Dressed like a loser and went to raise a baby

Chapter 628 I don't want him
After lunch, everyone went back to the house to take a nap, and Leng Luoyue was no exception. If the kitten didn't sleep for half an hour at noon, he would be sleepy during dinner in the evening.

While she was drifting off to sleep, Leng Luoyue heard the door open. She opened her eyes and looked out of the half-open window facing the bed, when she saw Ayao walking into the yard. She frowned and pursed her lips, her face a bit expressionless. It's ugly, like he's worried about something.

Leng Luoyue lifted the quilt and got out of bed. Xiao Baibai, who was sleeping at the end of the bed, stretched his head to look at her. While Leng Luoyue was getting dressed, she whispered to Xiao Baibai: "Watch the cat."

Xiao Baibai seemed to understand, nodded, and then laid his head on his back again.

Leng Luoyue put on her clothes and went out. She quickly walked out of the yard and saw A Yao, following A Yao quietly.

Ayao walked all the way out of the village and into the forest.

Leng Luoyue was afraid that she would lose her mind, so she followed closely, not daring to lose her.

After following for a while, Leng Luoyue discovered that Ayao was taking the route they took to the deep pool today.

He walked fast at first, but then walked more slowly. He lowered his head as he walked, as if he was looking for something.

"Ah..." Suddenly Ayao tripped over a vine and fell heavily to the ground. Her knee was hit by a stone, which made her cry out in pain.

Leng Luoyue wanted to go up and help her, but after thinking about it, she hid behind two trees.

A Yao ran out on her own. She definitely didn’t want others to know what she was going to do. Leng Luoyue came out because she was worried that A Yao would do something stupid. Before she was sure that A Yao was going to do something bad, she I think it's best not to expose myself.

Ayao's fall didn't look like it was heavy, so she should be able to get up.

No matter what A Yao does these days, she is very positive and always has a smile on her face. It seems that she has forgotten everything before and is starting a new life. However, such people are often the most prone to accidents. of.

Because people like her hide all their emotions in their hearts. It seems normal on the outside that everything is fine, but the negative emotions in their hearts may have reached a critical value. Once they collapse, the consequences will be disastrous.

Ayao endured the pain and put her hands on the ground to sit up first. After a while, she wanted to stand up, but as soon as her right foot, which was stung by the stone, stood up, the pain made her legs go weak again and she sat down. on the ground.

She now feels pain in her butt and right foot, but her stomach is fine and she doesn't feel anything at all.

Ayao looked down at her stomach, suddenly made fists with both hands, and beat her stomach crazily.

When she fell down just now, she was still thinking that it was a good fall. The baby might be dropped with this fall. Many women lose their fetuses with a slight fall before they can sit firmly in their first pregnancy.

But even though she fell twice, there was still no movement in her stomach. She even hurt her leg and couldn't walk to find medicine.

It was obvious that the child in her belly had a strong vitality, which made her feel that this evil bastard was relying on her. Her emotions collapsed instantly, and that's why she beat her belly.

"I don't want you, I don't want you..." Ayao kept saying while beating her stomach hard.

A Yao's sudden crazy behavior made Leng Luoyue confirm her suspicions, and without caring about anything else, she rushed out from behind the tree, walked behind A Yao, squatted on the ground and grabbed her hand that was beating her abdomen crazily. .

A Yao's hands were suddenly grabbed, startling her. She turned around and saw a familiar and beautiful face. She bit her lower lip and cried, "I don't want him, I don't want him..."

The big tears were like broken beads, sliding down A Yao's pale face.

Leng Luoyue felt a pain in her heart. She held Ayao in her arms, patted her back gently and comforted her: "Okay, don't want him, we don't want him." Ayao can not want this child, this is her freedom.

The arrival of this child was a mistake. It was the bandit's mistake, not Ayao's.

This child was born because of the bandits' sins, but Ayao should not bear the consequences.

Now it is just a small embryo, and this mistake can still be corrected, so it should be corrected.

Ayao, who was suffering alone, seemed to have found support. She buried her head in Leng Luoyue's arms and cried louder.

Ayao cried for about a quarter of an hour before she slowly stopped crying. By this time, her eyes were swollen into walnuts.

Leng Luoyue took out the handkerchief from her arms, gently wiped the tears on A Yao's face and said: "The arrival of this child makes you feel painful. If you don't want him, you don't have to. There is no problem at all. But we have to use it. Let him go in the least physically harmful way to you."

"You didn't do anything wrong. Don't feel guilty or self-loathing. This is all the fault of those bandits."

"Well..." Ayao choked and nodded. When she found out that she was pregnant, she really hated herself. How could she be pregnant with the child of an animal?
She had been thinking that if she had committed suicide by biting her tongue, then this child would not have arrived. She had obviously had many opportunities to bite her tongue before.

She felt that it was because she was greedy for life and afraid of death, and did not have the integrity of a good woman, which made her hate herself very much.

The decision to abort the child also made her feel guilty.

Because the teachings she had received since she was a child told her to be a gentle and kind woman, but she wanted to have her own flesh and blood aborted. This was contrary to the teachings she had received since she was a child, so she felt a strong sense of guilt. , I feel like I have become a vicious person.

She also had to think about it, if she didn't take the child with her and die together, she wouldn't be sorry for the child, but she was a little unwilling to do so.

But now Ah Yue tells her that this is not her fault, it is the fault of the bandits, and she should not feel guilty or self-loathing.

"Let's abort this child, let him reincarnate early, find a pair of parents who are looking forward to his arrival, and have a happy family and life." Leng Luoyue wiped away the tears on A Yao's face.

"Uh-huh..." Ayao's voice was still choked with sobs. She felt that Ayue was right. She beat the unborn child earlier so that he could find some food to reincarnate and find a pair of parents who were looking forward to his birth. It was better than letting her give birth to him.

"Huh..." Ayao sniffed and said in a choked voice, "I know some medicinal herbs and some medical science. I came here to find medicine that can be used to induce abortion."

"When I came back today, I saw several blooming zedoary plants. This medicine has the effect of promoting qi and breaking blood, eliminating accumulated accumulation and relieving pain. Taking the rhizome decocted in water can help women conceive."

It turns out I was looking for medicine. I thought you couldn’t figure it out!Leng Luoyue said in her heart.

"Is the Curcuma you mentioned nearby?" Leng Luoyue asked. If she didn't think it was nearby, Ayao wouldn't stop looking.

"Yes, it's nearby."

"You tell me what it looks like, and I'll help you find it..."

(End of this chapter)