Not well behaved

Chapter 87 Xuecheng Extra
I am 39 years old, unmarried and childless.

People around me always come to ask me: "Brother Cheng, with the Xue family's wealth, wouldn't it be a pity if we didn't cultivate an heir?"

When they said this, they had curious and playful smiles on their faces. I looked at my current face through the mirror. It had lost the dazzling light it had when I was young. I had not shaved off my beard, but I actually looked much kinder.

I'm not young anymore.

These people are all new to me, and I bet that if we went back ten years, they would never dare to joke with me like this.

Because at that time, I was known as a beast more terrifying than a tiger.

I smiled and shook my head, my eyes no longer full of hope.

I heard myself say: "There are so many generations to come. Being able to live well in the present is already the greatest gift from God to us."

When I say this, I can't help but think that if one day I go to hell and meet my family elders, will they scold me for not living up to expectations, or will they regret the wrong things they have done while alive?

Although the Xue family can make a fortune, it seems that they have not done anything good. In those years, they made a lot of dirty money.

How many people in the arms business can be innocent?The tip of the knife licked blood many times and survived. The Xue family can make a living, and others can't really envy them.

I have never met my mother. The meaning of her existence is to give birth to me. I have only heard about my mother from other people. They all said that she is an extremely beautiful top student, the one chosen by my grandfather. Refined.

And she doesn't need to fall in love with my father, or even know him. All she needs to do is accept a sum of money and give birth to me again.

But my grandfather never expected that the person he carefully selected for so long could actually give birth to a child as unsatisfactory as me.

I was so timid and cowardly that I even went to school in the name of the Xue family and was bullied.

Children of single-digit age don't know which family is powerful and which family they can't offend.We are all heirs who grew up with a silver spoon in their mouths, and their noses wish they could reach the sky. Therefore, with my personality, I am bound to be bullied. Not being beaten is their biggest fear of the Xue family.

At that time, my father always looked at me and hesitated to speak, but grandpa, in the end, even looking at me felt unnecessary.

I am extremely glad that they can no longer find my mother, because I know that if they find her, they will definitely not let her go, probably using the same methods as my grandfather.

What smart, beautiful and lovely person?Why didn't you give birth to such a weak waste like me?

But Grandpa actually forgot that I have not been this bad-tempered since I was a child.

When I was younger, I was smart and naughty. I could always solve the difficult problems they asked me very quickly, and I was always the "leader" among the children.

Until the fight I saw when I was five years old.

There was so much blood, and I saw so many people dying in front of me. I hid in the corner and almost only had five years to live in this life.

My father took me out. There was a lot of blood on his body. I hid in his arms and never dared to look at the morgue-like house again.

Then, I passed out.

I had a lot of dreams, and I dreamed of a lot of horrible things. In my dreams, people often came to kill me, and many people often died in front of me.

From then on, I refused to negotiate with anyone.I don't resist when others bully me, but in the final analysis, it's just that I don't want to deal with it.

While they please me, they look down on me at the same time. I hate them very much, and it becomes a vicious cycle in the past.It doesn't hurt. Why should I talk back if you curse me?I don't want to talk to anyone.

Everyone is going to die anyway, and if I was born into a family like this, I might die tomorrow.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but those dreams have troubled me for years and even gave me inner demons.

My father and grandfather found many psychiatrists for me, and I took a lot of medicine, but it never had much effect. The scenes of that day have always been surrounding me like a nightmare.

Later, my father found another woman. I don’t know why, but he actually married her, but I don’t know why, but they couldn’t have children.

Others say that it was the Xue family's ancestors who made me a sin, so they had to give birth to me.

I recovered suddenly, and I don’t know whether it was the expensive drugs that took effect, or whether it was really because of the girl.

That little girl is extremely beautiful, with a face like a shelled egg, a pair of domineering eyes, and a bunch of so-called little brothers.

