Run into the world

Chapter 176: Inner Demons Caused by Identity

He had just temporarily solved Huang Feihong's side, but he didn't expect that Duan Muxiang would encounter the problem of identity again after arriving in another fantasyland.

Although I don’t know what happened since the last Beggar Clan Xingzilin meeting, I also understand that the problem before was that Qiao Feng was probably a Khitan.The rest of the false accusations are all based on distrust based on this point.

In fact, Duan Muxiang thinks that Qiao Feng's identity as a Khitan is most likely true, because it sounds ridiculous just to hear that a great hero previously recognized by the martial arts as a traitor and foreigner, so unless it is true , otherwise even the mastermind behind the villain would not spend the thankless effort to do this.

However, Duan Muxiang had told Huang Feihong before that how a person behaves depends on education. This education does not just go to school, but also includes the words and deeds of parents, the behavioral guidance of friends, and the tender influence of lovers. Those who are close to ink will be black, and those who are close to Zhu will be black. Chi's words are absolutely correct. The only difference is survivor bias. Among millions of people, there are always a few exceptions who are extremely stubborn or stick to their hearts.

In the hearts of the Jianghu people in the Central Plains, the Khitans are cruel and barbaric, and they will be killed if they encounter them!

And this kind of thinking will naturally affect Qiao Feng. It wasn't until Qiao Feng found out that he was probably really a Khitan that his will wavered. Even things from his childhood would come into his mind and make him question himself. soil.

Maybe this little thing didn't mean anything before, and he always felt that he was doing harm to the people. Until his mind was shaken, these things jumped out again and became proof of the "Khitan people's ferocity and barbarism."

"Well, there is a very particular saying in the martial arts world for this kind of situation, which is called inner demons!"

Duan Muxiang looked seriously at Qiao Feng who was in this state, "Haha, you do look like you are out of your mind. How long have you been like this?"

Qiao Feng looked at Duan Muxiang in surprise, and did not refute him. Instead, he followed his thoughts and replied: "Inner demon? This statement... After all, he is a doctor, and he is very accurate in seeing the problem. I should be the inner demon. Bar!"

This time it was Duan Muxiang's turn to be stunned. In his two lifetimes, he had never seen anyone admit so frankly that he had inner demons.This Qiao Feng... is a bit awesome!
Qiao Feng seemed to recall something in the past, "My master once said that my obsession was too deep, why not let it go? I asked him, why should I let it go? Is this obsession bad? My master then said He didn’t even answer me…”

Duan Muxiang smiled and replied, "If that's the case, then your master should feel guilty, otherwise no one with a high level of spiritual practice will allow any obsession to affect their spiritual path, and they will not hesitate. I'm telling you, that obsession is bad and you have to let it go. If anyone tells you not to let go of that obsession casually, but to reconcile with it and yourself, then such a person is either bad or stupid!"

Qiao Feng asked with great interest: "As a doctor, how do you think I should deal with this inner demon? Let it go?"

"Don't put it down casually!"

"..."

Pfft, A'Zhu burst into laughter and gently covered his mouth with his sleeve, "Then are you stupid or bad?"

Duan Muxiang didn't care and continued: "The reason why the inner demon is the inner demon is just because you have doubts about yourself and you think he is bad, so he becomes the inner demon. But... you really understand this heart Demon?"

"learn?"

Duanmuxiang added: "Who or where does your impression of the Khitans come from? Are you sure that the statement that the Khitans are cruel and barbaric is correct? Have you ever lived with the Khitans? You Do you know what the Khitan people are like?"

Duanmuxiang reached out and picked up a branch and drew a yin-yang fish on the ground, "This world has black and white, good and evil, Buddha and demon. Taoists believe that yin and yang are opposite but complementary to each other. Only when they merge with each other can they form a complete whole. In other words, any whole has two opposite characteristics. This is true for the Song Dynasty, and it is also true for the Liao Kingdom. The dark side of the Khitan people is called 'barbaric and ferocious', so what is the dark side of the Song people called?"

click!
Qiao Feng also failed to control the strength of the branch he was holding. He looked at the yin-yang fish pattern on the ground. Although he was calm on the surface, he was turbulent in his heart.

When Duan Muxiang saw this, she threw away the branch and saw how rare it was to have such an easy-to-deceive hero.

Although what he said just now is correct, in essence, it is to change the concept of 'it's me that's wrong' into 'it's the world that's wrong'!
"So, I should go live in Khitan for a while and see what the real Khitan people are like."

Qiao Feng's eyes seemed to light up again. Duan Muxiang saw this and said with a smile: "That's right. If you don't understand, you have no right to speak. There are too many people talking nonsense in this world. We are all heroes. This realization You can’t be like those ignorant people!”

Qiao Feng cupped his fists and smiled: "Thank you doctor, I, Qiao Feng, owe you a favor."

Duan Muxiang also clasped her fists and smiled, already sighing in her heart, you are too grateful for this favor.

