Is it hard to chase the school beauty?It doesn't matter, she still has roommates

Chapter 89 That’s touching, not liking

Seeing Xu Ke's appearance, Liu Mei didn't say anything anymore. Instead, she closed the door first and then walked around Xu Ke.

She glanced at every corner of the dormitory. One of the tables was neatly placed with various books, one was filled with large and small cosmetics, one was covered with various snacks, and the other was filled with computers and various figurines.

The last one was left, clean and without anything, only the wall that should have been white was covered with photos.

Seeing this scene, Liu Mei was so angry that she almost couldn't control her expression.

Her chest rose and fell, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she just sat down on the chair weakly, and then lowered her head in a daze.

Not long after, her body began to tremble slightly, and bursts of crying came out.

Xu Ke was startled for a moment, turned around in confusion, and was surprised to find that his mother was actually crying.

Growing up, Xu Ke saw his mother cry very rarely.

In her childhood memories, her mother would become furious every time she mentioned the father who abandoned them, showing strong regret and hatred, but she never cried for her father because she was a strong woman.

It was precisely because of this that she was able to raise her daughter alone in this huge city after giving birth to Xu Ke, and gave her daughter a life without worries about food and clothing.

Xu Ke had no experience of being a mother, but she knew very well how much effort her mother had put in to raise her, so when she saw Liu Mei starting to cry, she couldn't help but feel guilty.

"Mom, I know I was wrong, you, please stop crying..."

Xu Ke stopped crying and ran over to comfort his mother.

Compared with the anger when her mother is angry, it is more difficult for her to bear the tears when her mother is sad.

Liu Mei turned a deaf ear to her daughter's comfort and just sat on a chair sobbing continuously.

Big tears kept falling from the corners of her eyes, leaving traces of tears on her beautiful face, and soon wet her clothes.

Xu Ke was also very panicked when he saw this, and said quickly: "I'm sorry, mom, I really know I was wrong. Please forgive me this time. I promise that I will listen to you in the future. I will not fall in love, and I will not mess with you again." You're angry, please stop crying, okay..."

Liu Mei responded this time. She sobbed twice and stopped crying slightly, but she still conveyed deep sadness and sorrow when she spoke.

"More than 20 years ago, my mother met a man she should never have met in her life. She thought she would be someone she could rely on forever, but the facts told me that it was just my fantasy."

"The moment he left me pregnant with you, I realized how ugly and hateful some people are. I even wanted to commit suicide for a time, but I couldn't let go of you who was already pregnant with me."

"Keke, mom knows that sometimes she is too strict with you and a little overprotective, but I really do this for your own good. You are still young and don't know how dark this society is and how cruel some people are. ugly."

"All mom did was just to not let you make the same mistakes as mom. My life has been a failure, but at the very least, my favorite daughter can no longer suffer like me, even if you blame me and hate me. It doesn’t matter to me either…”

As she spoke, Liu Mei began to sob again.

Xu Ke felt heartbroken. She had never seen her mother cry so sadly.

For a moment, Xu Ke felt as if he had committed some heinous crime.

So she sniffed and said: "Mom, I really know that I was wrong. I know that you are doing this for my own good. I promise you that you will never fall in love before graduation, and you will never be with Qin Luo. Can you please stop crying?"

Hearing this, Liu Mei raised her head, showing a crying face, and asked softly: "Are you serious? You didn't lie to your mother?"

"Well, I didn't lie to you, I told you the truth."

Xu Ke repeatedly assured that the top priority was just to appease his mother as soon as possible.

Liu Mei took a deep breath, looked at her daughter intently for a few seconds, and suddenly said, "Can you tell me about you and the boy named Qin Luo?"

Xu Ke was a little surprised for a moment. Logically speaking, her mother hated all men who were close to her, so she shouldn't be interested in Qin Luo.

But since his mother asked, in order to appease his mother's emotions, Xu Ke briefly told what happened between him and Qin Luo.

"I didn't know him before. It was about four months ago. He suddenly came to me to confess. I have encountered similar things many times, so I ignored him as before."