I still didn't want to talk to her. I was about to leave when I suddenly felt a burning pain on my face. I finally raised my head and gave her a look. I couldn't believe that she actually dared to hit me.

Just as I was about to say something, she slapped me again, and then walked away without looking back.

I froze on the spot, looking at her back.

Inexplicably, I thought she was so tall, cool and attractive at that time.

That night, I actually dreamed of her. She appeared in a pool of blood, but stood in front of me with her head held high. That was the only time in so many dreams that I was not afraid.

Maybe it was because of that dream that the nightmare that had been suppressing me was finally torn to pieces.

I decided that I wanted to be like her.

Later I found out that her original name was Cheng Rang, and she was also the eldest lady of the Cheng family.

It was like something had been awakened in my body. Her two slaps seemed to have opened up my Ren and Du meridians at once.

It awakened something in my bones that originally belonged to the Xue family.

I went abroad, changed my environment, started to study hard, and started to understand my family's affairs bit by bit.

Grandpa was surprised to find that the deepest part of my heart was actually more dangerous, cold-blooded, and more vicious than my father.

Grandpa was very satisfied. He felt that this was the person who should appear in the Xue family.

I have never forgotten Cheng Rang.

In fact, when I grow up a little, when I think of Cheng Rang, it's hard for me not to realize that she is just a naive, arrogant and brainless young lady. But I don't know why, I just can't forget her.

Because times have changed, many things are no longer what they used to be. If the Xue family's business doesn't move ashore, it will really sink under the sea.

I'm no longer young, and I can handle things that even my father couldn't handle with ease, and I won't show mercy when I need to be ruthless.

Slowly, my reputation has surpassed that of my father.

Grandpa always looks at me, with a rare light of relief in his sharp eyes.

The Xue family actually moved ashore when I was 29 years old.

I can finally return to my country.

When I returned to China, the first thing I wanted to do was to meet Cheng Rang.

In fact, to be honest, just because I haven’t forgotten doesn’t mean I remember.I've forgotten what Cheng Rang looks like, and I don't really think of her that often.

It’s just that people will always be obsessed with the things they were obsessed with when they were young, and I am no exception.

It wasn't until I returned to China that I couldn't wait to know how that girl was doing now.

I thought, maybe she might not even get married, or maybe she was simply ugly and I just put a filter on her when I was a child.

After all, my current vision is not generally high.

I checked and found out that the Cheng family was gone. I didn't expect that so many things had happened to her. I started to regret why I didn't come back earlier.

Because I felt that if it was earlier, maybe I could help her and even get her.

But fortunately, she is not married or in a relationship. I also know that a man named Cui Chengen also likes her.

I've met that Cui Cheng'en, and I can tell you from the bottom of my heart that he's actually quite handsome, a pretty nice person, and gentle.

So I guess that if he likes Cheng Rang, then Cheng Rang shouldn't be ugly.

I found him and asked him to invite Cheng Rang to the dinner. He agreed quickly. How dare he disagree?But I still despise his behavior. How could he betray his beloved girl like this?

Damn.

Cui Chengen lived up to my trust and brought Cheng Rang.

When she appeared, I was completely shocked. Sure enough, I remembered correctly.She is just beautiful, so beautiful that people can never forget her.

To my surprise, she didn't look like the failed daughter whose family was bankrupt. She was still so arrogant and aggressive.

I realized something bad was wrong, I was obsessed with her.

But one thing I didn't expect was that at that dinner, someone actually turned the table over for her.

The man I met was called Xu Nuo. I was deeply impressed by him. He was very wild and not a good person.I looked at the subtle magnetic field between them and realized that this was my opponent.

interesting.

We met again in Z city, and I found someone to "invite" her here.

The little girl remembered what happened when she was a child and asked me to let her go. She told me that as long as her life was spared, I would do anything.

She said such humble words, but her back was still straight and her eyes were still shining.

Exactly the same as back then.

