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"Host, you don't have to say anything. I just want to dream about her." Di Fengyu's persistence carried some inexplicable power that was irrefutable. "For this, I am willing to pay any price."

The host shook his head, as if he had no choice, and said: "Go down the mountain and buy some noodles and rice for the temple. As long as you can buy it and bring it up, I will agree to it."

"it is good."

Five thousand levels, Di Fengyu agreed without hesitation.

In his eyes, the road up and down the mountain does not seem to be five thousand steps, and it will not be exhausting.But it was only five or six steps, and it only took a few steps to get there, so I didn't take it seriously and responded with a relaxed expression.

The host was shocked. He sighed deeply several times, as if looking at an idiot who had lost his way. He looked at him with pity for a few times, and finally turned around and left weakly.

Di Fengyu immediately went down the mountain to help buy rice and noodles.

Rice and noodles are extremely heavy and difficult to carry up the mountain. The host made such a request because he wanted Di Fengyu to retreat and stop insisting on his illusory obsession.

In life, you need to know how to let go.

Only by letting go can we start over and have a new future.

But Di Fengyu didn't give up. His obsession was deeply rooted in his bones, as if it had become a part of his body. He lived because of his obsession. If his obsession disappeared, it was not certain whether he would survive.

Going down the mountain was not difficult or tiring. Di Fengyu went down the mountain easily.

After he went down the mountain, he bought a large basket and rice. He carried the rice and noodles up the mountain.

The combined weight of the rice and noodles is heavier than others.

His boys wanted to help him, but they were really powerless and couldn't carry it or go up the mountain. He had no choice but to help himself.

He suffered a lot and spent a lot of effort to reach the top of the mountain.

This time, he was even worse than the first time he went up the mountain. Not only were his feet broken and bleeding, but his shoulders were also broken. Both sides of his shoulders were bruised from carrying a basket on his back. The wounds were large and bleeding continuously. It looked bloody and terrifying.

But he didn't care.

After he struggled to climb up the mountain, his legs were shaking and his whole body was in pain. He was exhausted to the extreme, but he looked indifferent.

The first words he said when he climbed up the mountain were: "I'm finally up, I can finally sleep, and I can finally see her in my dreams. Yanran, I'm here."

"are you still there?"

"You must be here, we will see you soon."

"I'm looking forward to it."

Saying this, he went to find the abbot, then fell asleep and fell asleep.

...

Royal Palace.

After Di Fenglin and Nan Sheng finished talking about the government affairs and their children today, they talked about Di Fengyu.

"Alin, Fengyu still refuses to come back?"

"Still staying in that temple?"

Di Fenglin and Nan Sheng both knew that Di Fengyu had been praying to gods and Buddhas over the years.However, this time, Di Fengyu stayed in a temple for such a long time and did not come back. I heard that he suffered a lot, but he never gave up. Nan Sheng was very strange.

It's strange that he stayed in a temple for so long.

What is there that makes him nostalgic?
Di Fenglin said: "He was in the mountains recently. He had a hard time going up and down the mountain. He didn't write a letter, but his servant did and sent it. It was said that Feng Yu found something he wanted deeply in that temple, so he stayed there. Still alive, not coming back."

"That's right!" Nan Sheng nodded.

"Shengsheng, seeing that Feng Yu is working really hard, would you like to help Feng Yu and Xu Yanran?" Di Fenglin asked.

"I know this is not an ordinary matter. It's a bit difficult for you. If you really can't help, then forget it!" Di Fenglin didn't mean to force it.

Nan Sheng sighed, looked at Di Fenglin, and said seriously: "I haven't thought about this problem. Feng Yu has become more and more obsessed with it in the past few years. I feel bad when I look at it. I also want to help him, but I After all, the fate between him and Xu Yanran is destined to have a beginning and an end, and there will be no afterlife. If we insist on it like this, they can only meet each other in dreams, how painful it is!"

Di Fenglin nodded understandingly and said, "I understand." After a pause, "The place where Feng Yu went must have allowed him to see the person he wanted to see in his dream."

"It should be." Nan Sheng frowned, "It's just that I'm worried that if things continue like this, it will be bad for Feng Yu's health, and I'm afraid that he will be trapped in a dream and unable to extricate himself."

Di Fenglin took a sip of tea and said: "It is important for people to save themselves and wake up. He is in such a state of sinking that no one else can help him. What will happen to him in the future can only be determined by fate."

"Yes!" Nan Sheng agreed.

...

Rumor has it that His Royal Highness Prince Xiaoyao, who was once the most elegant and carefree in the capital, regarded women as clothes and threatened to change his clothes frequently, changed his playboy nature because he fell in love with a woman.

It's a pity that this woman is dead.

He also died, but his heart died. He never went to Huajieliuxiang again. He lost interest in the beautiful clothes he once loved.

He traveled to Buddhist temples all over the world.

He prayed to God and Buddha, but no one knew what he was praying for, and no one knew where he went.

But suddenly, there was no news from this person.

Di Fengyu's affairs were discussed for a while in the streets, alleys, and restaurants, but gradually, as new things came out, his affairs were no longer new, and no one mentioned them.

Di Fengyu occasionally returned to the city, but no one even recognized him.

But ah-

In recent years, he has not returned to the city for a long time.

He had been having dreams about Xu Yanran one after another in that temple. He was confused every day. Although the days passed day by day, he didn't know what night it was.

The abbot of the temple tried to drive him away, but he couldn't be driven away.

He stayed in the temple.

But he did not become a monk. Instead, he stayed in the temple as a pilgrim and has remained there ever since.

He often helped people in the temple go down the mountain to buy noodles and rice. Most people would cry to death if they did this kind of hard work. But every time he received it, it was like he had picked up a valuable and unmarketable treasure, and he was so happy. Flowering.

He was seen going down the mountain and up the mountain.

Some people saw that his back was getting bent day by day.

Some people saw that the wrinkles on his face were getting deeper day by day.

Others saw that he had not smiled for a long time, but only smiled in his dreams.

...

"Xu Yanran, the person I am most sorry for in my life is you."

"Xu Yanran, I really want to die. I can see you when I die. But I'm afraid that I have done too many sins in my life and will go to hell while you are in heaven. You and I will be separated from each other. So I don't dare to die. , I can only continue to live as long as I can."

"Xu Yanran, if we meet again next time, I will definitely fall in love with you first, and I will not make you work so hard!"

"Xu Yanran, without you for the rest of my life, I will be half asleep."

——Di Fengyu (end of this chapter)