"I originally thought that he would stop asking for trouble after that, but I didn't expect that he was still pursuing me, and it lasted for more than three months."

"I didn't feel anything for him at first, but then..."

Xu Ke recalled Qin Luo's devotion to her, and what he had done for her, she felt as if there was a warm current flowing in her heart, and the corners of her mouth could not stop curling up.

At this time, she was shocked and felt that her reaction seemed inappropriate, so she quickly made up for it: "I really don't have any feelings for him, I just feel... I feel that he is really good to me. After all, he has paid for me. A lot, so…”

She bit her lip, feeling that the more she spoke, the worse she got, and her brain was a little weak.

Liu Mei looked at her quietly and suddenly sighed and said: "He is indeed better than ordinary men. It is normal for you to be moved by his efforts, but Keke, you have never liked anyone before. , so you don’t know that your feelings for him are not like you at all, let alone love, but just... moved."

Liu Mei said the last two words with unusual force.

Xu Ke was slightly startled and confused for a moment: "Moved?"

"Yes, touching."

Liu Mei nodded and said calmly: "Just like you feel sympathy when you see a disabled homeless man on the roadside, or you feel pity when you see a frozen cat or dog, human emotions are always easily affected by some things. This This is even more obvious in women, because women are emotional."

"For more than three months, he has been paying for you. You may be able to turn a blind eye at first, but as time goes by, it will inevitably be affected. Occasionally, you will feel that he is really good to you, and you have thought about whether to agree to do it. Forget it about his girlfriend, but you have to understand that what prompted your idea at this time was not liking, but being moved."

"You are touched by his devotion to you and his insistence on you, but when you are really with him and he no longer treats you as well as before, then the feeling will quickly Disappear, and it is only at this time that you will realize that you don't really like him, but just because you are moved. Ask your own heart, your feelings for him...are you really like him?"

Xu Ke listened to her mother's words quietly. When she heard the last question, her expression was sometimes confused and sometimes confused.

Her eyes, which had always remained cold and arrogant in the past, could not see through her own heart.

Complex emotions grew in her heart, disrupting Xu Ke's brain, and finally converged into a confused voice.

My feelings for Qin Luo...are they really like me?
The question from the soul made Xu Ke fall into a long silence. Thinking of everything Qin Luo had done for herself, she would indeed feel warm in her heart.

Thinking of Qin Luo's farewell words in the classroom that day, she felt sad, so she decided to chase Qin Luo back, hoping that he would be as good to her as before.

When Xu Ke made the decision to pursue Qin Luo, she told her roommate that she liked Qin Luo. But now after hearing her mother's words, Xu Ke found that she was a little unsure.

Because when the sweet scene between the two of them appeared in his mind during this period, Xu Ke suddenly realized that what he was greedy for... seemed to be just Qin Luo's kindness to him?

So, I don’t like him, I’m just impressed?
I want to be with him, not because I like him, but because...I don't want to be with him?I'm not willing to let him give up on me, I'm not willing to let him leave me, I'm not willing to let someone who is so good to me no longer like me...

Xu Ke came up with reasonable answers one by one, but for some reason, she couldn't express them in her mouth. Even when these voices sounded in her mind, she suddenly felt a throbbing pain in her heart.

It was like her soul and consciousness were fighting, and some subtle emotion was rejecting her idea, making her stand there for a long time, unable to move.

At this time, Liu Mei suddenly raised her finger and pointed at the photos on the wall and said: "Be clear, you don't like him at all, it's just an illusion. Listen to me, pull down these photos, and then end it." You will naturally be able to figure it out after a few days of dealing with him."

Xu Ke's expression froze, and his eyes looked a little painful and hesitant.

Her mother's painful confession and the chaotic thoughts in her brain kept oppressing her. Finally, she forced herself to abandon her affection for Qin Luo, walked to her desk step by step, and pulled off a photo with trembling hands.

During this process, some photos were accidentally torn. Xu Ke couldn't help but show a painful expression, but still compulsively repeated his actions.

After she pulled down all the photos, Liu Mei said again: "Tear them all up."

