The short-lived ghost of the Xie family has lived a long life

Chapter 913
"People never cherish what they get; but they always worry about what they can't get.

During the eight years at Haitangyuan, my father rarely praised me. No matter how well I did, he would just smile lightly and add, "My son has made progress."

So my biggest wish is that one day, my father will look at me with the same pride and pride as he looks at you, Huaiyou.

But my father's harshness and dissatisfaction with me are all in the open. Putting aside my martial arts training and studies, my father still loves me and loves me everywhere else, but my mother..."

For what to say later, Xie Zhifei couldn't face Yan Sanhe's face anymore because of guilt. He stood up slowly and walked to the courtyard wall, his back bleak.

When did he find out that his mother hated Huaiyou?

Yes, it's not that I don't like it, it's that I hate it.

It must have been in the summer when he was six years old, he caught a cicada on a tree. Huaiyou was so happy that he begged his father to make a small bamboo cage and said he would keep it.

That day, my father went to the front yard to cut down a piece of bamboo and split the bamboo into thin strips with a knife. He worked for most of the day. His mother called him to eat several times, but his father only answered and did not get up.

The mother's face suddenly sank.

Because of this sullen expression, the atmosphere at dinner was very gloomy.

He took some hibiscus cake from the dining table and hid it, planning to feed Cicada some at night.

Huaiyou hung the small cage containing cicadas on the tree in the courtyard. He crept out of the room. When he looked around, he found his mother standing next to the tree, holding a cicada in her hand and pouring hot water on the small cage. .

At this moment, his heart felt like it was falling into an ice cellar.

The next day, Huaiyou found out that Zhizhao was dead and cried sadly.

Dad lowered his eyes and said nothing.

My mother gave him a few words of comfort, then smiled at him and said, "I'll help my sister catch one later."

At that moment, he looked at his mother's extremely fake smile and felt extremely sad. He also instantly understood that adults have two faces, one openly and one secretly.

Leave your face in the open to others, and leave your face in secret to yourself.

From that day on, he began to pay attention to his mother's attitude towards Huaiyou.

He was shocked when he noticed this. Mom is really...

Xie Zhifei looked at the wind and rain outside the high wall and didn't want to think about it any further. He just slowly clenched his fists.

"Huaiyou, my mother comes from a small family. She has studied for several years, knows a little bit of writing, can recite poems and write essays. She is considered a talented woman.

The problem with Xiaomen Xiaohu is that there is only so much she can see and hear, and there are things deeper and higher up that she cannot think of or reach.

Talented women also have a problem, that is, they are aloof.Being aloof means being pretentious, thinking about things mostly from one's own point of view, and rarely listening to what others say.

The Zheng family is the home of military commanders. Practicing martial arts is not about fighting and killing. To practice martial arts, you must first practice your mind. Only those who calm down their minds can eliminate all kinds of distracting thoughts and reach a state of pure mind.

When people have fewer selfish thoughts, they will naturally become righteous and brave, so... many things are wrong from the source. "

Xie Zhifei closed his eyes.

"The old general didn't agree to this marriage, but it was my father who insisted on getting married, so my father and mother became husband and wife.

It is a blessing for my mother to marry into the Zheng family; it is a blessing to be in love with her father; and it is a blessing among blessings to give birth to a pair of twins.

She thought she could live a good and prosperous life with this little blessing, but she never thought... Because your arrival shattered all her dreams.

Huaiyou, I don't want to speak for her, I just want to break the truth bit by bit and tell you. "

Xie Zhifei's stomach was full of pain, but it only turned into a slight sigh when it reached his mouth.

"My father gave away his real biological daughter on the order of my grandfather. My mother had just given birth at that time.

Dad would definitely not say anything to her, so he just did this. In other words, Dad was killing her first and telling her later.Huaiyou, can you imagine how your mother felt after hearing this news, dragging her body that had just given birth?Five thunderbolts or thousands of arrows piercing the heart? "

His eyes suddenly turned red.

“You can’t imagine, because you have never been a mother, you cannot understand the pain of having your biological daughter sent away and never seeing her again in this life.

Because you have not been forced to that point, and you cannot understand the helpless feeling that a weak woman has to face the entire Zheng family.

I think if my mother could scream, she would definitely yell angrily: Why should my daughter repay the debt and love owed by your Zheng family?Why? "

Tears welled up, and Xie Zhifei didn't bother to reach out to wipe them away.

"Huaiyou, you don't know that the child was sent to a nunnery by his father the day after he was born."

nunnery?
A few steps away, Pei Xiao, who had just taken a breath, raised his eyes and looked at Li Buyan in shock.

She was looking towards him.

Even though the light of the lantern was dim, the two of them saw the same shock in each other's eyes.

You actually sent your little granddaughter to a nunnery?
General Zheng also risked everything in order to repay his kindness.

"The child should have been raised by the Zheng family's golden branches and leaves. He should have everything he wants, but he grew up with the Ancient Qingdeng Buddha. Qingdeng Ancient Buddha, what kind of place is that?"

Xie Zhifei shook his head and smiled bitterly: "That is the place where all the miserable people in the world stay after seeing through the world of mortals. They have no sorrow, no joy, no desires, no pursuits, no love and no hatred.

But how old is the child?
When you are sleeping in a warm quilt and refuse to get up from your lazy bed, your mother is thinking about her daughter getting up before dawn to do morning lessons;

While you were eating the meals carefully cooked in the small kitchen, your mother thought that her daughter might be hungry;

When your father loves you, and I, your brother, also protect you, my mother thought that someone would love and protect her daughter.

You have occupied everything that should belong to her daughter. When my mother sees you, she thinks of her daughter. Your face tortures her day and night.

Xie Zhifei turned around and looked at the dark coffin.

"Huaiyou, people's hearts are selfish. My mother doesn't like you because of her own heart, and she doesn't want to see you because she is her daughter. As a mother, she is reasonable about this."

As soon as he finished speaking, a long rumbling sound came from the depths of the black clouds.

Suddenly a strong wind blew up on the ground in the courtyard. The strong wind swirled around Xie Zhifei, lifting his black hair and silk-colored clothes...

Xie Zhifei walked to the coffin with difficulty in the wind, lowered his head, and a tear fell into the coffin, falling on the back of Yan Sanhe's intertwined hands.

"Huaiyou, I haven't finished speaking yet. Please listen to me."

I don't know if it was because of the fact that the wind could understand people's words, or because of the drop of tears, but the strong wind suddenly stopped.

"As I said before, the Zhao family's family background is not high. For my mother to marry into the Zheng Mansion is like a carp jumping over a dragon's gate or a sparrow flying up a branch and turning into a phoenix.

Before my mother got married, she must have been full of longing and hope for her future life.

In fact, before my mother gave birth to twins, her life was just as she imagined.

Dad was my grandfather's favorite son. He was not only talented in literature and martial arts, but also handsome. Even if the Zheng family's fortune fell to him, just looking at the four brothers in front of him, Dad's future would not be bad.

A man's future is a woman's future; a man's status is a woman's status. "

Xie Zhifei said slowly:

"Huaiyou, do you know that in the Zheng family, my mother was originally the fifth grandma with a straight back?"

(End of this chapter)