I asked her if I could chase her.

The little girl was so frightened that she was not so calm this time and rejected me tremblingly.

I feel a bit baffled. Is she more afraid of my love than my methods?
I didn't force her, it's okay, I'm not in a hurry, I'm willing to take it slow with her.

But I didn't do anything. The next day she came to the door by herself. Without saying anything, she poured a glass of water on me.

I lost my temper immediately and asked her if I had given her the wrong idea.

I thought the little girl would be frightened, but she wasn't. She scolded me vehemently and systematically, and then showed me her injured leg.Surprisingly, I felt distressed.

She told me what happened, and I realized what was going on. I didn't know who was so bold, so I agreed to help her investigate.

After that day, I felt like I liked her even more.

I can't help but like her, she is so smart, so beautiful, and so domineering.Different from everyone around me.

Later I found out that the person who plotted against Cheng Rang and me was actually Cui Chengen. At that time, I despised him for using such despicable methods.

But later I discovered that it is really difficult to be a gentleman when you really like someone.

I told her the truth. Cheng Rang dealt with Cui Chengen vigorously and resolutely, leaving no room for error. I knew that I had lost another opponent.

The relationship between her and Xu Nuo was getting worse and worse, because of a woman, so at that time, I also looked down on Xu Nuo.

I felt at that time that the one who would get to the end with her would be me, and it could only be me.

So I used favors and money to negotiate SCA for Cheng Rang. I gave her a choice when she was most sad, and I was determined to win.

She didn't agree, and I didn't push her.

The day before Xu Nuo and Chen Ruoruan got married, Chen Zhun called me.

With such a humble gesture, I suddenly realized that this was also my opponent, and he must be more difficult than promised.

I had been wary of her for a long time, but what puzzled me was that he seemed to have never thought of setting foot on this battlefield. His love for Cheng Rang was always in his heart.

Cheng Rang left with me after all.

After arriving in Chicago, her condition was very bad. She looked lifeless. I didn't like her like this, so I lost my temper.

I want her to be by my side, after all, I paid the price, she can't be ignorant.

It doesn't matter if you don't like me, we still have a long way to go.

But something happened the next day, and Cheng Rang knocked on my door.

I was sleeping at the time, and I was actually very upset when I woke up. I even began to doubt myself at that moment, whether choosing her was the right decision.

When I opened the door, I saw her with tears in her eyes. At that moment, I felt my heart stopped for a few seconds.

Cheng Rang walked in and showed me the video. She sat next to me and almost fainted from crying.

It was the first time I saw her like this, and it was also the first time I didn't refuse such an unreasonable request from a woman.

I chartered a plane for her, and we only stayed in Chicago for a few hours before flying for another thirteen hours.

On the way, I knew that I was completely finished, and I also knew that I could never let her go.

I fell completely in love with her without even realizing it.

At this time, I took a good look at the opponent that I had always ignored. I once thought that between them, Cheng Rang had always been humblely in love with him, but I found that I was wrong.

He is the one who truly loves Cheng even to the point of losing his life.

But I don't have a good heart like Chen Zhun, so I just want to break them up. I settled the Chen family's affairs for Cheng Rang, forcing her to come back to me.

She had no choice but to go back to Chicago with me.

I didn't believe that there could be such undying love. I thought that with such a hassle, they would be completely ruined, but I didn't expect that they actually did it, which opened my eyes.

In fact, we had a great time in Chicago that year.

We eat, drink, watch TV, go shopping and buy clothes together.

But actually I know that the more Cheng Rang treats me like this, the less likely we are to be together.

Fortunately, I am also very busy, so busy that I rarely have time to think about love.

Despite this, I am still extremely grateful to have her by my side this year, even if she says nothing, even if we can't do anything.

As long as I think that in such a foreign country, less than 20 meters away from my house, there is a girl I like, I feel particularly at ease.

