Married for a long time

Su Li was not in a good mood these days, so she took three days off.

Zhou Zimu thought she was uncomfortable and asked for leave to stay with her at home and take care of her, but Su Li refused.

She just wants to be alone.

This bad mood lasted for about half a month before she cheered herself up again and went to the temple on a weekend to ask for one thing.

"Please wish Qiao Peiyu good health, happiness and a long life."

For a long time afterwards, she didn't feel any trace of meat or fish.

Zhou Zimu sometimes didn't quite understand, and because Su Li would occasionally express dissatisfaction with him for being too unfamiliar with him, he felt that she wouldn't say anything to him and had never heard him mention her parents and family. The two began to have some awkwardness.

The temperature in Jingjun falls quickly in autumn, and the haze in the morning is also very heavy.

During the National Day, Zhou Zimu was going back to Yuncheng to visit his parents and wanted Su Li to go back with her.

He originally thought that Su Li and she were in the same place and would agree to go back with her.

So he didn't tell Su Li in advance, so he used her ID card to buy a plane ticket. On the night of the 30th, the two quarreled over this matter.

At first, Su Li said angrily that she didn't want to go back to Yuncheng.

She doesn't like to go back to Yuncheng very much because her uncle's family has cast such a heavy shadow on her that she would feel fearful when mentioning Yuncheng.

After all, the memories of life with her parents and grandparents were not many in her mind, and they were still very vague. As far back as she could remember, it was her uncle and aunt who were cunning and mean.

But when Zhou Zimu said he wanted to take her back to see her parents, Su Li remained silent.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Zhou Zimu's inner dissatisfaction exploded, "Su Li, do you like me or not? Why don't you tell me anything, you only hold hands with me, you even avoid kissing me, and now I want to be with you Even if we go home together and you don’t let me, am I so shameless? I’m not worthy of going back to see your parents?”

How many times has Zhou Zimu asked about her parents?

Su Qi avoids this problem every time.

Her biological parents are still very important to her even though they are vague. Her adoptive parents are deeply affectionate to her, but these two are her scars.

No matter which one she mentioned, it hurt her.

Some childhood pains cannot be healed in a lifetime.

It will still lie deep in her heart. When it is mentioned, it will come out and bite her hard, so that she will always remember the pain and how bloody it was.

She clenched her fists, took a deep breath, and looked into his eyes, "My parents passed away when I was very young. I lived with my grandparents. My uncle and aunt were my guardians. I was adopted by my adoptive parents when I was 13. , their home is in S city, if I say this, can you accept it?"

Zhou Zimu was stunned and moved his lips, "Sorry... you never told me..."

"I am the one who should be sorry. You can go back by yourself tomorrow."

Zhou Zimu moved his mouth, "Even if you don't go back to your own home, can you go back to mine with me? My parents really want to see you."

Su Li frowned, "I don't want to go back to Yuncheng."

"No, Su Li, I understand that you don't want to go back because your family is more complicated, but...this has nothing to do with going back to my house, right? Besides, you can't just stay away from going home with me, right? We've been together for four months. "

Su Li pursed her lips, four months in a relationship was actually not a long time.

She thought about it and said, "I think... it's too early to meet my parents. Please wait..."

"Wait a minute? Su Li, you don't actually want to go on with me, right? Just for fun?" Zhou Zimu said, "In the past four months, I have held your hand and kissed you on the face. Count, go and ask other couples who fall in love without kissing or having sex..." Su Li felt a strong discomfort in her heart, "I promised you that I would tell you in advance that day. Take your time, it’s four months, not four years.”

"Isn't this just taking your time? You have to wait four years to take your time, right? It's fine if you don't let me touch you. Now you are not willing to go back home with me to meet my parents. What do you mean?"

Maybe it was because of their different views that the two of them quarreled fiercely.

The subject of the quarrel changed from her unwillingness to return to Yuncheng to her unwillingness to be too intimate with him.

Su Li is not a quarrelsome person. This incident cannot be said to be entirely Zhou Zimu's fault. She also has some responsibility in it.

When Zhou Zimu lost control of his emotions, he said some words that hurt her and poked her lungs. In the end, he pushed her to the ground and slammed the door.

She admitted that she had a slight crush on Zhou Zimu before, but it wasn't really like her. It was just his pursuit that gave her hope of starting a new life and a new relationship.

So, at this moment, she suddenly realized that she was too selfish.

Just because you want to delay another person because of your own new beginning, you still really like yourself.

It doesn't seem fair.

She actually tried hard, wanted to like him, and wanted to do what she could for him.

But every time he approached her and wanted to kiss her, or hinted that she wanted to stay the night, she couldn't help but feel disgusted. She always felt that if she gave herself a little more time, she would fall in love with him and completely accept him.

But now, the two still broke up on bad terms.

Because 7+3 equals 4 during the long holiday, many people complained about it.

Su Qi didn't feel anything. She stayed at home for four days and when there was no food in the refrigerator, she always ordered takeout.

In the past four days, she had actually been reflecting on herself and her relationship with Zhou Zimu.

After careful consideration, she took the initiative to call Zhou Zimu after work on the 5th, taking the lead in breaking the cold war between the two.

The two had a meal together outside, and Zhou Zimu was even more taciturn than before.

As if waiting for Su Li to compromise.

Su Li didn't deliberately find a topic to liven up the atmosphere, and just finished the meal in this atmosphere.

Su Li paid for this meal, and Zhou Zimu was originally going to pay for it, but she stopped him.

After leaving the restaurant, Zhou Zimu said, "My mother was quite disappointed and unhappy when she didn't see you going back with me, but the time we spent together did make up for it, so..."

He didn't apologize for hurting her with words and pushing her.

Su Li didn't care at all, and was the first to say 'I'm sorry', and then paused for a long time before saying, "Zhou Zimu, in the past four months with you, I have actually been quite happy, and thank you for your care and care. understanding,"

"What do you mean by that?" Zhou Zimu frowned and asked displeasedly, "You don't just want to break up with me because of this, do you?"

Su Li thought for a while and nodded, "Well, let's break up. You are very good, but we are not suitable. I'm sorry that I wasted your time for four months and gave you a bad love experience. I... …”

"Su Qi."

Zhou Zimu looked at her and hesitated, then sneered, "Four months, hey, is there someone hiding in your heart?" (End of Chapter)