Xu Ke's body froze, her eyes widened a bit, and her lips opened and closed as if she wanted to say something, but her throat kept sliding, but she couldn't deliver a single word.

Liu Mei looked at Xu Ke quietly and said quietly: "Mom is not forcing you to do anything, but you have already deceived her once. All mom wants is your attitude. Do you understand?"

Xu Ke gritted her teeth, then bit her lip. After a few seconds of silence, she tore a photo into pieces.

Then the second, third, fourth...

When she tore up the last piece, Liu Mei suddenly asked: "You should already know that your feelings for him are not like you at all, right?"

Xu Ke made a move and responded: "Well, I don't like him."

As the words fell, the last photo was torn in half in Xu Ke's hands.

Liu Mei nodded with satisfaction, then took the shredded papers from Xu Ke's hand, and then walked to the window sill.

After opening the window, she didn't even look at the shredded paper and threw it out.

The air outside the window was humid and the light rain was pattering. Under this influence, not all the photos were scattered. Most of them were scattered and fell to the ground. There were also a few fragments that slowly drifted away, and I don’t know where they went.

Xu Ke looked at the pieces of paper with empty eyes until they gradually disappeared, and something in his body seemed to follow them away.

I'm sorry Qin Luo, I don't want to make my mother sad. Anyway, it's just a few photos. We can take more photos in the future...

She comforted herself in her heart, but the throbbing feeling could not be calmed down...

……

In the boys' dormitory 404, Qin Luo's phone suddenly rang.

When he picked up the phone, the loud voices of his father and mother immediately came from the phone.

"Bad boy, your father is here!"

"Your mother is here too!"

Qin Luo: "..."

Sometimes I feel helpless talking to my parents, but it’s a pity that the police don’t care about it.

"Where?"

Qin Luo asked angrily.

"Parking lot, come and pick up your dad quickly!"

"And your mother!"

Qin Luo immediately hung up the phone and tapped so hard that the screen made a "pop" sound.

Not long after, he came outside carrying an umbrella.

Looking up, the sky was covered by thick clouds, without any light, exuding a gloomy atmosphere.

From time to time, there was a dull sound in the clouds, but there was no lightning or thunder. Instead, the light rain had fallen, wetting everything that people could see.

Many people from society were walking on campus. They were wearing suits and formal dresses, and they were walking toward the auditorium.

As one of the famous universities in the city, although it is not among the top universities, it still has considerable foundation and qualifications.

This [-]th anniversary celebration is open to the whole society, so naturally many people from the society come to visit. A considerable number of them are from the University of God and Demon City. After graduation, they are engaged in all walks of life and work in some corner of society. Medium glow and heat.

Of course, it cannot be said that all graduates from here are social elites. Of course, there are also some mediocre people who are unknown to the public, but they will definitely not appear here today.

Otherwise, if you meet an old classmate, the chat will always be like "my stock has gone up three points", "the newly bought house has just been renovated", and "I will get married next month".

When I came here, it became like "I just quit my job and haven't found a job yet", "The rent in Shanghai is so expensive", and "What is a girlfriend?"

How embarrassing that is...

Of course, although the school anniversary party is held for the whole society, the main participants are still the students in the school.

The school had gone on summer vacation a few days ago. Many freshmen and sophomores left because they were not interested in the celebration. Most of the ones who stayed were those who wanted to participate in the celebration.

Most of the junior students stayed, including senior students who were on campus or doing internships abroad.

Because they are about to leave the campus and enter society. Anyone who is a little smarter will know the hidden benefits of this school anniversary party. For them, they don’t have to watch the program, but those in society who come to watch the ceremony must think about it. Way to make friends.

Even if the friendship fails, you can still chat and form a good relationship. But if you want to stay in the magic city after graduation, then this good relationship may come into play at some point.

Your own efforts and growth are naturally indispensable, but in this era, many people have gradually understood the truth - many times, an opportunity is often more important than your own efforts.

Qin Luo withdrew his eyes from those people, held up an umbrella, walked in the clear rain curtain, and walked towards the parking lot.

(End of this chapter)