Cultivation Department Shura Field

Chapter 172 Chapter 171 The Girl’s Concerns

That night, when Song Huaifeng got home, he was already too tired to move his legs.He slumped down on the sofa and didn't want to move at all.

At this time, Song Xingye came over, stood in front of him, and asked, "Dad, are you free now? Can I ask you something?"

Song Huaifeng slowly raised his eyelids: "What's the matter?"

Her father's exhaustion made the girl a little unbearable, but she thought about these questions for a long time, and she was afraid she wouldn't be able to sleep if she couldn't get the exact answers.

Song Xingye asked: "You are still helping Xu Zhe's company recently, right? How is the situation?"

Song Huaifeng smiled bitterly and said: "The company's situation is good, but I am different. The store in Computer City has fewer and fewer customers this year. The store manager can't think of any other way, so he can only tighten the discipline of the clerks, and then Arrange a lot of work. The salary has not increased at all, but the work is getting more and more."

Song Xingye asked again: "So, how is Xu Zhe's company? Does it make a lot of money?"

"Actually, he is the only one, so I feel strange that it is a company..." Song Huaifeng said with emotion, "The others either work part-time or outsource. As a result, he alone earns more than other people in one store!"

"Because he's a genius."

The girl's tone at this time was very calm, making it impossible to hear any emotion.

Song Huaifeng was a little confused: "By the way, why do you suddenly want to ask him about the company?"

Song Xingye: "I'm just a little curious. I knew he was very smart and powerful, but I didn't expect him to be so powerful. I heard him say today that he has made 70 yuan."

"Don't you already know better than me?"

"How much does our family owe in total?"

Song Huaifeng pretended to be relaxed and said: "There are still more than 20, and more than half of it has been paid back."

Song Xingye simply exposed it: "We sold the house and car to pay back so much, but our family no longer has cars and houses to sell. And the more than 20 you mentioned should be very close to 30, such as 28?" "

Now, Song Huaifeng could no longer act relaxed and relaxed.

He was startled for a moment, and then asked: "Are you trying to ask Xu Zhe for help to help our family pay off its debts?"

Song Xingye shook his head: "I don't have this idea. Have you ever thought about it?"

Song Huaifeng: "If someone is willing to offer an extra part-time salary, we should say thank you. This is already helping. If we ask for more, it would be too shameless."

"Okay, then you can have a good rest..."

Song Xingye was about to turn around and walk away, but was stopped by his father.

He said: "Wait a minute! You suddenly asked me this today. Is it because you feel inferior in front of Xu Zhe? You feel that our family's conditions are not as good as others, so you can't hold your head high?"

Song Xingye looked at his father, neither confirming nor denying.But this silence already said a lot.

Song Huaifeng sighed: "I have already said that debt is your parents' business. No, it should be said that it is my business. You mother and daughter have nothing wrong. Don't feel inferior because of this."

Song Xingye whispered: "But I don't want Xu Zhe to think that I am looking for him because of money..."

Song Huaifeng slapped his thigh suddenly: "How old are you? Why do you think so?"

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Of course Song Huaifeng was not happy to see his daughter take the initiative to find Xu Zhe, but if his daughter did not dare to go to that boy for this reason, he would only feel more heartbroken and blame himself even more.

The man sat up straight, but for a moment he didn't know what to say.Song Xingye smiled again: "Okay, dad, take a good rest. I have to go to school tomorrow, so I'm going to bed. Good night."

"Good night……"

Seeing his daughter turn and walk away, Song Huaifeng sighed helplessly.

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The night was already deep, and it was early in the morning, but Song Xingye still couldn't sleep.

She turned on the lamp, got out of bed, and opened the drawer on the wall - all the bookshelves in the original home were sold together, so now her books could only be stored in this drawer.

The girl found a novel called "Jane Eyre".

She had read this book a long time ago. At that time, she thought the heroine was pretentious and the plot was ridiculous, but now...

The heroine in this novel is a girl with a tragic life experience. She suffered a lot of abuse since she was a child, and later became a tutor hired by the hero to teach the hero's daughter.Because the heroine is poor and has mediocre looks, she is particularly passive when facing the handsome and wealthy male protagonist.

Later, the hero and heroine fell in love with each other, but they deliberately pursued other beauties to test the heroine's reaction.When Song Xingye was still young, when he saw this, he couldn't help complaining, "Can it be more bloody?" '

But at this moment, she found the page in her memory and read it softly under the desk lamp:

"What chills me the most is the thought of the wider ocean, wealth and status that lies between me and the person I love..."

"If God had gifted me with some beauty and wealth, I could have made it difficult for you to leave me..."

After reading this, Song Xingye found that the words in front of him were a little blurry.She knew that she was different from the heroine in the book. At least the compliments she had heard since childhood and the countless looks from her male classmates made her realize that she was good-looking.But if this kind of good looks doesn't work on the person you like, what's the point?

The key is that his family owes so much debt, and Xu Zhe makes more money.

What would he think if he took more initiative with Xu Zhe?Will you look down on yourself?

Song Xingye looked down on people who decided their relationship based on material conditions, but now she found that others could use this name to accuse her, and she couldn't refute it.

This is the most uncomfortable thing for girls.

She would rather be a princess and be able to give rewards to the knights she loves.Instead of being like a maid, asking for the prince's love and help - just thinking about the element of money being mixed into her feelings, she almost couldn't help crying.

Song Xingye stuffed the book back into the drawer and lay down on the bed, but found that he still couldn't fall asleep.

She subconsciously picked up her phone, but after looking through her contacts, she found no one to talk to.

Feifei?no.

Xu Zhe?Even worse.

The few remaining contacts, except for parents and elders, are all classmates who are neither salty nor salty. They have no common language and cannot speak in such depth.

If you have no one to talk to, you can only bury your troubles silently in your heart.

Song Xingye lay upright, staring at the ceiling, not feeling sleepy at all.

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　I fell asleep while coding, got up and uploaded the finished product, then continued sleeping...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)