The short-lived ghost of the Xie family has lived a long life

Chapter 906 Afraid of You
"Wow--"

Huai You opened his mouth and vomited all the food he had just eaten.

When Huaizuo saw that his sister had vomited, he shouted to Mrs. Zhao, "Mom, don't bully my sister, she's already vomited."

"I bully?"

Mrs. Zhao giggled so hard that her whole face changed shape.

The laughter stopped abruptly.

Mrs. Zhao looked straight at her son: "Zheng Huaizuo, which of your eyes saw me bullying her?"

Xiao Huaizuo was startled by the madness on his mother's face and couldn't help but lean closer to Zheng Huantang.

Zheng Huantang noticed that he was afraid and growled lowly: "Zhao Qingyun, don't go crazy!"

The man who usually coaxed her with soft words was so angry that the veins on his forehead popped out one by one, and Zhao Qingyun was stunned for a moment.

The late summer wind blew muffledly, and the yard was filled with deathly silence.

"Xiaoyou, daddy will carry you back to your room."

Huaiyou didn't move, his big eyes watery from vomiting, looking at Zhao in confusion.

"Come up!"

She shook her head, "Brother, just take me back to my room. Dad, you stay with mom."

"Come up!"

Zheng Huantang's voice was so sharp that Huaiyou shrank in fear and could only lie down.

Huaizuo didn't understand why his mother suddenly changed into a different person after drinking too much and became like a madman, making no sense at all.

He glanced at his mother timidly and ran after his father and sister.

At the originally bustling square table, only Mrs. Zhao was sitting alone.

Her man and her son all went to coax that girl.

"Why? She obviously bullied me. She bullied me for eight whole years!"

Xie Zhifei looked at the lonely Mrs. Zhao and wanted to bring back her eight-year-old self and tell him that if she patted her mother's back with her hands and rubbed her arm with her head, she would feel better.

He also wanted to tell Mrs. Zhao that the fortune teller was right, Mingyue was the person with the best fortune in the entire Zheng family.

I also want to tell her that my sister is very pitiful. If you feel sorry for her, your father will be grateful to you.

Mrs. Zhao couldn't hear what he said, and even if she heard it, she couldn't listen.

For eight years, she only had resentment and hatred in her heart.

……

Zheng Huantang returned to the front yard half an hour later.

Mrs. Zhao was nowhere to be seen, and the food was extremely cold.

There was a pot of wine on the ground. Zheng Huantang picked it up, filled it up, drank it down, filled it up again, and downed it again, one cup after another.

Xie Zhifei felt that what he drank was not the wine, but the dilemma that the world gave him.

As a son, he achieved both loyalty and filial piety;
As a parent, he feels ashamed of his sons and daughters;
As a husband, he tolerates and pleases day after day, but does not get his wife's consideration.

A full moon hung on the treetops, illuminating the deserted courtyard, and there was a silent man with a heart full of frustrations.

Xie Zhifei suddenly felt that compared to his mother, the most pitiful person in the world was actually his father, who lived in the cracks and treated himself like a different person.

After finishing the last sip of wine, Zheng Huantang slammed the wine cup on the table, got up and walked into the side room.

Xie Zhifei quickly followed.

It was pitch dark in the wing, and there was no lamp.

Mrs. Zhao was lying in her clothes, with her face facing in and her back facing out.

Zheng Huantang sat on the bamboo couch under the window, looking at Zhao's back and saying nothing.

Just watched in silence.Zhao waited for a while, but did not wait for the man to show his kindness, so she simply spoke first.

"I hate her, Zheng Huantang, I really hate her. As soon as she came, my daughter became a nun. She is obviously a direct daughter of the Zheng family, but she has to spend her whole life in the Qingdeng Ancient Buddha. She won't even have her own name until she dies. .

My son has not been able to leave this courtyard for eight years. Other children can go to school and have children from aristocratic families as friends. He is alone and can only play with a few ants.

You had a bright future, but among my five children, you were the only one who was both civilized and military-savvy. What happened?As a result, you can only stay in Haitang Courtyard for the past eight years. "

Ms. Zhao sat up and patted her heart, with a look of aggrievedness on her face.

"As for me, my parents support me, let alone my filial piety. I can't even see my own parents.

When the child grows up to eight years old, he has never seen the two elders. He is his biological grandson. How can you bear it? "

"Any more?"

Zheng Huantang said solemnly: "Tell me everything."

"Have!"

Mrs. Zhao looked at him coldly: "Your son only cares about her, and even my own mother is behind him. And you..."

Zheng Huantang: "What about me?"

Mrs. Zhao gritted her teeth: "You should treat her better than you would treat your own son, be patient, teach her this, teach her that.

If your son gets up a little late from practicing, you just hit him with a stick. It's like tiger poison and he won't even eat his seeds! "

"All done?"

"It's not over!"

There was deep hatred in Zhao's eyes.

"I said I wanted to have another child. It would be better for you to cook a bowl of duck soup every time after we have sex and coax me to drink it. For her sake, you won't even let me have a child. Why?"

"Just because my last name is Zheng, Zhao Qingyun!"

Zheng Huantang's always gentle gaze was as cold as ice shards. What was colder than his gaze was his voice at this moment.

"Eight years ago, I told you that my Zheng family owed others a huge favor.

My father made a vicious oath that one day he would repay that man.Keeping Huaiyou in Haitang Courtyard is a reward. Have I ever told you this? "

Zhao was stunned when asked.

"Not only did I say that, I almost knelt down and begged you."

Zheng Huantang: "Because of this incident, I have humbled myself in front of you every day for eight years.

When you say east, I go east, when you say west, I go west. When you laugh, I laugh with you. When you get angry, I do everything possible to coax you and tease you.

I know that I owe you, so over the years, I have tried every means to make up for it and please you. I just hope that for the sake of our relationship as a couple, you will see my difficulties and think about me.

Am I willing to let that child live his whole life?Don't I want Huaizuo to be able to walk into the school in a dignified manner? They are also my children, Zheng Huantang, but what can I do? "

Zheng Huantang's throat rolled up, and two lines of hot tears rolled down his face.

"Do you know what kind of life I have lived these past eight years?
Every word I say to you must be careful, for fear that any word will irritate you and make you sad.

Every day when I walk out of Haitang Courtyard, I breathe a sigh of relief; and when I walk into Haitang Courtyard, I breathe a sigh of relief.

why?
Because I'm afraid of you! "

Zheng Huantang lowered his eyes, his face looked indescribably tired.

"When you think of Shuiyue An, you wipe your eyes all day long. If you are not satisfied, your whole face droops, your expression is cold, and your tone is cold, as if everyone in the world owes you.

When you are tired, you lose your temper at me and show off your temper to the two children. What about me? "

He looked at Zhao again, his voice choked with sobs: "Who should I say this to? Who can I pour all this bitterness on?
Zhao Qingyun, I am also a human being. I have lived like this every day for eight years. Have you ever felt sorry for me? "

"I……"

"you have not!"

(End of this chapter)