rich concubine

Chapter 1020 Can’t we go back to the past?

This sentence successfully stunned Rong Yi. She was silent for a long time, thinking about this issue seriously.

Because she never wanted to hate her, but there were many things stuck in her heart, many injustices, grievances, and depression that made her unable to understand how she could be treated like this.

It's not hatred, but I just can't figure out what I did wrong to be treated like this.

Under Qin Dailong's gaze, Rong Yi turned away slightly. Seeing her like this, Qin Dailong felt happy.

Rong Yi has one of her greatest strengths, which is also her fatal weakness, and that is that she is nostalgic for old feelings and is too soft-hearted.

This is not a mentality she has cultivated in a year or two, but her mother has treated her like this since she was a child, which has made her develop such a cautious and meticulous life, and she is very tolerant of everything and everyone. Treat her a little bit well, and she can't wait to return it a thousand times a hundred times. In her own words, this will make her feel at ease. She always said that no one will be nice to you for no reason. They always want to do something. If it is someone else's plan, If it's something you can give, don't be stingy. If it's someone else's fault, you can't afford it. As long as you don't hold it back and return it, don't owe anyone anything.

Therefore, now she will also miss her past relationships and the good things in the past, right?
But after waiting for a long time, she heard her say: "It's not that I don't hate it, it's just that it's not necessary now."

Rong Yi thought in her heart: She never thought about hating, but she still said it, didn't they all think she would be soft-hearted?Don't you use this to block her?Then this time, let her see that she is not always soft-hearted, and there is a bottom line for being soft-hearted, and no one will be able to please her if she touches her.

Sure enough, she saw the light in Qin Dailong's eyes disappearing little by little, the hopeful look dissipating little by little, and a sense of revenge suddenly arose in her heart. She wanted to laugh, but she tasted a bitter taste.

"We can't go back to how we were before?"

When she asked this question, Rong Yi really laughed. This time, there were tears in her smile. She looked at Qin Delong with her eyes and said, "How can we go back to the past? These two years have been nothing but the same. Renfei, what do you want me to do to go back to the past with you?"

"..."

"That's it. Now, I have my life, and you have to start yours again. You and I have only had a fate of more than ten years. Now, we are on the same road, each going our own way. Regardless of the past, I hope that you will Can live a good life.”

I also hope that we will never meet again.

Qin Dailong cried again. Seeing Rong Yi's cruel look, she sobbed: "How can you let me go? How can I let go? We have known each other for more than ten years, and we have been like sisters since childhood. , you tell me now that you want to separate from me so cleanly and clearly? Can you really not forgive me? I was young and ignorant at the time, so I did those things. Now I regret it, so you can't give me compensation. Your chance?"

Rong Yi remained silent, and Qin Dailong said, "You are so cruel..."

When she was sobbing, Rong Yi spoke very calmly, and said: "Perhaps, many years later, when I have forgotten this incident, I will forgive you, but at that time, I am afraid things will be different." Now, you should know that from the moment you took advantage of me, the relationship between you and me will never be as pure and clean as it was in the past."

It is true that she cannot go back to the past, because when she sees her, Rong Yi always thinks about how she used him in the past, how impure and bad her thoughts towards him were, and how they had interests between them. relation……

After all, they are people who don’t trust. How can people who don’t trust talk about going back to the past?

……

After talking to Qin Dailong, when she saw Mrs. Qin again, Rong Yi's mood was no longer as enlightened as when she came.Her face was calm, and when she wasn't speaking, she had a bit of seriousness. At least when facing Mrs. Qin, her eyes lost their gentleness and tranquility and became a little more defensive.

And Mrs. Qin naturally noticed her changes.

In her impression, Rong Yi still remained that gentle and cautious image who would blush easily.

Undoubtedly, she was a very well-behaved girl, but now, the way she looked at her was not so well-behaved, but full of defensiveness and disgust.

She hates herself...

Mrs. Qin had a strange feeling in her heart. It wasn't anger of being offended, but something else, a feeling she couldn't describe.

But she still talked to her as an elder, so she spoke first and said, "You have grown up a lot now."

Her eyes flickered slightly and she said, "If I don't force myself to grow up, I'm afraid that I'll be sold to someone and I'll still be counting money stupidly."

What she was talking about was that when she served Qin Dailong, she was just as diligent and diligent, but what was the end result?Oh, isn’t it just that if someone sells you, you still have to pay for it?

Mrs. Qin pondered, and after a while she said: "Rong Yi, I have thought that if you were my daughter, everything would be different for you, but if you are not, I love my daughter more."

These words were explained to her again.

You don't have to blame me for treating you like that. After all, you are not my daughter. Naturally, I have to think about my daughter in everything.

When Rong Yi heard this, she couldn't help laughing. She smiled bitterly, as if she had taken a big sip of bitter water. She suppressed her nausea and said, "I have also thought about it. If I were Mrs. Qin, How wonderful your daughter would be, I have looked up to you, and even placed my feelings on you on countless nights."

She said this without any falsehood, and Mrs. Qin did not doubt it at all, because she saw the grief in Rong Yi's eyes, which could not be faked.

For a moment, her heart palpitated, and she felt uncomfortable. She just said... She also thought about it, what if it was her daughter?
Facing Mrs. Qin is not like facing Qin Dailong. Even though Rong Yi knew in her heart that all the farce was caused by the lady in front of her, she could hate her, but she couldn't be cold in front of her, not because she was afraid of her. Identity, but looking at her face, all the past emotions were brought out.

"Mrs. Qin must have seen it in her eyes. At that time, my mother treated me badly and I couldn't be treated well. At that time, Aunt Mei often came to enlighten me and took me to the madam's place and called me and Miss Qin. Play together……"

At that time, everything was really comfortable, their thoughts were simple, they were together, just together, there would be nothing else. The way Mrs. Qin looked at her was as gentle as ever, yes, she looked at herself , has always had only one look, gentle with a little compassion, but how could that be true love?

It's funny that every time I see her and see her dignified and gentle smile when she looks at me, I feel that she loves me more than my mother loves me. She just wants to be a little better to me and give me a few plates of fruit. A few more words of comfort and I let myself sink in deeply.

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(End of this chapter)