"You're welcome, just call me Axiang." Seeing Qiao Feng smile again, A'Zhu also became happy. However, this joy seemed to affect the wound again, and a violent cough made Qiao Feng almost panic. Hands and feet.

Duan Muxiang reached out and took out her needle bag and started pricking A'Zhu's body. The quick hands could hardly keep up.

A'Zhu's breathing has calmed down visibly to the naked eye. Qiao Feng, who was supporting A'Zhu, looked at Duan Muxiang again and was already a little impressed. He was able to identify acupuncture points so accurately through several layers of clothing. Not to mention other things, this person has really sharp eyesight. .

"Well, all your internal organs have been injured by the shock. Although Qiao Feng used his true energy to protect your heart, the meridians throughout your body are almost in a state of being cut off but not cut off. And the emotions, liver and gallbladder Relatedly, once your mood swings are too severe, it will affect your internal organs. The true energy that protects your heart will surge, and this kind of stimulation is not something you can bear at this time."

Qiao Feng comforted him in a deep voice, "A'Zhu, please be patient for a while, and I will take you to see Doctor Xue tomorrow."

Duan Muxiang heard the name of the miraculous doctor Xue for the second time, and asked curiously: "Do you mind asking? What is the origin of this miraculous doctor named Xue?"

Qiao Feng replied in a deep voice: "The original name of Divine Doctor Xue is Xue Muhua. He is known as the enemy of the King of Hell. He has saved many people and has superb medical skills."

"..." Duan Muxiang looked at Qiao Feng quietly and waited for a long time, "Just... gone? That's all you know?"

Qiao Feng nodded honestly, and A'Zhu followed softly: "Doctor Xue always sees the beginning but not the end of the dragon, and his origins and teachings are also a mystery, so some things are difficult to tell."

Duan Muxiang didn't have any ideas to explore, but just speculated from the perspective of a doctor, "There is a big difference in whether a doctor has a master or not, especially in the martial arts world. Treating civilians is completely different from treating warriors. You need to consider more. If you say that Xue Muhua is a miracle doctor, then he must have a lot of practical experience with people in the martial arts world. But the problem is, you say that he has healed many people, and you also say that he is a miraculous doctor, which is a bit contradictory. If If both are true, then we can only say that it is because he has a great teacher!"

Qiao Feng and A'Zhu looked at each other, but couldn't get any answers. Duan Muxiang raised his eyebrows and his curiosity was aroused.

As the largest gang in the past, the Beggar Gang had even more powerful intelligence capabilities. However, as the gang leader, Qiao Feng didn't know Xue Muhua's background. This was really abnormal.

Curiosity has aroused, but... Duan Muxiang has not forgotten to look for Zhao Feilong at this time.

So he said casually, "Well, the shadow of the famous tree, since you all believe in Divine Doctor Xue so much, then he should have two brushes. Besides, it's just internal injuries, no poison, no ancestral diseases, if If there is no shortage of various utensils and medicinal materials, I will treat it directly for you."

Qiao Feng smiled. Although he felt that Duan Muxiang was bragging, he actually didn't think A'Zhu's injury was difficult to treat in theory.The powerful Vajra Palm technique of Buddhism is famous for its strength, without so many bells and whistles. This makes A'Zhu's injury just a simple internal injury, but it is more urgent and more serious.

"How far is it from the nearest town? How far is it from the Xue Muhua you are looking for? Let me take a look and stabilize A'Zhu's injury first."

"Thank you, but we should be able to arrive tomorrow. As far as I know, the town closest to here...Xue Muhua is also there."

Qiao Feng spoke in a very low voice, which made Duan Muxiang feel strange. She always felt that there was something she didn't know about, but after thinking about the purpose of this time, forget it and stop entangled with Qiao Feng.

So, it was a speechless night, especially Marissa.Needless to say, if the people of the Song Dynasty and the Khitans could still communicate, then Qiao Feng really didn't know how to communicate with this foreigner.

Just like this, a ray of early morning sunlight shines in through the crack in the wall, and the flying dust faintly approaches Qiao Feng with the airflow.

Duan Muxiang looked at all this indifferently, only feeling surprised. Qiao Feng was now at the level of innate perfection, and should have gathered his energy long ago, but because of the appearance of the inner demon, his will was confused. In this case, the true energy The confusion is already considered minor.

As a result, it can be seen that the surrounding air is fluctuating between breaths. It is obviously caused by the collapse of the potential and the inability to converge. This situation can only mean two things.

First, Qiao Feng had already successfully gathered momentum.Secondly, the degree of his Taoist heart was broken far beyond Duan Muxiang's expectation, which is why it was so broken.

However, if it were another person and the situation was broken to this extent, I am afraid that person would have gone crazy.But looking at Qiao Feng's state, that's not the case at all.

This is so bizarre. Duan Muxiang thought about it for a long time. It seemed that there was only one possibility. In Qiao Feng's heart, there was another belief that overcame the collapse of identity. What was it?

(End of this chapter)