That day was the most unhappy day for me. Cheng Rang took me to drink. Something happened and she actually picked up the bottle and gave it to the man.

What I told her at the time was that I realized that I didn't like her that much.

But it wasn't. In fact, it was. She was not wrong in her guess. If that man dared to touch Cheng Rang that day, I could kill him.

But Cheng Rang didn't give me that chance at all, she was too kind.

Promise is the only way to truly love him.

I suddenly felt that I was quite boring like this, and I suddenly wanted to let her go.

I said something very pretentious and told her that if she goes back and promises to still love her, then I will bless them.

Then, something happened to the business and I had no choice but to leave the United States. Before leaving, I arranged everything for her and told her that she didn’t need to wait for me.

I went to the Golden Triangle and started to compete with those beasts in a battle of wits and courage. To be precise, it was actually a battle of courage.I escaped death several times and survived in a hail of bullets.

I counted the days. That day, I slept in a dilapidated house with broken glass, treating my wounds in the cold wind, and almost lost one of my legs.

I counted the days, Cheng Rang should have returned to China by this time.

I don't know why, but I felt like crying in a daze.

Because I don’t know if I can go back alive, because I know that no one will be my neighbor anymore.

After almost a month, I finally won over that bunch of people.

I fell in the same pool of blood as when I was a child. I felt like I was going to die. Unfortunately, no one in the world would cry for me.

I don’t know how long it took, but I woke up. I got up from the ground and briefly treated my wounds. Even I couldn’t believe that I was still alive.

I could have gone back to China directly, but I still went back to the United States.

It's not because I'm imagining that Cheng Rang can wait for me, I just want to see the place where we live together again.

But the moment I pushed the door open and walked in, I actually saw light.

My whole body trembled, and then I saw Cheng Rang eating potato chips on the sofa.

She turned to look at me and told me she was back.

She also said that she would cook noodles for me. I stood there in a daze, hid in the bathroom as if I was running away, and washed off the mud on my body.

At that moment, I looked at myself in the mirror and felt ashamed of my past behavior of taking things by force.

She is so affectionate, I can't be ruthless at all.

We returned to China, and later, she went through some twists and turns, and finally ended up with Xu Nuo.

It took me a long time to understand why Chen Zhun had never been in the ring.

There are two kinds of people in this world who deserve to be loved.

The first type is that you love her and you will do everything you can to get her, no matter the cost.

The second type is that you love her, but you just want her to be happy and feel that her happiness is more important than anything else.

Cheng Rang is the leader in the second type.

On the day of their wedding, I gave Cheng Rang a necklace, which was extremely luxurious.

I personally participated in the design, and the design concept consists of a string of Aramaic: .

Goodbye, my girl.

Cheng Rang did not comply with her wishes and also gave me a big gift when I got married, because I have never been married.

She returned the favor by giving me a watch and a bracelet on my 30th birthday.

As expected, the watch was of high value and was made by a famous designer, but I couldn't find any provenance of the bracelet.

Later, I put the watch away, and I still carry the bracelet with me to this day.

In the past few years, we have rarely contacted each other, but we still contact each other.

I went home and ordered takeout alone in the huge villa. I ordered dumplings and ate them while checking my phone. I saw her posting on WeChat Moments.

The family of six was enjoying themselves happily, with delicacies from all over the world in front of them.

As an aside, in the fifth year when Cheng Rang insisted on giving money to Chen's parents, Chen's mother deliberately asked for a large sum of money. Cheng Rang almost broke the bank and gave the money away without hesitation.

Chen's mother finally returned the money to her, and only then did everyone realize that Chen Zhun's family was such a wealthy family.

From then on, they became very close, and Cheng Rang treated Chen's parents as his own parents.

Even the Chinese New Year is celebrated together.

The dumplings made in this restaurant are not delicious, they are so unpalatable that they made me cry.

I just remembered that today is New Year’s Eve, and I said why should I eat dumplings?

(End of this chapter)