The short-lived ghost of the Xie family has lived a long life

Chapter 727 Memories ([-])

Yuanfeng 31 years, the second day of February.

One month and six days after the erotic dream, God gave me a blow.

I diagnosed myself with Hua Mai.

slippery pulse?

She was pregnant.

I couldn't believe it. Not only did I find a gynecological medical book, but I also found a birth chart written by the Pu family themselves.

It is impossible to compare a book or a picture over and over again.

But I happened to have it.

Is this God kidding me?
I was given a pair of anti-abortion pills that day.

It took me a full hour to prepare the medicine myself.

After finishing it, just when I was about to drink, my heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and at the same time, cold sweat dripped down my face.

This situation is unprecedented.

When the bowl of medicine cooled down, I was still sweating.

Only then did I understand how difficult it is for a mother to kill her own child.

……

It was the eighth day of the second lunar month in the 31st year of Yuanfeng.

Six days later, I made the miscarriage medicine again.

For six days, I tried every means to convince myself to stay with him, but the final result was failure.

I am pregnant;
He won’t let me go;

I couldn't stay;

This is an endless loop.

No solution!

In order to find a solution, I once again had thoughts of killing.

The condition was worse than six days ago. In addition to my rapid heartbeat and cold sweat, my hands were shaking so much that I couldn't even lift the bowl of medicine.

Healer, benevolent.

I can save beggars on the roadside, so how can I kill my own child with my own hands?

……

Yuanfeng 31st year, the ninth day of February.

I decided to leave the capital secretly, go to a place where no one could find me, and give birth to the child incognito.

Then, depend on each other for life.

……

Yuanfeng 31 years, February [-]th.

After three days of preparation, I took action.

After traveling for two days and two nights, the carriage suddenly stopped.

A big hand lifted up the car window, and when I saw Xiao Ze standing outside the car, my heart dropped.

……

Yuanfeng 31st year, February [-]th.

I returned to the Prince's Mansion again.

The first time Zhao Lin saw me, his eyes lit up.

To deceive others, I pretended to be a man.

He scolded: "What a shame!"

I knelt down and fell to the ground: "Please, Your Highness, let me live."

Zhao Lin looked at me for a long time, said nothing, and walked away.

I was locked up in Dong Chengfeng’s yard.

At this moment, I finally realized why Dong Chengfeng left without looking back when three years were up - because there was no freedom.

……

Yuanfeng 31st year, February [-]th.

For four days, I didn't eat or drink. I lay motionless in bed like a mummy.

I must make a final fight for the rest of my life - with two lives!

Mrs. Liang is here.

After two hours of earnest persuasion, I finally said, "Get out!"

If it weren't for this woman, why would I bother to do this?

into the night.

The prince came, his eyes red.

"Are you determined that you don't want to stay in the Prince's Mansion?"

"Yes!"

"Then there is only one way."

His tone was extremely controlled and calm: "Give birth to the child, and I will set you free."

I almost cried with joy, but I thought wrong.

"What about the child?"

"The child is of royal blood, you can't take it away." His dark eyes were very thin: "Leave it to the Liang family to raise."

I flatly refused: "That woman doesn't deserve it."

He looked at me coldly: "Besides Liang, who else is worthy?"

I am dumbfounded.

"If she raises the child, the child will be named in her name and will be the legitimate child; the rest of the family will be concubines, and the children in the concubine's name will be concubine children."

What he said was cruel and realistic.

"The most important thing is that if one more person knows about this, the possibility of your leaving will be less. You weigh the pros and cons yourself."

When I didn't speak, his eyes showed deep fatigue.

"Shen Duruo, you'd better agree quickly before I regret it, otherwise, I won't mind trapping you for the rest of my life."

After a pause, he said hoarsely: "You have to understand that the person in Mr. Liang's heart is me."

Even five thunderbolts are not enough to describe my shock when I heard this sentence.

The person in Liang's heart is him;
Mrs. Liang spied on his every move and then came to plot against me;

So that means - he has feelings for me.

I bit my tongue hard and felt pain, and then I believed that what I just heard was true.

At this moment, I suddenly understood why he didn't push me away when I entangled him that night.

The long-lost joy and long-lost heaviness were suppressed at the same time.

I looked into his eyes, swallowed the taste of blood on my tongue, and nodded slightly.

When he saw me nodding, he stood up and left.

……

Yuanfeng 31st year, February [-]th.

From this day on, I officially live in the Prince's Mansion.

This was Zhao Lin's request. He would not allow me to return to the rented house before giving birth to the child.

Suzhi personally took care of my diet and daily life.

Apart from me, the prince, and Mrs. Liang, there was another person who knew about the affair and pregnancy between me and the prince, Su Zhi.

Obviously, she is Liang's accomplice.

I didn't give her a good look, and my words were very cold.

After all, Su Zhi was trained by Mrs. Liang, and she is very well-educated. No matter how cold-faced I am, she always treats me with a smile.

In order to deceive others, I acted as a female doctor as usual, and asked Zhao Lin and Liang for safe pulses on the first and fifteenth day of the lunar month.

When taking Zhao Lin's pulse, his eyes would sometimes fall on my lower abdomen.

When I took Ms. Liang's pulse, her eyes were on my face and she was thoughtful.

I no longer attend any banquets at the Prince's Mansion. After finishing my work, I huddle in my own yard, not going anywhere, and raise my baby in peace.

The food in the Prince's Mansion is quite good, with soup and water constantly being delivered.

Within a few days, I became fat and white, like a pig in a pigsty.

……

In March, the 31st year of Yuanfeng reign.

It stands to reason that after 45 days of pregnancy, pregnant women will start to suffer from morning sickness.

I didn't have any reaction, I just felt a little sleepy and couldn't wake up.

Su Zhi joked that she was probably a daughter, and she felt sorry for her mother because of her daughter.

I don't think so.

Whether it's a daughter or a son, it has nothing to do with me. I don't want to have too many emotions with the child in my belly.

Emotions are ties, and it will be difficult for me to leave when the time comes.

As soon as Mrs. Liang falls into the night, she will come to the courtyard to see me, drink a cup of tea and then leave without staying much.

I guess the reason why she came here was because she wanted to show Zhao Lin. Otherwise, given her status, she would have hated that slap.

I still can't forgive her for never talking to her when no one is around.

Zhao Lin never comes.

After we reached an agreement that day, his attitude towards me was very cold and somewhat resentful.

I don't care.

Most of people's troubles come from being too considerate.

I don’t want to know why he is cold and resentful, I’ll leave it to Mr. Liang to worry about!

……

It was the ninth day of April in the 31st year of Yuanfeng.

In the morning, when I was about to get up, my stomach suddenly moved.

I was pleasantly surprised. This was the first time since I was pregnant that I felt fetal movement.

It turns out that this is what fetal movement feels like.

I touched my belly.

At this moment, the lower abdomen is slightly bulging. It has been four months and I can feel that she is growing well inside.

I suddenly felt a little different about the child in my belly.

It's not a good thing, but I have no control over it.

(End of this chapter)