutting the cake and said: "I know that our group will break up after today, and today is probably the last time we will perform on the same stage... I made this cake overnight last night, I don’t expect you to forgive me, I just hope that if we meet again in the future, we can say hello to each other like we did at the beginning.”

It was like that in the beginning...

Shao Xinxin couldn't help but think of the time when Yao Yanyan first joined the company.

At that time, Shao Xinxin wanted to take revenge on Yao Yanyan, and her way of revenge was to pretend to be intimate with Yao Yanyan in order to get close to Qin Luo, and she wanted to break up the couple to achieve her goals. The purpose of revenge against Yao Yanyan.

At that time, in order to pretend to be close to Yao Yanyan, she would always greet Yao Yanyan enthusiastically, and even go up to hold Yao Yanyan's arm and call her Sister Yanyan.

Later, I don’t know when, Shao Xinxin stopped pretending. She felt that this kind of thing was very boring, so she never called her "Sister Yanyan" again. Especially after Yao Yanyan and Qin Luo broke up, she said to Yao Yan Yan's attitude has become increasingly bad. She either doesn't speak or speaks harshly when she speaks.

Although Yao Yanyan seems sincere and sincere now, it is still impossible for Shao Xinxin to treat her like before.

The relationship between the two had already reached a freezing point during this period, and there was no possibility of repair - but even so, Shao Xinxin's attitude had become much more relaxed than before.

"You are thinking too much. I will leave Shao Hong after today, so we probably won't have many opportunities to meet each other in the future. I won't care about you anymore after the performance is over... In addition, I won't I will ask my dad to ban you, and you can do whatever you want in the future, I am too lazy to care about you."

After Shao Xinxin said this, she walked to the table, took the fruit knife, cut a small piece of cake and stuffed it into her mouth. After chewing it for two bites, she said with some disgust: "It tastes really bad."

She said it tasted terrible, but she still swallowed the cake in her mouth - as a straightforward little girl, she was a bit petite and willful, but her kindness was still reflected in many places.

Just like now, no matter how sharp and mean she said, she still showed some kindness to Yao Yanyan.

She even took the initiative to hand the fruit knife to Yao Yanyan and asked, "You don't want to eat it?"

Yao Yanyan shook her head: "No, this is prepared for you, just eat it."

Shao Xinxin curled her lips and muttered: "Tch, don't you poison me... um..."

Before he finished speaking, Shao Xinxin suddenly frowned and fell into a trance.

For some reason, she suddenly felt a severe dizziness attack her brain, and then all her physical strength dissipated.

"Clang!"

The fruit knife dipped in butter fell to the ground with a crisp sound.

Shao Xinxin subconsciously held on to the table on one side, but her sore legs were still weak and she fell to her knees. However, she stubbornly raised her head and gritted her teeth and uttered a trembling and slightly panic question: "You...you Are you really going to poison me?"

"Don't worry, I won't hurt you. I'll just let you sleep for a while." Yao Yanyan took two steps forward and squatted in front of Shao Xinxin, with a bitter smile on her tear-stained face: "Actually, I know I've always hated you since you became an identity, but I just hate Wujiwu. You did nothing wrong, and I shouldn't blame you... Don't worry, sister, it's okay, everything will be over soon, you Just sleep for a while, just sleep for a while..."

"you……"

Shao Xinxin wanted to say something more, but she felt that her consciousness was getting blurry, and she couldn't even hear what Yao Yanyan said later.

Yao Yanyan held the comatose Shao Xinxin in her arms. She gently touched the latter's hair, and then carried him into the dressing room with some effort. Then she took out Shao Xinxin's mobile phone and turned it off when she went out. Don't forget to lock the door with the key you prepared in advance.

After doing this, Yao Yanyan immediately picked up the fruit knife that fell on the ground, and the door of the lounge was suddenly opened again.

Shen Fang strode in. When she saw Yao Yanyan's somewhat unnatural expression and tear-stained look, she was not surprised either, because she had just been secretly watching the live broadcast of Shanghai University of Magic.

For Shen Fang, she is a witness to Qin Luo and Yao Yanyan getting together, so now her mood is very complicated.

However, the current situation is not suitable for talking about that. Shen Fang said bluntly: "It will be your and Xinxin's turn soon. Where did she go?"

Yao Yanyan responded softly: "She left suddenly just now, saying that she remembered something to deal with."

"She's gone?" Shen Fang was stunned for a moment: "What about the show?"

"She said let me come alone," Yao Yanyan looked directly into Shen Fang's eyes, and there was suddenly a hint of pleading in her tone: "Teacher Shen Fang, let me come alone for the next performance, okay? "

If she hadn't watched the live broadcast of Modu University just now and hadn't heard the song Qin Luo sang, maybe Shen Fang would have wondered why Yao Yanyan suddenly said this.

But because she could understand Yao Yanyan's mood at this time, Shen Fang had no doubts in her mind, and even suddenly understood why Shao Xinxin disappeared suddenly.

She just stared at Yao Yanyan with complicated eyes for a while, then sighed heavily and asked, "Are you going to sing a song for Qin Luo?"

Yao Yanyan did not speak, but silence was also an answer.

Shen Fang hesitated and said: "Over there with the program team..."

"I will explain it to Uncle Shao, and he will understand me," Yao Yanyan said.

Shen Fang thought for a moment, then walked up to Yao Yanyan and hugged her hard, and said in a regretful tone: "No matter why you broke up, but since he said goodbye to you in this way, then you Let’s say goodbye to him properly... It’s a pity that the song the company’s songwriter wrote for you this time is not suitable for saying goodbye.”

Yes, I really need to say goodbye properly. As for the songs... I'm sorry, Qin Luo, I will use your songs one last time. After all, the songs you write are good.

"Thank you, Teacher Shen Fang."

"You're welcome. After all, I watched you two come here all the way. Get ready quickly. You're going to play later."

Shen Fang sighed regretfully again, then turned and left.

Yao Yanyan stared at the re-closed door for a long time, and then looked at the door of the dressing room.

After a brief silence, she picked up the fruit knife, wiped it clean, and hid it in her clothes. Then she strode forward, opened the door to the lounge and walked out.

(End of this chapter)