biting cherry

Chapter 37 Meng Fanyan is jealous of himself
Shen Xingying felt so regretful that her intestines turned green.

If she had known earlier that he would forget about the mutation when he returned to normal, she would not have said so impulsively, "If you want me to move, I will move here. If you want me to marry, I will marry too."

Really, it left him something to talk about.

However, what does he think of her when he is normal?
Is it because you like it?Or is it just like the mutation, just treating her as an inhibitor?

"Meng Fanyan..." Shen Xingying wanted to ask him, but she was worried that the inappropriate question would stimulate his other personality, so she hesitated behind the bathroom door for a while, then changed her words: "Then close your eyes. Come on, don’t look at me.”

The more she behaved like this, the more Meng Fanyan was heartbroken.

He had no intention of closing his eyes, but guided her in a persuasive way, "Yingying, you must learn to adapt to married life in advance. There is much more to do after we get married than just this."

"But……"

"Brother is not that patient." Meng Fanyan interrupted her, "Be good and come out."

Shen Xingying's cheeks turned red, her eyebrows lowered, and her cute toes dug awkwardly on the clean floor.

It was absolutely impossible for her to walk out on her own, so Meng Fanyan simply pushed open the door panel, squeezed in and hugged her out.

Shen Xingying was caught off guard and was so frightened that her face turned pale, "Meng Fanyan, you...what are you going to do?"

"There's nothing to do. It's just that you've been occupying the bathroom, how can I take a shower?" Meng Fanyan said in an understatement, while holding her and walking towards the bed.

Seeing that he was only half a meter away from the bed, Shen Xingying suddenly hugged his neck tightly in fear and said with a trembling cry: "No, I don't want to sleep on the bed."

Meng Fanyan mistakenly thought that she was resisting sleeping with him, so he coaxed her and said, "I'll sleep on the sofa for you tonight."

"No." Shen Xingying clung to him tightly, "I'm afraid."

"What are you afraid of?" Meng Fanyan listened to her soft and waxy nasal voice, and the corners of his lips could not help but curl up slightly, with a hint of teasing, "When you were a child, didn't you like to climb on my bed and jump up and down?"

Even when the whip was about to be whipped out to spank her, she was not afraid.

Why are you so timid now?
"Did I really bully you eight years ago?" Meng Fanyan couldn't help but ask.

Or was there some inadvertent action that offended her that she couldn't let go of?

But if this is the case, it feels very unreasonable.

Because today, she obviously kissed him inseparably.

Moreover, she took the initiative to say that she wanted to marry him.

Although he had long wanted to marry her, he still didn't understand her thoughts, so he didn't dare to act rashly and only wanted to take it step by step.

But he never thought that a car accident would directly push his plan forward.

"If so, I apologize to you." Meng Fanyan's eyes were extremely sincere.

Shen Xingying stared at his eyes hesitantly for a few seconds. She didn't see any weird green color, and then she carefully changed her statement: "I'm just allergic to the color of your bed sheets. Why do you only order this gray one all year round?" ?”

Is it because it's the same color as your fur?

Shen Xingying kept this sentence in her stomach and really didn't dare to say it.

Meng Fanyan: "..."

Meng Fanyan felt a sudden pain in his forehead. He hugged her and walked to the sofa to sit down. He found out the loopholes in her words and said, "The sheets in Fanxingyuan are also gray. How come you are not allergic?"

Shen Xingying: "..." Shen Xing racked her brains and came up with a reason for the turtle's feet: "Because... because it is decorated with my little pink quilt."

Meng Fanyan: "..."

So this is the real reason why she cried to death and had to take her little quilt to Fanxingyuan?
Meng Fanyan sighed helplessly, "If you really don't like this color, I'll ask someone to change it now."

"Uh, don't." Shen Xingying stopped him from taking out his cell phone.

In fact, no matter how she changed it, she couldn't change the shadow in her heart.

"I don't want to strip you of the things you love."

She clearly remembered last night, when he said that he had given up a very important part of him for her, and asked her to stop ruthlessly stripping him away.

Although she didn't know exactly what she had stripped away from him, she could now pay careful attention to the habits and preferences that appeared in his life, and she tried not to destroy them.

Otherwise, when he changes, he will be mad at her again if something doesn't satisfy him.

"I will... get used to it slowly." Shen Xingying seemed to be doing some smoothing work for him, "Actually, gray suits you very well. Don't change it."

"Ah Ying, you are quite good at talking." Suddenly, a sneer sounded from the top of his head.

Shen Xingying raised her eyes in fear and saw that Meng Fanyan's hair had turned into a dreamy silver-grey color again.And the enchanting green eyes were staring at her bloodthirstyly.

"You're obviously very scared, but you still have to be so aggrieved by me. Do you want to make me feel sorry for you?"

"Or do you want me to abandon my true personality, immerse myself in the beautiful illusion you created, and never wake up?"

"Ah Ying, in our world, if you like someone, you have to like everything about him."

"But you..." Meng Fanyan's eyes seemed to be filled with tears, "but you only like part of me."

"You like Meng Fanyan who loves you and dotes on you, but you can't accept Meng Fanyan who will turn into a monster. But do you know that the one who loves and dotes on you from beginning to end is the same Meng Fanyan who will turn into a monster."

Shen Xingying's chin was clenched so tightly by him that she couldn't even open her mouth to defend herself, so she was forced to listen to what he said to himself.

"But you, when I was in the most pain and needed you to reach out and hold me, you cruelly left me and ran away."

"Do you know how sad and sad my brother was at that time? He was so sad that he almost died, Shen Xingying."

Meng Fanyan didn't know what was going on tonight, so he spoke a little sentimentally, "In this world, I only regard you as my only relative. But my only relative is afraid of me, abandons me, and even wants me to disappear forever."

"I didn't think so." Shen Xingying struggled to squeeze out a sentence, "I didn't want you to disappear."

"No?" Meng Fanyan's smile became even colder, "If you didn't have this idea, why would you ask the fifth brother-in-law if he really knows how to catch monsters?"

Shen Xingying: "..."

She just wanted to get some metaphysical weapons to defend herself and reduce the frequency of him bullying her up close. She really didn't want him to disappear.

Seeing Shen Xingying's silence for a while, Meng Fanyan raised her chin and said, "Do you really think I'm a demon? That may disappoint you."

After finishing her words, he roughly tore the white shirt on her body, "Don't dress like this again. I'll be jealous."

Shen Xingying trembled all over, feeling that his emotions were beginning to go to extremes.

After the mutation, he could clearly relate to what he saw, heard, and felt in another personality, but he was still so jealous that he wanted to destroy the black-haired Meng Fanyan!

(End of this chapter)