The short-lived ghost of the Xie family has lived a long life

Chapter 733 Memories ([-])

Yuanfeng 32nd year, February 28th.

This is my last night in the Prince's Mansion, I will leave tomorrow.

In half a year, not only did I not have any flaws discovered, I was still alive and well.
This is due to Su Zhi's careful care, to my status as the eldest lady of the Shen family, and to Bai Zhenshan's good popularity.

In the Forbidden Army, there was a man named Chen Yi who was a close friend of Bai Zhenshan.

Bai Zhenshan asked him to take care of me secretly.

I have my own small yard, and three meals a day are brought to the yard.

In the first three months, apart from eating and sleeping, I didn't even get out of bed.

Externally, it was said that the female doctor was frightened and sick because of the incident in the Prince's Mansion.

The best tonic in the world is either ginseng or angelica, or sleep. My internal organs were damaged due to premature birth, and my physical strength was exhausted due to the thirteen acupuncture of the Ghost Gate...

During these three months of drowsiness, I slowly recovered.

Three months later, I "recovered from illness".

I asked Chen Yi to help me get some common herbs from Bai Zhenshan and start treating the people who were still alive in the Prince's Mansion.

I did this for a purpose - to find out who was the culprit who framed the Prince's Mansion.

But at this moment, those who are trapped in the Prince's Mansion, after experiencing great changes, have no confidence at all about their future destiny.

Life and death are all in the noble man's thoughts.

If a person thinks too much, he will become ill.

No one doubts my purpose. Everyone thinks that I, Shen Duruo, have the heart of a Bodhisattva.

As the saying goes, the geese leave traces, and the wind leaves a sound.

When a person does bad things, no matter how delicate and thoughtful the person is, there will still be clues left behind.

Zhao Lin, I will definitely find the real culprit who framed you.

Even after I find it out, this name will only lie in my book forever.

Three more months later, I finally found clues from Xia Cairen's personal maid who framed the prince.

When Su Zhi found out, she was so distraught that she hung herself from a beam with a bed sheet that night.

Xia Cairen was originally working as a maid in the Huanyi Bureau, but Su Zhi recommended her to the Crown Princess because she saw her skill with her hands.

This is luring the wolf into the house.

I looked at Su Zhi's body dangling on the beam without a single tear, and cursed three times in my mind: Fuck, fuck, fuck.

In this world, good people always blame themselves and feel guilty, while bad people...

The bad guys sit in high positions, rule the world, and have all the beauties in their arms.

……

The first year of Yonghe, the first day of March.

Zi hour, three quarters.

Carrying my baggage, I followed Chen Yi and left the Prince's Mansion through the back door.

I stepped out of the threshold and was about to turn around to say thank you when Chen Yi reached out and pushed me.

"Doctor Shen, go forward, don't look back."

I listened to him and moved forward step by step.

At the end of the road, there is a carriage.

Bai Zhenshan stood beside the carriage, looking around on tiptoe. Suddenly, his eyes fell on me, and then he ran towards me.

I called out: "Uncle Bai."

Bai Zhenshan's eyes suddenly turned red, "Let's go, let's go home with uncle, your aunt made your favorite food..."

"Uncle Bai."

I interrupted him softly, "There is no place for me in this capital, and I will not go back."

"Then where are you going?"

"East, south, west, north, you can go anywhere."

I smiled and said, "A craftsman who will starve to death in the lean years, Uncle Bai, give me a ride!"

Bai Zhenshan looked at me for a long time, then suddenly smiled heartily, "Let's go, I will see you off."

He personally drove the carriage and sent me out of the city, five hundred miles away.

Before leaving, he gave me a token from the head of the Bai family. With this token, I could go to any drugstore in the Bai family to pay.

The Bai family has a total of 32 pharmacies in China.

Bai Zhenshan said: "Miss, you can just walk in and pay me a tael of silver to let me know that you are still alive."

"Uncle Bai, I'm not the kind of person who wants to live or die."

Bai Zhenshan, a tall man, turned his back and wiped his tears after hearing this.

When he sent me away, he told me the same thing.

"Miss, don't look back, go forward..."

I will not go back.

Looking back, the mountains and rivers have changed, and the old friends have passed away.

I want to keep walking forward and look at the mountains and the sea for them, the wind and rain, the bright sun and the bright moon,
Look at every scene in the world.

I will light incense for them during the Qingming Festival, burn paper for them during the Zhongyuan Festival, and recite the Purana for them over and over again.Come again in the next life.

Maybe we can meet again.

……

Yonghe three years, June [-]th.

I met Dong Chengfeng in Liangzhou City.

From then on, he played the piano and I practiced medicine, and we traveled together.

……

Yonghe fifth year, December.

On the day of Dong Chengfeng's birthday, he said to me drunkenly: "Shen Duruo, if it doesn't work out, how about we make do with each other?"

I poked his head and said, "You are all living well, why do you have to settle for nothing?"

……

In the seventh year of Yonghe, it was the fifteenth day of the first lunar month.

We walked to Hotan, a foreign scenery.

During the Lantern Festival, a girl asked Dong Chengfeng to talk about her love under the moonlight.

Dong Chengfeng was ill.

When I brought the medicine to him, he said to me bitterly, "Shen Duruo, it's not easy for a girl to fall in love with me, but I don't live up to my expectations."

I laughed: "This is called no fate."

……

Yonghe eighth year, July [-]th.

child time.

I dreamed that my child was trapped in a fire, screaming that the sky would not respond, and that the earth would not work.

When I woke up, my face was filled with tears.

I suddenly felt sad and burst into tears.

After Dong Chengfeng heard the sound, he rushed in and asked me what was going on?

He has asked me many times over the years, but I never tell him.

But at this moment, I couldn't help it.

I need him to tell me that this is just a dream and that my child is alive and well somewhere in the world.

After he finished listening, he fell into a long silence.

He asked me as daylight approached.

"So you charge very little or even no money to treat people, and you are willing to risk your life. Are you doing good deeds for that child?"

"There is no secret in this world that can be hidden forever."

I said with tears in my eyes: "I should not have brought her into this world. With her identity, she is in danger wherever she goes, and she will also bring danger to others. Dong Chengfeng, I have sinned deeply."

I want to atone for myself, and I want to atone for her.

Saving a life is better than building a seven-level pagoda.

Over the years, I have saved countless lives. I don’t hope for anything else, I just hope that she will be safe and happy in the world; I hope that the person who raises her will live a long life.

……

It was the tenth day of October in the eighth year of Yonghe.

Dong Chengfeng said goodbye to me.

I asked him where he was going and he said he wanted to do something.

I asked him what was going on, and he said with a mysterious look on his face: "Don't ask, I won't tell you if you ask me. Mountains and rivers are different, and you and I each have our own destiny."

He also said: "Shen Duruo, let yourself go!"

Whether I can let it go, I don’t know.

I only know that days pass by day by day, year by year, and if one day I am tired, it is time to leave.

In life, there is no other side, there is only the scenery along the way.

You have to take a look at everything that can catch your eye and what doesn't catch your eye.

At this time, he suddenly said, "Can you give me your treasured book?"

I asked: "Why?"

He said: "The hard days are over, what else do you remember? There will be good days ahead."

I asked: "Aren't you afraid of getting into trouble?"

"It's useless to be afraid."

He disagreed: "When we meet, you have to leave a thought for me."

I frowned, "You mean, we won't see each other again?"

He smiled lightly.

"Well, see you soon!"

(End of this chapter)